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"purges" poems
The first thinkers were poets Naming Mother Earth Beginning symbolic thinking Of nature, death and birth Though themes are often repeated Love, Beauty and God Poetry in the guise of Religion A prophet or a fraud The poet resurrects the Primitive Through allegory and similes Disarming the unknown like explorers Sublime Prophets and Visionaries They must lay bare those treasured images That must be expressed Unraveling and revealing the sounds At each soul’s behest Encompassing the entire Cosmos So lyrical the beat The poet’s excitement flows outward Laid at the Reader’s feet So original, individual She won’t examine or explain Letting go the festering feelings Disturbances in her brain He exposes his dark, wounded psyche Just to release and express Such capacity to see and compare Hyperbole at its best I love, I hate, I suffer A special dance in rhythm and rhyme The poet as a buffer Lessening the pain and sting of time Laden with symbol and feelings She gives you sweet relief From something urgent, revealing Confusion to belief Through a cinematic kind of seeing The poet purges to transform By leaping through Alice’s looking glass She never was one to conform Quite intolerant of convention Just like The Mad Hatter His passions immune to all logic In syncopated patter Jamming up the poet’s mind Struggling for expression Seeking order out of chaos An infantile regression Cleaving to his imaginary world The poet breaks out into words Creating sound paintings to be unfurled So his own agony is blurred She succumbs to storms of passion With instinctive techniques Rhymes and rhythm still in fashion Out of hand flows mystique The poet mines from his unconscious The Reader is not blind For every single line and symbol Means something to the mind Causing an inner liberation Enlightenment or flight It is a matter of life and death When darkness turns to light.
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Nov 14, 2016
Nov 14, 2016 at 6:55 PM UTC
An Ode to Poets
The first thinkers were poets Naming Mother Earth Beginning symbolic thinking Of nature, death and birth Though themes are often repeated Love, Beauty and God Poetry in the guise of Religion A prophet or a fraud The poet resurrects the Primitive Through allegory and similes Disarming the unknown like explorers Sublime Prophets and Visionaries They must lay bare those treasured images That must be expressed Unraveling and revealing the sounds At each soul’s behest Encompassing the entire Cosmos So lyrical the beat The poet’s excitement flows outward Laid at the Reader’s feet So original, individual She won’t examine or explain Letting go the festering feelings Disturbances in her brain He exposes his dark, wounded psyche Just to release and express Such capacity to see and compare Hyperbole at its best I love, I hate, I suffer A special dance in rhythm and rhyme The poet as a buffer Lessening the pain and sting of time Laden with symbol and feelings She gives you sweet relief From something urgent, revealing Confusion to belief Through a cinematic kind of seeing The poet purges to transform By leaping through Alice’s looking glass She never was one to conform Quite intolerant of convention Just like The Mad Hatter His passions immune to all logic In syncopated patter Jamming up the poet’s mind Struggling for expression Seeking order out of chaos An infantile regression Cleaving to his imaginary world The poet breaks out into words Creating sound paintings to be unfurled So his own agony is blurred She succumbs to storms of passion With instinctive techniques Rhymes and rhythm still in fashion Out of hand flows mystique The poet mines from his unconscious The Reader is not blind For every single line and symbol Means something to the mind Causing an inner liberation Enlightenment or flight It is a matter of life and death When darkness turns to light.
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oh darling it is you who cries too often and leaves nothing inside herself it is you who purges sweat and blood and ***** to the gods of self and society sweat and blood and ***** to void and nothingness grinning insanity of grief cries to know and chooses not to it is pain that you know and pain that won’t release you do not forget the heat of what fills your ******* your arms your genitals your sweat is burning your blood is burning ***** burning it is hell inside empty your hell to me my love empty your hot and heavy loaded words and baggage neverending flow of **** and **** neverendingneverending you are full of fire and the molten gods of self-sacrifice refuse to relinquish you to holy happiness empty your hell to me my love I will cool your brow with lips and hands and water I will wash you in my love I will know you with new love I will fill you with this serenity that you can empty into me cool the fires of fear and pain and loss and betrayal with new fires of passion that are exuberant acts of ecstasy we are human after all - only human and holy holy holy to each other this is what we are beings filled with fire molten images craved even worshipped created by gods to serve as successors we must stitch ourselves together and quench this hell with heaven a reclamation of scars and scar tissues we may build our own city entirely of gold
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Dec 30, 2012
Dec 30, 2012 at 9:24 PM UTC
Oh Darling
We can only afford to contain our fires Turning to... Soothsaying waters Soothsaying rain, empty out your bottles Irrigate from our heart puddles Let flow into a singular well An oasis where our hearts would kiss and silently tell Submerge us as one being The water milling and licking Kissing our warm skins Wash away as it purges and cleans Cleansing waters, wash and give birth Rid of the sadness to reveal the earth Of this earth, you and I are one Looking up to idolise the same sun Wedged between... This expanse of redundant land Pining for the mixing of our sands We... We are made of the same Earth, dirt and gravel placed in different games Bearing similar stones that beat Beating away the seconds that flit Earth biding time... Stay on ground Let wind take your souls to realms unbound Casting our souls into the wind Carved hearts on flags we pinned Kites of love set to catch the air Wind be kind... Carry us easy with care Gift us your gentle airy fingers As you would the sails of hopeful seafarers Together we would dance and billow Frolic upon your light feathered pillow Ride the wind, on wings that never tire Tiny bites that keep us afire Never needing a flint to set alive the flame Stoking the fire that burns on the same Rhymes and reasons be our fuel Combat logic and sense in a cerebral duel Fight in our eyes, subdued are the blazes Embers dormant behind glassy tearful gazes Spark them to life with passionate heat Fan them to rage till the time our hearts meet But still... We must contain our fires With nothing but soothsaying waters
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Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 12:49 AM UTC
Elemental
We can only afford to contain our fires Turning to... Soothsaying waters Soothsaying rain, empty out your bottles Irrigate from our heart puddles Let flow into a singular well An oasis where our hearts would kiss and silently tell Submerge us as one being The water milling and licking Kissing our warm skins Wash away as it purges and cleans Cleansing waters, wash and give birth Rid of the sadness to reveal the earth Of this earth, you and I are one Looking up to idolise the same sun Wedged between... This expanse of redundant land Pining for the mixing of our sands We... We are made of the same Earth, dirt and gravel placed in different games Bearing similar stones that beat Beating away the seconds that flit Earth biding time... Stay on ground Let wind take your souls to realms unbound Casting our souls into the wind Carved hearts on flags we pinned Kites of love set to catch the air Wind be kind... Carry us easy with care Gift us your gentle airy fingers As you would the sails of hopeful seafarers Together we would dance and billow Frolic upon your light feathered pillow Ride the wind, on wings that never tire Tiny bites that keep us afire Never needing a flint to set alive the flame Stoking the fire that burns on the same Rhymes and reasons be our fuel Combat logic and sense in a cerebral duel Fight in our eyes, subdued are the blazes Embers dormant behind glassy tearful gazes Spark them to life with passionate heat Fan them to rage till the time our hearts meet But still... We must contain our fires With nothing but soothsaying waters
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My mind is foggy Though I'm not groggy A mist emerges My peace it purges I see contradictions And feel convictions That inflict conflict And indict convicts So I accumulate cumulus clouds accordingly To fog my marshy mind more horribly My brain becomes a banshee And screams from my mist She shrieks an awful list Of everything wrong And everyone gone Her voice blasts through my cerebral stratus clouds And her voice echoes within the silent static crowd The clouds I gathered to block her wailing Are completely empty and always failing They look so absolutely grand and solid in the sky They're just water vapor that form droplets in my eyes
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Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 2:59 AM UTC
Clouds
I was six when I first saw kittens drown. Dan Taggart pitched them, 'the scraggy wee shits', Into a bucket; a frail metal sound, Soft paws scraping like mad. But their tiny din Was soon ****** They were slung on the snout Of the pump and the water pumped in. 'Sure, isn't it better for them now?' Dan said. Like wet gloves they bobbed and shone till he sluiced Them out on the dunghill, glossy and dead. Suddenly frightened, for days I sadly hung Round the yard, watching the three sogged remains Turn mealy and crisp as old summer dung Until I forgot them. But the fear came back When Dan trapped big rats, snared rabbits, shot crows Or, with a sickening tug, pulled old hens' necks. Still, living displaces false sentiments And now, when shrill pups are prodded to drown I just shrug, 'Bloody pups'. It makes sense: 'Prevention of cruelty' talk cuts ice in town Where they consider death unnatural But on well-run farms pests have to be kept down.
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The Early Purges
Sensual by Aphrodite gift Crafted by serenades Beauty carved by the finest blade Hazel diamond shades It’s often said, weakness for elegant grace Drives the loveliest man insane Deprived to be nocturnal Sleepless nights Cursed in vain Any man to have you… Thorns of pain that feels eternal Magnificently a breath taker by divine Hallucination of the fibbed eye To tell such lies Rhythm of the velvet heart Harmonies sung so peacefully & softly Spirits are drawn together Like two alabaster doves   Loving each other daily & nightly Ever the moment Hug you dearly Love you Like no God can ever imagine Look me in the eyes Can’t we just make life happen? Lonesome heart One failure after another Misunderstood compassion Misconception for love is lost Despite of my action Empty like deep space Searching from dream & reality For the sweetest taste Asking question from the wise Oracle Will my heart ever find a mate? Echo’s from the cryptic name Reminiscing in the hollow mind Close your eyes This is all a daze Smoke with delusional haze Crossing paths… Can’t across the maze Forbidden until time fades… Grab both your hands Maybe the next lifetime Where daylight shows its beauty rays… Never in all the life times had I lived Time and century From one past to present The future blooms From the tiniest seed That grows life To where our souls might cross one day In the sphere Of Gaia Green plants from the beautiful ground Blue skies Surrounded by the beautiful white angel Look after her soul Protect her from who they once stole Care for her For she brings heart & soul As the story goes,     The weak & the needy Dream for no blackheart Shot by the arrow that purges Life Love each other Never fall apart As the sunset sets Silhouettes of the appealing moon Dream I’ll soon… Privileged to have created a night A sea of enjoyment From the one dream Failure to grasp beauty Until now As if kismet intended to be… Love each day As if it’s your last For one day Maybe we could lie in the grass Consume life For all it’s glory One day will write a story If not now Then a lifetime is worth waiting
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Jan 25, 2013
Jan 25, 2013 at 4:23 AM UTC
Moon
Sensual by Aphrodite gift Crafted by serenades Beauty carved by the finest blade Hazel diamond shades It’s often said, weakness for elegant grace Drives the loveliest man insane Deprived to be nocturnal Sleepless nights Cursed in vain Any man to have you… Thorns of pain that feels eternal Magnificently a breath taker by divine Hallucination of the fibbed eye To tell such lies Rhythm of the velvet heart Harmonies sung so peacefully & softly Spirits are drawn together Like two alabaster doves   Loving each other daily & nightly Ever the moment Hug you dearly Love you Like no God can ever imagine Look me in the eyes Can’t we just make life happen? Lonesome heart One failure after another Misunderstood compassion Misconception for love is lost Despite of my action Empty like deep space Searching from dream & reality For the sweetest taste Asking question from the wise Oracle Will my heart ever find a mate? Echo’s from the cryptic name Reminiscing in the hollow mind Close your eyes This is all a daze Smoke with delusional haze Crossing paths… Can’t across the maze Forbidden until time fades… Grab both your hands Maybe the next lifetime Where daylight shows its beauty rays… Never in all the life times had I lived Time and century From one past to present The future blooms From the tiniest seed That grows life To where our souls might cross one day In the sphere Of Gaia Green plants from the beautiful ground Blue skies Surrounded by the beautiful white angel Look after her soul Protect her from who they once stole Care for her For she brings heart & soul As the story goes,     The weak & the needy Dream for no blackheart Shot by the arrow that purges Life Love each other Never fall apart As the sunset sets Silhouettes of the appealing moon Dream I’ll soon… Privileged to have created a night A sea of enjoyment From the one dream Failure to grasp beauty Until now As if kismet intended to be… Love each day As if it’s your last For one day Maybe we could lie in the grass Consume life For all it’s glory One day will write a story If not now Then a lifetime is worth waiting
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Their winter shadows, shrouded Frozen freak statues Part milk; a ****** virtual vision void Snow Queen--bone fiend My mother is beautiful Her skin like blue wax And grey ash She sings a deep sleep Singing though an aching forest It's a riddle, you know O, with my mind blanking out So cold...sunlight dims My bare limbs...I white out ....air so still... Am I dead? A museum relic laid open, pinned down Eternity is a real thing And Mother is a snow fiend. The powdered white dream of me-- Somewhere, there is a tree crying It's overgrown with crystal (and frozen things shatter) True time surges in: A storm mauling everything True time purges it-- All chaos, all icy knives And wind-driven mist Demon kissed paradise My body is salted with pain My body bathed in acid rain Naked Trembling Cold stone All alone I am the woman of the iron lake I awake, raw under a bitter sky The moon is a still life tonight Caught in an iron tree Like a pearl of jealousy
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Oct 27, 2011
Oct 27, 2011 at 5:04 PM UTC
The Ruins of Narnia
I am afraid of a thing. That thing I don’t even know what is. *Fire rises to **** stealing life and rain* It purges the land of everything ‘Till there’s nothing left to stand. I am afraid of something. Of something I cannot name. Storm and thunder are here A swirling mass of destructive winds Breaking people and mortal beings. What am I afraid of, I can’t say. What are you afraid of? I can’t answer. The grounds get up to meet the bees They get up to curse the sky Why do you even bother, if you’re just going to lie? I am afraid of a being I cannot name. I am scared of something, of something I can’t stand. The thunder and lightning crash Forceful enough to blow away most things We die protecting. I am afraid of a storm. The storm that, inside me, rages on. I fight to keep it in, keep it hidden. But I am losing, that I’m aware of. And one day, the storm, Will destroy everything I fought for.
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Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 1:31 AM UTC
The Storm
Sweltering insurgencies of electric power chords Tribal reverberations of skin-stretched drum boards Rolling and filling; syncopating the noise Of the tit-less toys The dick-less boys Enraptured in the music The anthem Of invidious phantoms My eyes hurt inside and I want to pull them out and Scrape out the gunk and rust that’s behind my self-indulgent perseverance so I can cry for the first time in years… Wrapping my hands around his slender torso Licking away the paint, the dripping ooze; more so Than hastening my ****** and mordant urges To bite what emerges And my mouth purges The obelisk from underneath The iron-pierced jester The voracious molester My hand tightens as I grip his throat tighter and I want to squeeze until his eyes pop from his sockets and laugh until I puke against the walls, watching the ****** fluids mix like an execrable marinara sauce… I turned thirty while still being sixteen The vivid beauty of the world was only in dreams But none of mine, none that I can recall Many years have passed since I took the oral fall Where no one saw Intransigent need to live For the snake in my veins hungered for more So many had their way until I was limp and sore. Defamatory fingers of mire and strife Probing and stretching My insides And devilishly comforting With limpid ambrosia That’s infected by bilious worms and maggots covered in icing And fruit Amatory gauntlets fastened and secured over Handless limbs that retract under matriculated frictions That fracture, crack, morph, distort Emphasize, marginalize Rationalize, desensitize Acts of *********** evasion, moral drainage; Pieces, bits, chunks, sections, portions, servings; Arms, legs, eyes, tongues, fingers, toes, Love, lust, infatuation Adoration Boys, girls, women, men, Angels, demons, monsters, humans Creators, gods, titans, divas All extended and limited from the minds that worship Sanctify, mesmerize, glorify, rectify While humans eat more, love more, **** more Than the angels, demons, monsters, and titans We ponder and cherish Nevermore, for me Ever lore, for all Crows surround And chaos found.
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Apr 22, 2013
Apr 22, 2013 at 11:11 PM UTC
Anatomical Pieces, Didactic love
Sweltering insurgencies of electric power chords Tribal reverberations of skin-stretched drum boards Rolling and filling; syncopating the noise Of the tit-less toys The dick-less boys Enraptured in the music The anthem Of invidious phantoms My eyes hurt inside and I want to pull them out and Scrape out the gunk and rust that’s behind my self-indulgent perseverance so I can cry for the first time in years… Wrapping my hands around his slender torso Licking away the paint, the dripping ooze; more so Than hastening my ****** and mordant urges To bite what emerges And my mouth purges The obelisk from underneath The iron-pierced jester The voracious molester My hand tightens as I grip his throat tighter and I want to squeeze until his eyes pop from his sockets and laugh until I puke against the walls, watching the ****** fluids mix like an execrable marinara sauce… I turned thirty while still being sixteen The vivid beauty of the world was only in dreams But none of mine, none that I can recall Many years have passed since I took the oral fall Where no one saw Intransigent need to live For the snake in my veins hungered for more So many had their way until I was limp and sore. Defamatory fingers of mire and strife Probing and stretching My insides And devilishly comforting With limpid ambrosia That’s infected by bilious worms and maggots covered in icing And fruit Amatory gauntlets fastened and secured over Handless limbs that retract under matriculated frictions That fracture, crack, morph, distort Emphasize, marginalize Rationalize, desensitize Acts of *********** evasion, moral drainage; Pieces, bits, chunks, sections, portions, servings; Arms, legs, eyes, tongues, fingers, toes, Love, lust, infatuation Adoration Boys, girls, women, men, Angels, demons, monsters, humans Creators, gods, titans, divas All extended and limited from the minds that worship Sanctify, mesmerize, glorify, rectify While humans eat more, love more, **** more Than the angels, demons, monsters, and titans We ponder and cherish Nevermore, for me Ever lore, for all Crows surround And chaos found.
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I haven't been honest, I'm at war. A war with no treaty. A war I fight alone. I have a confession, Before you judge hear me out. I'm a prisoner of war. Depression my captor. Crimson regret bled out. I am broken I can't move. My heart crushed. A fake smile my shield. I haven't been honest, Bulimia tortured me. My body I dispised. You wont understand. Your painful words Break me. Before you judge Listen, I'm a slave with raw hands. I'm in love with my sorrow. My veins pour out, Crimson regret. You wont understand. Depression not beautiful I'm in an unending hell. I haven't been honest, I have a confession, I cry alone at night Silent cry unheard. How the **** can you judge? You don't know me ***** Now I'm stronger I'm better than depression. My scars A memorial Remembrance of things past. Look both ways ***** I'll run you the **** over! I won't fall this time. To the girl that slits her wrists Time to rise. To the girl that purges. an attempt to gain Beauty Time to rise. To those fighting The same war As I have Time to rise. We will rise together. Our voices will be heard. We will not be silenced We will scream A chant of hope starts with you and me.
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Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 9:00 PM UTC
My Confession (Slam Poem)
*"Though the mills Of God grind slowly; Yet they grind exceeding small; Though with patience He stands waiting, With exactness grinds He all." Henry Wadsworth Longfellow*. The Mill The grueling weight of happenstance, A millstone for to grind, It deflates the ego And shows us Where we're blind, It renders flesh a ruin Obliterates the mind, We leave our idols desolate Leave the ties that bind. Under painful hardship We release the very things Which put us in the circumstance And caused the suffering We leave behind our craving For wealth and diamond rings Everything exalted All exalted above God... That means EVERYTHING Whatever you adore On this temporal earth Whatever gives you pleasure In which you find worth These very things will shackle you! You'll find out they're not free. They are just the Golden Calf Of base idolatry. But the millstone slowly purges Turning hour by hour Turning the wheat kernels Into useful flour. And so I am refined As I surely must Put to naught my flesh Make powder all my lusts For I am as ashes for I am as dust. SS  (C) 8/23/2017
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Aug 24, 2017
Aug 24, 2017 at 1:43 AM UTC
The Mill
Kick me Eat me Laugh me Impale me I am dust And smoke I am mere fragments of who She used to be I have assumed to be This body which I am using And abusing With my purges And my urges Because nothing is perfect But regret, ah regret Now that I can feast upon And Lost faith? Now that is just a buffet of emotion That was once good but is now discarded Thrown away like your empty stomach and your yellowing fingers AH and the remembrance of HIS fingers. The way no matter how hard you try, His touch still lingers All the way up your thighs. You can’t escape it; for you didn’t escape it then now did you? You didn’t even scream! You LET him make a home in your mind And pulverize your childhood With one hand! You LET him give you years of disgrace And an unrelenting NEED for cleanliness For purity that can never be found! So you scrub and you rub Your hands till their red, Why not give up and leave your mind To me instead? You are not strong You are not bold Always doing whatever you’re told! You think I’m ruining you? I’m helping you, helping you go exactly Where you should’ve gone the minute you betrayed yourself By not helping yourself. So you see I’m here because You can’t face a mirror You can’t face your own TOUCH There’s just so much I can watch without recoiling in disgust You make me sick! So ill make you sick. And now you see, I am everywhere inside you Let me invade you It shouldn’t be so hard You’ve been stepped on before, On that day, And it seems only fair You should leave this world In the very same way. Because your gravestone is marked all That’s needed is your final date Don’t try and deny it You know it’s too late. You can’t hide your despise For all you see Behind the redness of your eyes IS ME! Does that scare you? It should I’ve done everything All that I could To lead you here. For you hold TOO MUCH fear. And that’s not acceptable. That’s what makes you so forgettable. So you see, Everyone knows They know you’re a coward And they see right through you. So ill smoke this body And pop it And blister it And cut it And mutilate And supply it Yet never satisfy it But I will always comply To my will And I will purge every ounce of you that is left Until there’s nothing left. Ill throw you into the gutter, Where you will splatter And eventually... Yes eventually the whole of you will be reconciled Flushed down the same way your life went, Because this is where you belong It shouldn’t be very long Your time is up All hail Mia!
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Aug 16, 2013
Aug 16, 2013 at 4:16 AM UTC
All Hail Mia
Kick me Eat me Laugh me Impale me I am dust And smoke I am mere fragments of who She used to be I have assumed to be This body which I am using And abusing With my purges And my urges Because nothing is perfect But regret, ah regret Now that I can feast upon And Lost faith? Now that is just a buffet of emotion That was once good but is now discarded Thrown away like your empty stomach and your yellowing fingers AH and the remembrance of HIS fingers. The way no matter how hard you try, His touch still lingers All the way up your thighs. You can’t escape it; for you didn’t escape it then now did you? You didn’t even scream! You LET him make a home in your mind And pulverize your childhood With one hand! You LET him give you years of disgrace And an unrelenting NEED for cleanliness For purity that can never be found! So you scrub and you rub Your hands till their red, Why not give up and leave your mind To me instead? You are not strong You are not bold Always doing whatever you’re told! You think I’m ruining you? I’m helping you, helping you go exactly Where you should’ve gone the minute you betrayed yourself By not helping yourself. So you see I’m here because You can’t face a mirror You can’t face your own TOUCH There’s just so much I can watch without recoiling in disgust You make me sick! So ill make you sick. And now you see, I am everywhere inside you Let me invade you It shouldn’t be so hard You’ve been stepped on before, On that day, And it seems only fair You should leave this world In the very same way. Because your gravestone is marked all That’s needed is your final date Don’t try and deny it You know it’s too late. You can’t hide your despise For all you see Behind the redness of your eyes IS ME! Does that scare you? It should I’ve done everything All that I could To lead you here. For you hold TOO MUCH fear. And that’s not acceptable. That’s what makes you so forgettable. So you see, Everyone knows They know you’re a coward And they see right through you. So ill smoke this body And pop it And blister it And cut it And mutilate And supply it Yet never satisfy it But I will always comply To my will And I will purge every ounce of you that is left Until there’s nothing left. Ill throw you into the gutter, Where you will splatter And eventually... Yes eventually the whole of you will be reconciled Flushed down the same way your life went, Because this is where you belong It shouldn’t be very long Your time is up All hail Mia!
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Sometimes your mother will look at you like a dead language, some untranslatable character. Speak anyway. Sometimes your burning heart’s smoke signals will make her weep and splutter, or pass over her like incense, slightly too sweet, and thick with silence. Hand her an apple. Know she might choke before she sees the core. Feed her anyway. Sing your hymns with windows open when the house is ablaze, do not suffocate. Gasp through carbon, remember who gave you your stardust: you are heavenly. Burning bibles purges nothing, and screaming into pillows is not a prayer, precious girl.
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Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 10:01 PM UTC
Coping
JP Pyper There's fire in my soul. From the heavens she flowed She betters my best. She bridles the beast. I feel her heat in every set I touch her flame in every rep. It burns It purges She leads me to perfection She enfolds me in her affection. I feel her fingers of fire Blaze through me As she trace each fiber And she sculpture every muscle carefully and patiently A never ending flame in her embrace As I raise the weights to touch her again and again. And I die to self each time we touch.
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Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 11:43 AM UTC
Passion in the Gym
From collar bones to skinny wrists She tries to joke, impress with her wits Thigh gaps, stomach flat Through her eyes she see nothing but fat It becomes a game, how far will she go? It only depends on what her scale will show One goal met, a lower one set The pattern continues, she's not done yet She starts to get sick, cold, numb, and weak When she stands up you hear all her bones creek Never a fad, never for show She pushed herself to see how far it would go Don't know how to stop, it's now who you are Each day she purges, even though  she is starved Now I am sick, but I know I can't quit Why do I think all this pain is worth it?
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Jun 20, 2012
Jun 20, 2012 at 4:19 PM UTC
Distorted Eyes
Heavy hearted hands lifting my body up Almost filled up And soon ill be snatched up Self made Enraged In a cage of shame Chained To my Godless contemplation of the oneness Smothering the somethings, I worked so hard for But i adore the test Ignore the rest Blessings from the depth Of my love for all of you I dare to dream of things my eyes are too small to see In futility to the world I breath deeply Unfurled Upon the twisted shapes Refracting light Shifting states Heightening my holographic hemispheres Likening the charge of the heliosphere To the happiness barging into the universe In verse-less surges of sanctity Solidifying the sanity With purges of popularity From the light-less Polarity Spinning the tops Of sincerity Declaring its love for me
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Dec 15, 2012
Dec 15, 2012 at 8:38 AM UTC
Simulation
Down by the bay Where the poppies grow And cool water floods the deep, pulsating red Of mine eye Flush the blood and blow the wind Clear the crust of old wounds This bay is a damp towel Of soaked romance Dripping in casualties The sands of the bay are blanketed With young Aryan girls whose hair has reddened to Succulent Strawberries How Alluring Clear, clean eyes that sparkle with blue topaz Such gems of innocence Framed with fire locks Water set with flame Purity burned at the edges Like the sun that scorches the tide Night comes low And cools the heat of youth They say the night is young But it is morning that is the baby Night is wise A deep sapphire that swallows all else Wisdom It purges the flesh But leaves enough red for my cheek Just a small spark Before I turn cold
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Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 4:06 PM UTC
Ruby Straight
There's a lady in the morning fog who feeds on porcelain thoughts, And she haunts the edges March. There are no five point dancers With their evening red and gold. Ready and willing to tumble and fall. Just her, alone; In the bog listening to us all. The beasts only swim, crawl, and fly By the Sycamore, rotten and petrified. In Death there is life And all ears are amplified.      "Testify." **"Are you the soul that brings fear? The Specter of my own Heresy? Get off the wind and answer me. Will you light the wild and chant the Lord's Prayer?"**          *"Through all my inequities I'll never       know sin like you.       Whip the poor and condemn the youth.       Blame the ******       Clergymen tend to always do.* "We are justified! **To do what we do Is the work of the lord! Truth will always bend To the ambassadors' works."** The feast is for the thin, chalked with divine And those on shore: honest and rectified. Breath is man's plight, And all eyes lie. There's a man waiting at the edge of dawn Who purges a man of his own thoughts He owns his defiled marsh. There are no five point answers Without their threaded holes Steadily fulfilling to us all. Just him, enthroned; on a rock Judging us as we fall.
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Feb 14, 2017
Feb 14, 2017 at 2:39 PM UTC
The Feast is for the Thin
Diastolic memory fills mind with blood Heart purges other unforgettable serum Gushing in and out; valediction, invasion Scent left on bed sheets binomial theorem Calculus, physics computing mnemonics us Trust not sum of it, exponents baying flux Participles and components abject humbling Stumbling bio discourse create sedentary crux Stupefying brain surgeons, those of heart too Call in mathematicians, astronomers as well No making sense of it, linguistic doctorates few To tell of this push-pull sensory denoting hell Not much time to live after lungs dispensed Entrenched questions remain to be adoring Extravagantly historians exploring Unanswerable examining of this imploring Must breathe the linens till all dissipation Your essence in the ether of our resting Place turned into mad languid laboratory Conjuring back moments I am requesting
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Sep 11, 2016
Sep 11, 2016 at 9:30 AM UTC
Memory Does Not Fail
Poor girl never is truly satisfied By the grotesque figure that stares back at her Distorted features cut by the broken glass In the mirror That little crack in the corner That creeps it's way down like a spider Attacking her reflection In shame, she runs away Tears flowing easily As she purges her problems repeatedly Little naive girl never is truly gladdened Grabbing at her skin And pulling it Stretching it To look the way she sees herself She looks up for a moment And the beautiful child Who once had life in her cheeks and the world in her hands Is absent A stranger stares back her With a  gaunt looking physique All color drained from her face Her skin blotchy Her hair thinning Dull eyes deep in their sockets Highlighted by dark circles All of this seems to be no problem Throw on some makeup Braid your hair And that's taken care of But aching neck down is all disappointment to her After every scanty meal She sneaks off To cleanse herself of imperfections surprised that no one has yet to notice She desperately runs to the dreaded mirror Where she sees no difference And this sad little girl beats herself out of frustration Bashing her brittle bones Poor girl, be satisfied
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Mar 15, 2012
Mar 15, 2012 at 8:25 PM UTC
Bashing Brittle Bones
My mind is my enemy The power it holds The inner darkness That no one knows I smile politely I play the role Nothing abnormal Just a game The mask is on Glued so well I question my sanity But still live in hell Always surrounded But so alone If only the was a pill To numb this pain I wonder if I'm broken No hope for her It's been so long I question the blur No one can see The darkness within The smiles are masking A rage so grim The confusion I have About who I am Tortures me daily I never can win The purging carries A sense of calm Forcing the food To numb the din My body is aching My mind is cold The reality of life Hurts my heart When will it end When can I breathe What am I holding So tightly within Only can I release this beast Tearing my soul Piece by piece Food is my weapon Again the fire Soothing the flames That rip through my mind Burning so sharp Do I even own my heart I need some peace From this crazy life That purges my thoughts With every dart Food is the bullet to my heart ... MG
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Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 5:53 PM UTC
The Power of Food
No matter what you do it will never be enough. No matter how much the alcoholic drinks or how much the workahlolic works or how much the anorexic starves or the bulimic purges or the athlete runs.. It will never never never never be enough to escape your mind.
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 9:04 PM UTC
never enough
I am sinking, Into an obsidian pool, Buried somewhere deep in the crevices of my mind. Or is t something that transcends my identity, A sliver of an entity that is so refined, That the pool in my dreams, Is a pale reflection of what it truly is. As I sink into the dark waters, The stars that shine above fade away, As the darkness claims what should never have been, The joyous moments we shared deluged. I watch, impassive. The pool of oblivion cleanses me of the taint, That emotion smothers on all those who fall prey to it. In the backdrop, a desolate aria snakes its way, A song without words, lust and longing lent expression, As it plays, I can see you, fade away, The water purges your traces away from my soul, And all I may do is watch you go away, Perhaps, this is for the best. Mortal men, caged by the demons of their past, Should not wander to close, to divine beings like you, Lest, like me, they burn and wither away, In the fiery embrace of unrequited love. For tonight however, The pool shall remake me again.
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May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 7:27 AM UTC
The Oblivion Pool
The air rushes out of my lungs, Making an involuntary exodus; Or rather, this bad news purges the air from my body. Purges? It tackles my breath and- It grabs the oxygen and forces it- It shoves the wind right out- This calamity leaves me unable to say how I feel.
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Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 7:51 PM UTC
When You Told Me