stephanie-4
Belgian
*I'm Stéphanie, I live in Belgium and I'm 14 years old since a few weeks. / / The reason why I started writing is to let go of all the drama and problems that are in my life during my teenage years. (I fell in love for the first time this year. It's been almost 4 months since he broke my heart but I can't forget and let it go. Writing helps me with the progress.) / / I hope that I can read these all over again once I'm older and think about how everything has changed."
Tell me what's wrong with me
Tell me what's wrong with my heart
Aren't memories supposed to fade
than why does that take so long
I don't wanne wake up anymore
Remembering every word you said
Knowing it could be
I just want it all back
Still seeing you standing there
Seeing those eyes
that smile and lips
I wish I knew what i had
Cause after all
Is that my biggest regret
Oct 13, 2012
Oct 13, 2012 at 6:45 AM UTC
do you think it's funny
how you make people fall in love and destroy their hearts
how you say all those stuff
and than let it all fall apart
do you think it's funny
to make people cry
how they did everything to have you
and than they see it's all a big lie
why do you think it's funny
cause you know everyone still has you on their minds
you know they can't forget you
even when you let them down
why do you like this all
chasing and lie
please just leave my head
and give me at least some rest
Oct 5, 2012
Oct 5, 2012 at 12:02 PM UTC
i thought this was my movie
the movie about us
the movie everybody wants
and i'll never get hurt
i thought it could be
everything we said
never knew what true love was
but than i met you
and did it with my whole heart
maybe i was naive
got lost in your eyes
but still i hope i can see them
just 1 more time
i still love you
i'm not gonna lie
so i only hope you know
i'll always see you as mine
Oct 5, 2012
Oct 5, 2012 at 11:44 AM UTC
i hate it
when i stop and think
memories in my head
that i don't want to keep
the only thing I can do is fight
against the tears
against the pain
wishing you knew
how much i still care
i hate it
how nobody knows how it feels
when i see you
see your smile
see your eyes
knowing i lost them
knowing they were almost mine
i hate it when i think
wondering where it went wrong
wondering what i dont have
dreaming that i can go on
Oct 3, 2012
Oct 3, 2012 at 7:47 AM UTC
I used to see you everyday
just a stare, just a glance
but it made everything okay
now you're gone
you're far away
I'm not able to breath
like I can't live my own way
I have te let you go
you have your life too
I can't expect you to drop everything
but that's the thing I do
Jul 1, 2012
Jul 1, 2012 at 4:20 AM UTC
what if i'll say goodbye
should you miss me
and still love
should you fight for me
but let me go
should you cry
like the real you
or just forget
and go with that other girl
Jul 1, 2012
Jul 1, 2012 at 4:18 AM UTC
ik kan alleen maar wachten
wachten op jou
wachten tot ik je zie
en kan zeggen hoeveel ik van je hou
ik zal niet weg gaan
heb geen schrik
ik heb nog een beetje hoop
en daarom breek ik niet
dus ik blijf wachten
wachten op jou
denken aan ons en hoeveel ik van je hou
Jul 1, 2012
Jul 1, 2012 at 4:16 AM UTC
I stopped loving you
the feeling is away
please don't be mad
try to understand
I never wanted to end it this way
but I can't pretend
I need to let you go
so I guess this is goodbye
but I still love you so
Jul 1, 2012
Jul 1, 2012 at 4:14 AM UTC
don't think I never loved you
I really did
I never wanted to lose you
but I did
I let you go
I just need to
the feeling is gone
can't you feel that too
Jul 1, 2012
Jul 1, 2012 at 4:12 AM UTC