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"threaten" poems
Unexpectedly, like a thief in the night Depression will come Anxiety Anger Despair will introduce itself threaten existence, testing Faith, Assaulting the most precious possessions Leaving behind bitterness footprints in the coldest nights But none define whose you are Don’t fight alone.....
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Jun 13, 2017
Jun 13, 2017 at 3:35 AM UTC
Thief
I want to make love with you wildly, savagely, viciously insatiable need crowds out all thought except for how you feel to me it's more than lustful carnal craving raw passions threaten to explode we're one, together in that moment senses burning, overload hearts pounding, muscles shaking salty sweat, bodies aching driven into breathless frenzy release, that moment stopped in time once more, to feel that you are mine
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May 19, 2012
May 19, 2012 at 4:14 AM UTC
**********
Humans are by nature unappeasable  no matter their behavior. As a conformist We threaten outsiders, Yet long to be our own person. And individuality is no better, We long for acceptance of The group we once called home. That is the nature of humans, We viscously treat those that are not like us. Its no wonder so few are happy with such constant inner confliction. Because the human mind is a kingdom ruled by two fears, Fear of the unknown, And Fear of rejection.
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Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 11:39 PM UTC
Individuality vs conformity
You say you love me, Then threaten to leave me. When does this love Become unhealthy? When you tell me that After this I can't have any more partners? As though I had any say in yours. When you enforce a set of boundaries While completely disrespecting Those I ask of you? When you don't want to hear about it But you do want to hear about it And if I don't tell you about it Then you're just as upset As if I'd brought it up? When you call me while I'm working Yelling because you say I ****** up And you want to hear me cry Because then you'll know That I still care about you? When you're telling me How in love you are with me And how you love when we connect While telling your other partners That I'm really just immature And a horrible person for Trying to hold your hand? What about when You're trying to control Your partner's and my behavior By telling them that They can't hang out with me Or be my friend anymore Since it's a choice of solidarity And it breaks their loyalty to you? Completely disregarding that We are best friends too? Or when you expect me to call into work Because you aren't satisfied with The way our discussion ended And you think that you need to be Always my main priority Over even my financial security? When I'm expected to be present Whenever you want to talk about us Or about an issue we're having But if you don't want to talk about it Then you'll just turn your phone off? Or what about when You boast about how Open and transparent you are Then turn around and Expect me to know what your feeling And how to fix it Before we even talk? And if I don't know Then I guess I'm just stupid Which only makes you more angry And lastly, What about when I'm trying to talk to you about the things That are causing me pain But you can't even listen to me Because you just get angry Because of course I'm just demonizing you? And even if my feelings are valid So are yours And you think I'm wrong So nothing ever changes When do I draw the line And walk away from this "love" That I honestly Don't know if I feel anymore?
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Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 7:55 AM UTC
When Do I Leave You?
You say you love me, Then threaten to leave me. When does this love Become unhealthy? When you tell me that After this I can't have any more partners? As though I had any say in yours. When you enforce a set of boundaries While completely disrespecting Those I ask of you? When you don't want to hear about it But you do want to hear about it And if I don't tell you about it Then you're just as upset As if I'd brought it up? When you call me while I'm working Yelling because you say I ****** up And you want to hear me cry Because then you'll know That I still care about you? When you're telling me How in love you are with me And how you love when we connect While telling your other partners That I'm really just immature And a horrible person for Trying to hold your hand? What about when You're trying to control Your partner's and my behavior By telling them that They can't hang out with me Or be my friend anymore Since it's a choice of solidarity And it breaks their loyalty to you? Completely disregarding that We are best friends too? Or when you expect me to call into work Because you aren't satisfied with The way our discussion ended And you think that you need to be Always my main priority Over even my financial security? When I'm expected to be present Whenever you want to talk about us Or about an issue we're having But if you don't want to talk about it Then you'll just turn your phone off? Or what about when You boast about how Open and transparent you are Then turn around and Expect me to know what your feeling And how to fix it Before we even talk? And if I don't know Then I guess I'm just stupid Which only makes you more angry And lastly, What about when I'm trying to talk to you about the things That are causing me pain But you can't even listen to me Because you just get angry Because of course I'm just demonizing you? And even if my feelings are valid So are yours And you think I'm wrong So nothing ever changes When do I draw the line And walk away from this "love" That I honestly Don't know if I feel anymore?
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White folks: pack your bags and go. Our nut-brown world is quite offended. Make your shame-faced exit NOW, And leave your mansions unattended. Wait—before you pass the doors, It's time to settle ethnic scores. No more ragtime Minstrel Show. Our Moorish Science took it down. Black lives matter. White, less so— Now move your pale face out of town . . . But first, shell out for racial shame Caucasian losers of the game. Cultural pride is ours alone: Kings and Egyptian queens we were. The glories of our race, well-known Bedazzle in a darkened blur (Clear to Africa's descendants— Puzzling to you white dependents). Blackness lent your world its light, Taught the Dutch to tend those flowers. Scandinavia grew bright Under our beneficent powers. Negroes gave your blondes their beauty; Helped those Norsemen shake their ***** The Seven Wonders of the world: We built them all. No vain conjecture Dims our banner, black, unfurled, Above eternal architecture. Arts and knowledge gained from us Are what we threaten to discuss. We invented math and science Which you robbed from Timbuktu. Swarthy wisdom's brave defiance Caused Old Europe to renew. All our treasure that you plundered Testifies: your days are numbered. Classics of our Greeks you stole: Philosophy was never yours. Shame upon your racist soul; For Bach and Mozart both were Moors. Misappropriated treasures call for ruthless hard-line measures. Latino fate falls next—but, where ? Jews, Turks, and Arabs: are you. . . white ? Orientals everywhere: Choose your side and join the fight. Blackness rising! Late the hour; Heed your call to fight the power. Crackers need to check your race— Stop rooting for that ****** clown. Rednecks all up in our face; Racist throwbacks got us down. But as your statues bite the dust Your light goes dark (you know it must). So move on out, oppressor, thief. Long have you held our nation back. In some white galaxy seek relief— But here the light itself is black. Stars are racist. So is the sun. Now let God's great black will be done.
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Sep 23, 2017
Sep 23, 2017 at 12:03 PM UTC
Betting on the Races
White folks: pack your bags and go. Our nut-brown world is quite offended. Make your shame-faced exit NOW, And leave your mansions unattended. Wait—before you pass the doors, It's time to settle ethnic scores. No more ragtime Minstrel Show. Our Moorish Science took it down. Black lives matter. White, less so— Now move your pale face out of town . . . But first, shell out for racial shame Caucasian losers of the game. Cultural pride is ours alone: Kings and Egyptian queens we were. The glories of our race, well-known Bedazzle in a darkened blur (Clear to Africa's descendants— Puzzling to you white dependents). Blackness lent your world its light, Taught the Dutch to tend those flowers. Scandinavia grew bright Under our beneficent powers. Negroes gave your blondes their beauty; Helped those Norsemen shake their ***** The Seven Wonders of the world: We built them all. No vain conjecture Dims our banner, black, unfurled, Above eternal architecture. Arts and knowledge gained from us Are what we threaten to discuss. We invented math and science Which you robbed from Timbuktu. Swarthy wisdom's brave defiance Caused Old Europe to renew. All our treasure that you plundered Testifies: your days are numbered. Classics of our Greeks you stole: Philosophy was never yours. Shame upon your racist soul; For Bach and Mozart both were Moors. Misappropriated treasures call for ruthless hard-line measures. Latino fate falls next—but, where ? Jews, Turks, and Arabs: are you. . . white ? Orientals everywhere: Choose your side and join the fight. Blackness rising! Late the hour; Heed your call to fight the power. Crackers need to check your race— Stop rooting for that ****** clown. Rednecks all up in our face; Racist throwbacks got us down. But as your statues bite the dust Your light goes dark (you know it must). So move on out, oppressor, thief. Long have you held our nation back. In some white galaxy seek relief— But here the light itself is black. Stars are racist. So is the sun. Now let God's great black will be done.
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I feel strong tonight A hundred songs burst from me In colorful bloom The darkness holds fear no more I laugh in the face of death  Dreams cannot threaten I fear no nightly phantom Day will come with joy But until then I will sleep And rest my wearied body.  My mind is awake Thought after thought captures me Musings, wonderings,  Daydreams before I slumber; Life is bright and wonderful.  Yes, I feel strong tonight.
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Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 12:04 AM UTC
Strong
She was a transgender scared to go around people in her school hoping they wouldn't run away from her cause now she has a different face on Ever since she started in high school after getting influenced by one which wasn't her fault just her emotions got carried away. Every time she goes to school she remains lonely like a person that is new to the school. When she tries to confront her feeling to her friends thinking "how couldn't be my friend I regret ever meeting her" as she run rapidly also thinking" she is going to assault me like the rest" When she goes to class people start sticking a post-it note behind her back saying "I want you for personal gain" Teachers has also been thinking of expelling her from school . Transgender is life threaten.
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Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 3:52 PM UTC
TRANSGENDER
You see the slump in my shoulders the way I carry myself the burdens of boulders that threaten my health. When you ask what's wrong I pull up my guard don't want your pity or sad song won't tell you why life's hard. So if you want to know I'll bottle it inside wrap up all remains in a black bow and tell you I'm fine.
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Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 3:29 PM UTC
Bottled Up
The hills step off into whiteness. People or stars Regard me sadly, I disappoint them. The train leaves a line of breath. O slow Horse the colour of rust, Hooves, dolorous bells ---- All morning the Morning has been blackening, A flower left out. My bones hold a stillness, the far Fields melt my heart. They threaten To let me through to a heaven Starless and fatherless, a dark water.
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Sheep In Fog
Nothing will come between us A solid still flows through the gap Our candle remains lit for eternity Why would anyone try to blow out the candle? It isn't an ordinary candle This candle, anything it can handle Gigantic cockroaches threaten its flame How come this flame has not gone out? Darkness surrounds the object Nothing can stop it, not even the dust it collects People puff with all their breath Our flame will never go out
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Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 7:05 PM UTC
The Candle
A blackening morning bleeds and deepens the opening of iron lungs. Paperweight bones threaten gaiety and the smell of sleep. Such sadness pours inward, it has chosen the wrong body as cold folds over the world, so it feels real, stained frost in vacuous black. The pure leap of malignity agitates the interior of a woman's red heart, melting like embers. In the sulphur, words dry while water slides down. Drips and thickens. Gaping hole exposed- too early for the dawn.
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Apr 1, 2013
Apr 1, 2013 at 12:53 PM UTC
Cauldron
*hints of auburn drift creating a soft cadence against the autumn wind almost heard in lieu 'tis felt somehow awakening souls buried long ago giving birth to falling crimson leaves tinged with maroon and gold abandoned dusty roads transform under enchanting spells cast by fall burnt orange pumpkins standing solitary on wooden porches threaten to reveal hidden secrets held by dusk’s luscious cinnamon seasoned air once fulgent sunflowers begin to slumber softly beneath the harvest moon whilst autumn’s trance brushes all it touches with honey colored hues i stand pensive as an amber leaf gently twirling falls to the ground bewitched by thine supernatural powers; thine gifted artist’s hand who with one stroke turns to butter amber all that once was forest green and imbues my soul with thine exalted essence forever ripening ©2016janetaylor
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Sep 2, 2016
Sep 2, 2016 at 2:15 PM UTC
i long for autumn
I am not just a person in a uniform, I am a Soldier. Every time I arise,  I obey; Each time she calls, I step up To defend her freedom, To restore her home of peace I arise,  I obey, I soldier on. Into the forest of her terrors I charge, not without fear for that which is mine but with love and strength and faith, I March. Defending the labour of heroes past, I march; fighting for dreams of her children bright- the  future she deserves. I arise, I obey, I soldier on. In the army I serve Nigeria,  my Country with heart, might and spine. Though a thousand times I have fallen, bits and pieces of me, lost to her darkness, still I obey, knowing it may be my last. I arise, leaving my family and friends behind. I obey your call of duty. My service and loyalty I pack on with my combat gear, that you may live to see yet another day, to feel yet another ray of light on your face. I am not just a person in a uniform. I am your Soldier,  the Nigerian Soldier, Ambushed and slaughtered in 40s, 70s and 100 for lack of resources. Bless me O Nigeria as I arise and obey Send me to your enemies with arsenals and might to match the fire in my eyes. As opposed to the massacres of me, let the headlines read of our gallant victory For my victory is yours over those who threaten our unity. I am not just a person in a uniform. I am your Soldier Do not let my bravery dissipate to stupidity For I rise,  I obey,  I soldier on still. ©Belema .S.  Ekine ©belemascribbles
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Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 6:51 PM UTC
SOLDIERING ON
I am not just a person in a uniform, I am a Soldier. Every time I arise,  I obey; Each time she calls, I step up To defend her freedom, To restore her home of peace I arise,  I obey, I soldier on. Into the forest of her terrors I charge, not without fear for that which is mine but with love and strength and faith, I March. Defending the labour of heroes past, I march; fighting for dreams of her children bright- the  future she deserves. I arise, I obey, I soldier on. In the army I serve Nigeria,  my Country with heart, might and spine. Though a thousand times I have fallen, bits and pieces of me, lost to her darkness, still I obey, knowing it may be my last. I arise, leaving my family and friends behind. I obey your call of duty. My service and loyalty I pack on with my combat gear, that you may live to see yet another day, to feel yet another ray of light on your face. I am not just a person in a uniform. I am your Soldier,  the Nigerian Soldier, Ambushed and slaughtered in 40s, 70s and 100 for lack of resources. Bless me O Nigeria as I arise and obey Send me to your enemies with arsenals and might to match the fire in my eyes. As opposed to the massacres of me, let the headlines read of our gallant victory For my victory is yours over those who threaten our unity. I am not just a person in a uniform. I am your Soldier Do not let my bravery dissipate to stupidity For I rise,  I obey,  I soldier on still. ©Belema .S.  Ekine ©belemascribbles
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I have been in the moon In search of love all noon Searched through deserts Even through garden of Eden. I have Searched beneath the sea Travelled wide even to overseas Still could not find love. I went to Vatican Even to Mecca Driven through the romantic sites of Paris Bath in the Brazilian beaches Flown across the Atlantic Pitched my tenth for few days on the Antarctic Spend some more on the arctic Still I saw no love. All I saw was lust Angels with broken hearts, Rotten roses, Withered lilies, Death faiths and monsters on beautiful faces. I saw bullets in church offering boxes Just wedded on number plates of ambulances. I saw wars in diversity Pain and mourning crowding all cities The devil celebrating the dead of peace. I saw three wise men Where went love, I asked them They said love has been nailed on the cross Buried with trust They are heading to Galilee To await his return. I followed with dreams I met many returning with smiles of frustration From where I was going with pregnancy of expectations. We arrived to the scene Like a nightmare, I witnessed higher sins I saw men taking pleasures with men Some with animals, some women with women. Gun everybody walking sticks People feeding on people flesh With human blood the thirsting ones quench their thirst. Is this where love is expected to return? The wise men retorted, Yes, the saints have been raptured And his seven years  reign has just began. Then in a flash, I remembered that I have been taught Taught about this dreadful end I had also taught kids Under trees at nights Just to threaten them to live right. What I thought was a mare threat or a fallacy Has been awaken against my fate in reality. Oh! We are among the leftovers Left to reprove ourselves or be doomed forever.
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Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 12:49 PM UTC
The Leftovers
I have been in the moon In search of love all noon Searched through deserts Even through garden of Eden. I have Searched beneath the sea Travelled wide even to overseas Still could not find love. I went to Vatican Even to Mecca Driven through the romantic sites of Paris Bath in the Brazilian beaches Flown across the Atlantic Pitched my tenth for few days on the Antarctic Spend some more on the arctic Still I saw no love. All I saw was lust Angels with broken hearts, Rotten roses, Withered lilies, Death faiths and monsters on beautiful faces. I saw bullets in church offering boxes Just wedded on number plates of ambulances. I saw wars in diversity Pain and mourning crowding all cities The devil celebrating the dead of peace. I saw three wise men Where went love, I asked them They said love has been nailed on the cross Buried with trust They are heading to Galilee To await his return. I followed with dreams I met many returning with smiles of frustration From where I was going with pregnancy of expectations. We arrived to the scene Like a nightmare, I witnessed higher sins I saw men taking pleasures with men Some with animals, some women with women. Gun everybody walking sticks People feeding on people flesh With human blood the thirsting ones quench their thirst. Is this where love is expected to return? The wise men retorted, Yes, the saints have been raptured And his seven years  reign has just began. Then in a flash, I remembered that I have been taught Taught about this dreadful end I had also taught kids Under trees at nights Just to threaten them to live right. What I thought was a mare threat or a fallacy Has been awaken against my fate in reality. Oh! We are among the leftovers Left to reprove ourselves or be doomed forever.
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Just when I'm about to have hope   My breakdown are less I finally learning how to cope You start to make your way in again I try hard to pray you away But you're here before amen Welcome back old friend I'm a fool to think the last time that I saw you was the end You brought gifts with you I wanna ask which ones cause the demons brought some too Did you send the voices in my head? I don't like them They say I'd be better off dead You didn't sent them right? You would miss me Who would you hold at night? Did you send the bile? It burns, I start to skip meals I hide my pain with a smile Did you cause the sleepless nights ? Where you mad you weren't there to hold me from the light? Did you send the dreams? That either crunch my soul or make me scream ? When I wake up my heart hurts I hold in my tears Until they threaten to burst I shouldn't have left you I wanted to be happy I thought it was the right thing to do I've learn my lesson I need to stay with you Let go of my aggression Don't worry its not too late Everything can go back to when You were my soulmate
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Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 9:38 PM UTC
Dear Depression
Yesterday, my psyche took a beating, Today, I feel like a bruise That is past its angry, blue-black peak And throbs with a dull, distracting ache. Like the aftermath of a storm When the formerly purple clouds lighten But still threaten a final, farewell wetting. That's me, a bruise of many hues Across a canvas of undetermined mood, Turbulent, fierce, bleeding still, Close to the surface, threatening to break.
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Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 10:25 AM UTC
Bruised Mood
Melancholy, you spiteful ***** Creeping in, seeping ever deeper into my bones. Nestling in and making a nice little home for yourself. You weren't invited in here And yet you come in, obviously planning a lengthy stay. Please just go the **** away. I can't stand it when you come around And hound me from the inside Pounding on my brain Controlling my very train of thought And surrounding my soul. You threaten to swallow me whole You ravenous ***** And to tell the truth I'm utterly bored with this little dance we have. Just stop, cease this game. You have no place here.
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Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 4:27 PM UTC
Melancholy
She’s the girl who you'd always run back to, You’re the boy I’d always run back to. She’s the girl who gave you the chills with her beauty, You give me the chills with yours. It’s funny how times change, People you once loved now become strangers. But- she’s a parasite, Always latching onto you and taking what she can. A symptom of a parasite is disturbed sleep, She disturbs my sleep. When I close my eyes I see her eyes, Staring into yours. One cure for a parasite is coconut oil, But no oil or remedy will remove her. The thought of her makes me aggravated, Intimidated because really I’m giving her what she wants- you. I’d like to say everything was fine until she came along, However, she was always there. We are smooth like foundation, Then she comes along, our plates collide and the bumps in the road grow. Now, I’m not one to gamble, But I bet you’re talking to her right now. Sorry I mean, I bet she’s talking to you, Because we both know she can’t get enough. I know you feel bad for her and I know you love me, But why do you feel the need to type to x’s and give her promises I’ll make sure you won’t keep. See, bless her, she’s having trouble moving on, Clearly she loved you more than you loved her because you turned a page and started writing a new song. The girl doesn’t threaten me, I know we make each other feel new. The only thing that makes me hurt, Is how you aren’t letting her get over you. You compliment, flirt and put kisses, Just so she stays tame. But to her you compliment, flirt and put kisses, Because you clearly want her again. She’s the girl who you'd always run back to, You’re the boy I’d always run back to. She’s the girl who gave you the chills with her beauty, You give me the chills with yours. One cure for a parasite is coconut oil, You know her a lot better than me. Maybe she’s allergic to coconuts… Maybe.
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Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 4:27 AM UTC
Coconut Oil (Original)
She’s the girl who you'd always run back to, You’re the boy I’d always run back to. She’s the girl who gave you the chills with her beauty, You give me the chills with yours. It’s funny how times change, People you once loved now become strangers. But- she’s a parasite, Always latching onto you and taking what she can. A symptom of a parasite is disturbed sleep, She disturbs my sleep. When I close my eyes I see her eyes, Staring into yours. One cure for a parasite is coconut oil, But no oil or remedy will remove her. The thought of her makes me aggravated, Intimidated because really I’m giving her what she wants- you. I’d like to say everything was fine until she came along, However, she was always there. We are smooth like foundation, Then she comes along, our plates collide and the bumps in the road grow. Now, I’m not one to gamble, But I bet you’re talking to her right now. Sorry I mean, I bet she’s talking to you, Because we both know she can’t get enough. I know you feel bad for her and I know you love me, But why do you feel the need to type to x’s and give her promises I’ll make sure you won’t keep. See, bless her, she’s having trouble moving on, Clearly she loved you more than you loved her because you turned a page and started writing a new song. The girl doesn’t threaten me, I know we make each other feel new. The only thing that makes me hurt, Is how you aren’t letting her get over you. You compliment, flirt and put kisses, Just so she stays tame. But to her you compliment, flirt and put kisses, Because you clearly want her again. She’s the girl who you'd always run back to, You’re the boy I’d always run back to. She’s the girl who gave you the chills with her beauty, You give me the chills with yours. One cure for a parasite is coconut oil, You know her a lot better than me. Maybe she’s allergic to coconuts… Maybe.
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Manning up in Texas Geldof overdose needles at the bed stand starlet comatose California dreaming killer meets demise hurling in a taxi puke fee on the rise Fighting in the Gaza Jordan's holy war rebels on a mission Jihad underscore The North Korean riddle pales in grand design crisis on the border planes fall from the sky Cooking on a deadline tempting tapenades herbs are in the spotlight wines that give a nod Google maps the body DOW at record highs Uber comes to market corn is on the rise Apple on its earnings Caterpillar dead European sanctions banks have **** the bed Clippers threaten boycott Longhorns follow purge Lynch is out of training camp James is on the verge Leinart taking *** shots coughing up a lung lions take a licking fans are throwing dung Another day in Vegas Primm from A-Z rolling out an ankle a flying SUV Quiet tempting spaces made better by design multi color pea coat silence fuels the mind Stabbing in the subway goat caught in a well apes are selling tickets (but leave behind a smell) Puberty on trial a man without a head teachers feel alone lets take them to the shed! Jonah's tomb destroyed wreckage in Mumbai Sugar Daddy sites Freedom 85 The immigrant debate Russia's mounting toll unions on a mission heads are gonna roll Beaches for the nudists hotels on the cheap the best generic brands a list you have to keep! Planning your estate questions from the camp a mansion up for sale where once they filmed The Champ Midwives threaten action aboriginal act truckers want concessions that train has left the track Sharks are found in Fundy a prized but perilous catch food we love to hate the most an irrefutable batch A family on the brink I want my kids to fail! politicians drains all hope a ban on Israel Follow out each headline let the columns be your guide all these things did happen the day that Newhouse died
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Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 10:29 AM UTC
The Day That Robert Newhouse Died
Manning up in Texas Geldof overdose needles at the bed stand starlet comatose California dreaming killer meets demise hurling in a taxi puke fee on the rise Fighting in the Gaza Jordan's holy war rebels on a mission Jihad underscore The North Korean riddle pales in grand design crisis on the border planes fall from the sky Cooking on a deadline tempting tapenades herbs are in the spotlight wines that give a nod Google maps the body DOW at record highs Uber comes to market corn is on the rise Apple on its earnings Caterpillar dead European sanctions banks have **** the bed Clippers threaten boycott Longhorns follow purge Lynch is out of training camp James is on the verge Leinart taking *** shots coughing up a lung lions take a licking fans are throwing dung Another day in Vegas Primm from A-Z rolling out an ankle a flying SUV Quiet tempting spaces made better by design multi color pea coat silence fuels the mind Stabbing in the subway goat caught in a well apes are selling tickets (but leave behind a smell) Puberty on trial a man without a head teachers feel alone lets take them to the shed! Jonah's tomb destroyed wreckage in Mumbai Sugar Daddy sites Freedom 85 The immigrant debate Russia's mounting toll unions on a mission heads are gonna roll Beaches for the nudists hotels on the cheap the best generic brands a list you have to keep! Planning your estate questions from the camp a mansion up for sale where once they filmed The Champ Midwives threaten action aboriginal act truckers want concessions that train has left the track Sharks are found in Fundy a prized but perilous catch food we love to hate the most an irrefutable batch A family on the brink I want my kids to fail! politicians drains all hope a ban on Israel Follow out each headline let the columns be your guide all these things did happen the day that Newhouse died
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Isn't it astonishing, The amount of hate That humans have for Each other? If only that same effort Was used to threaten The crooked hand holding Us captive.
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Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 12:38 PM UTC
The Abomination of Togetherness
My chest aches As tears threaten the corners of My eyes They're dry Like the wind She really damaged me Y'know I don't like to admit it I'd rather just hide The scars Are red from scathing acid It's not like you can see them She didn't hit me Afterall We went through a lot That's what we said Back then She told them She might love Only me She never told She never showed it either I knew I loved her More Or less she admitted it It feels like a curse The people I deeply Love Others, too or more Which could be fine with him If it weren't for Her Inability to carry out Multiple relationships Or at least to care about what I felt Alone and abandoned Unloved and unworthy To her I wasn't Apparently She loved me more I don't care that she never told me Just that She never showed me Lasting love or compassion Never proved that poly works And then poly came up again With him I'm sad about it The idea makes me feel broken I'm so sorry I don't want poly
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Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 11:43 PM UTC
Poly Trauma
The gardener* This is my garden; my apple tree has over-reached itself.  The branches, weighed down with fruit, threaten to break. If I had read the signs, thinned out when it was time, the crop would be less heavy, the fruit less small. And what there is, is damaged.  If it’s not birds it’s caterpillar, wasp, or earwig. It will all be rotten soon.  I don’t know why I bother.* The blackbird* This is my garden; this tree I sat in and proclaimed my own when it was full of blossom with war-cry love-call song. Then mating, nesting, bringing up the brood. The days were scarcely long enough, but that was long ago.  My children gone, there’s time now for myself, time for a treat. My yellow chisel bill breaks in the flesh of these fine apples. Delicious. This is the life.* The wasps* This is our garden – insects do not have time for individuality.  We built the colony, us lads, chewed wood to make our paper nest, and now we work to feed the grubs. “Lads”, that is, using the word loosely – for us gender is not important; that’s for the queen, and, as it may be, the ones who service her, none of our business. But we need food too, and if sustenance gives pleasure, so much the better.  When we find a fruit where blackbird’s chisel bill has broken in, we eat our way inside, till only skin and core encase our private eating/drinking den. So what if it’s fermenting?  If we get tiddly, and roll about, and buzz a drunken hum, then who’s to care?  And if they do, we’ll sting ’em*.
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Jul 26, 2016
Jul 26, 2016 at 12:38 PM UTC
Whose Apples? (in three voices) *
The gardener* This is my garden; my apple tree has over-reached itself.  The branches, weighed down with fruit, threaten to break. If I had read the signs, thinned out when it was time, the crop would be less heavy, the fruit less small. And what there is, is damaged.  If it’s not birds it’s caterpillar, wasp, or earwig. It will all be rotten soon.  I don’t know why I bother.* The blackbird* This is my garden; this tree I sat in and proclaimed my own when it was full of blossom with war-cry love-call song. Then mating, nesting, bringing up the brood. The days were scarcely long enough, but that was long ago.  My children gone, there’s time now for myself, time for a treat. My yellow chisel bill breaks in the flesh of these fine apples. Delicious. This is the life.* The wasps* This is our garden – insects do not have time for individuality.  We built the colony, us lads, chewed wood to make our paper nest, and now we work to feed the grubs. “Lads”, that is, using the word loosely – for us gender is not important; that’s for the queen, and, as it may be, the ones who service her, none of our business. But we need food too, and if sustenance gives pleasure, so much the better.  When we find a fruit where blackbird’s chisel bill has broken in, we eat our way inside, till only skin and core encase our private eating/drinking den. So what if it’s fermenting?  If we get tiddly, and roll about, and buzz a drunken hum, then who’s to care?  And if they do, we’ll sting ’em*.
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Silly, silly, silly me. To think I'm free, and that I'll be somebody? Silly, silly, silly me. You can't be free, and that's just it, All you are is 'somebody.' Some-body. "Some body." But that's not true! Look at Trostky and Lenin, Michael Myers and Lennon, The other Lennon. It's hard to differentiate in name and legacy, Because both Lennon's were revolutionaries, Marching around like the freshman from heaven. But neither believed they were the result of divine intervention in the affairs of man, Because this convention would threaten their worldview and beckon away their sanity... In the same way that the Pope or ****** let their divine vanity commit greater blasphemy and bring them future agony. Now neither Lennon nor Lenin came anywhere close to being men from Galilee, In fact they were more the men of the galaxy, Or at least, John was, with his peach fuzz beard and his belief that love is greater than fear. The other Lenin implemented the New Economic Policy, to starve the proletariat and start his revolution on an already hypocritical trend that would continue quite the same until the very end. And it proves something, does it not? Violence sends a message to no one but the instigator, Changing them to justify, and claim is wasn't misbehavior; But that's a lie, no idea of mine is worth the death of a human mind, And to pretend otherwise makes one delude themselves that they aren't an instigator, but an illustrator, Painting in the blood as if ****** makes an innovator. And for ****** there is no vindicator, Violence is an image breaker, Indulged in by poor imitators who think they're right, and the world is wrong. Unaware this makes them weak, not strong. Now John Lennon was the true revolutionary; Although he succumbed to violence, he veered away from it, even when it was necessary. He fought the war, and yes, the war did win, But at least he didn't cover his scars with artificial skin, Or deny his implicit wrongs as a result of all original sin. John Lennon used the word 'nigger' to the opposite effect. He used the word to trigger something bigger and correct, The wrong that seemed so propagated by the last colonial tide, Of which the other Lenin defected and took colonialism's side. John Lennon was Utopian and told us of a better world; He interjected definition, and caused old thoughts to curl away in fright, And bite the dust despite their might and past dominion of industrialism, It was a schism, and it still plagues us to this day. John Lennon understood we over-complicate way To Often. Silly, silly, silly me. To think I'm free, and that I'll be somebody? Silly, silly, silly me. You can't be free, and that's just it, All you are is 'somebody.' Some-body. "Some body." "Some body" is something, And some body can change the world.
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Sep 12, 2011
Sep 12, 2011 at 1:34 PM UTC
Some body.
Silly, silly, silly me. To think I'm free, and that I'll be somebody? Silly, silly, silly me. You can't be free, and that's just it, All you are is 'somebody.' Some-body. "Some body." But that's not true! Look at Trostky and Lenin, Michael Myers and Lennon, The other Lennon. It's hard to differentiate in name and legacy, Because both Lennon's were revolutionaries, Marching around like the freshman from heaven. But neither believed they were the result of divine intervention in the affairs of man, Because this convention would threaten their worldview and beckon away their sanity... In the same way that the Pope or ****** let their divine vanity commit greater blasphemy and bring them future agony. Now neither Lennon nor Lenin came anywhere close to being men from Galilee, In fact they were more the men of the galaxy, Or at least, John was, with his peach fuzz beard and his belief that love is greater than fear. The other Lenin implemented the New Economic Policy, to starve the proletariat and start his revolution on an already hypocritical trend that would continue quite the same until the very end. And it proves something, does it not? Violence sends a message to no one but the instigator, Changing them to justify, and claim is wasn't misbehavior; But that's a lie, no idea of mine is worth the death of a human mind, And to pretend otherwise makes one delude themselves that they aren't an instigator, but an illustrator, Painting in the blood as if ****** makes an innovator. And for ****** there is no vindicator, Violence is an image breaker, Indulged in by poor imitators who think they're right, and the world is wrong. Unaware this makes them weak, not strong. Now John Lennon was the true revolutionary; Although he succumbed to violence, he veered away from it, even when it was necessary. He fought the war, and yes, the war did win, But at least he didn't cover his scars with artificial skin, Or deny his implicit wrongs as a result of all original sin. John Lennon used the word 'nigger' to the opposite effect. He used the word to trigger something bigger and correct, The wrong that seemed so propagated by the last colonial tide, Of which the other Lenin defected and took colonialism's side. John Lennon was Utopian and told us of a better world; He interjected definition, and caused old thoughts to curl away in fright, And bite the dust despite their might and past dominion of industrialism, It was a schism, and it still plagues us to this day. John Lennon understood we over-complicate way To Often. Silly, silly, silly me. To think I'm free, and that I'll be somebody? Silly, silly, silly me. You can't be free, and that's just it, All you are is 'somebody.' Some-body. "Some body." "Some body" is something, And some body can change the world.
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i don't want to have these bipolar conversations where i threaten, and apologize, and demand, and apologize again i don't mean to take you through the ringer to make you see violence and mood swings i don't mean to scare you when i don't take my medicine i don't mean to scare you when i cry for hours i don't mean to scare you when i scream and punch things i never meant to do those things like keying your car i never meant to drop everything and go across multiple state lines with no plans at all i never meant to hurt myself until my arms were coated in scars for all of the times i self-medicated poked myself with needles and drank away my pain, i'm sorry i shouldn't have taken so many xanax you're right i was wrong again i never meant for you to be my caretaker i hate those words caretaker i should be able to take care of myself i'm sorry i am not managing this illness i am very very ill i'm sorry for the times i couldn't get out of bed couldn't eat, couldn't move couldn't go to work i'm sorry for the times i made tons of post-it notes filled journals with ideas bought calendars and organization tools i'm sorry for getting your hopes up i really thought i could do it this time i'm sorry for my diagnosis i'm sorry i didn't understand how serious this is i didn't ask to be bipolar i didn't ask to be born i make cases for myself in my head but they're all filed as crazy i'm sorry i was delusional paranoid and afraid i'm sorry for the drug binges i'm sorry for melting fading burning and still coming back alive these low lows and high highs you've been through the ringer when you're only supposed to be support, a resource of compassion... you had to be a caretaker you didn't ask for this and neither did i i sometimes questioned if it was harder on you to live with someone with bipolar disorder than it was for me to live with bipolar disorder you wanted to save me but you realized that i can only save myself now i'm drowning and my lifeline is gone i'm trying to learn to swim i just hope i do it before i sink i'm sorry for all of the ****** poetry i made you read i'm sorry
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Dec 25, 2016
Dec 25, 2016 at 1:40 AM UTC
Bipolar Disorder
i don't want to have these bipolar conversations where i threaten, and apologize, and demand, and apologize again i don't mean to take you through the ringer to make you see violence and mood swings i don't mean to scare you when i don't take my medicine i don't mean to scare you when i cry for hours i don't mean to scare you when i scream and punch things i never meant to do those things like keying your car i never meant to drop everything and go across multiple state lines with no plans at all i never meant to hurt myself until my arms were coated in scars for all of the times i self-medicated poked myself with needles and drank away my pain, i'm sorry i shouldn't have taken so many xanax you're right i was wrong again i never meant for you to be my caretaker i hate those words caretaker i should be able to take care of myself i'm sorry i am not managing this illness i am very very ill i'm sorry for the times i couldn't get out of bed couldn't eat, couldn't move couldn't go to work i'm sorry for the times i made tons of post-it notes filled journals with ideas bought calendars and organization tools i'm sorry for getting your hopes up i really thought i could do it this time i'm sorry for my diagnosis i'm sorry i didn't understand how serious this is i didn't ask to be bipolar i didn't ask to be born i make cases for myself in my head but they're all filed as crazy i'm sorry i was delusional paranoid and afraid i'm sorry for the drug binges i'm sorry for melting fading burning and still coming back alive these low lows and high highs you've been through the ringer when you're only supposed to be support, a resource of compassion... you had to be a caretaker you didn't ask for this and neither did i i sometimes questioned if it was harder on you to live with someone with bipolar disorder than it was for me to live with bipolar disorder you wanted to save me but you realized that i can only save myself now i'm drowning and my lifeline is gone i'm trying to learn to swim i just hope i do it before i sink i'm sorry for all of the ****** poetry i made you read i'm sorry
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My dearest Frank, I wish you joy Of Mary's safety with a Boy, Whose birth has given little pain Compared with that of Mary Jane — May he a growing Blessing prove, And well deserve his Parents' Love! — Endow'd with Art's and Nature's Good, Thy Name possessing with thy Blood, In him, in all his ways, may we Another Francis WIlliam see! — Thy infant days may he inherit, They warmth, nay insolence of spirit; — We would not with one foult dispense To weaken the resemblance. May he revive thy Nursery sin, Peeping as daringly within, His curley Locks but just descried, With 'Bet, my be not come to bide.' — Fearless of danger, braving pain, And threaten'd very oft in vain, Still may one Terror daunt his Soul, One needful engine of Controul Be found in this sublime array, A neigbouring Donkey's aweful Bray. So may his equal faults as Child, Produce Maturity as mild! His saucy words and fiery ways In early Childhood's pettish days, In Manhood, shew his Father's mind Like him, considerate and Kind; All Gentleness to those around, And anger only not to wound. Then like his Father too, he must, To his own former struggles just, Feel his Deserts with honest Glow, And all his self-improvement know. A native fault may thus give birth To the best blessing, conscious Worth. As for ourselves we're very well; As unaffected prose will tell. Cassandra's pen will paint our state, The many comforts that await Our Chawton home, how much we find Already in it, to our mind; And how convinced, that when complete It will all other Houses beat The ever have been made or mended, With rooms concise, or rooms distended. You'll find us very snug next year, Perhaps with Charles and ***** near, For now it often does delight us To fancy them just over-right us.
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My Dearest Frank, I Wish You Joy
My dearest Frank, I wish you joy Of Mary's safety with a Boy, Whose birth has given little pain Compared with that of Mary Jane — May he a growing Blessing prove, And well deserve his Parents' Love! — Endow'd with Art's and Nature's Good, Thy Name possessing with thy Blood, In him, in all his ways, may we Another Francis WIlliam see! — Thy infant days may he inherit, They warmth, nay insolence of spirit; — We would not with one foult dispense To weaken the resemblance. May he revive thy Nursery sin, Peeping as daringly within, His curley Locks but just descried, With 'Bet, my be not come to bide.' — Fearless of danger, braving pain, And threaten'd very oft in vain, Still may one Terror daunt his Soul, One needful engine of Controul Be found in this sublime array, A neigbouring Donkey's aweful Bray. So may his equal faults as Child, Produce Maturity as mild! His saucy words and fiery ways In early Childhood's pettish days, In Manhood, shew his Father's mind Like him, considerate and Kind; All Gentleness to those around, And anger only not to wound. Then like his Father too, he must, To his own former struggles just, Feel his Deserts with honest Glow, And all his self-improvement know. A native fault may thus give birth To the best blessing, conscious Worth. As for ourselves we're very well; As unaffected prose will tell. Cassandra's pen will paint our state, The many comforts that await Our Chawton home, how much we find Already in it, to our mind; And how convinced, that when complete It will all other Houses beat The ever have been made or mended, With rooms concise, or rooms distended. You'll find us very snug next year, Perhaps with Charles and ***** near, For now it often does delight us To fancy them just over-right us.
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