I still love you.
Am I capable of forgetting you?
Your voice still echos in my head.
As much as I adore it, even more I adored dangerous silence which burned us into one flame.
I hoped I would have never lose that moment of blessed happiness.
I worshiped
every moment I have spend with you,
music we enjoyed in our hidden litlle shelter that brougt us to a sacred oness,
your transformation from lost naive boy to wild and mad lover.
I still tremble on the memory of your gaze.
Of burning sensation our being emanated just by inocently holding hands.
I could explode just from the memory of your warm breath on my neck, your delicate touch like the sculptor touches his best work, metal blood taste from your bitten lips, sweet pain you caused me by pulling my hair knowingly, your fingers lost in my anatomy, my fingers wrapped by your sweat wet hair.
We both knew then and know now that our magma can not be extinguished even by making consuming our love.
We could have swalow one another, but that won't do cause our eternal flame was set high on the mountain and could't be reach.
We were at the verge of the insanity in which we desperately want to throw ourselves with no regrets,no turning back.
Why could't you let us last?!
Still II am with you from the distance. Those magnetic blue eyes set on your inocent pale face still chase me in the dark, dawn and sunset.
I could easly be drowned in them.
I wouldn't look for help.
Cause you are my saviour, my eden and my hell.
Still wanna share pain and sweetest pleasures of life with you.
Can't explain why after all this time simple thought of you kills me and brings me to enjoyable death?!
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