had my heart removed
stripped down
used in ways you cannot  imagine
I´ve had  my bones shatter
strategically all put back togheter
Only to fall part again
It  never made  any sense
When I  was locked out of  my own mind
searching  for the law in a criminal
lover.
When it´s   true  
love  never   makes  sense
It  will come  breaking down
sanity
turning itself  to hate
An enemy with no  country
to  invade
It   will  communicate  
when it´s mute
and  when the silience
isint  enough
It  will  walk  through
your   nights  like a demon
from hell
collecting it´s   prey
Because  when it´s all over
Love  never  surrenders.
It  just   dies

It seems as everything goes on, I stand still. The river keeps flowing, but I'm that dead fish that's stuck behind a rock. Believe me when I say, I am trying my hardest to swim again.

But it feels like everytime I think I'll be able to move again, another fish rushes by and reminds me of you. And there I am, stuck again behind that ******* rock.

The worst thing is, you've created this rock for me. We build it togheter. And while to the outsiders I pretend to be swimming again, the insiders just hang on with me.

Another summer is ending
We are all leaving this land
And I wonder when will we be togheter again.

Each end brings a new start
But this one bring a dangerous tension
which could destroy our past
I hoped it would have faded away by now
But it’s getting stronger, and I don’t know how

How can I stop it
How can I save us
We have always been united,
Four people who looked as one.
now there’s only a huge split
That drives you miles away
From what we were, from what we became.
I hate that you can’t realise it
I hate the way you did this

But I can’t hate you,
I swear I can’t.
I just don’t know how to bring you back.

The more the time passes,
The less you’ll hear from them
I will be the only connection
To a friendship which wasn’t supposed to end.

And I hate being the middle
The bridge to your past life
I hate watching you argue
With nothing left to try.

I feel stupid and uncertain
That’s something I can’t stand
I think we’ve reached the end
But no one seems to care.

But what I hate the most
Regards my stupid self
Because here I’m able to write all of this
But I can’t say this to your face.

Our love was not the one at first sight as it is in books
At first we hated each other but one conversation was all it took to get me intedrestet in who you are
We talked and we talked and we talked and talked
We grew strong togheter, made each other feel loved,
We worked and we worked we worked and worked
Hard work is not always worth it though

So glad it paid out
Best reward in the whole world