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"setup" poems
The head fuckery of societies rules. The indoctrination in our schools has led to the homeless on our streets while politicians count their seats. The privileged few, too rich to mention fail to reveal their true intention. The NHS setup to break by psychopaths all on the take. Big business stripped of all its gold, no pension funds left for the old. Big pharma, they don't miss a trick, they're making you & I feel sick. They push the pills that ring the tills even though they know it kills. With the best advice and greatest will our kids are on **** & fentanyl. While we're divided black & white, we'd never stand up to their might So take your neighbour, hold their hand and together we'll reclaim our land. Poetry by Kaydee.
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Jun 17, 2018
Jun 17, 2018 at 11:36 PM UTC
Divided, Not Yet Conquered.
When you hear the lines We can be friends But not as you want it I don't deserve you These are legends Masters of breakups Know it's time to walk away Can't you see there is lockdown? I'm observing social distancing Someone who once stole your heart You even promised heaven on earth My Dear, the calabash is crashed Give yourself some dignity I need a break my dear I want to re-discover myself My Mum said we can't marry Sincerely, I truly love you But if you see another, say "Yes" My dear, please, walk away Let's avoid imminent divorce Especially when the signs are clear They have a masters in heartbreaks I got a revelation last night My Pastor, my Prophet said No calls, no messages, just blanks If you've witnessed this Please, come, let's cry together Just believe that "Cue sera sera" Maybe you even just delivered... Breakups are never easy It has sent many to depression And some, early graves Love cannot be forced my dear If you are not valued and appreciated And ghostmode is activated Take the honourable part Just walk away... Where there is pain I wish you immeasurable love True love is never hurtful Your setback will be a setup For your glorious come back And it will end in praise Just like a Cinderella story You aren't alone, I've been there too...
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May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 8:06 AM UTC
Breakups
**** you. **** you for being so far away **** you for making me want you I can say it certainly is not fair, What is this, the ******* teacup ride? I always hated the fair. Fishing for plastic ducks and shooting impossible targets Seems like a setup for failure to me. **** you for making me take a look at myself in the mirror And for making me ask questions For making me lie And for making me tell the truth. Why can't things be easy? Oh yeah, that's just not how it works around here. **** you for making my imagination run wild. For casting yourself in the movies my brain constantly films And **** you for getting the cinematography just right. I can't look away. **** you because all I have is my imagination. I can make you whomever I want you to be. **** you for curling your hair and for having those lips And for being comfortable with yourself around me **** your small wrists and your quirky characteristics Your eyeliner and your fingernails **** your sparkling smile and your hips And **** you for making me want you so bad. **** me. **** me for yearning. **** me for learning That it's not that simple, That nothing is set in stone, That people are confusing as hell. **** me for taking the time to write this poem **** how angry it's making me And **** the fact that I'm writing it because of you.
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 4:33 PM UTC
**** You: An Angry Poem
They Call It Heresy, We Call It Genuine Science We designed the genes' primers, Ordered them along the oligomers. Our aim is an elaborate one, It involves molecular cloning, Sequence characterization, and Relative expression analysis of Bovine Trefoil Factors. Now we hope to clone the gene, The gene which is of a bovine origin, By extensive working hours input, And bearing in mind the risks, Of not getting the desired output, The possibility of failure always therein, But pregnancy, healing & immunity it's governing. Three types of trefoil factors there are, TFF1: It suppresses gastric carcinoma, And also helps in pregnancy, TFF2: Helps exclusively in cancer research, TFF3: Helps exclusively in pregnancy maintenance, And also our prime interest. After cloning the genes, We have to sequence them, And after characterization, We have to analyse them, After relative expression.
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Dec 8, 2016
Dec 8, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
Setup|Upset
the screen the keyboard the small room the closed door locked door closed window blinders keeping the sun away a chair an empty stomach protesting against tequila more tequila ready you can write now
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May 20, 2019
May 20, 2019 at 7:56 AM UTC
writing setup
Why do you invite me to destroy my shelf? the other Was it jealousy of my lack of good sense? the self Did my speeches ring false in your church bells? the group Perhaps I had beauty in your eyes taken up by it ? the hungry I proudly displayed by egotistical selflessness before you changed? the it Old tricks on new friends ending friendships with absorbtion! no soul? yes , a setup that was painted and written and signed in tears . unslept? recording the sun and then recording the image on tv of its light. repeatedly.
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Apr 27, 2010
Apr 27, 2010 at 3:01 PM UTC
comb-over social climber
I was just getting a coffee Grabbed a seat and shut my eyes My son was in for testing Having trouble with his eyes The room was full of parents Also waiting on some tests But over in the corner Sat one boy not like the rest He was in a wheelchair setup With knobs and flags, all sorts of gear He looked at me and smiled "you're new...I've not seen you here" I smiled, mumbled something He smiled back, said "it's ok." Then he wheeled himself beside me And said "Sir, your life will change today" "Your son will come back to you" "There are things he'll have to do" "He can only do so much though" "The rest is up to you" "Don't look on him as challenged" "your son, is still the same" "he's now....a different kind of normal" "If you must give it a name" "A child born with no sight" "That is normal ....don't you see?" "What's normal to that child" "Is just not the same for you and me" "It's a different kind of normal" "That's the best thing you can say" "For a child without eyesight" "you just find a different way" "How do you know the feeling" "Of something you've not had?| "If you've never caught a football" "Would missing it be bad?" "It's just a different kind of normal" "That's all that I can say" "I've never run or jumped" "But, I still learned to play" This boy, was something special Someone special, heaven sent I was learning things for nothing And to me that's money well spent "A person adapts to whatever" "it is they have to change" "It's just a different kind of normal" "And it's really not so strange" "Who says just what is normal?" "We're all different in some way" "Whether hindered by our bodies" "Or by things along the way" "To label one as special" "or as challenged, or just ill" "It limits them forever" "It equates them down to nil" "Just think we all are equal" "We just don't all act the same" "We're a different kind of normal" "And to us, it's not a game" He touched my hand real gently More like a feather on my skin He said, "My name is Simon" "And I'm glad that you came in" "Just think of what I told you" "Just take some time, once I am gone" "We're all a different kind of normal" "Now you know...so...pass it on."
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Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 11:27 PM UTC
A different kind of normal
I was just getting a coffee Grabbed a seat and shut my eyes My son was in for testing Having trouble with his eyes The room was full of parents Also waiting on some tests But over in the corner Sat one boy not like the rest He was in a wheelchair setup With knobs and flags, all sorts of gear He looked at me and smiled "you're new...I've not seen you here" I smiled, mumbled something He smiled back, said "it's ok." Then he wheeled himself beside me And said "Sir, your life will change today" "Your son will come back to you" "There are things he'll have to do" "He can only do so much though" "The rest is up to you" "Don't look on him as challenged" "your son, is still the same" "he's now....a different kind of normal" "If you must give it a name" "A child born with no sight" "That is normal ....don't you see?" "What's normal to that child" "Is just not the same for you and me" "It's a different kind of normal" "That's the best thing you can say" "For a child without eyesight" "you just find a different way" "How do you know the feeling" "Of something you've not had?| "If you've never caught a football" "Would missing it be bad?" "It's just a different kind of normal" "That's all that I can say" "I've never run or jumped" "But, I still learned to play" This boy, was something special Someone special, heaven sent I was learning things for nothing And to me that's money well spent "A person adapts to whatever" "it is they have to change" "It's just a different kind of normal" "And it's really not so strange" "Who says just what is normal?" "We're all different in some way" "Whether hindered by our bodies" "Or by things along the way" "To label one as special" "or as challenged, or just ill" "It limits them forever" "It equates them down to nil" "Just think we all are equal" "We just don't all act the same" "We're a different kind of normal" "And to us, it's not a game" He touched my hand real gently More like a feather on my skin He said, "My name is Simon" "And I'm glad that you came in" "Just think of what I told you" "Just take some time, once I am gone" "We're all a different kind of normal" "Now you know...so...pass it on."
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Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya;[email protected]) I wonder what makes up the landlord’s heart For it is merciless, capricious and poisonous in fibre It manufactures terror like a Chinese toy factory For only to be administered where none is needed, Most selfish and mightily crafty in primal setup It is the heart of the landlord all over world It derives pleasure from agony of the tenants It is maximally sadistic to no match of creation, It derives joy from harms like rent hike And terrible evils as lien on beggar’s property Where misfortune of tenant brews such all The wine of the land is the blood of the poor Cursed be the womb which sired the landlord And yes be it the milieu that nurtured him For they gave the world a gnome of generations Feeding on human sweat like vampire of vampires.
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Feb 28, 2014
Feb 28, 2014 at 9:51 AM UTC
THE HEART OF LANDLORD
Bathed in trauma, poured on you, Blindly making excuses, I didn't have a clue, Unintended harm was not my aim, I swear, from my heart, that's the truth I claim. Just give me a chance to prove I can change, Don't turn away, let's break this estrange, I've learned my lessons, I'm ready to grow, I can transform, this I truly know. Lost in the past, flipping photo albums' pages, Seeking smiles, wondering through the ages, But now I see the present with fresh eyes, Fixing what's wrong, no more disguise. A shared prison, unaware we both dwelled, Failed to communicate, the stories we withheld, I tried to speak of demons deep within, Unaware they held me tight, drowning in their sin. I plead for a chance, believe I can mend, Break free from the covers, where the pain won't extend, Yesterday's weight won't hold us down, Together we'll rise, wearing courage as our crown. Glimpsing photos, memories of distant travels, Questioning why joy seemed to unravel, But it's not about them, or what they comprehend, Finding my worth, letting my true self ascend. Losing my muse, an ache deep within, Placing you on a pedestal, where love had once been, Our best memories like a festival's delight, But I clung too tightly, clouding our sight. Hurting you, hurting myself, a tangled mess, I thought I suffered more, but it was just a guess, Overloaded with clichés, patched on our dark days, Unaware I was the setup, before the closing phrase. Keep donning your cape socks, a symbol of strength, In the end, you shaped me, helping me find my true length
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May 27, 2023
May 27, 2023 at 5:04 PM UTC
Maybe to let go, you have to be left alone
Bathed in trauma, poured on you, Blindly making excuses, I didn't have a clue, Unintended harm was not my aim, I swear, from my heart, that's the truth I claim. Just give me a chance to prove I can change, Don't turn away, let's break this estrange, I've learned my lessons, I'm ready to grow, I can transform, this I truly know. Lost in the past, flipping photo albums' pages, Seeking smiles, wondering through the ages, But now I see the present with fresh eyes, Fixing what's wrong, no more disguise. A shared prison, unaware we both dwelled, Failed to communicate, the stories we withheld, I tried to speak of demons deep within, Unaware they held me tight, drowning in their sin. I plead for a chance, believe I can mend, Break free from the covers, where the pain won't extend, Yesterday's weight won't hold us down, Together we'll rise, wearing courage as our crown. Glimpsing photos, memories of distant travels, Questioning why joy seemed to unravel, But it's not about them, or what they comprehend, Finding my worth, letting my true self ascend. Losing my muse, an ache deep within, Placing you on a pedestal, where love had once been, Our best memories like a festival's delight, But I clung too tightly, clouding our sight. Hurting you, hurting myself, a tangled mess, I thought I suffered more, but it was just a guess, Overloaded with clichés, patched on our dark days, Unaware I was the setup, before the closing phrase. Keep donning your cape socks, a symbol of strength, In the end, you shaped me, helping me find my true length
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You’ve got your disks ready, your tracks loaded Your club full, your drugs in Laptop in front of your fingers Fiddle with the house rig, call the sound guy back One more time Check the setup, recheck the setup, Check your charge Battle record on deck, you’re set How’s your cues? Run through the tracks and the channels You’re sprinting It’s all set, all set, all set, all set, all set Drink your water, throw it back Thumbs up the light guy Toss the bottle under Your gear under your fingers, worn And won Breathe. For a second. Perfect. Feel the crowd quiver, feel the house shiver There’s magic in the air. black. (beat.) (beat.) (beat.) LET THE BASS DROP
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Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 2:59 AM UTC
The DJ
i'm two traits converged into one messy finger painted paradox a disposition to do good, but i have maleficent intentions set in stone, my mind shows me how i look in the mirror but the threads of my body are like looking through a window, then again, who isn't wondering about the reality other people hide like a facade, cleverly subdued and sinking me in cold water until the ice is all i've ever known love is a difficult topographic setup, unable to be evened out inconsistant roads and treasonous dead ends bother me because it's potential to break my interior and exterior, but what do i matter? sticks and stones don't bother me, it's the words that break my bones and assist my architecture i carefully built along with my empire built from my bare hands to tumble haphazardly out of my reach, pulling these weights along my feet for some type of hope that things will finally become clear - kra
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Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 10:39 PM UTC
benevolence/malevolence
new, unused; you picked me up from quite a few parched with dust over them excited you were so was I to be selected after all. picture of me clicked, lights on and a perfect setup, you and me only with a cup of chai and not so bright lights. love thrill and excitement, the first chapter had it all, you read it and loved it, like never before. with the passing chapters the story slowed down, so did your reading speed, started forcing yourself, with tired face and sleepy eyes struggled just to move forward,a bit more, a page more, a chapter more. maybe you should have Let me go at that moment, but decided to hold. never did you forget to take out time for me, I have seen you crying smiling clinching to your pillow like a kid, also while reading when that pink blush slid. soon the story paced up again, there were ups Lows and heartbreaks, and you were sailing through them all, along with me. I was about to get over, we were about to end, you wanted me to be longer but the plot didn’t allow, you finished reading, you competed with me and you freed me, that was how I wanted it to end. now I am free I promise to be with you, through your lows and highs and smiles and cries, that’s why it’s always said, it all starts with a good book.
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May 20, 2020
May 20, 2020 at 2:22 AM UTC
\book/• ~ anushka pandey✒️
Tuesday lasses we all have classes get up and go there’s no time to waste join the flow there’s no reason to wait everyone’s hustling coffee guzzling bus shuttling paper shuffling syllabus assessing apple-watch checking there’s a fall-like feeling making things more appealing file off of the bus and join the crush trudging up science hill thru the doors up the stairs climbing in pairs, in class, at last, setup and relax. I open my binder and hand in the assignment the guy beside me can’t find it. and the TA moves on the guy’s upset and I get it he’s frantic and grim I pretend I’m not watching him as he ransacks his rucksack too late, they’re taking roll carelessness takes its toll
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Sep 19, 2023
Sep 19, 2023 at 12:23 PM UTC
Tuesday morning
Following the dusky orange of the sky, I would wade through shallow pools flooding the trails. Just after sunset when the air radiated with constant chirping that would beam and penetrate the silence, I would setup altar at the dock near the hills. The absence of humans would bring about the spirits. Nature sounds would amplify and visual acuity would hone. Some sort of love and peace would fall before my feet. The mountains would be like towering ancient gods and ancestors. The trees like earthen tentacles slithering upward yearning for light! The stars would gleam like alien eyes staring and observing. Sounds of the unknown would shriek from one corner of the worlds to the others. What it was that could be defined I knew not what went on there. However, I cannot help but feel a lineation of ancestral wisdom, of which can be absorbed. I also have come to the feeling that this mystical experience is condemned and kept out of reach of the layperson and common-man. Human kind would transmogrify its being from the inside out, incarnating into the Gods and Deities.  I have clearly gone too far from the common thread of thought. For those stumbling across my message of cogitation, I urge you to disregard any  interpretation of this piece. Go on about your normalcy.
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 10:03 PM UTC
Stimulation
I am the wallpaper and the weather or the setup for a good joke. When you fail to notice me, and all passes without comment, then (only then) things are as they should be.
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Apr 14, 2012
Apr 14, 2012 at 11:33 PM UTC
Love Personified
09-15-2012 Saturday morning and Grandpa rounded up the grand kids, Tony and Lucy, for a little excursion. Excitement was running high for we were going to the City Park and… there was to be hot dogs, burgers and drinks and STUFF, which they thoroughly enjoyed. Before we left on our fun-outing, I had printed out a copy of a poem I had written for Tony when he was a year old called "Ice Cream". He is now a big seven. There were many booths setup which we visited… gathering STUFF (pencils, etc). We stopped at a booth that was for grandparents raising grandkids. While we talked with the lady at the booth I remembered the poem in my back pocket. I gave it to her to read and we continued on down the line gathering STUFF (pencils, candy and BUBBLES). On the return trip we stopped again at the grandparents booth. The lady commented, the poem brought tears to her eyes. Then she said, “this was written from the heart”. At that time Tony interjected with, “No. Grandpa just sits down and write them on the computer keyboard.” Yup! That is how it REALLY happens. There were chuckles and smiles all around. Tony is grandpa’s most ardent promoter for his web sight . He tells people the domain-name to find writings. There is one piece he particularly enjoys telling people to check out called "The Boy Called Tony" . Go figure!
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Sep 19, 2012
Sep 19, 2012 at 11:38 AM UTC
The Truth Be Known (Comes Out)
I pick this Earthly slide into Summertime, this season to begin, propels forward in all sense of Time, history retrograde, etched in Stone for Centuries, Coded in DNA, programed Circadian bodies, impressions applied geometric thickly glazed coat, generously slathered across my Retinal Screen. Setup complete for me, attuned to Solar frequencies, aligned to cohesive Cosmic driving motion spiraling Syncopation with all partaking rotational bodies, all timers set to synchronous, all ties to everything celebrating their teamwork well done. Activity accelerates, as does the heavy heat, both inseparable, together climbing ****** into sunburnt sweat, steaming, sizzling Sunday barbecue to reflect the Flesh boiling together in sympathetic Celebration of our Seasoned Sun. Longer days accommodate for memories and fun, commemorate the Force of Season, into swing, will soon be swung, centripetal to glaze a different gaze lathered across my retinal screen, reverberate through Atmosphere, redistribute composition, smooth bottlenecking, flowing out yet emptying to take fill of what flows in. No change of Season, nor change of Heart, no redirection ever knows emptiness, no moment leaves a Void unfulfilled. No moment when the smooth Transition stutters to a Stop. The sync is in the constant movement bringing balance in equilibrium by shifting tides, Spinning Stars locking in, programmed by Primal Cause, the Synchronicity in Everything, so Summertime comes, this Time in which we rejoice, knowing it's all been planned, beautifully executed by mechanics of Nature. Trust in understanding a Power much Greater is in Control, we are here simply for the Experience. ...Not to much more, just in attending to the Transitions of Ourselves.
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Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 12:50 AM UTC
Cohesive Summer
I pick this Earthly slide into Summertime, this season to begin, propels forward in all sense of Time, history retrograde, etched in Stone for Centuries, Coded in DNA, programed Circadian bodies, impressions applied geometric thickly glazed coat, generously slathered across my Retinal Screen. Setup complete for me, attuned to Solar frequencies, aligned to cohesive Cosmic driving motion spiraling Syncopation with all partaking rotational bodies, all timers set to synchronous, all ties to everything celebrating their teamwork well done. Activity accelerates, as does the heavy heat, both inseparable, together climbing ****** into sunburnt sweat, steaming, sizzling Sunday barbecue to reflect the Flesh boiling together in sympathetic Celebration of our Seasoned Sun. Longer days accommodate for memories and fun, commemorate the Force of Season, into swing, will soon be swung, centripetal to glaze a different gaze lathered across my retinal screen, reverberate through Atmosphere, redistribute composition, smooth bottlenecking, flowing out yet emptying to take fill of what flows in. No change of Season, nor change of Heart, no redirection ever knows emptiness, no moment leaves a Void unfulfilled. No moment when the smooth Transition stutters to a Stop. The sync is in the constant movement bringing balance in equilibrium by shifting tides, Spinning Stars locking in, programmed by Primal Cause, the Synchronicity in Everything, so Summertime comes, this Time in which we rejoice, knowing it's all been planned, beautifully executed by mechanics of Nature. Trust in understanding a Power much Greater is in Control, we are here simply for the Experience. ...Not to much more, just in attending to the Transitions of Ourselves.
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One open can of half empty **** water popped the night before for a palm of pills, codeine and HRT chased with Kamchatka 8-0 she collapses in bed with hope in her head, belly full. Morning comes, her will is gone, she stumbles blind to root her elbows at the window sill, still groggy from the high of nighttime. Noon comes and the clock stops, it's a road block setup at the overpass and by the time transference makes sense she's spent her energy just shifting. In place, enervated. A mistake. A husk built of guilt and bone. In a closed room full of blood and ***** alone. Atone. In place, enervated, elbows at the window sill.
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Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 1:12 PM UTC
Enervation Game: "Elbows at the Window Sill"
Pandora lifted the lid from her box And boy! ALL hell broke loose. You want to put the "evils" back? You can try, but it's no use. (It wasn't a box but really a jar, Many translators maintain. Box, jar…call it whatever. The story's key points remain.) Hephaestus had followed Zeus' orders And made Pandora from the earth. The first of the race of women was she, The story goes--for what it's worth. Sickness, strife, toil, killing… In short the ills of humankind Escaped and now we're stuck with them. For any evil that comes to mind-- Countless ways to destroy the earth, Ways to **** ways to maim, Terrorist bombs, torture, and plunder-- Dear Pandora takes the blame. (She shares similarities With Eve of Biblical fame, but whether There were connections, that would be Another story altogether.) If someone said, "See this box? Don't open it, whatever you do." Or gave the command, "Don't eat this fruit!" Wouldn't you be curious, too? In letting out the world's evils Pandora was pushing the envelope. The one thing that she left in the box Was a little glimmer of hope. Maybe that hope stays in the box-- Out of our touch. That's a suggestion. Or if it were released, could it Conquer evil? That's a good question. Couldn't Pandora see that this Was JUST a setup? Well, she should have. But if SHE hadn't lifted the lid, Somebody else certainly would have. - by Bob B (6-6-17)
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Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 10:02 AM UTC
Blaming Pandora
there's voices around me telling me to stop, because your not good enough and you have no purpose, there's voices in my head telling me yes, yes you can do it! try again, just be patient, my confidence once strong is now a like a fragile twig, breaking with each storm that passes by, blind to the truth, I don't know who to believe, don't know who to listen to.. what am i supposed to do? when i listen to my thoughts, people call me a dreamer, out of touch with reality, a setup for failure........ but is it really? am I really? is it worth listening to you? your harsh criticism, stinging me like grease from a hot pan? **NO, I think NOT , I think i'll find my way, my will and ambition soon will pay, for then I will strive, and you? you'll stray, back to you start and there you'll stay, and me? oh yes i'll be far far away! because I listened to these voices, these will and ambitions... and indeed yes, they REALLY did pay.**
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Jan 25, 2014
Jan 25, 2014 at 1:02 AM UTC
Voices
It’s December and my roommates and I are deeply into Christmas. We’ve got a little 3ft tall Christmas tree with about fifty-thousand little multicolor LED lights on it (LEDs because we ARE saving the planet). We’re in the ‘study period’ right before finals and It’s a lowkey Saturday night. Lisa and I were pajama’d and gelaxing in our suite’s common room. She was in a tan easy chair and I was slouched on our red corduroy couch, my slippered feet up on a white coffee table. We had a Christmas playlist playing throughout the suite, a ‘Christmas lights of Paris’ Youtube video streaming silently on our TV and cups of Keurig brewed hot-chocolate with little marshmallows. Leong came out of her room and joined us, taking a seat on the far side of the couch with me. After a moment she stretched-out, putting her head in my lap. I love her jet-black, cornsilk hair and it wasn’t long before I found myself stroking it, a gesture primates have been making since the pleistocene period. When Lisa glanced over at us and smiled, I started making gestures like I was looking for fleas in her hair and eating them - in a silly, momentary comedy lost on Leong. We got back from November recess a few days ago. After three years together, it was easy, almost automatic, for us to fall back in our rhythms as roommates. On arrival, I glanced through my drawers, ***** clothes and shelves, taking a casual inventory. Everything was as I remembered it but still, everything had the feel of trivial leftovers from some lost civilization. I got a new M3-iMac, it’s really the best platform for putting docs side by side. The first thing I did was hit ‘restore my setup’ from the cloud. I love futzing with tech - I can remember when that kind of restoration would have taken all day - but fifteen minutes later I could tell from the files on my desktop that everything was restoring nicely. As I sat back on my office chair watching the restoration, I felt myself relax. THIS was real life, this was how life should be done. No matter what else I’d done or where else I’d gone - this was how my life should be - at school, with friends, facing those challenges. It was a peek-moment. It was an illusion that my little iMac welcomed me back, like an old friend, as it finished restoring - wasn’t it?
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Dec 5, 2023
Dec 5, 2023 at 10:30 AM UTC
study period
It’s December and my roommates and I are deeply into Christmas. We’ve got a little 3ft tall Christmas tree with about fifty-thousand little multicolor LED lights on it (LEDs because we ARE saving the planet). We’re in the ‘study period’ right before finals and It’s a lowkey Saturday night. Lisa and I were pajama’d and gelaxing in our suite’s common room. She was in a tan easy chair and I was slouched on our red corduroy couch, my slippered feet up on a white coffee table. We had a Christmas playlist playing throughout the suite, a ‘Christmas lights of Paris’ Youtube video streaming silently on our TV and cups of Keurig brewed hot-chocolate with little marshmallows. Leong came out of her room and joined us, taking a seat on the far side of the couch with me. After a moment she stretched-out, putting her head in my lap. I love her jet-black, cornsilk hair and it wasn’t long before I found myself stroking it, a gesture primates have been making since the pleistocene period. When Lisa glanced over at us and smiled, I started making gestures like I was looking for fleas in her hair and eating them - in a silly, momentary comedy lost on Leong. We got back from November recess a few days ago. After three years together, it was easy, almost automatic, for us to fall back in our rhythms as roommates. On arrival, I glanced through my drawers, ***** clothes and shelves, taking a casual inventory. Everything was as I remembered it but still, everything had the feel of trivial leftovers from some lost civilization. I got a new M3-iMac, it’s really the best platform for putting docs side by side. The first thing I did was hit ‘restore my setup’ from the cloud. I love futzing with tech - I can remember when that kind of restoration would have taken all day - but fifteen minutes later I could tell from the files on my desktop that everything was restoring nicely. As I sat back on my office chair watching the restoration, I felt myself relax. THIS was real life, this was how life should be done. No matter what else I’d done or where else I’d gone - this was how my life should be - at school, with friends, facing those challenges. It was a peek-moment. It was an illusion that my little iMac welcomed me back, like an old friend, as it finished restoring - wasn’t it?
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Should of, would of, could of, but you didn’t, Now your whole life you’re wishing that you did it. If it was really meant to be, You wouldn’t be searching so ignorantly. Ignore what’s come and gone, And focus on what’s going to come. Forget regret, it only begets upset, Instead setup Your plans to take a second chance, Because once the seconds on the hand, Make their final revolution, You’ll regret you didn’t focus on a better resolution.
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Oct 2, 2010
Oct 2, 2010 at 12:19 AM UTC
Regret
It may look like a setup No consent  No scheduling ahead of time No time to prepare Raindrops falling           D                O                     W                            N From an aching roof Disappointment will ponder Through each wall Can you stop the inevitable? You can't. You must wait for the rainstorm to be over. And so you must be reminded, "Above All Else, Guard Your Heart." Seasons If we lose heart, we have lost everything. Copyright© Cynthia Ulloa All rights reserved.
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Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 5:19 AM UTC
Guard Your Heart♥
Looking out is looking in. It's the damnedest setup ever.
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 2:23 PM UTC
Setup (10w)