Joys fading into the dark again, time to close off why show me lite so we can be taken away. Feeling of dread dead unemotion  that spark I cannot find any more. Searching for days but it feels like its wonders away farther farther. Don't know how to please who to believe want to make it right but being pulled left and right run to back. But let's just go back lucite from being out of my mind body and soul time to come back to reality but my dream world is so great.... I've been told nothing last forever Everything must come to an end