He wears his darkness like a crown
i try to hide mine into the ground
His darkness when comes playing around,
my dug up **** wants to get out,
They play through the night
jumping off high cliffs,
But in the end
he and i
are left with bruised lips.
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 1:55 PM UTC
He has seen demons
and they still haunt him,
So he made himself a devil
from within
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 1:30 PM UTC
When scars run deep
Doubts run deeper
Its not you
Its me that i fear
You think i am perfect
I thought so too
I was blind, i just couldn't see
There is a world beyond me
You think the things that shine
Will light your world
But sometimes
The light can be a blur
You will see
When the light fades
Its not all the gold
That you think it is
Its not the light that starts from within
Its a cover , its a disguise
Because there are things
Behind the shine
I am trying to hide.
Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 11:36 AM UTC
My mind twists and turns at night..
With words craving to rhyme.
They form themselves in a sentence.
They make me take a note
and a pretend .
that i am the one having the upper hand
but its the other way around
they tell me so
They tell me if i wont write them down
they will leave me and go
Its funny
i know
Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 11:34 AM UTC
I have written too many
I wont tell you my feelings
I have told them
to many
If telling you and writing to you
would make you believe
I would write a book and read it to you..
But i know it wont be enough
I know it wont be true
Some of it will only be
So that i could make this look good
Good doesn't lasts
And so we wont too
But i know one thing
That you have made me better
That you have made me true
Those words have meaning because they are actually meant for you .
I wont show but i do care for you
I know you are hard to b with ..
I know i am not easy to understand..
But we will try and make this work
Until the pages of it all lasts..
Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 10:54 AM UTC
Focus on one thing and the rest fades away.
And that's the first step i take to get away.
From you and the memories that try to make there way.
Through my mind , and my heart
all the way
they try to stay
I push them
They come back!
Staring me to back
from this crackhouse !
House that you and me build
Made of distance
And now guilt
Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 10:35 AM UTC
There are so many things i want to say ..
So many words that want out
So many feelings
So many thoughts
Everything is clogged up ,threatening to spill out.
Words ringing in my head asking me to drink it down.
Knocking me off my feet ,trying to pull me down.
I look up and see a mocking face, challenging me to stand back up.
Daring me with a stare
How can i stand up back up
How can i fight , when you are on the enemy line
A hopeless laugh come up my mouth
But its a sob that escapes out.
I try to be brave
Then i see the face.
My strength comes crashing down.
I look around ,you cannot make me out
i want to survive
i am seeking you out.
but you are on the other side
turning around
tuning me out
Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 10:29 AM UTC
Words, gifts all cease to matter
When you call and no one picks
It hits you like a kick.
When you cry, and no one is ready to sit.
it doesnt matter
When you are in pain
you think there is nothing to gain
because all you want are actions.
Action to say that you matter,
shielding you from the kick ,
giving you a shoulder ,
making you bolder,
Action is what makes you stronger
Words n gifts will start to matter
when we have a fight
and i could still call you later
Words will matter when i am ready to give up,
and you are ready for a battle.
Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 10:21 AM UTC
Too many secrets
Too many stories
Its an ocean , i have held it in my heart
Its good to drown
Its good to stop
Its good that i have them, good to get lost.
In the secrets, in the stories i forget my past , forget my being , forget my scars
I hold them tight
I hold them close
Because they give me hope
They tell me that i am not alone
There are too many stories that are not told.
Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 10:09 AM UTC
They say to be near you I say I cannot breathe
They say to stand by you I say my knees are weak
They say he loves you I say I need to get away from you
They say to give it a chance I say was there ever a chance?
They say you are good for me I say bad things happen when you care.
I say lets get together and then they say oh is he your forever?
Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 4:38 AM UTC