Thinking of you makes me numb.
As if my cloth-less body lays there, in iced water.  
But in time the water becomes hot
Having the warmth in my heart catching up with my thoughts of you, having it run through every nerve in my body submerging with the feelings of my insides, and the physical attributes of the outside.
While I soak up the water, I remember of how wet you made me.
How your fingers were surf boards and I to you, was the ocean, waiting on a tidal wave.
Your lips gave me comfort like a beach breeze climbing over me as you rolled on top.
But that was just the beginning.
Your body and mine intwine into one and suddleny I'm not alone anymore.
We are one.
Your strokes like waves and my arches like the ends.
Put together is almost amazing and endangering at the same time.
The water is falling.
I'm almost to my end but you aren't nearly finished.
Our eyes trace back to one an others and we stare for a while.
Your eyes like the moon and a smile like the sun.
So painful yet so beautiful but you have no idea of it.
Too bad this is just my emotions running around and drawing pictures of what things would've been like.
Of what it would've been like if sand didn't disappear into the air.
Of what it would've been like If you never left.

I never thought I've come to see the day
Where you questioned how we ever happened
Was it because I wasn't doing it for you
Or you just suddleny thought i wasnt enough, wasn't right
Mediocre ---- perse
I've come to know no belief of what reason it was why "us" ended
Was it 'cause of the guy or suddenly, you just felt tired
Tired of me, of us --- a never ending cycle of how can we make it through days passed
Whatever the reason behind, I felt none but pain
A pain I never thought I could end up feeling all the way
A pain I never thought could add up this depth
A pain where solitude? None could I find
But through days, all I could find was you
It still and always will be you, I guess
'Cause whatever happened, whatever will happen
could never be holding a grudge
And could ever love you true