I'm paranoid to wonder when life will end
Will I die alone
Or with family and friends
Is there a chance I ll see the day I ll become a man
Or be tooking away by the lords hands

I'm paranoid to see the Ghost
To become possessed is what I fear the most
I wonder if I ll find my mate
I'm paranoid to see my true fate

I'm paranoid to see true history
Though I wonder why our nations are in misery
At lease were in peace
Instead of war
But when peace has been released
That's when Im paranoid even more

My brother be in And out them streets
I'm paranoid one dat he ll be badly beat
I live a life that's full of drama
Ask karma
Or dharma
Why I'm so paranoid of the disease in my momma

These are the things that put me to tears
And are my biggest fears

What was once cloudy
Turned into sunshine
We were rowdy
Time to let our love unwind

But one day
An unfortunate dark storm
Tooking away our rays
I never returned to form

I fell in love with the sight of you
But how can I see in this darkness
Only to be given a broken clue
Is she or is she not heartless

She cannot be
I felt warmness before the downpour
It was all towards me
I was rich with love but now I'm poor

Will I ever see love again
If I did, I only want hers
I do not want another campaign
But she was my first


              -GR

I will love you, and only you. I can never explain why. Even after neglect. I just don't know how you feel. good or bad.