"secrect" poems
its five in the morning, and your nowhere in sight. i open the curtains to let in the sunlite. i woke up early, another sleepless night, wanting to love you hoping you might. i asked whats on your mind, you said nothing, everthings fine, another empty feeling anotther empty line. still, i never thought i would see the day when one of us would go astray, to keep a secrect and never say. i know our love is dying and i'll try to rise above, and hope you find the one that you truly love. for i have given all i have, bht just one thing before you let go, please remember me...... always
Oct 6, 2012
Oct 6, 2012 at 9:34 PM UTC
Paige
The only girl I truely loved
I held you close
Kissed your lips
Gave you my heart.
I was there when your step father
Pushed you down the stairs
I held you as you cried.
I was your refuge
when you were terrified to go home.
I was the only one to see behind oyur walls
the only person you let see the real you.
I held you close and never judged
all your "imperfection" making me love you more.
I gave you my heart
I treasured you so dearly.
I missed you feircly when we parted ways.
Then my little brother let me in on a secrect
Shattering my heart.
You SLEPT with my little brother
While I was fast asleep in the next room.
You had my heart in your hands
and you crushed it so blatantly.
HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?
Didnt you realize you meant everything to me?
didnt you realize that I was falling head over heels in love with you?
Was it all just a joke to you?
My rage sees no end,
your betrayal is seared into my heart
Forever.
Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 11:25 AM UTC
as i'm sitting here
my body lingers for your touch
your sweetness is a jewel all the money in the world can't buy
and i love you so much
if i could ever try to make you mine
i would not hesitate
your beauty is a gift rarely found
your my angel for whom i'll wait
the richness of my love defies belief
with warmth and passion i hover near
carresing hands and kisses sweet
i long for you my dear
the darkest secrect of my soul i revealed
" your brokenness with love i will conceal"
listen gently to my wispering lips
my love for you is real
desire will not wait a moment more
i give myself to you to be posessed
i sink into the sotfness of your core
for a mutual release of bodies pressed
my heart is the only candle left to hold
for it is in your touch
i whisper a promised love to you
for i love you so much
Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 4:12 PM UTC
who am i?
do you know me?
if you know me then give a hint,
dont be selfish i need to know,
know me,
but who am i?
my head is crackled,
words are renderless,
my heart is cryin,
who am i?
please if you know then tell,
its a secrect from deep within,
within me,
but if you can see it,
then fess up,
who am i?
I am me.
me is I.
I accept me,
I am Tia.
Nov 29, 2011
Nov 29, 2011 at 7:12 PM UTC
I remember all of your favorite things
like the way you love a certain snack
And even though I'm going different places in life
I'll always remember the way you held my hand
how i almost wanted to kiss you in that moment
but how does one confess
that I wanna be your first kiss
the words were on the tip of my tongue
almost said the words
but when the opportunity arose
suddenly I froze up
looking into your hazel eyes
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018 at 12:29 PM UTC
Time is irrelevant when we are together, if i could put a stop on time i would. so i could charish the moment of her sweet and tastefull smile. what i do today will affect my life tomorrow,so if i love her throughout the next life/' even though she loves me, do i truly love her back? if i did, would i be holding back. she wants to have me but will she accept the whole package. i dont know how to tell her because watching her face crenge will feel like a neddle periceing through me. if i love her she loves me then why have i not told anyone. why have i been holding back from someone i am sharing my heart with. i have kept this a secrect because i love this girl, she makes me feel like nothing matters when i am with her, when she smiles. its enough to keep my heart filled with blood. when she is sad i feel my aertry getting clogged, gasping for another breath. this girls means the universe to me, if i loose her for careless mistakes i have made in the past i believe i will never feel the same way about loveing another human being on this earth other than my family. there is not a day or a second i think about telling her what might be wrong with me. when i do tell her, should i tell the truth? when i do tell her, should i hold her hands, when i do tell her. will she accept me for the person i am today. i think about this everday i see or talk or reminese on the time we have spent toghter. if i tell her will she leave me? i have this hunting me as if i have a bounty on my head for all the money in the world. i dont know what to do or when to do it, but i know one thing. if i truly love her, i will tell her everything about me and see how we change as a whole, because we are a team untill the end.
Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 12:48 AM UTC
I liked everything about you
*your body, your soul,
your poems, your kiss
your not so gentle touch
your brushing fingertips?
your secrect smile,
your irreverence
your ability to sing,
your inability to dance?
your shy way of smiling
your angry way of
communication
your cute way of saying*
***I'm not your exhale
but your inhalation?***
Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 3:44 AM UTC
“we should sit in my car
behind this abandoned house
we should fill our lungs with smoke,
i can change your mind,
while your world is a blur,
the pressure between your hips
will be heavier than ever.
and when it’s all said and done,
I’ll make you promise to keep it a secrect.
and when it’s all said and done,
You’ll sympathize with that house,
And you’ll feel empty just like that house.
Your frames will bend and break,
And I don’t care how you’re getting home.
And I don’t care that your eyes are blinded with tears.
i just want you.
but you’ll feel heavy and empty all at once when I’m done with you. “
Dec 30, 2017
Dec 30, 2017 at 10:13 AM UTC