I feel so empty deep down inside i dont have alot of pride those people do you know what they did to me? they're all immature as can be before the age of nine my life was really fine when i was in school i was treated like a fool i hated school everyday and every season because they picked on me for no reason each and every day i felt like running away when i think of the years gone by and all those times id sit alone and cry when i entered the school gate i was always five minutes late you see i was so in fear no friends were there who i could be near this person on the inside and outside is just me i cant be anybody else dont you see i had an accident eleven years ago since then my heart is full of woe hopefully one day all this anger and pain will go away im happy i can walk but sometimes i wish i couldnt talk maybe you will all think im mad but believe me im not all that bad why i always say the hurt and pain is here to stay everybody please understand i dont feel accepted in this land i want to write down how i feel because sometiimes my mind spins like a wheel im not the sort of person who wants to fight i just want to live my life right is this the end? or am i going around the bend? no i dont think so but at the moment im feeling low
