"taiyuan" poems
Sensuous pleasure
Human touch
I close my eyes
Darken hue
A stampede of thoughts
Streams of consciousness
Springsteen in Asbury Park
Aung San Sun kyi, a lost voice
Meeting with a philosopher
American friends
Judge Judy
And Poetic license
International conflicts
Blame the Russians
Rooney drink driving
Racist police and the NFL
PhD students
And Noam Chomsky
R.E.M
'The End Of the World as We know it'
BREXIT
Blame anyone but yourself
A mother giving birth in the street
To poor for St. Elsewhere
North Korea
Blame the Chinese
The beautiful woman next to me
Another day in paradise.
The man said something
Now the other foot.
Sep 7, 2017
Sep 7, 2017 at 6:50 AM UTC
Last night I dreamt that I had a conversation with Stephen
Hawking, at least I think it was a dream?
I asked him about the history of time in Taiyuan
He said that “The earth is brittle and the scent of the past heavy”
I wanted to know about black holes.
But he kept talking about people who hold out their hands to nothing at all. And how narrow space was in this place.
So we went for a walk by the Fen.
And talked about the death of an English country on a Chinese road.
This seemed huge.
I felt the warmth of the winter sun and saw people that could not rise.
He asked me “Why did I come to teach here if I had worries about the weather?’
I woke up and wondered if we had communicated at a higher level?
Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 7:30 PM UTC
Today is the first of September
The end of summer in Taiyuan
Hopes of love expired, summer lapsed away
Too impeccable to last.
The crickets put their songbooks away
The long march over for another year
Hearts moving, yet without a dream
Their music web will sing a different tune.
One last walk by the Fen
and memories of dizziness.
Faintly the steps begin to grieve
each one heavy with the waning light.
And now the cold kiss of a Shanxi winter
invites me to walk by its placid stream.
And drink its cooling breath
More vivid than the sunsets final glow.
Sep 1, 2017
Sep 1, 2017 at 11:00 AM UTC
Migu's Coffee Cafe
Just by Xinhua's Book Shop
Is a place I know well
A place to be seen for the ****
To loose yourself in a dream
When you leave your native road
Through the window I can see the faded
yellow paint of the buildings.
They are always darker in winter.
They remind me of leaves falling
on a cold Manchester Autumn morning.
Full of parting and lingering pain.
Holding on to the last days of summer.
Now I see your face
In a nest broken by angry voices
Too afraid to tread on the flowers
I could not help you.
A life at 22 always looks different at 52 even in Taiyuan.
We once talked of babies and forever
Now I focus on the pain
The only thing that is real.
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 8:48 AM UTC
Now I am grown-up
I am not supposed to daydream.
But I do.
I looked up 'daydreaming' on my phone, whilst drinking coffee in M.Gateau's. The Urban Dictionary said:
" A condition that occurs when one is in deep thought while looking in the same direction for a long time".
But I never look in the same direction for long
When I do it evokes the deepest desires. Beautiful women walking the streets, waiting for the midnight hour, so they can indulge in living.
And as for deep thoughts?
Well, last night I dreamt again that nothing mattered anymore. Including writing poetry. Until then my day was going great.
Now I haven't moved my eyes from the pavement. Gazing at the street shadows made by the sun rays - they are everywhere.
Shadows are like this.
They take over space that we create.
And that is it for the day.
They come in secret when we are not looking and we can not face ourselves alone.
Now I wonder who you think you will see?
I just hope it is me.
Time for another coffee.
Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 9:47 AM UTC
A slow river flows in Taiyuan, the current always hidden.
And as a winter breeze blows coldly and coldly,
the queen-woman hides her face, the stillness exactly as before.
Oh, slow river, you are so lonely and pale in light now.
Only a flimsy sun to keep you company.
The odd rain cannot hide your water like tenderness.
Drifting rare flowers, relics of the long march float toward your banks, layered into clusters of yellow gold alluvium and images of illusion.
A river I have under my breath, a natural gift from an almighty.
But shared by the old women who pat the lines in our hands and tell our futures, silent flows, each day.
Nov 18, 2017
Nov 18, 2017 at 9:15 AM UTC
I walked to the Spar
An older lady gave me
a magazine.
Full of pictures
Bracelets and *******
Fake as the new beauty
Fake a smile
Fake anything he wants.
Now he buys your favourite food
Red lips temptations
And perpetual lies.
Daughters of Zhang
Burnt by the sun.
So much fear that no one is
clapping.
But you will make him happy tonight
Just like the night before.
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 11:12 AM UTC
The best place to
see life in Taiyuan
is to sit on the street.
Just by XueFu Park
on Tiyu road.
The arteries of the
city grasping for
space and meaning.
Husbands too tired to talk.
Wives waiting for the next
episode.
Fireflies searching
for a neon light
Street cleaners who read
Hemingway.
Dancing ladies who
sing the old songs.
Taiyuan is alive
at night.
Once the Fen can breathe
no more and the dancing
ladies have lost their words,
Many more will sit by and watch
the shadows of their past reclaim
the streets of Taiyuan.
Unable to
move for fear of uncertainty.
Aug 12, 2017
Aug 12, 2017 at 5:27 AM UTC
How strange to see Kurt Cobain
In a Taiyuan Coffee Bar
War marched through my mind
I wanted to ask him
How he addressed the fog
How to treat the ghosts
Time and space describe
Nothing
Jun 15, 2017
Jun 15, 2017 at 10:37 AM UTC
Soon I will come to the end of my journey
and another statue will disappear.
But you see you cannot **** the sculptor
Only hire the black priest to wash away your sins.
Your unkind words mean nothing to me
Life runs through your fingers like white sand
and many unborn days disturb your mindfulness.
The black priest cannot help you.
I sing to the same stars in Taiyuan
that I once sang to in Albacete with the Brigada Abraham Lincoln.
Then the Spanish people grieved for our going.
You only grieve for the shade of the evening
And the silence of the Fen river.
Jun 24, 2017
Jun 24, 2017 at 9:51 AM UTC
When the black dogs are massed against the dawn
What does it matter that no one listens to your chronicles of time.
Or remembers the low cold sky, that left you dark.
To you a room is a cell and those that sleep by the Fen have no tears for those who stay.
In this place there is a cruel famine of ideas, and each morning holds off its sunshine and birdsong.
In another place, far away a voice says that stars will fall from heaven. If not stars then dawns that will dazzle in your eyes.
The thing that I call living is just being satisfied.
Sep 28, 2017
Sep 28, 2017 at 9:29 AM UTC