"shud" poems
in life we live for several moments actually.....
i dont believe in living for the moment... at a micro level, that day... u ll end up miserable the next..
but that doesnt mean u shud plan ahead and live for the days to come.. living in the future is not living at all.... what really matters is when the game is over...u should have no regrets... live for that moment....phir...mazaa aayega... then u ll live life...
Jul 8, 2011
Jul 8, 2011 at 2:42 AM UTC
Todey they told me that I shud rite a powm for you Algernon
Mr. Strauss sed that youre sick
I dont want you to be sick
Youre smart
Remembir the amazed
Youre a white mouse
Youre smarter then other mice
So please *** well soon
Goodbye
- Charlie Gordon
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 7:53 AM UTC
shudnt talk to you ..
coz u my opposite...
coz u r moody...
Coz u make me sad...
coz u get angry at me all d tym...
coz u total dog sumtyms ..
coz u r d one who has kissed so many girls.....
coz u dun trust neone....
coz u don't tellme how u feel at all..
Or jus mayb I shud talk to u?
Coz Mayb opposites attract...
Mayb coz u apologize with smileys that makes me smile ... .
Mayb coz u cn make me smile even if u r d reason m sad...
Mayb cz I get angry at u n u laugh at me..
Mayb cz I cn b a ***** at tyms too..
Mayb cz I want to kiss u..
Mayb cz I trust u..
Maybin d hope dat u will tellme how u feel .. Sumday !
Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 9:20 AM UTC
I got to say something to u,
Actually many things, in ma mind they've made a queue,
But in words how shud I put it to u,
Anyways frst thing is tht babe u look the best in blue.
I want to be wid u always, dnt care of usin a glue.
Wid u my life will be the tastiest brew,
We'll together touch the unending sky blue.
I will face anything in the world if at my back supporting always are u.
Take me away babe, I feel ur world is a land full of wonder.
Only the warmth spreads there n theres no thunder.
Is there anything which could be used between us as a Bonder..?
Wen it comes to u my mind begins to ponder,
An untidy wood I am n u r my sander,
I need ur heart in here wid me wid no thought of plunder.
Heart beats faster wen I look into ur eyes,
Wen u r not there my heart silently cries,
Just a glass of love is what I need from u in this wrld of prejudice,
If ever u get a bruise, for u I would be like an Ice,
I am not a king or smthing but I promise to make ur world a paradise.
Sep 4, 2013
Sep 4, 2013 at 12:28 PM UTC
My poor friend Mike, he’s drunk again. Two beers
and he’s already texting me. “they playd
that songg u luv nd it reminded me
of u”. A few more cups and we’re at, “heyyyyy
u like my abs?” and then an “lol
cuz i really like u.” Then soon, “im home,
but u shuld b here 2.” And then he spills
some more: “i thnk ur cute :)” shows on my phone
We’re friends, I think. He’s drunk. It’s just a fluke.
It gets too late. He begs, “will u plz tuck
me in?” And when his eyes begin to droop,
the last: “forgiv me plzzz but we shud ****
Embarrassment exudes when we next pass.
He looks at me, his face bright red. I laugh.
Mar 4, 2012
Mar 4, 2012 at 8:15 PM UTC
MEMORIES DON'T MEAN MUCH; THE PAST WAS GOOD BUT NOW...WHO GIVES A ****
UNFORTUNATELY IM LOST N CONFUSED; DONT GET "HEARTFELT" NOT OVER U.
I DONT MEAN 2 B HARSH BUT I'VE KEPT IT REAL N WEN I TELL THE TRUTH IM JUST
SAYN HOW I FEEL.
U WERE MI 1ST ON ALOT OF THINGS; BT I TOLD U HOW I FEEL BOUT MEMORIES
TEAR DROPS ..NO MORE LEFT TO CRY; "I LOVE U" "I NEED U" NOTHING BUT AN ALLABI
NOT SAYIN ITZ NOT TRU CUZ BOI IF I WAS U I'D MISS ME TO. THE POINT IS I FEEL SO
BAD B CUZ I DO LOVE U BUT WE CUD NEVER B AGAIN. FORGIVE BUT DONT FORGET
HW COULD I, OVER A BOY I NEVER CRIED.
BUT DATS IN THE PAST; ONLY THING 2 D0 NOW IS LAUGH; NEVER AGAIN; I MUST ADMIT; OPEN MYSELF UP N GET PLAYED LIKE A ***** IM STICKING 2 BREEZY
IM GLAD I MET U N DATS SUM REAL SHYT THO;
"WHAT I WANT; SHUD NEVER HURT THIS BAD"
Apr 3, 2010
Apr 3, 2010 at 5:24 PM UTC
I see you sitting there face still
Stress peeking out from behind those grey eyes their suffering ever so real
I wish I could tell you it gets better but I wouldn't want you to call me a liar
Despair drowns out all hope as frustration takes away your ability to cope
It hurts to see you there asking to know why asking if someone's there as your ready to cry
Pleading with the demons inside your mind that keep telling you your fine
That you still have plenty of time
Their lies holding you blind taking away all that kept you tied
Trapped inside this place
Still your sitting there straight face
Heart seemingly broken when your feeling love is missing fighting depressive thinking
Wishing and dreaming of something other then this thing the keeps on breaking
Apart from those who are suppose to love you unconditionally saving you from the misery that's desperately angry and constantly feeding into every lie deliberately
All to have you despite the lines it might cross
Maybe the reason you believe to be alone and lost
The cost of using this pens point to describe the shattered mirror sought so please don't get lost in your suicide thoughts
Thats not what a better life really shud cost so take that knife an keep it soft when you drag the blade across
I promise sooner than later the hurt will stop
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 7:21 AM UTC
no its not black
it cudn't be white
grey hz been the line fr me to stay!
i ain't no fun
i ain't no bore
judgement z what i make neway!
not a coward
neither do i fight
somehw i knw hw to survive!
no sort f genious
definitely not dumb
but what's important z that i hv a say!
i don't hate
i can't love
calculated its been what i ever felt!
rich is minus me
poor i dun include
either way fr me is rude!
not f sins
no way a saint
to get away wid extremities, i wzn't meant!
nice doesn't appeal to me
being crass certainly is insensitive
IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE probably, i shud live!
Sep 3, 2012
Sep 3, 2012 at 1:00 PM UTC
Sista of Love Light and Joy!
All is as it shud or need be
Are U not the end and beginning as U are
Is it not grand Joy to stand upon the
shoulders of Giants and See the Trees and Rocks
as those Coming Greater still!
In the Heart Centered Beingness of
Love Light and Motion Know Thyself...
that is Steward of Our Rolling Home...
See Perfectly Ur Continuum Where…
the Beginning End and Begin again is U...
so therefore Rejoice n Sing Angel Sing!!
In Love Sista Love!!!
Jun 10, 2012
Jun 10, 2012 at 9:32 PM UTC
Exclamation shown by raising the brows,
Sumtyms stndng in an open field and sumtyms hidden in burrows,
Things, not needed, a person throws,
And due to these he learns to grow,
While the seasons *** and go.
Rage spreads through heads and burns like fire,
There is so much of importance for liers.
But ultimately the power of truth wins and grows,
Fire just vanishes as the peaceful water flows,
While the seasons *** and go.
Many crops may be grown in the same field,
Unity is an armour and love is its Shield,
Love shud be spread and Hatred shud be sealed,
Due to this a nation will Grow,
While the Seasons Come and Go.
:-)
Jan 21, 2014
Jan 21, 2014 at 11:46 AM UTC
and thus it goes
circular and direct
feminine and masculine
woman and man
and not in that order
in God’s judgement
it’s in the breath
which He put in man
as his blessing
to give strength for hard labor
not in the rib that is woman’s
blessing
to give strength for childbirth
God’s judgement is
all that matters
it is done
tamam shud
c. 2023 Roberta Compton Rainwater
Aug 25, 2023
Aug 25, 2023 at 4:44 PM UTC
sometimes I do think myself as a child,
now I will laugh nd then I wud go wild!!!!!
I dont know what makes me so weird,
I dunno why about d future I have always feared!!!!!
dey shud listen to me at least once a week ,
they shud hear what my heart wants to speak!!!!
I don't want them to be wid me at each and every step,
but whenever I look behind dey shud remind me of d goals I have kept!!!!!
goals which I have kept 4 myself and will have to reach 1 day,
dêr z dark all around but I still believe somewhere dere wud b a ray!!!!
dat ray -of hope from where I will fulfill each and every dream of mine,
and then there wud be celebrations all around wid d wine!!!
now I understood blaming people wont help me more,
d lion who has been sleeping 4 d hours, at last has to roar!!!!
Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 5:05 PM UTC
my life is ****
my life is ****
b-cos of u
i dont understand
wot i shud do
1 day ur sweet
den wen im hurtin
u get discrete
wif otha boys flirtin
my life is ****
i wish i cud die
i cant understand
Y i dont try
u say u love me
den reject my touch
i wish u cud see
da pain iz 2 much
my life is ****
now go away
my life is ****
sorry 2 say
my life is ****
its ur fault girl
my life is ****
Fallen angelz?
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 2:23 PM UTC
if there be a better way
whereby, that i could say
what i feel for you by night or day
that holds me in perfect sway
that moment, when years away
my heart wandered astray
and reached a haven there to stay
weathering, seasons sad or gay
many summers and springs display
times and time of age and gray
yet not a grain of morbid decay
in life's tests which my love assay
youthful strides of bygone days
the careful gaits of sage
or listless as a corpse shud lay,
with you my soul will stay.
Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 12:08 AM UTC
i dont remember what i didnt say to you
what i shud have sed
what you told me i forgot to
do
and eventho after the fact
i believe you
looking back
i wish i had the choice to
be right or wrong so that
i wuddnt have waited so
******* long to apologize
or remember
the look in your eyes
the last time i saw you
or the sound of your voice
on the receiver
your hand and mine
doing the same thing
at the same time
at some point we were both crying
i dont know about you
but i think this admission
is long overdue
you probly wud say thats an understatement
or something actually more clever
and you wud be absolutely right
again as ever
and i wud smile and laugh in spite
of how bad i feel
because i totally ****** you over
when i claimed to be your friend
oh it was so beautiful the way
i did such a hateful thing
to love you and disappear all in one day
despite my pride
my promises to you
your shredded insides
i cuddnt say one thing and do
the same
god forbid i be constant
or have integrity
i am mad at myself
maybe enuff for both of us
but if not
please take this chance
to tell me off
Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 7:54 AM UTC
i can not hurt you
and help you too
these are two things
impossible to do
together simultaneously
because of the way you feel about me
you shud hate me now
for stealing from you
for doing what a thief wud do
for lying the way a liar lies too
for not doing what i promised i wud
for not being as strong as i cud
for taking your heart out from your chest
for doing my worst when i am at my best
for getting past your big thick wall
only to prove you dont know me at all
i can create pain without you knowing
hurt you
with a smile showing
you sed you saw this betrayal coming
then why didnt you set off the **** running
straight away from inevitability
to get the hell away from me
are you like me after all
a ********* do you like to fall
just too feel the screaming pain
just to watch the blood again
is that why you let me do this to you
so you cud feel something new
anguish is such a novelty
when you pretend to think you’re so happy
but i dont think you like the pain
not the way i like the pain
you dont want to make it hurt
you want to escape it first
before it leaves a lasting mark
i for one, i love my scars
cut me all up and down
bring the pain all around
numb me out i wanna drown
open vein blood rush sound
i indulge in being
more lost than found
by the end of this page i will be
gone
completely
totally
maybe by then
you will know me
better than you thot you did
know i still dont know
and i didnt mean to be bad
know i was just an ideal
that you never really had
know that i am a traitor
know that i am weak
know that you are not my savior
know that i am a freak
know that i want
everything thats bad for me
know that i flaunt
my life’s tragedy
just for a little connection
a little negative attention
i am not the good girl
you wud have in your suspension
of disbelief
i am a cheat
i am deplored
and you do not want to know me
not anymore
Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 7:15 AM UTC
success
shud be measured by the height of your weirdness
and put on the hood of a lexus
so when peoeple steal that ****
and t\ry to return it
without having earned it
without ever learning from it
u can watch them walk by and laugh at them
just like they were watching u
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 1:47 PM UTC