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"unequal" poems
“kitty”. sixteen,5′ 11″,white,prostitute. ducking always the touch of must and shall, whose slippery body is Death’s littlest pal, skilled in quick softness. Unspontaneous. cute, the signal perfume of whose unrepute focusses in the sweet slow animal bottomless eyes importantly banal, Kitty. a ***** Sixteen you corking brute amused from time to time by clever drolls fearsomely who do keep their sunday flower. The babybreasted broad “kitty” twice eight —beer nothing,the lady’ll have a whiskey-sour— whose least amazing smile is the most great common divisor of unequal souls.
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Kitty. Sixteen,5′ 11′′,White,Prostitute
From afar she was admired Clouds shaped of fancy and lust Rainstorm of affection Pouring down upon her Appetite for desire consumed Alas, meant to be, it was not Love unequal, partial, distorted The pendulum swings between Elation and anxiety, passion and pain Tale told many times before Boy encounters girl, boy falls for girl Love, while one-sided is still love But fleeting, unsustainable The great white buffalo Unrequited love
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Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 5:27 PM UTC
Unrequited Love
Metallic-, ionic-, covalent bonds. Persisting still proving, able to break. The forces assured, the pressures endured, the attraction unequal, results left uncured. Surely there exits an unbreakable bond, created by a wand from a paranormal pond. A connection not so rare, sharing DNA in our hair. A bond assuring trust, selflessness and care. Not even death, can break a bond that strong and this may seem unfair, science points to wrong but this is no illusion, my doubts are less than low I do not have to prove, what I already know. Its far beyond a feeling, description left unknown. This bond is right beside me, never am I alone. I do not need an idol, I do not need a god. Impossible to forge a key, it's not that type of lock. My brother is my hero, my brother is my rock.
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Jun 9, 2013
Jun 9, 2013 at 12:12 PM UTC
Bond, brother bond
Two boys and girls unclothed each other simply at a picnic flush with wine alongside sun-flecked trees. The girls, easy as the forest round, burned, delicious, as the boys eager and nervous in unequal measure partly gave up concealing their joys at forgetting or remembering in flickers their bare bodies. It went on over nettles and half-hours and clambered trees and photos taken almost formally (on film, of course). And boyish lust, at first sinuous, a darting tongue, began to soften against, for instance, the sheer, unthinkable texture of the two girls carved now backward over the bough of a storm-felled elm. And there in the embers of evening they learned to thrill originally at the vast, gorgeous and astonishing irrelevance of what might happen next.
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Jan 26, 2011
Jan 26, 2011 at 7:05 AM UTC
Untitled
Black Like me, I clearly see, I am no longer who I used to be I am a white man died dark, in this adventure I created a spark. People are angry. People are mad. This makes me disappointed, and sad I did this for research, to find the truth. For our future, for our youth. I’m a white man living the life of the oppressed, the segregated, and distressed. A white man living the life of the black, and the truth is equality it did lack It was shocking to find people cruel, who I once knew to be kind They hated me because the color of my skin, their argument against my race was just as thin. They made assumptions, followed the stereo type, dear God America, where are my equal rights? I traveled to the most racist state, where I experienced as a black man, a fiery hate. I found the idea that the South created: We are unequal, unloved, and passionately hated. They stared us down with hate we could feel. It was tangible, it was real. The kind hearted were few and far, I learned much while hitching rides in cars I could not believe what they share so openly, they spoke of their ****** immorality. At this point I was feeling defeated, I was sick of how we are treated I could not take it any longer, but I know I have become stronger. I will fight against segregation, so we can truly become an equal nation I hope for the sake of these great people that one day we will all be equal. No one knows what it’s like to be black like me. I hope one day we’ll find true liberty!
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May 18, 2012
May 18, 2012 at 4:06 PM UTC
Black Like Me
Black Like me, I clearly see, I am no longer who I used to be I am a white man died dark, in this adventure I created a spark. People are angry. People are mad. This makes me disappointed, and sad I did this for research, to find the truth. For our future, for our youth. I’m a white man living the life of the oppressed, the segregated, and distressed. A white man living the life of the black, and the truth is equality it did lack It was shocking to find people cruel, who I once knew to be kind They hated me because the color of my skin, their argument against my race was just as thin. They made assumptions, followed the stereo type, dear God America, where are my equal rights? I traveled to the most racist state, where I experienced as a black man, a fiery hate. I found the idea that the South created: We are unequal, unloved, and passionately hated. They stared us down with hate we could feel. It was tangible, it was real. The kind hearted were few and far, I learned much while hitching rides in cars I could not believe what they share so openly, they spoke of their ****** immorality. At this point I was feeling defeated, I was sick of how we are treated I could not take it any longer, but I know I have become stronger. I will fight against segregation, so we can truly become an equal nation I hope for the sake of these great people that one day we will all be equal. No one knows what it’s like to be black like me. I hope one day we’ll find true liberty!
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My life is better for having met you. A friend Who feels nothing like a friend at all. My life is better for having known you. A champion Who champions my pursuit of actualization. My life is better for having loved you. An equal Who holds an unequal piece of my heart. A man who leaves me better than he found me.
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Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 1:14 PM UTC
Better
Pleasure, oh pleasure sitting in silence Among the lime trees The silence of delight A perfect pardon Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees No hurry, no hurry To go anywhere While strangers offer smiles Such perfect smiles Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Magic a specialisation A practical specialisation Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees People of all kinds Come streaming by Pilot people Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees People passing with such power Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees All power is violence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Pleasure, oh pleasure Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees No power is needed here Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Only truth and justice Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees No grievous ache remains a mystery Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees That purple mass made clear Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees An aroma here Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees An exuding stupefying aroma Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees That startles the sparrows Identical sparrows Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Other silence is unequal Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees A quivering tenor of silence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Gilded silence that flashes Hazily across the vision Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Frenzied silence, irresistible silence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Silence split into fragments Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Fragments that remain intact Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Silence that vanishes from sight Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees A severed silence That remains infused Golden and deceptive Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Like split up bandits On the run Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Who race up two Different boulevards Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees A day return silence Always nervous and irritable Sitting her in silence Among the lime trees A softening handsome Lilac colored silence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Regal in its resonance Of romance Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees A silence of scarlet kerchiefs Wears a tail coat Has black raven hair Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Trying to catch spiders Rats, little devils and dogs Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Day breaks Inexorably in silence Over the poet Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees The unstoppable Silence of silence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Such silence once started Is unstoppable Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Such as the strange silence One finds in snow Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Silence in a deserted shout Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Oh such silent noise Such silent noise Silent noise, silent
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Sep 28, 2012
Sep 28, 2012 at 3:46 PM UTC
Silence among the lime trees
Pleasure, oh pleasure sitting in silence Among the lime trees The silence of delight A perfect pardon Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees No hurry, no hurry To go anywhere While strangers offer smiles Such perfect smiles Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Magic a specialisation A practical specialisation Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees People of all kinds Come streaming by Pilot people Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees People passing with such power Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees All power is violence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Pleasure, oh pleasure Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees No power is needed here Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Only truth and justice Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees No grievous ache remains a mystery Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees That purple mass made clear Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees An aroma here Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees An exuding stupefying aroma Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees That startles the sparrows Identical sparrows Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Other silence is unequal Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees A quivering tenor of silence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Gilded silence that flashes Hazily across the vision Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Frenzied silence, irresistible silence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Silence split into fragments Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Fragments that remain intact Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Silence that vanishes from sight Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees A severed silence That remains infused Golden and deceptive Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Like split up bandits On the run Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Who race up two Different boulevards Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees A day return silence Always nervous and irritable Sitting her in silence Among the lime trees A softening handsome Lilac colored silence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Regal in its resonance Of romance Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees A silence of scarlet kerchiefs Wears a tail coat Has black raven hair Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Trying to catch spiders Rats, little devils and dogs Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Day breaks Inexorably in silence Over the poet Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees The unstoppable Silence of silence Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Such silence once started Is unstoppable Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Such as the strange silence One finds in snow Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Silence in a deserted shout Sitting here in silence Among the lime trees Oh such silent noise Such silent noise Silent noise, silent
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the newbie failure complex(ity) the poems come torrentially, hurricane, waterfall & tornado are working adjectives worthy of the task, yet unequal to the unlimited army of the written dead of unread poems and poets that occupy the nether of blog, podcast, and poetry sites, orphan stars in the un-salvaged junkyard galaxy of verbiage a faceless wight, once alive, now permanently dead, we shuffle march, chanting each our own newbie poem, onward soldiers to ignominy and glory so fleeting, we are forgot before we are remembered *this is life in poetry, or better yet, the worst of it, (sigh) this is the poetry of lives* all for nought, nought for all, at least we pass our prison time in the company of fellow strugglers*
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May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 5:44 PM UTC
the newbie failure complex(ity)/the poetry of lives
A nation that bleeds Unwilling to confront the past The last thing we need Is celebration and blasts The unequal treatment Race gender and class Shines so clearly With Donald Trump laughs In this time reflection Will shine a better path Reconstruction Redistribution Instead of indifference and death
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Jul 6, 2015
Jul 6, 2015 at 11:39 AM UTC
Intersectionality in America
tattoo ourselves in electric ink memorializing calendars, diaries of observantional digits, black on white, no gray, birthdays, anniversaries, dates of passing, starting lines, occasional achievements, departure dates, even glaring failures, sundial mundane records of diurnal habitude…even defining self by, bye, byte marks upon flesh, upon our calendar *not my first trip-tracking, he ruefully rues, wry smiling, many voyages of indeterminate measuring length, leaving litter of arrays of hopeful estimations & destinations, each unequal, any or all possibilities, each day notated, without critique or commentary, the numbers are the gaols (jails) of goals, target, indeterminate determination, terrific, horrific, introspections, inverse images resolve, resolute* a year ago, +/- a few days,, new travelogue commenced, notated but not annotated, just  numerical truths, (sans comments for the divine nature of numbers don’t lie) and today my calculator app informs, that I am now 19.4 % lesser, but that clarifies less than expected naturally this provokes a natty, spirited, self-inquiry, lessened, lessor, for better or for worse? have the physical alterations accompanying this reduction mean exactly what, if, it should be, a greater lesser? here is the hard part. your have always been a mirror~poet, laughing, bemoaning the unvarnished, unshaven AM sightings of a human perpetual dissatisfied, the external never denying the interior “less~than,” a J Peterman catalogue of weathered ****** expressions, counter-parted by multiple Venn diagram intersections, of experiential labeled bits & pieces of emotional empirical less than good, not even close to perfect, so now that I am *gaunt, spare, lean, grayed, narrower, again ruefully rue, the even more visible truth reflection eye~hidden:* I, am the sum of the weight of my history, my deeds, my disbeliefs, murderous deeds, weak choices and that hasn’t changed nary an ounce, no matter many times examined, indeed I am forever a lesser man, there, internal infernal too…
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Apr 9, 2023
Apr 9, 2023 at 2:12 PM UTC
19.4% lesser
tattoo ourselves in electric ink memorializing calendars, diaries of observantional digits, black on white, no gray, birthdays, anniversaries, dates of passing, starting lines, occasional achievements, departure dates, even glaring failures, sundial mundane records of diurnal habitude…even defining self by, bye, byte marks upon flesh, upon our calendar *not my first trip-tracking, he ruefully rues, wry smiling, many voyages of indeterminate measuring length, leaving litter of arrays of hopeful estimations & destinations, each unequal, any or all possibilities, each day notated, without critique or commentary, the numbers are the gaols (jails) of goals, target, indeterminate determination, terrific, horrific, introspections, inverse images resolve, resolute* a year ago, +/- a few days,, new travelogue commenced, notated but not annotated, just  numerical truths, (sans comments for the divine nature of numbers don’t lie) and today my calculator app informs, that I am now 19.4 % lesser, but that clarifies less than expected naturally this provokes a natty, spirited, self-inquiry, lessened, lessor, for better or for worse? have the physical alterations accompanying this reduction mean exactly what, if, it should be, a greater lesser? here is the hard part. your have always been a mirror~poet, laughing, bemoaning the unvarnished, unshaven AM sightings of a human perpetual dissatisfied, the external never denying the interior “less~than,” a J Peterman catalogue of weathered ****** expressions, counter-parted by multiple Venn diagram intersections, of experiential labeled bits & pieces of emotional empirical less than good, not even close to perfect, so now that I am *gaunt, spare, lean, grayed, narrower, again ruefully rue, the even more visible truth reflection eye~hidden:* I, am the sum of the weight of my history, my deeds, my disbeliefs, murderous deeds, weak choices and that hasn’t changed nary an ounce, no matter many times examined, indeed I am forever a lesser man, there, internal infernal too…
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All I can see is a wasteland of stone, glass, metal, and wooden rubble in an open air prison where children are living. Six thousand bombs, stirring up thick clouds of grey dust, obscuring the horrors people are enduring. The attackers are barely even warning people to move on. The exits are blocked. The power and water is off. The suffering doesn’t stop, and these civilians are unable to leave. How are you unable to see the hell spring of grief that is burning human beings, the furnace that still cooks even when no one bothers to look because all of the crooks were just waiting for the perfect excuse to make the news with a justified genocide. Mass ****** and more oppression with the weapons America supplied, and guess what, another child just died, more parents got radicalized, and if they survive will you be surprised if hate is the new demoncont. that wears their tired red eyes. The rich guys lied and decided that unequal retaliation is perfectly justified, so we are on a road to the extinction of human decency as the world murders our collective humanity. Crack, boom, the sound of thunder blooms orange heated chaos, breaking the foundation an entire building. A whole family line gets an early burial, as what’s left of my heart gets carried inside, popped in a box to be buried alive, because their beat was the same as mine. Nothing I write will change the minds of those unwilling to listen and see people who are close to total annihilation, as deserving of love, and compassion, but even so I am still asking. Help, please, help!?! Instead we get beheadings, mass shootings, ****** assault, retaliation, and the expectation of more tragedy to come. I can easily condemn violent actions taken, but I need to understand the origins of this rocky foundation, and potential solutions, because I can’t stand the horrors I am facing without eventually breaking.
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Dec 2, 2023
Dec 2, 2023 at 8:46 AM UTC
Untitled
All I can see is a wasteland of stone, glass, metal, and wooden rubble in an open air prison where children are living. Six thousand bombs, stirring up thick clouds of grey dust, obscuring the horrors people are enduring. The attackers are barely even warning people to move on. The exits are blocked. The power and water is off. The suffering doesn’t stop, and these civilians are unable to leave. How are you unable to see the hell spring of grief that is burning human beings, the furnace that still cooks even when no one bothers to look because all of the crooks were just waiting for the perfect excuse to make the news with a justified genocide. Mass ****** and more oppression with the weapons America supplied, and guess what, another child just died, more parents got radicalized, and if they survive will you be surprised if hate is the new demoncont. that wears their tired red eyes. The rich guys lied and decided that unequal retaliation is perfectly justified, so we are on a road to the extinction of human decency as the world murders our collective humanity. Crack, boom, the sound of thunder blooms orange heated chaos, breaking the foundation an entire building. A whole family line gets an early burial, as what’s left of my heart gets carried inside, popped in a box to be buried alive, because their beat was the same as mine. Nothing I write will change the minds of those unwilling to listen and see people who are close to total annihilation, as deserving of love, and compassion, but even so I am still asking. Help, please, help!?! Instead we get beheadings, mass shootings, ****** assault, retaliation, and the expectation of more tragedy to come. I can easily condemn violent actions taken, but I need to understand the origins of this rocky foundation, and potential solutions, because I can’t stand the horrors I am facing without eventually breaking.
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an old familiar, an adversary of the first degree, when we wrestle, me and this god disguised as an angel disguised as man, the door to where we tangle, clicks shut with a perceptible oval sounding, a trumpet announcing commencement of the festivities, that we are Occupado no stray observers permitted in, the room entrances locked, someone's two hands upon each temple, (cannot be mine, for) inside we combat literally, "mano-a-mano" hand to hand, word to word, gradually, continuously, up close and personally, one on One over the course of a lifetime, each battle named, famously borrowed and thus recorded, Agincourt, Waterloo, Gettysburg, Leningrad, Ðiên Biên Phú, for the record keeping purposes of our unforgiving ****** historian the rules of engagement somewhat flexible, biting, choking, eye gouging, kicking when down, not just legal, encouraged, no holds barred, when we wrestle, the dirtier the better take turns declaring a victor, for that matters little, truly, just a record keeping notation, the battle and its aftermath, the waves of pain inflicted, the casualty count engorged, is the greatest glory, dans une manière de parler though sent away the children, our earthly goods, designating them purportedly, non-combatants observers, yet 'no rules' meant they could be accidentally drawn in, non-combatant status does not prevent them from being freely captured or killed the conflict ongoing, no one ever calls for a truce, for both unequal adversaries know, no quarter will ere be given, and though the tide shifts, each individual battle produces as always, a winner and a loser noisy affairs, long after the battle, the slain yet scream, perhaps I am confused, perhaps it is the day's survivors, announcing that sadly, they are still alive it must be the latter, for here I am writing and recording, and though alone, I hear an ever growing louder, gouging sine wave scream piercing, daring my soul to leave my wracked body for though mortal wounded, I am therefore both dead and alive, but which more so, none can surely say this conflict remains unconcluded the pain in my hip, now everywhere, my Jacob, now, Israel, marker so visible even if itself, unseen 3:59am
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May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 4:03 AM UTC
Wrestling With God
an old familiar, an adversary of the first degree, when we wrestle, me and this god disguised as an angel disguised as man, the door to where we tangle, clicks shut with a perceptible oval sounding, a trumpet announcing commencement of the festivities, that we are Occupado no stray observers permitted in, the room entrances locked, someone's two hands upon each temple, (cannot be mine, for) inside we combat literally, "mano-a-mano" hand to hand, word to word, gradually, continuously, up close and personally, one on One over the course of a lifetime, each battle named, famously borrowed and thus recorded, Agincourt, Waterloo, Gettysburg, Leningrad, Ðiên Biên Phú, for the record keeping purposes of our unforgiving ****** historian the rules of engagement somewhat flexible, biting, choking, eye gouging, kicking when down, not just legal, encouraged, no holds barred, when we wrestle, the dirtier the better take turns declaring a victor, for that matters little, truly, just a record keeping notation, the battle and its aftermath, the waves of pain inflicted, the casualty count engorged, is the greatest glory, dans une manière de parler though sent away the children, our earthly goods, designating them purportedly, non-combatants observers, yet 'no rules' meant they could be accidentally drawn in, non-combatant status does not prevent them from being freely captured or killed the conflict ongoing, no one ever calls for a truce, for both unequal adversaries know, no quarter will ere be given, and though the tide shifts, each individual battle produces as always, a winner and a loser noisy affairs, long after the battle, the slain yet scream, perhaps I am confused, perhaps it is the day's survivors, announcing that sadly, they are still alive it must be the latter, for here I am writing and recording, and though alone, I hear an ever growing louder, gouging sine wave scream piercing, daring my soul to leave my wracked body for though mortal wounded, I am therefore both dead and alive, but which more so, none can surely say this conflict remains unconcluded the pain in my hip, now everywhere, my Jacob, now, Israel, marker so visible even if itself, unseen 3:59am
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how terribly dull what pitiful fools who can't think for themselves and abide all the rules how wonderfully clever and unequal in measure are those brave few who dissever themselves, from platitudinous notions, and live free, forever.
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May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 11:17 PM UTC
platitudinous notions
Does it hurt you like it hurts me? Who knew words could burn so deep. Alone in the night, emotions on the edge. Do you feel it too? The emptiness where you belong, at my side. I fear the answer; for I know it well enough. For you it isn't me, it's her. The one you see, the one you touch. But I'd do anything to see you smile. It's the reason I say I'm still around. They ask me who I'm trying to convince, because they see my true desire. I want you to want me. Except not the way you do. Because the me that you see isn't who I am. I'm a lost soul in this crazy world. Denying the desires, just to stay strong. Because I feel that it's wrong. But only because I know it's unequal. I say it's okay; biggest lie I could speak. But admitting my true emotions is weak in my eyes. Because vulnerability isn't strength; only an open wound awaiting the salt. She knows it too, or maybe she doesn't. Either way nothing will change. So I'll push through it and keep displaying a straight face. As long as she's happy, my emotions are as they stand. Untouched and unspoken.
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Oct 24, 2012
Oct 24, 2012 at 5:34 PM UTC
Without Her
Eagle of Austerlitz! where were thy wings When far away upon a barbarous strand, In fight unequal, by an obscure hand, Fell the last scion of thy brood of Kings! Poor boy! thou shalt not flaunt thy cloak of red, Or ride in state through Paris in the van Of thy returning legions, but instead Thy mother France, free and republican, Shall on thy dead and crownless forehead place The better laurels of a soldier’s crown, That not dishonoured should thy soul go down To tell the mighty Sire of thy race That France hath kissed the mouth of Liberty, And found it sweeter than his honied bees, And that the giant wave Democracy Breaks on the shores where Kings lay couched at ease.
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Louis Napoleon
Feeling... Ceiling... Crush another can, Something wonderful! Wasted now, Broken house... Yeah... Defeat, Concrete... Take another hit, And it's all complete, Just **** me, Oh,  **** me... Yeah... Can't you see? It's my creed, Blood red seas, So permanently! And this is me! Oh, this is me... Yeah... Sunlight, So bright, I think about a day, I've never had my rights! I'm Equal, And Unequal... Yeah... Shadow ball! Oh,  shadow ball, Tell me why I never Had faith at all! Just let me sleep, Oh, let me sleep, Yeah... Oh, Hashish, And ***** I can't imagine when I've ever felt so numb! Just guide me, And hide me... Yeah... It's something new, And something ******* A form of happiness I never thought I'd brew, But still, I knew, Oh, I knew... Yeah... Shadow ball, Oh, shadow ball, Tell me why I never Had faith at all! Just let me feel, And leave me be... Yeah...
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Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 1:33 AM UTC
Shadow Ball
I am the SAME as you I work in your community I live in your world I contribute (too much) to Capitalism by frequenting your local stores and buying WAY more items than I need I vote for your President your Congress your Governor, I participate in politics because I care about the way our world functions. And yet I'm not equal I'm not "the same." As if any of us even know what being "the same" means anymore When I dated men you ALL applauded me, praised me Even when I dated total ******** people said, "Well you're just too good for him. But you're such a great person for being able to see past his 'rough' exterior" I saw past SO MANY 'rough exteriors' And I was miserable And I forced myself to PRETEND to be happy. And loved And love-ING. But then SHE walked into my life. SHE had been there for awhile, but I shoved the feelings to the side because they're NOT RIGHT NOT acceptable NOT real NOT important Be with a man they say. And I followed their rules. Which lead to alcoholism drugs depression suicide after suicide after suicide, never accomplished. Which reinforced the fact that my life would be full of Failure. And then came the kiss (when my lips met her perfect lips) that opened my eyes, and changed my life. Now, I may be Unequal Rejected Frowned upon BUT There is no frown upon my face. For my world is Complete Authetic Rewarding Real And I wouldn't change that to cultivate the appearance of Equal.
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Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 9:22 AM UTC
Equality?
Wish someone had told me , That I would've known Life is so beautiful And i wouldn't be left alone All those scars will fade away All the pain would be gone I wish someone had told me Wish I had known at times when I thought I was weak Well those moments made me strong Wish ,Someone had told that 'freak' A moment you lived is a moment gone that self-harm was stupid Even though it felt so real Concentrating on just the pain Never figuring out what we really feel That the wounds will heal For a purpose I was born And it's not the weight of the world I bear Just my own And no one was to be blamed For the emotional wreck I turned out to be You shouldn't forget the world for a name And be so blind that others can't see All those nights spent crying and cutting It all looks so point-less What the **** was I mad about ? I haven't even seen the world yet That I loved too soon And learned too late True love is pure sometimes one has to wait That losing someone is a part of life You have to take that in stride It'll all make sense after a while To have patience and not act vile That the haters will hate without a name To be yourself there's no shame Hate and love is part of the game Few words cause no harm , one shouldn't feel stained You will find what you seek If you don't , you didn't try hard enough That life can be cruel at times , unequal and rough But you 'gotta take things head-on You have to be that strong In Admitting your defeat once in a while There's nothing wrong That life can be like weather At times sunshine , sometimes rain And even if life knocks you down It shows you the way to rise again Wish someone had told me , That I would've known Life is so beautiful And i wouldn't be left alone
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Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 1:34 PM UTC
I wish someone had told me
Wish someone had told me , That I would've known Life is so beautiful And i wouldn't be left alone All those scars will fade away All the pain would be gone I wish someone had told me Wish I had known at times when I thought I was weak Well those moments made me strong Wish ,Someone had told that 'freak' A moment you lived is a moment gone that self-harm was stupid Even though it felt so real Concentrating on just the pain Never figuring out what we really feel That the wounds will heal For a purpose I was born And it's not the weight of the world I bear Just my own And no one was to be blamed For the emotional wreck I turned out to be You shouldn't forget the world for a name And be so blind that others can't see All those nights spent crying and cutting It all looks so point-less What the **** was I mad about ? I haven't even seen the world yet That I loved too soon And learned too late True love is pure sometimes one has to wait That losing someone is a part of life You have to take that in stride It'll all make sense after a while To have patience and not act vile That the haters will hate without a name To be yourself there's no shame Hate and love is part of the game Few words cause no harm , one shouldn't feel stained You will find what you seek If you don't , you didn't try hard enough That life can be cruel at times , unequal and rough But you 'gotta take things head-on You have to be that strong In Admitting your defeat once in a while There's nothing wrong That life can be like weather At times sunshine , sometimes rain And even if life knocks you down It shows you the way to rise again Wish someone had told me , That I would've known Life is so beautiful And i wouldn't be left alone
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“a decade old is forever new, for truth is never old.” Pradip Chattopadhyay  this man, ten years of inspiration, ten years of friendship, here, on HP, provides nourishment to my lagging body as it nears eight decades of Earthly occupation, for his eyes and heart and his mastery of the songs of the tongue, have wrenched me straight, we, attentive to the tears he makes me weep, for his insights penetrate my insides, even now as one, unexpectedly, reflects midst yet another first poem of the day, my eyelids blink away the wet, my brain revels at his pithy, how he corrals, encapsulates the daily smoke and fire of life, it truest value, in words that make one wonder, what admixture of mineral, chemical, history, adventures, atmosphere, parentage, spices, love gives him these super powers to gentle seize the moment, size our souls, causing my cheeks to wide smile, while mine eyes sheds monsoon droplets of feelings so deep, that my repaired heart oxygenates my very soul, making me high, my mind reels that a day will come inevitable that one of us will be unable to sit by side, swapping tales of granddaughters, and other earth meaningful events, to walk his streets or he, mine, finishing each other’s couplets. to think that I awoke with no intention of composing this paean, but his brief pearl knocks my head side to side, and with the tears, come words, that age, or an entire decade, cannot restrain, retrained to modesty, for regarding my friend Pradip, my boundaries expand and cannot be contained, even by my delimited vocabulary, the paucity of my skill, the insufficiency of the adjectives acquired over a lifetime, but do my unequal-to-the-task best efforts, but without choice, but compulsed, compelled, one more time, to say, to my new day, perhaps my last, I love this poet~man. this is one of my truths. <> Wed Jan 17 8:31am City of New York <> read the poetry of https://hellopoetry.com/pradip-chattopadhyay/ <>
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Jan 20, 2024
Jan 20, 2024 at 12:27 PM UTC
“a decade old is forever new, for truth is never old.”. Pradip Chattopadhyay
“a decade old is forever new, for truth is never old.” Pradip Chattopadhyay  this man, ten years of inspiration, ten years of friendship, here, on HP, provides nourishment to my lagging body as it nears eight decades of Earthly occupation, for his eyes and heart and his mastery of the songs of the tongue, have wrenched me straight, we, attentive to the tears he makes me weep, for his insights penetrate my insides, even now as one, unexpectedly, reflects midst yet another first poem of the day, my eyelids blink away the wet, my brain revels at his pithy, how he corrals, encapsulates the daily smoke and fire of life, it truest value, in words that make one wonder, what admixture of mineral, chemical, history, adventures, atmosphere, parentage, spices, love gives him these super powers to gentle seize the moment, size our souls, causing my cheeks to wide smile, while mine eyes sheds monsoon droplets of feelings so deep, that my repaired heart oxygenates my very soul, making me high, my mind reels that a day will come inevitable that one of us will be unable to sit by side, swapping tales of granddaughters, and other earth meaningful events, to walk his streets or he, mine, finishing each other’s couplets. to think that I awoke with no intention of composing this paean, but his brief pearl knocks my head side to side, and with the tears, come words, that age, or an entire decade, cannot restrain, retrained to modesty, for regarding my friend Pradip, my boundaries expand and cannot be contained, even by my delimited vocabulary, the paucity of my skill, the insufficiency of the adjectives acquired over a lifetime, but do my unequal-to-the-task best efforts, but without choice, but compulsed, compelled, one more time, to say, to my new day, perhaps my last, I love this poet~man. this is one of my truths. <> Wed Jan 17 8:31am City of New York <> read the poetry of https://hellopoetry.com/pradip-chattopadhyay/ <>
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We have a single nightstand It is a good, solid nightstand It has a lamp that gives just enough light And the surface holds just enough things We talk about having another nightstand You know, so maybe we can expand He agrees that, yes, maybe it'd be good to have another nightstand We part thinking having a second nightstand is the plan It'd be brighter And there would be space to unpack more things A single nightstand is good But not enough for two people, it is unequal in the service it brings I wait to hear his thoughts for the second nightstand And I keep waiting, starting to question his intent; But no, he knows. And besides, he said he wanted the second nightstand And there was no reason to lie about how he felt I think of reminding him about the second nightstand You know, the one that would give us just enough room to expand But turns out that wasn't actually his plan And all he wanted was the one night stand.
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Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 12:03 PM UTC
Is it me? (Buying Furniture)
i'm in love with a boy but i change my pronouns to say that i love her because of the ones who cannot do so. because of the lovers who have to hide. because of the injustice people have done to people. we are all equal in birth, but live in an unequal society. i am simply another girl who loves a boy. no questions asked. no awkward glances, no stiff hands to shake. no glares, no whispers. because i'm privileged enough to be on the side of love that someone deemed acceptable. and because i don't agree with having to pick and choose who you get to love based on their possession of particular parts. you love someone for their energy, their personality. the way they hold you in the night. the trust you share, the bonds you make. you love them because you are you and they are they. she loves her. he loves him. she loves him. he loves her. or her. or him. the pronouns should not seem odd to us. but our society majorly consists of gritted teeth and disapproving eyes. and because of this, because i love someone of the opposite gender, and because i do not suffer from any hate, i will quietly fight the cookie-cutter for you with pronouns and poems.
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Sep 3, 2013
Sep 3, 2013 at 3:36 AM UTC
Untitled
I dressed up for a wedding that day. We drove far to get there. The wedding wasn't for me But I felt like I was getting married Because when you are free I feel free. They say preparing for a wedding is stressful But you never had a crack in your smile. I was born here So by default I was already apart of the family Kind of. More like the sixth removed cousin that everyone forgot. But I'm still a citizen I get to eat some good toast at the table sometimes. Yours was a bit burnt but you still ate it as if it was French toast. You made me think I had pancakes and vanilla froyo everyday. But when I truly feasted it was at your reception. You said I do to America Along with other brides and grooms. And in that moment I felt full with love that tasted sweeter than that invisible vanilla froyo I never had. I think we all were in love that day. We were equally unequal with everyone in that room. Maybe the one you married didn't actually love you in that moment But I heard these arranged marriages are like boiling water So perhaps it will grow over time. I'm not sure but how could anyone not love you? Congratulations on your citizenship mom
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Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 1:48 AM UTC
U.S. Citizenship
She doesn’t like perfection. Says it tastes like McDonald’s iced tea- Sickly sweet and artificial. That it looks like an over-starched shirt worn by someone who hopes a professional appearance will make up for their obvious lack of preparation. She doesn’t like going outside on cloudless days. Apparently it’s like being caged In a massive bubble. She hates completely matched outfits, because there are more important things to waste time on. She wears rain boots at the beach, and flip flops in the rain. She makes her sandwiches with the ends of the loaf and makes sure to have an unequal ratio of peanut butter to jelly. She walks barefoot to dances, and only wears makeup when she’s not going out. When I asked her why, Why she didn’t like perfection, She laughed upwards, at the perfectly cloudless sky. “Perfect,” she said, “has been done too many times before.”
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May 22, 2012
May 22, 2012 at 11:03 AM UTC
She Doesn’t Like Perfection