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"spastic" poems
who knew that in about 4 years time, or maybe 10,000 years lost in 10,000 multi hued tears, id be on the same trip- dancing to the same shimmering inner grove as before- braiding fresh cut flowers- delicate genital-hands, unfolding in prayer into my subconscious mind or perhaps into my hair- saving colored prism fragments of knowledge or nonsense- digesting intoxicating incense smoke into the deep throated green streaked laughter chasms that are my lungs- spinning vinyl, spun mind unwinding, undulating through string music- contemplating the sunset's sweet immaculate form, reoccuring and balancing itself right outside my window- dressing in shells, bones, and beads; kaleidoscope fabric dripping from the ******* like mother Kali in a Fellini flick- peeping out at heads slinking down the ****** pavement streets- my hairy angelic form grooving intensely, spastic- body flung, strung out in hot patterns of mirrored arms and legs- brain brew bubbling; wicked, fantastic- limbs waving and grabbing at tangible tasty morsels, smelling strongly of indigo and patchouli- the East smiling on me and my intrepid journey to the ocean city- head thrown back in tranquil madness- pipe smoke curling like ancient hound howls from the corners of my lips- smiles spread like insanity, a wicked disease lost in the forgotten finger painted confounds of creamy ****** milk consciousness- basking in lamplight of the golden glistening Now.
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 1:26 AM UTC
girl-child flashback
I looked down onto the paper before me. Adjectives scrawled all across it. Beast, worthless, idiotic, suicidal, freak, unorganized, unintelligent, try hard, spastic, boring, arrogant, obsessive. This went on for ages, at least a hundred negative words against myself on it. I looked down at the paper as a tear rolled down my face. I crossed out the adjectives. I smiled and flipped it over, and on the back I wrote a note. "There are many things I can be describe as... Though, those are not adjectives I would use... But the best I could say? Healing." I looked down toward the paper and smiled.
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Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 9:14 PM UTC
Adjectives
It's like a diamond stake pushed through the silence of my brain It's like a thunder of voices coming down like a hurricane It's like a forest of gunfire blowing past my bedroom door It's like the force of a god pushing down on my floor Whip smart, by all accounts, but lost beneath the sheets Forced out of a comfort zone and pushed out to the streets Spastic changing voices like a record out of line Just speak like you always do and don't **** with my mind I'm like a tidal wave that only gets halfway there No shore to erode with no Taiwan to even care I'm like a promise left on the kitchen table after dawn Someone will find it but it will be thrown out on the lawn Born without a spoon but there is silver in my teeth I'm made out of as much spirit as a plastic, clearance wreath Dust beneath the stars cancels out the dawning sun Shine on the bums, the prophets, everyone
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Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 3:38 PM UTC
Worn Out By A Hurricane:
Purple, blue, pink, and green, Waves of color fill the room. Crisp cold air, We hide beneath the walls of blankets. Words spoken twice, Spastic moments. Hilarious pictures pinned to boards, giggles shatter late night silence. Tanks with treasure spilling over, Fish swimming back and forth. Cereal, and sometimes milk, Wait to be eaten. Movie nights, and roommate dinners, Granola hostages, and hidden peanut butter. All these things define who we are, Roommates.
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 8:30 PM UTC
Roommates
saw a new woman tonight not like that i dont even know her name barely had the nerve to look at her her body so good hair was different face that looks cute and left me feeling dipped **** i couldnt help but stare western keychain the only remembrance why do i want her so bad our eyes did the shmoney dance spastic but seeming to enhance my thirst of the if the how did we both get here am i the only one feeling this or is this just a girl not a blur i was on pre workout and was probably just creeping after all who out of any of us can saw they can sing like the weeknd
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 1:28 AM UTC
gym
Someone’s got it in for me Cause I’m not symmetrical Tried to tell them what I think Cause what it is I’ll never know Spotlight makes my skin crawl Just like their flawless tactics Never meant anyone harm, but Chemicals unwrapped my lips of plastic What a strange sensation When the devil really makes you do it What am I paying for I swear, the devil made me do it Someone’s got it in for me Cause I’m not balanced Tried to tell them what I think Amid shredded calendars Wish my heart had a radar So maybe I could make them see If faced with such evidence What would you think if you were me To top off the weird union Was a glimpse of a picture You bet your life he showed you off As a conquered freak in the tincture Spent years crawling under rocks Paranoid and spastic Then one horrid night Chemicals unwrapped my lips of plastic What a strange sensation When the devil really makes you do it What am I paying for I swear, the devil made me do it I went out of my body Then I went out of my mind
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Sep 19, 2012
Sep 19, 2012 at 4:50 PM UTC
Surgery
How can he be so cocky, fight like rocky talking in morse code, like a walkie talkie how can he be so cold, like an ice cube to hold so bold like a robot that can't be controlled how can he be so sarcastic, ******* spastic no fantastic antics seen in plastic won't bend and won't stretch like elastic doing flips like a drastic gymnastic possessed with true ability, like a runners agility but no flexibility when it comes to futility a never seen utility with no docility showing capability, breaking through the fragility
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Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 12:58 PM UTC
Freestyle 27
Tripping past windows, turning to look but missing the image (I’m going too fast) too slow I’ll never make it not like this Heart pierced by each short, asthmatic breath by each spastic, hazardous thought of you I’m late (for a very important date) very important, even though it doesn’t exist (this is all in my mind) a silly dream I play out to calm myself running down that road with a goal in mind, a goal ready to leave at any moment but because this is my dream I make it all happen (just the way I want it) Maybe in real life, the train would pull away ten minutes (ten seconds) before I arrive but in my mind, I get there just in time to wrap you in my arms and pull you back.
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Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 12:59 AM UTC
Anxiety
I am standing at the mirror loving every scarred unruly thread unraveling in this breathing tapestry it wasn’t my fault what happened to me my patterns were scored long before I knifed them in over and over again picking people and paths to validate my false hypotheses unworthy kept me from letting you love every one of these holy spastic molecules until I loosed grip on erroneous self-loathing and I am so sorry I really needed you but I couldn’t let you be there for me because I wasn’t and now, here I am… scoping silver under glass making silly faces for me blowing kisses at myself and giving a little wink over my shoulder as I walk out able to embrace the wild unknowns that await me
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Jun 8, 2017
Jun 8, 2017 at 1:26 PM UTC
I love these holy spastic molecules
I travelled straight west to the epicentre of the southern wastelands and 'twas with mind-numbing disbelief that I found an Oak table propped upon the sands and it was not alone either for three beings sat it, seemingly nonplussed - one was a skinny old man wearing a linen suit faded and powdered with dust his collar frayed around the edges a moth-eaten hat sat upon his head, he had a daisy poking from his breast pocket so very much preserved, so very much dead, to his left sat a one-eyed Hare the sole eye ecstatic and wiggling - he swore and blasphemed each time the man spoke from a mouth toothless and dribbling, sat to the right of the man was absolutely (absolutely!) nothing, however I observed with mild humour that both man and Hare were convinced it must be something for the man was profusely adamant scorning the Something for dissing the Hare's hair, although the Hare was too busy rolling around its one eye to even notice the man, or simply give a fu- care "Hey hey talk to I! Hath thou seen my missing eye?!" Hare asked from a voice shrieky and shattered saliva running in rivets upon the table it slopped and slavered - then suddenly the man started singing encore his voice cringe-worthy, out of tune, sounding like a cat back-broke and on steroids rocking and waving like a spastic-loon; "If Father Time has no end, does he even have a beginning - oh, if there's pain is there gain, which one of us is it that's winning?" alas, that's when my attention was brought to the mounds of surgical needles cluttered on the ground, feeling sickly aura lick the back of my throat I started backing away without a sound ["Hey hey talk to I -"] ["If there's pain is there gain -"] ["Hath thou seen my missing Missing MISSING EYE?!!"] #FLASH!# the dystopian landscape around me melted into a field of bloated poppies - serene, scarlet and blinding 'neath the sun, feasting upon our charred bodies. AJ
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Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 5:23 PM UTC
Sast Lupper And The ***** Dystopian
I travelled straight west to the epicentre of the southern wastelands and 'twas with mind-numbing disbelief that I found an Oak table propped upon the sands and it was not alone either for three beings sat it, seemingly nonplussed - one was a skinny old man wearing a linen suit faded and powdered with dust his collar frayed around the edges a moth-eaten hat sat upon his head, he had a daisy poking from his breast pocket so very much preserved, so very much dead, to his left sat a one-eyed Hare the sole eye ecstatic and wiggling - he swore and blasphemed each time the man spoke from a mouth toothless and dribbling, sat to the right of the man was absolutely (absolutely!) nothing, however I observed with mild humour that both man and Hare were convinced it must be something for the man was profusely adamant scorning the Something for dissing the Hare's hair, although the Hare was too busy rolling around its one eye to even notice the man, or simply give a fu- care "Hey hey talk to I! Hath thou seen my missing eye?!" Hare asked from a voice shrieky and shattered saliva running in rivets upon the table it slopped and slavered - then suddenly the man started singing encore his voice cringe-worthy, out of tune, sounding like a cat back-broke and on steroids rocking and waving like a spastic-loon; "If Father Time has no end, does he even have a beginning - oh, if there's pain is there gain, which one of us is it that's winning?" alas, that's when my attention was brought to the mounds of surgical needles cluttered on the ground, feeling sickly aura lick the back of my throat I started backing away without a sound ["Hey hey talk to I -"] ["If there's pain is there gain -"] ["Hath thou seen my missing Missing MISSING EYE?!!"] #FLASH!# the dystopian landscape around me melted into a field of bloated poppies - serene, scarlet and blinding 'neath the sun, feasting upon our charred bodies. AJ
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Custom made world All made of plastic Counting twist or turns Everything is spastic High definition views Playing with our eyes In a different place Reality is a crime Trapped in our electronics We can not walk a line Children with no manners Living is a lie Spoiling our ambitions Charging everyday Respect is really lost Pictures are to say Transmissions cross the airspace Signaling the cost Humanity is all but broken Everything is lost
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC
Plastic Card World
Doc, I've been trying to deal with these issues for quite sometime to no avail; A good friend of mine (you may know him, Elmer Fudd) recommended you. I fear I will never be able to eat, let alone catch this turbo inspired example of flightless foul; Stuck in this celluloid world vividly inspired by an Emmy award winning colorist. I am a proud animal from generations of fine breeding, born in the pristine coyote valley; I am not stupid, not a fool or buffoon, and so I thought contractually, not one to be laughed at. And I, always the bad guy, constantly daunted in pursuit by haphazard ACME products; Expensive, bulky, time consuming, they characteristically fail right before they almost work. Rocket powered skates, unfortunately, only allow me to kiss the cliff-side really really hard; Very heavy anvils serve no other purpose than to be dropped on my head repeatedly. The incredulous manipulations of the impossible by the so clever writers of this farce; From trains appearing out of nowhere to run me over, to fierce lightning storms in an instant. Laying there in the release of my own bowels as the uncontrollable result of 500 Megajoules of energy traveling through my body yet again. I am the twice electrified mass of dribbling spastic protoplasm Personified proverbially in that lightning does indeed strike twice in the same place! As the smoke arises from my chard hairy frame and I sweep up my ashes to reassemble later; I realize Doc, I'm losing my grasp on the reality of ever succeeding, I need your help! I'm still hungry; And still I have not caught that **** Road Runner, **** you Warner Brothers! -----ChawzzyScript
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Mar 29, 2013
Mar 29, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
Wile E. Coyote (On The Couch)
Doc, I've been trying to deal with these issues for quite sometime to no avail; A good friend of mine (you may know him, Elmer Fudd) recommended you. I fear I will never be able to eat, let alone catch this turbo inspired example of flightless foul; Stuck in this celluloid world vividly inspired by an Emmy award winning colorist. I am a proud animal from generations of fine breeding, born in the pristine coyote valley; I am not stupid, not a fool or buffoon, and so I thought contractually, not one to be laughed at. And I, always the bad guy, constantly daunted in pursuit by haphazard ACME products; Expensive, bulky, time consuming, they characteristically fail right before they almost work. Rocket powered skates, unfortunately, only allow me to kiss the cliff-side really really hard; Very heavy anvils serve no other purpose than to be dropped on my head repeatedly. The incredulous manipulations of the impossible by the so clever writers of this farce; From trains appearing out of nowhere to run me over, to fierce lightning storms in an instant. Laying there in the release of my own bowels as the uncontrollable result of 500 Megajoules of energy traveling through my body yet again. I am the twice electrified mass of dribbling spastic protoplasm Personified proverbially in that lightning does indeed strike twice in the same place! As the smoke arises from my chard hairy frame and I sweep up my ashes to reassemble later; I realize Doc, I'm losing my grasp on the reality of ever succeeding, I need your help! I'm still hungry; And still I have not caught that **** Road Runner, **** you Warner Brothers! -----ChawzzyScript
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The clock is ticking its cardiac arrest,     minds fall into the spastic timing. Well, my eyes are falling. Whisper lashes on my cheeks     not my own. A panther's sigh on a leopard's side Little girl step into your woman shoes. I keep my smile above the painted ruse     their lungs filling with icy air,     turning my words to vapor. Rainbow arching over my head,     lead me to your futuristic *** of gold. Is that feathers tickling the skin of my arms       or is that your hair? Make the ceiling your ocean. Salty smells      just sail away Just when I think I've conquered the shadowy mockingbird in my mind,    my heart jumpstarts at false thunder rolls. Tongue, decide between blood and caramel. Run, you little fears as fast as you can   so I can bend over to pick some flowers. Watch my dreams travel into your eyes,     I've fallen into their velvet hole. Spaces are filled,     branches bending, As my feet pound the dirt back where it belongs.
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Nov 23, 2012
Nov 23, 2012 at 2:55 AM UTC
Salty, Sweet, and Sprung
My temples pummel out A throbbing skull Drumming on my edges Cracked bruises Hidden underneath my hair No one sees my pain Feeling dismissed by perceived delusions Neglect brings forth intensified loneliness A mystery unable to solve Potential brain damage Resting in purgatory Along the coastline of denial Where I appear all right Until another concussion Drags me to this tide Wanting to end my life As I drown to the chilly depth Wondering why my husband Hasn't thrown me a life jacket He tires of my imperfections As do I…. Severity thrown under The boat of exaggeration No one understands my head's sensitivity Not even me The judgements of being weak Of not being careful Arguments against enjoying life I am brought to a surplus of cries Aching sobs swim In my damaged head I'm confused and lines are blurred I'm scared and can't remember Noises storm Inside my ears transmitting corruption Comatose movements Ambushed by swelling spastic vibrations Blinding light Striking serrated razors between my eyes Weighted head Seeks detachment from its guardian How I wish people saw this concussion for what it is © Jl 2016
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Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 1:46 PM UTC
Concussion
*the lotus floats on waters silhouettes dance in spastic-joints a sombre-figure with a spiky do cavorts behind invisible-mirrors which reflect the lost motions of unchaperoned-pedestal in corrugated-shadows* don’t forget to lift that hem a little higher, lady and give over to the pulsing rhythm undo your leather-strap, it’s enough to whip out some frenzy do what you want: you’re not awake, anyway what have gone and done, dear girl? is true-love to be found in the arms of a bearded Japanese? yes, open that white blouse of yours with the silky-buttons on while your eyes pearl-glaze over attending-cliffs hold that slow-unfolding palm over your breast and let busy aglet-fingers shake loose some nuciferous-reward stems hold up sweet-flora and its waiting-petals the gyrations match the ripped-space in your ceilinged-heart slow-motion coy-boy on stand-by in heated-debate             where stickety-words carry the burden                            of                                        knock-out honeyed-pleasure high-pitched comes and you know there’s nowhere else you’d rather be than to fit your explosive jigsaw-piece up my nostrils so that I can finally breathe lithe and limber *later, when you nod off your dreams’ll take care of lost-thread and thorough-floss your mind yank off the binding-straps take it down muddy-banks into pools of upside-down sky and the only light will be the reflected-glint of moon as it winks its very firm OK* S T – 21 nov 13
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 5:48 PM UTC
lotus-gift
*the lotus floats on waters silhouettes dance in spastic-joints a sombre-figure with a spiky do cavorts behind invisible-mirrors which reflect the lost motions of unchaperoned-pedestal in corrugated-shadows* don’t forget to lift that hem a little higher, lady and give over to the pulsing rhythm undo your leather-strap, it’s enough to whip out some frenzy do what you want: you’re not awake, anyway what have gone and done, dear girl? is true-love to be found in the arms of a bearded Japanese? yes, open that white blouse of yours with the silky-buttons on while your eyes pearl-glaze over attending-cliffs hold that slow-unfolding palm over your breast and let busy aglet-fingers shake loose some nuciferous-reward stems hold up sweet-flora and its waiting-petals the gyrations match the ripped-space in your ceilinged-heart slow-motion coy-boy on stand-by in heated-debate             where stickety-words carry the burden                            of                                        knock-out honeyed-pleasure high-pitched comes and you know there’s nowhere else you’d rather be than to fit your explosive jigsaw-piece up my nostrils so that I can finally breathe lithe and limber *later, when you nod off your dreams’ll take care of lost-thread and thorough-floss your mind yank off the binding-straps take it down muddy-banks into pools of upside-down sky and the only light will be the reflected-glint of moon as it winks its very firm OK* S T – 21 nov 13
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I'm as clever as a bag of wet cats when it comes to jokes         dumb  as a stump thick as a brick, dense as a sack of hammers       accurate as a spastic            as sharp as a **** heap                     as refined as an oil spill elegant as a heap of a sot passed out spread-eagle  in some gutter
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Apr 27, 2013
Apr 27, 2013 at 9:13 PM UTC
not funny
I WANT TO TEASE YOU, TEASE YOU I SHALL, YOU ARE SPASTIC, DUDE I HATE YA HANG ON, YOUR NOT LIKE YOUR NANNA, LET’S TEASE THIS SHYPERSON, BUDDY HE IS FALLING ASLEEP, TEASE THIS SHY PERSON I SAID, I WILL FALL ASLEEP, YA SEE, I WILL FALL ASLEEP, AND ALLOW YOU TO TEASE ME WITH THE COSMOS YOU SEE, LET’S TIE THE SHYPERSON UP, AND THROW HIM TO THE ALIENS’ YEAH, I AM HAVING FUN TEASING BRIAN ALLAN DEAR CHILD YOU SEE, I CAN SEE THE MEDICATION MAKING YA TIRED YOU SEE, ATHENA CAME UP AND PUT METHANE IN MY MOUTH AND TOLD THIS DWEEB THAT YOU REALLY CAN FIX YA TEETH IN THE COSMOS, IF YA TAKE THE RIGHT MEDICATION I SAID, I AM WATCHING SOME SNACK OFF COOKING SHOW, IT’S PRETTY RADICAL IT’S ABOUT THE LATE NIGHT SNACKS PEOPLE HAVE, AND WHO CAN MAKE THE BEST MEAL THE TEASER SAID, TRY AND BE LIKE YOUR NANNA, CAUSE YOUR NOT LIKE YA NANNA YA LIKE US, CAUSE YA HOUSE IS MESSY, I AM SURE OF IT BRIAN ALLAN SAID, CAN YOU LET ME GO, AS HE WAS TIED UP IN THE NEPTUNE PUB BY OSAMA BIN LADEN AND THE GUY WHO NICKED HIS LINCH IN THE 1970S IT’S THE ONLY WAY TO GET HIM, REALLY, WELL, IT’S NOT, BUT NOBODY WANTS TO, YA KNOW DO HARM YA SEE BRIAN JUMPED UP AND SAID, **** OFF, YA NOT GETTING ME, YA **** AND THEN THE GUY WHO NICKED MY LUNCH SAID, NO BUDDY, YOU ARE WITH ME FOREVER WE’LL MAKE YOU TIRED, AND THEN SEND YOU TO HELL, WHICH IS THE SUN BUT EVERYONE SLEEPS THEIR WAY TO FIGHT THE PERSON WHO IS KILLING BRIAN WHERE THEY WANT HIM YOU SEE THEN SLIM DUSTY SAID I GUESS IT’S LONESOME AWAY FROM YOUR KINDRED AND ALL FROM THE DUSTY OUTBACK TO THE GREAT CONCERT HALL,THERE IS NOTHING QUITE LIKE A DRINK WHICH IS MORBID OR DREAR, IT’S SITTING PLAYING POOL IN A PUB WITH NO BEER I AM GOING BACK AGAIN TO NEPTUNE PUB, YEAH, NEPTUNE PUB, YEAH WHERE WE HAVE FUN, YEAH WE’RE GOING BACK AGAIN TO NEPTUNE PUB, THE PLACE WITH THE MOST METHANE SMOOTHIES, YEAH I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A BEER WITH BRIAN, I WOULD LOVE TO DRINK BEER WITH HIM WE DRINK IN MODERATION, DUDES, AND NEVER, NO NEVER, GET ROLLING DRUNK WE DRINK ALL OVER THE COSMOS, WHERE THE ATMOSPHERE IS SUPERB I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A BEER WITH BRIAN, CAUSE THAT’S FAR FROM ABSURD AND THEN BARRY ALLAN CAME UP AND SANG 1 2 3 4 YOU SCHITZOPHRENIC, FROM YA FIRST DIAGNOSIS TO YA CURRENT SITUATION WITH MEDICATION, YOU CAN GET REFORMED, OH YEAH MATE YEAH YOUR SCHITZOPHRENIC DAD SAID, I AM NOT GOING YOUR LIKE ME AND MUMMY, ANYMORE, DON’T BE SHY BRIAN, TEASE MY NEXT LIFE’S NAME I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY YOU TEASE, ME, BUT DON’T FORGET THAT GIRLS AND BOYS ARE EQUAL, OK THEN THE GUY THAT NICKED MY LUNCH SAID, OK, WE’LL LEAVE YA ALONE, YA NOT LIKE US, BUDDY, OK JUST REMEMBER, ME, IF YA EVER TRY TO BE LIKE US, YOU WHEN YA LIVED IN WOODBERRY, I’LL TEASE YA AGAIN, OK
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 6:49 PM UTC
A TEASE AFTER ALL THESE YEARS COSMICALLY
I WANT TO TEASE YOU, TEASE YOU I SHALL, YOU ARE SPASTIC, DUDE I HATE YA HANG ON, YOUR NOT LIKE YOUR NANNA, LET’S TEASE THIS SHYPERSON, BUDDY HE IS FALLING ASLEEP, TEASE THIS SHY PERSON I SAID, I WILL FALL ASLEEP, YA SEE, I WILL FALL ASLEEP, AND ALLOW YOU TO TEASE ME WITH THE COSMOS YOU SEE, LET’S TIE THE SHYPERSON UP, AND THROW HIM TO THE ALIENS’ YEAH, I AM HAVING FUN TEASING BRIAN ALLAN DEAR CHILD YOU SEE, I CAN SEE THE MEDICATION MAKING YA TIRED YOU SEE, ATHENA CAME UP AND PUT METHANE IN MY MOUTH AND TOLD THIS DWEEB THAT YOU REALLY CAN FIX YA TEETH IN THE COSMOS, IF YA TAKE THE RIGHT MEDICATION I SAID, I AM WATCHING SOME SNACK OFF COOKING SHOW, IT’S PRETTY RADICAL IT’S ABOUT THE LATE NIGHT SNACKS PEOPLE HAVE, AND WHO CAN MAKE THE BEST MEAL THE TEASER SAID, TRY AND BE LIKE YOUR NANNA, CAUSE YOUR NOT LIKE YA NANNA YA LIKE US, CAUSE YA HOUSE IS MESSY, I AM SURE OF IT BRIAN ALLAN SAID, CAN YOU LET ME GO, AS HE WAS TIED UP IN THE NEPTUNE PUB BY OSAMA BIN LADEN AND THE GUY WHO NICKED HIS LINCH IN THE 1970S IT’S THE ONLY WAY TO GET HIM, REALLY, WELL, IT’S NOT, BUT NOBODY WANTS TO, YA KNOW DO HARM YA SEE BRIAN JUMPED UP AND SAID, **** OFF, YA NOT GETTING ME, YA **** AND THEN THE GUY WHO NICKED MY LUNCH SAID, NO BUDDY, YOU ARE WITH ME FOREVER WE’LL MAKE YOU TIRED, AND THEN SEND YOU TO HELL, WHICH IS THE SUN BUT EVERYONE SLEEPS THEIR WAY TO FIGHT THE PERSON WHO IS KILLING BRIAN WHERE THEY WANT HIM YOU SEE THEN SLIM DUSTY SAID I GUESS IT’S LONESOME AWAY FROM YOUR KINDRED AND ALL FROM THE DUSTY OUTBACK TO THE GREAT CONCERT HALL,THERE IS NOTHING QUITE LIKE A DRINK WHICH IS MORBID OR DREAR, IT’S SITTING PLAYING POOL IN A PUB WITH NO BEER I AM GOING BACK AGAIN TO NEPTUNE PUB, YEAH, NEPTUNE PUB, YEAH WHERE WE HAVE FUN, YEAH WE’RE GOING BACK AGAIN TO NEPTUNE PUB, THE PLACE WITH THE MOST METHANE SMOOTHIES, YEAH I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A BEER WITH BRIAN, I WOULD LOVE TO DRINK BEER WITH HIM WE DRINK IN MODERATION, DUDES, AND NEVER, NO NEVER, GET ROLLING DRUNK WE DRINK ALL OVER THE COSMOS, WHERE THE ATMOSPHERE IS SUPERB I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A BEER WITH BRIAN, CAUSE THAT’S FAR FROM ABSURD AND THEN BARRY ALLAN CAME UP AND SANG 1 2 3 4 YOU SCHITZOPHRENIC, FROM YA FIRST DIAGNOSIS TO YA CURRENT SITUATION WITH MEDICATION, YOU CAN GET REFORMED, OH YEAH MATE YEAH YOUR SCHITZOPHRENIC DAD SAID, I AM NOT GOING YOUR LIKE ME AND MUMMY, ANYMORE, DON’T BE SHY BRIAN, TEASE MY NEXT LIFE’S NAME I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY YOU TEASE, ME, BUT DON’T FORGET THAT GIRLS AND BOYS ARE EQUAL, OK THEN THE GUY THAT NICKED MY LUNCH SAID, OK, WE’LL LEAVE YA ALONE, YA NOT LIKE US, BUDDY, OK JUST REMEMBER, ME, IF YA EVER TRY TO BE LIKE US, YOU WHEN YA LIVED IN WOODBERRY, I’LL TEASE YA AGAIN, OK
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summer sky aloft a massive cloud bank disbands       lacing into gills wind huffs make spastic punches cooling my agitation
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May 25, 2022
May 25, 2022 at 9:24 PM UTC
00000 01
Walking in with high hopes I knew that I’d fall A cushioned landing waited below Skin shreds with every reach, pull, and hang Fingers bleed and sweaty palms Slide and scrape against the rocks The climb left me before I left the wall With numbness in my hands and my toes, But mostly my cheeks disfigured by nails Pinning up a spastic smile You had no belayer obligation No rope tied on My harness to your grip A concrete landing waited below.
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Jun 24, 2018
Jun 24, 2018 at 12:50 AM UTC
Bouldering
I wanted to kiss her knee-- a sharp edged, angular, comic book, superwomen clean cut, streamlined down to tapered calf, to pointing toe-type knee. Hers wasn't a square worker's padded joint for kneeling down. Under sheet and pillow I once found it giggling with spastic warnings! Her knee was ticklish! My heart never did smooch her there, fearing some reflexive, paroxysmal laughter would kick me in mouth. Ouch. No kisses on the knee.
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Apr 12, 2013
Apr 12, 2013 at 11:01 PM UTC
On the knee
i feel what i feel with such depth and aching despair my chest is caving in at times; i am filled with water i'm a finely tuned banjo in a sea of horned instruments and no one wants to play me or open me up i'm so closed up but on days when the mania is gone, the depression isn't so bad anymore i have my lovers and the pills i eat with dinner work i'm swallowing down my pride paying attention and trying to decide where i can hide my nervous sighs when i'm in a room of people and still feel alone i needed a break i don't know how to find that exactly without the dependence of chemicals i am pursuing a lighter path will it impress you? my muscles ache my heart aches my brain... it aches finding a way to end a poem when you're still sad is the hardest part of trying to cope positively i can't end here either because then anxiety swoops in like a hawk or some other bird she named when we were under the trees i'm swimming in a pool of bad nostalgia and beautiful synchronicities i'm so sick of the ups and downs
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Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 2:23 PM UTC
the spastic city
I am flabbergasted, ashamed, and angry after philosophy homework which straight up flabbergasts myself because I’ve always questioned everything after reading a selection of Seneca’s letter’s ( ancient spanish philosopher) Spastic Fury is an understatement I understand this was written in a different time period but I have to discuss this **** in class. **** like why crying is for the weak or how practicing habits less fortunate than one is subordinate to will strengthen thy noble soul for future preparation of fortune/misfortune blah blah blah I get all of that **** I understand the validity of living a pure, un-judgemental, strong willed life. what I can’t get out of my OCD head is all of the **** I’ve been through that was and continues to be detrimental to my sanity and no it’s not out of vanity you naive ****** it’s called PTSD and it can be debilitating. I know this portion of reading is designed for the average freshman unsoiled mind, free from trauma and full of promise but I’m not your average person. I never will be I remember the times I didn’t want to be a ******* person and those moments remain anchored right on top of my mangled innocence. Seneca claims crying is a form of selfish weakness I claim crying is stronger than taking a razor to the skin crying is stronger than puking until you’re dizzy crying is stronger than getting high until you can’t remember why you started crying in the first place It took me 17 years and disgusting amounts of therapy to accept my hurricane emotions are not a form of weakness because everything I feel is a million times more real than the ******** we hear, see, or talk about I know tragedy occurs everywhere to anyone unfortunate enough to be there but in terms of my salvation there is an expiration date on how long I can play in the sand before I’m choking and gasping “i’m sorry’s” in-between scratchy breaths I knew college would be hard, but at least in group therapy there was actual motivation to speak up
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Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 3:13 PM UTC
Spastic Fury
I am flabbergasted, ashamed, and angry after philosophy homework which straight up flabbergasts myself because I’ve always questioned everything after reading a selection of Seneca’s letter’s ( ancient spanish philosopher) Spastic Fury is an understatement I understand this was written in a different time period but I have to discuss this **** in class. **** like why crying is for the weak or how practicing habits less fortunate than one is subordinate to will strengthen thy noble soul for future preparation of fortune/misfortune blah blah blah I get all of that **** I understand the validity of living a pure, un-judgemental, strong willed life. what I can’t get out of my OCD head is all of the **** I’ve been through that was and continues to be detrimental to my sanity and no it’s not out of vanity you naive ****** it’s called PTSD and it can be debilitating. I know this portion of reading is designed for the average freshman unsoiled mind, free from trauma and full of promise but I’m not your average person. I never will be I remember the times I didn’t want to be a ******* person and those moments remain anchored right on top of my mangled innocence. Seneca claims crying is a form of selfish weakness I claim crying is stronger than taking a razor to the skin crying is stronger than puking until you’re dizzy crying is stronger than getting high until you can’t remember why you started crying in the first place It took me 17 years and disgusting amounts of therapy to accept my hurricane emotions are not a form of weakness because everything I feel is a million times more real than the ******** we hear, see, or talk about I know tragedy occurs everywhere to anyone unfortunate enough to be there but in terms of my salvation there is an expiration date on how long I can play in the sand before I’m choking and gasping “i’m sorry’s” in-between scratchy breaths I knew college would be hard, but at least in group therapy there was actual motivation to speak up
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chaos served on dishes by the vicious delicious so avoid the superstitious and get iconoclastic with plastic get drastic and spastic get with the apple who'll hypnotize the people with yet another new system that will raise the rhizome shoving light through a prism destroying lay idealism into straight discordianism
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 9:35 PM UTC
discord
Terrible divides, steep creatures fishing from the fissures. Devil ties, honor cries telling of fable able love lies. Red rug **** from… Ah stomp down pound twice round. Let me in dearth harp melody killing me true internally. Over me, you do du thee or in one to learn to unseen these say said twas. What then spoke big loud a proud voice e bound red to set the turns in a state of decay. Spread death red pestilence. Broken brains with bad temperaments. To know this clever myth, in definitely one word siphon spell check commiserate in-consumption Only fitting to continue after that, twas broken in two-tone spits of ***** Oh how one can be so indiscriminate, yet be so in to it Suckling finger to finger, the artist and his soul slip through one another And **** there it is… why I am drunk, why so earthbound? No, No, that la-la-di-dah sing song, nickname, sick game Ah… already this is where I end, lying before the gate, spread in sprawls of my final death thrall, the spastic convictions, emotional token, so wholly holy that I am certain of this and this alone; they, folk of blend and contrast so steady will carrier this body through the gates, this world or that, bounce and then back, splendor in form, surrender to utter the weight of universal, expressions in the shade of totality Goodnight too.
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 8:08 PM UTC
Terrible Divides and Somthing else too
Santa Claus is 100% pure love his heart does not divide the starved and homeless man with his tin cup from the wealthy politician in his black limousine nor does Santa ever blame the frightened small town girl who paints her lips and struts unsure down hard dark streets Santa Claus remembers his own mother and weeps for the lonely karma of octogenarians diapered in wheelchairs along fluorescent hallways abandoned by the ones they birthed our great elf winces every time he feels the crocodile's fearsome jaws drag the wildebeest down while the zebras flee he prays relentless sailors stop harpooning the great breaching whales and hears the grasses scream when bloated oilmen pound holes in the prairie dog's kingdom he regrets that schoolteachers lie about what a great man Columbus was and why the Sioux, the Apache and the Arapahoe were incapable of evolution he knows you don't need a bicycle helmet to ride downtown for ice cream knows our legal system is for sale knows surfing is Neptune's brave ballet Santa delights in the spiritual joy emerging when patients see angels hovering everywhere before doctors scream psychosis and numb what they do not understand with sad needles and leather restraints his reindeer are the dreams of the spastic child who knows he will never run his sleigh a zero carbon emission vehicle and his great heavy bag carries the sweet prayers of the Jew, the Christian the Muslim, the Buddhist, the Hindu the Gnostic, the Wiccan and the existential humanist on the night before Christmas Santa dreams that all the cars and trucks disappear and every freeway grows trees and flowers and grass where everyone chats and meanders and strolls and vendors sell SnoCones, apple juice and pears because Santa Claus is just doing the one thing he knows how to do best on a long winter's night to bring some light to a world that races toward extinction while the butterfly sleeps with the lizard and the children still believe
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Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 4:01 PM UTC
SANTA
Santa Claus is 100% pure love his heart does not divide the starved and homeless man with his tin cup from the wealthy politician in his black limousine nor does Santa ever blame the frightened small town girl who paints her lips and struts unsure down hard dark streets Santa Claus remembers his own mother and weeps for the lonely karma of octogenarians diapered in wheelchairs along fluorescent hallways abandoned by the ones they birthed our great elf winces every time he feels the crocodile's fearsome jaws drag the wildebeest down while the zebras flee he prays relentless sailors stop harpooning the great breaching whales and hears the grasses scream when bloated oilmen pound holes in the prairie dog's kingdom he regrets that schoolteachers lie about what a great man Columbus was and why the Sioux, the Apache and the Arapahoe were incapable of evolution he knows you don't need a bicycle helmet to ride downtown for ice cream knows our legal system is for sale knows surfing is Neptune's brave ballet Santa delights in the spiritual joy emerging when patients see angels hovering everywhere before doctors scream psychosis and numb what they do not understand with sad needles and leather restraints his reindeer are the dreams of the spastic child who knows he will never run his sleigh a zero carbon emission vehicle and his great heavy bag carries the sweet prayers of the Jew, the Christian the Muslim, the Buddhist, the Hindu the Gnostic, the Wiccan and the existential humanist on the night before Christmas Santa dreams that all the cars and trucks disappear and every freeway grows trees and flowers and grass where everyone chats and meanders and strolls and vendors sell SnoCones, apple juice and pears because Santa Claus is just doing the one thing he knows how to do best on a long winter's night to bring some light to a world that races toward extinction while the butterfly sleeps with the lizard and the children still believe
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