i wake up at the exact same time as millions of other people

i get dressed, and like so many others immediately check on my phone because of my constant need to compare myself to the world

than... i think... it cant really be that i am that predictable right?!
it cant be that all that i have done has been done before me!
IT CANT BE THAT I HAVE BEEN DONE!

i try to convince myself... but sadly even now as i try to separate myself through artistic expression every key that i type is typed by thousends of people around the world in the exact same second... and even the message i am trying to portray has surely already been done by so so many others...

it would be arrogant to think that i am special or original... no, i am small.

but perhaps... that is not what actually matters... perhaps whats important is to make the best choices you can make, in your little insignificant bubble.