Two whole years since I've had sleep
For you I keep
Say it's been forever
Never
Do you feel me
You can heal me
I could die and never know
Another love glow
Years crawl and years pass
Too slow yet so fast
Scars fade and scars cast
Faces masked
Five years since I did rest
I can still breathe in your chest
What have I missed and where did I go
The days stopped and still flow
I told her I loved her and I lie
First love would never die
Stranger now to me
You're the only one I see
Twenty years down the line
I'll still be waiting for a sign
The pictures are all broken
Older still are our words spoken
Until we turn sixty
My memories are misty
Married but still alone
Imagining you coming home
The kids are grown
All my seeds sowen
First love still swollen
I kept on until I didn't
Wanting another finish
We were buried states away
And if asked who I was you couldn't say
Maybe a girl coworker or from school
But me, I had always loved you

This darkness is over bearing I'm clawing just to stay true
The air is so lacking I struggle to gasp my way through.
You promised you're faith, you'd find me somehow
Where did you go I'm reaching for you now
Yet all that I grasp are thorns in these weeds
Ripping through me as you watch me bleed
I'm falling now into this dark, the world unknown
Falling into the darkness, where the weeds are sowen .