Here I am
Back again in this
******* known as life
Trying to survuve in a cruel world
Full of Hate
Sorrow
and Horror
Never will people understand
The concept of
Living
Surviving
Maintaining
Trying to keep your sanity
Feels like a chore
A job
A mission that has yet to be
Accomplished
The one obstacle
Obstruction
Encumbrance
that stops one from reaching
Their True Potential
is the mindset of
The Madman
that is
One's Own Being.

She wore a baggy sweater, on the cold colorless night. Walking down the corner of ******* boulevard and  litter lane.
Bleak as it always was, she dreamt of wearing a red dress to give color to the black and white.

But she was too afraid, and she didn't.