"strugle" poems
Life struggle
Strugle pain
Pain tears
Tears feelings
Feelings Heart
Heart Love
Love battle
Battle sacrifice
Sacrifice courage
Courage Victory
Victory Happiness
HAPPINESS LIFE
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 11:21 AM UTC
As the heart weeps I strugle
as the years pass and space moves
I wonder how the Earth and I will die
my mind can not control and I do not wish it to
but forcing notice and loyalty into my sole is one
one of many things I can not stop
I can not contol and I shall not whisper
as in the night my heart will linger
the skys will close and stars will fire
but our hearts will surely die
as I age the Earth ages with me
and as blood starts to slow and muscles disapear
the world I live, time is almost here.
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 8:50 PM UTC
Why do I even bother ?
Oh this is not a poem to sway you with romantic words, no infact i probably won’t share this with whom it belongs.
No more an apology, and reallity check for me!
Oh but that be said without malice for you!
Rather all I do is ***** things up!
Even though I’d try my heart to make sure to get it right with every intention to make your day!
I’d get it wrong I don’t even truly know where I went wrong!
But somehow hurt you i did!
Thats more painfully riviting ro my core far more than you pushing me away!
Many words come to mind from pathetic, useless, idiotic. Waste of human space, and many more, sad to describe anyone as this sadder realising this of oneself!
Should have got right the first time and save everyone the waste of time!
Have had to get my head around not doing anything they call stupid for so long, i honestly strugle to find a reason to carry on! For what? Why?
And mostly cant say it would stupid, no be thei ly thing i can think would make sense!
To hurt the one i love no matter what i do ill ***** it up!
Hurting you is an unbearable thought!
How could i live with myself?
Cant see how i can get rhrough that
Let alone this pain!
You mean so much to me!
Ive said is take a bullet for you! (Die for you)
But would rather live for you !
Now if you not there?
Cant see much hope at all !
No where! All rhe general reasons everyone would usually morivate you with, would hold so little weight!
This pain be out of this world i try but cant expain this be of magnitudes earthquakes couldnt measure on the same scale!
And somehow i try find that reason in fear of hurting other loved ones!
Somehow i rather find hope!
Not the hope youd think though!
Oh no this is hope that my loved ones (famil) will understand this pain and somehow forgive me for my intention be not to hurt them, but to find ease finnaly!
Comfort knowing id be not the reson orhers will hurt tomorrow!
Yes dark and dismal thoughts!
Or are they?
Are they not in other ways considerate?
Oh oh i lean to think so..
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 4:13 PM UTC
Sorry
Think i lost this one hopelesly
The fight be done!
Yes you sad insipid strugle im done with you!
Oh but only missery to spew!
Damaged i cant recover!
I cant fix this thing!
Oh was it ever mine to have !
Sorry
Not as it be said but for who actually depend and rely on me!
My true failure!
Not going to be there!
Not much to depend on anyhow!
Sorry!
Comfortably Numb
Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 2:11 PM UTC
Why does death elude me
does it no longer hunt me like a lion to it's pray
the sweet sleep is so far away, outside of grasp.
The overwhelming feeling f reponsability impedes my plan
and my mind feverishly attempts to find a way to disolve the promise
and responsabilities owed.
To decide the way to face death is another decision
should it be peacful and fade into a quiet slumber
should it be quick and one painful
I find myself lacking the courage to take that final step, to pull that triger or take that extra pill
I ate my life and the constant strugle
I hurt everyone I know and can't keep the one's I love
I lose them to death and to my inabiltiy to look outside my of me
There is nothing to ook foreward to nothing that will change my life for the better
So I continue with my prayers to be taken from this turmoil and grief to stop hurting others in my life with one last pain and loss, the loss of me
Oct 13, 2012
Oct 13, 2012 at 3:12 PM UTC
Happiness such a puzzling complex!!!
Some say its in hard work,
Others say its in drugs
People put on each other labels ….
If I fell like I am floating
If my heart is pounding fast
And my body is warm
I feel like a billow
I go to school
I pay my rent
My room is clean
My life makes sense
Why do people keep saying
I am a *****
What does that even mean
If I am happy within myself
Why does everybody else care to change me?
People are selfish selfish indeed
Trying to still my happiness from me
Telling me words I don’t wont to hear
I don’t wont to hear today neither tomorrow
I just want to be happy
I will make whatever it takes
Dec 13, 2011
Dec 13, 2011 at 8:47 AM UTC
In time my 'friends' have'nt stayed
Despite the fact i have payed
Many drinks and lots of fun
If i had a problem they would run
Many people i took in trust
Have to be strong, i am, i must
Things in life are wrong
Always remember; you have to be strong
Not for yourself, not today
Stay strong, and cry they may
Few things i do regret
But it happend, that's a fact
Can't tell, can't cry
The result from years of being spry
You can't do this yourself, You would die
It doesn't matter, I have to try
Can't show them my fears
Can't show them my scars
Can't show them the tears
Do what you do, Love inwards
This is a strugle everyday
Can't hide, Can't stay
Not only tommorow, to many days away
Your past is gone, Have to live
Stay on earth, Because hope you give
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 5:53 AM UTC
In the end we all die
imperfect mistaken, covered in sin, drown in the world
though we strugle, gasping, fightin we try
try to escape our inevitable fate
in the end we all die.
Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 12:46 PM UTC
My love for you
Is not a desperate act of need
I will not lie
And claim without your touch
Your kiss
Your love
I will crumble
And fade
I am not desperately
In love with you
Without your love
I will survive this hollow strugle
We pretend to live our lives in
I will not crumble and fade to dust
And be scattered by the wind
And lost and forgotten in the rain
...
But I cannot hide this burning and desire of my heart
Or deny that I do love you
I can neither lie about the longing and ache of my love for you
Its beautiful hurt that dances wildly within me
It is an act and love not of desperation
It is the golden honey blood
Dripping from the
Heart of madness
A taste of sweet sickly love
I have never tasted
Never desired so intensely
Never been lost to so completely
Never danced with so recklessly
No my love for you has not made me weak and desperate
It has made my blood rich and thick and vibrant
It has made my heart beat and sing loud and fierce
It has raised the dead and lost parts of my soul
It has placed my reflection back in the mirror of truth
It has stiched my entire being back together
I am whole again and stronger
Madly in love
Mad for your touch
Your kiss
Your love
And without
Your love
Your kiss
Your touch
I will dance madly
I will live with these
Aches and longings
I will burn with desire
And purpose
Spending the rest of my days
And life after life
In the heart of this madness
And flames of this the sun
Blazing through eternity
For you
And only
You
May 21, 2016
May 21, 2016 at 11:45 PM UTC
I am from land of murk
Where life changes with a sudden ****
Once known heaven on earth
Oh! But never seen from my birth
Still a tender to see
My heaven to be free
A dream that came never true
But still time to prove
strugle to do to built our kingdom
strugle to do to saw dawn of freedom
Knowledge and wisdom our aim
And sacrify our name and fame
Ayaz
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 10:34 AM UTC