Things change, we change, ì change
Im sorry, sorry that i have changed..
No, sorry that i didn't fight, that i watched by
Looking at myself, at the changes i have met
Sorry, i lost the battle without fighting, sorry i gave up
Sorry for being me, because how i was, i was much better
Sorry, .. for just looking at us changing
Didn't knew, but i knew, the changes i have met
Forgive me... Because i wouldn't..
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 11:33 AM UTC
Wheny crying becomes laughing
It doesn't meen i have forgotten you
It meens i accepted you are no more
Mar 27, 2015
Mar 27, 2015 at 12:37 PM UTC
Today, a sadness stream
A smile, more then i meen
I might like what i see and smile,
But i see my own tears, now and for a while
A look can say more then a thousand words,
I can lie about what i feel, but truth is, it hurts
My face is straighten up, no emotion to see
Inside i am crying, how hard can it be
Confused and messed up i stand
With only hope on my right hand
This is no farewell,
Its just the path to heaven, not to hell
If you are on clouds and stare,
I want you to know i cant bare
The pain is killing me, but i have to stay strong
Not for myself, but for family among
If i had the power to turn times back,
I would visit you, cause now im a total wreck
I couldn't give you a goodbye kiss,
It are your hickeys i will miss
Stay with me as long as you can,
Stay in my heart, i love you now and i loved you then
Once more, this is no farewell
You are in heaven, and never look at hell
I love you
Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 7:37 PM UTC
Sometimes i cry myself to sleep,
just because i know i could safe you
Safe you from the black of death
If there isn't a black of death
I regret, i can't hold you in my arms
Once more, till forever
Stay with me and fly
Because this is no goodbye
Rest in peace
Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 3:35 AM UTC
In time my 'friends' have'nt stayed
Despite the fact i have payed
Many drinks and lots of fun
If i had a problem they would run
Many people i took in trust
Have to be strong, i am, i must
Things in life are wrong
Always remember; you have to be strong
Not for yourself, not today
Stay strong, and cry they may
Few things i do regret
But it happend, that's a fact
Can't tell, can't cry
The result from years of being spry
You can't do this yourself, You would die
It doesn't matter, I have to try
Can't show them my fears
Can't show them my scars
Can't show them the tears
Do what you do, Love inwards
This is a strugle everyday
Can't hide, Can't stay
Not only tommorow, to many days away
Your past is gone, Have to live
Stay on earth, Because hope you give
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 5:53 AM UTC
I am as empty as a can. The bigger the can, the bigger the emptyness. How do i know if the can is empty? Because i am.
Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 9:22 PM UTC