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"periodically" poems
.     It's here again...    Heavy downpour...    I inhaled the rain,     cloying with petrichor.       Standing at my window,      looking out...     Street lamps struggled aglow.    People with brollies walking about.    My eyes reached out to the heavens,     tracing these glassy beads       as they'd free fall...         Falling by the sheets,        the pattering hastens,       periodically punctuated      by the thunder's call.      Mind is drifting and floating,        intently listening to a           million love wishes...              Liquid beauty...melding, sketching...            In light entrapped splashes.          Raindrops descend and come,          into my still life tonight...           Won't you will me numb,              with your chilly bite...              Wide-eyed enamour...             Catching a stray droplet or two.              Riding the tail of a zephyr,               finding a place where                 no trouble could ensue.             An errant gust blew            to meet with me.           The refreshing moist          meets my parted lips...         Inhaling deep in this reverie...        Into a sea of tranquillity,         my mind slowly dips...       Sigh... If the droplets were kisses...       I would savour each and every one.       If the moist wind came and caresses      I would meet it in a tight embrace    till the break of sun.   What a sight...    Almost surreal it seems...       As the light from the surrounding          lamps dances playfully...         Dispersing and exploding into a      barrage of shattered beams.     Before it gets subdued in the drops    caught by the leaves on a nearby tree...    The drops would trickle      and fall before merging,       forming stranded puddles        unable to flow...         Rippling... Splashing... Reflecting...       An image...      Borne out of a fantastic show.     An image of beating hearts,      overlapping one another...        Speaking of consequential love           and feelings so true         Intertwined...      in the promise of forever...   Slowly retrieving itself into an...   image of you...
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Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 7:18 AM UTC
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.     It's here again...    Heavy downpour...    I inhaled the rain,     cloying with petrichor.       Standing at my window,      looking out...     Street lamps struggled aglow.    People with brollies walking about.    My eyes reached out to the heavens,     tracing these glassy beads       as they'd free fall...         Falling by the sheets,        the pattering hastens,       periodically punctuated      by the thunder's call.      Mind is drifting and floating,        intently listening to a           million love wishes...              Liquid beauty...melding, sketching...            In light entrapped splashes.          Raindrops descend and come,          into my still life tonight...           Won't you will me numb,              with your chilly bite...              Wide-eyed enamour...             Catching a stray droplet or two.              Riding the tail of a zephyr,               finding a place where                 no trouble could ensue.             An errant gust blew            to meet with me.           The refreshing moist          meets my parted lips...         Inhaling deep in this reverie...        Into a sea of tranquillity,         my mind slowly dips...       Sigh... If the droplets were kisses...       I would savour each and every one.       If the moist wind came and caresses      I would meet it in a tight embrace    till the break of sun.   What a sight...    Almost surreal it seems...       As the light from the surrounding          lamps dances playfully...         Dispersing and exploding into a      barrage of shattered beams.     Before it gets subdued in the drops    caught by the leaves on a nearby tree...    The drops would trickle      and fall before merging,       forming stranded puddles        unable to flow...         Rippling... Splashing... Reflecting...       An image...      Borne out of a fantastic show.     An image of beating hearts,      overlapping one another...        Speaking of consequential love           and feelings so true         Intertwined...      in the promise of forever...   Slowly retrieving itself into an...   image of you...
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Why I Always Carry Tissues To My Children: I'm laughing at myself, As I am prone to do because Why I Always Carry Tissues Is the title of a poem I write for you. There is a story here, Of parenting, and responsibilties That transcends yourself, defines me, Vis-a-vis you, then and there, and maybe now. When you were small, I took you by the hand, The cement canyons, trails & rivers of West Eighty Six Street, Together, we would ford. Periodically, as Fathers are prone to do, Your hand, from my hand, I would release So you could fall down, All on your own. It bemused me that I could see Three or four paces ahead of thee Exactly which crack, Upon which you would trip, And come crying back to me. Back-to-me. That was then. And now, Yes, no more, Back-to-me. But I always had tissues to dry your eyes And no surprise, I still do, Always will. These days, they, more likely used to dry mine, As I have forded that Styxy river, When crossed, you spend more of the day, Liking Back more, Then looking ahead. No matter, by right and tradition, It is still my mission, that when you need, when you bleed, as I know you surely shall, These pocket tissues will be there Ready, willing and able, fully capable, of snatching away your tears. **When you need, When you bleed, And you surely shall, These pockets of mine, Of tissue made, Are waiting for your tears, And you, to fill them, For without them, Their raison d'etre is unfulfilled.** These used tissues are my history book, Re the art of loving, and the arch-i-texture of life, Of tears and hearts, And concrete spills, That need knees to be complete. That is why you will find me, without fail, Ready, willing and able, holding my White Badge of Courage at the ready, Waiting patiently, for my mission to be redeemed, Missions known as parenting schemes. The scheme is clear, even if my tissues you no longer request, You will let your own babies fall n' fail, then take their tears Put them in your pocket, keep them forever wet, Like my memories of you the ones I cherish best... Perhaps a tradition We will start, Unsightly bulges in our pocket rear, Where we will store our packet of saver-saviors Removers of our dear one's fears. If we are truly wise Those tissued memories We will keep, Die among them contented, Knee-scraped deep When tears fall... 2008
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Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 9:09 AM UTC
Why I Always Carry Tissues (2008 - the poem I love the best)
Why I Always Carry Tissues To My Children: I'm laughing at myself, As I am prone to do because Why I Always Carry Tissues Is the title of a poem I write for you. There is a story here, Of parenting, and responsibilties That transcends yourself, defines me, Vis-a-vis you, then and there, and maybe now. When you were small, I took you by the hand, The cement canyons, trails & rivers of West Eighty Six Street, Together, we would ford. Periodically, as Fathers are prone to do, Your hand, from my hand, I would release So you could fall down, All on your own. It bemused me that I could see Three or four paces ahead of thee Exactly which crack, Upon which you would trip, And come crying back to me. Back-to-me. That was then. And now, Yes, no more, Back-to-me. But I always had tissues to dry your eyes And no surprise, I still do, Always will. These days, they, more likely used to dry mine, As I have forded that Styxy river, When crossed, you spend more of the day, Liking Back more, Then looking ahead. No matter, by right and tradition, It is still my mission, that when you need, when you bleed, as I know you surely shall, These pocket tissues will be there Ready, willing and able, fully capable, of snatching away your tears. **When you need, When you bleed, And you surely shall, These pockets of mine, Of tissue made, Are waiting for your tears, And you, to fill them, For without them, Their raison d'etre is unfulfilled.** These used tissues are my history book, Re the art of loving, and the arch-i-texture of life, Of tears and hearts, And concrete spills, That need knees to be complete. That is why you will find me, without fail, Ready, willing and able, holding my White Badge of Courage at the ready, Waiting patiently, for my mission to be redeemed, Missions known as parenting schemes. The scheme is clear, even if my tissues you no longer request, You will let your own babies fall n' fail, then take their tears Put them in your pocket, keep them forever wet, Like my memories of you the ones I cherish best... Perhaps a tradition We will start, Unsightly bulges in our pocket rear, Where we will store our packet of saver-saviors Removers of our dear one's fears. If we are truly wise Those tissued memories We will keep, Die among them contented, Knee-scraped deep When tears fall... 2008
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You Sir, Are An Electrician! **technocrat — noun a proponent, adherent, or supporter of technocracy.** This city boy was expert at Turning the lights on, Unlocking the front door, Putting new batteries in flashlights, And calling the handyman to "Please come upstairs" When the degree of diving difficulty was a Positive number. Also, Freezing the semi-permanently the DVR, Triggering alarms, Killing car batteries, Making laptops question Human sanity, Tearing up when reading, "Some Assembly Required!" Raised in a city of experts, He was unskilled in things electric, Becoming apoplectic, When a device had an On/off switch that ignored him. Somewhat famous he was, For engaging the inanimate, In a verbal dialectic, Which included words highly phonetic, But unsuitable for children's ears. She was raised in rural pastures, Corn fields used for hide n' go seek, Riding goats after school Just for fun, Familiar with innards of Deus ex machina, a/k/a Minor engine repairs, and Doing what he called, Making reparations. IOS7, heaven. Cabling laptop to external devices, Icing on the cake, Dis and reassembling a German coffee maker, Did not require calling an 800 number. She never read an instruction sheet Without pleasurable laughing at Japanese English. He was unashamed of his skilled Unskilled characteristics, For such is the way of the world In the human kingdom, Some of us two handed, some of us, bi-standers. But upon occasion, He would bemoan his fate, Decry his inability to survive On a post-apocalyptic Earth, Like the people on tv and movies. Periodically he would grow morose, Listless, at his inability to adapt to a Point Oh world. Uncomprehending Icons and symbols whose meaning Were wholly unintuitive, He secretly ashamed of his need for technological ****** She would sense his frustration, Wipe away his inner condensation, Climbing into his lap, Whispering the following: **You sir, are an electrician of words, a verbal technocrat,** Plumber of the depths where Few fear to tread, explorer of the head, Restorer of human paintings unmatched, Without your ilk, this world would be unbearable, Your heart's warming silk Comforts bodies and souls, Speaking from experience personal. Then, she flicked his On/Off switch, On.
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 2:43 AM UTC
You Sir, Are An Electrician!
You Sir, Are An Electrician! **technocrat — noun a proponent, adherent, or supporter of technocracy.** This city boy was expert at Turning the lights on, Unlocking the front door, Putting new batteries in flashlights, And calling the handyman to "Please come upstairs" When the degree of diving difficulty was a Positive number. Also, Freezing the semi-permanently the DVR, Triggering alarms, Killing car batteries, Making laptops question Human sanity, Tearing up when reading, "Some Assembly Required!" Raised in a city of experts, He was unskilled in things electric, Becoming apoplectic, When a device had an On/off switch that ignored him. Somewhat famous he was, For engaging the inanimate, In a verbal dialectic, Which included words highly phonetic, But unsuitable for children's ears. She was raised in rural pastures, Corn fields used for hide n' go seek, Riding goats after school Just for fun, Familiar with innards of Deus ex machina, a/k/a Minor engine repairs, and Doing what he called, Making reparations. IOS7, heaven. Cabling laptop to external devices, Icing on the cake, Dis and reassembling a German coffee maker, Did not require calling an 800 number. She never read an instruction sheet Without pleasurable laughing at Japanese English. He was unashamed of his skilled Unskilled characteristics, For such is the way of the world In the human kingdom, Some of us two handed, some of us, bi-standers. But upon occasion, He would bemoan his fate, Decry his inability to survive On a post-apocalyptic Earth, Like the people on tv and movies. Periodically he would grow morose, Listless, at his inability to adapt to a Point Oh world. Uncomprehending Icons and symbols whose meaning Were wholly unintuitive, He secretly ashamed of his need for technological ****** She would sense his frustration, Wipe away his inner condensation, Climbing into his lap, Whispering the following: **You sir, are an electrician of words, a verbal technocrat,** Plumber of the depths where Few fear to tread, explorer of the head, Restorer of human paintings unmatched, Without your ilk, this world would be unbearable, Your heart's warming silk Comforts bodies and souls, Speaking from experience personal. Then, she flicked his On/Off switch, On.
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When his eyes first fell upon her She was choosing avocados In the fruit and vegetable aisle. And he watched how her thumbs lingered On the base of the alligator pear And pressed, maternally. He feigned interest in the cabbages Whilst sensing her delicate architecture Through his peripheral gaze. He thought that somewhere, In real or imaginary life, They would soon bathe together. And when they did, They soaked for years in secrets, Details suffusing through their lips and arms, Water-hole satisfaction and moonlit deserts To make them feel they might have transcended cabbages And be pervading a rhapsodic realm They forgot their friends watching in greenery, Subsumed by each-other, They felt no need To live in a world of relativity and apples. Their love-traced sphere tightened around them, Until it ****** at the edges of their skin And wailed when they parted. Tighter it grew, elastic dug into their humid thighs Contorting their once harmonic bodies That used to fit like crosswords. And they each became ugly to the other As the seconds ingested their perfection And they bickered like flailing urchins In a deep sea soiled darkness. Decisions were made and paroxysms detonated And they were taken back by their Fungal friends with tissue offerings And ethanol. Time passed, and memories were binned Periodically on tuesdays Until neither knew the other And they would pass in the supermarket With no more than a quickened gait And a silent thud in each ribcage. But neither could buy avocados.
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Nov 16, 2011
Nov 16, 2011 at 12:18 PM UTC
Avocado Pear
When his eyes first fell upon her She was choosing avocados In the fruit and vegetable aisle. And he watched how her thumbs lingered On the base of the alligator pear And pressed, maternally. He feigned interest in the cabbages Whilst sensing her delicate architecture Through his peripheral gaze. He thought that somewhere, In real or imaginary life, They would soon bathe together. And when they did, They soaked for years in secrets, Details suffusing through their lips and arms, Water-hole satisfaction and moonlit deserts To make them feel they might have transcended cabbages And be pervading a rhapsodic realm They forgot their friends watching in greenery, Subsumed by each-other, They felt no need To live in a world of relativity and apples. Their love-traced sphere tightened around them, Until it ****** at the edges of their skin And wailed when they parted. Tighter it grew, elastic dug into their humid thighs Contorting their once harmonic bodies That used to fit like crosswords. And they each became ugly to the other As the seconds ingested their perfection And they bickered like flailing urchins In a deep sea soiled darkness. Decisions were made and paroxysms detonated And they were taken back by their Fungal friends with tissue offerings And ethanol. Time passed, and memories were binned Periodically on tuesdays Until neither knew the other And they would pass in the supermarket With no more than a quickened gait And a silent thud in each ribcage. But neither could buy avocados.
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unsure, uncertain, of the laws invested in the realms and reams of poetry ingested, am i addict, or supplier, retail consumer or wholesale supplier, a mom & pop candy store, or a metastasizing intelligence that takes any thing, and all, a solitary letter, an instance of a sighting, a gasping palpitation and reformats it into a hehe literary madhatter^ piece you supply, I demand, I supply, boy oh boy, do I ever, but you never, come to me directly asking, write me a poem, thick or thin, witty fitty or an overly looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong e~pistle (a/k/a e~pistol) yet the trade goes on and om, the marketplace never closes, except when periodically the gatewaykeeper is slow to pay his bills, and the trading centres are global scattered, young entrepreneurs try to sell a single piece, as if it was breaking news history, and tired old men, review their lived, eager to memorialize, so it's ok to forget, in retro!spect perspective, the mirror who cannot lie, states affirmatively, you are both ****** and dealer, a corporation scientific of ancient biblical origins, a psalmist, a deacon, a lyricist, but thankfully not a singer, an essayist who writes best when ****** by tawny port wine, who snatches inspiration with equality of equity, (wait! that's wrong, the equity of equality,) where he can find, ***** city streets, the deaths of heroes, the sunrise calm miracle he drinks in daily, by rivers, by seas, by estuaries brackish, and streams of watered purity, the riveting bays, the individualized glisten deflected into my eyes, that each contains one pure blessing within….                                                 nml
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Sep 27, 2025
Sep 27, 2025 at 9:24 AM UTC
Supply & Demand, Demand & Supply
unsure, uncertain, of the laws invested in the realms and reams of poetry ingested, am i addict, or supplier, retail consumer or wholesale supplier, a mom & pop candy store, or a metastasizing intelligence that takes any thing, and all, a solitary letter, an instance of a sighting, a gasping palpitation and reformats it into a hehe literary madhatter^ piece you supply, I demand, I supply, boy oh boy, do I ever, but you never, come to me directly asking, write me a poem, thick or thin, witty fitty or an overly looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong e~pistle (a/k/a e~pistol) yet the trade goes on and om, the marketplace never closes, except when periodically the gatewaykeeper is slow to pay his bills, and the trading centres are global scattered, young entrepreneurs try to sell a single piece, as if it was breaking news history, and tired old men, review their lived, eager to memorialize, so it's ok to forget, in retro!spect perspective, the mirror who cannot lie, states affirmatively, you are both ****** and dealer, a corporation scientific of ancient biblical origins, a psalmist, a deacon, a lyricist, but thankfully not a singer, an essayist who writes best when ****** by tawny port wine, who snatches inspiration with equality of equity, (wait! that's wrong, the equity of equality,) where he can find, ***** city streets, the deaths of heroes, the sunrise calm miracle he drinks in daily, by rivers, by seas, by estuaries brackish, and streams of watered purity, the riveting bays, the individualized glisten deflected into my eyes, that each contains one pure blessing within….                                                 nml
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(and I cannot live from with-out) <> a poem in appreciation to Rossella Di Paolo <> I, too:           - am an embryonic work in progress, well into my seventh decade, with no ending in sight                                 I too,     live in the house of poetry, the address likely differs, but suspect the innards of the houses differs little, the decor,  quite similar          - my house shrewdly requests a rethinking,                                     noting, it lives my artifice, with in & with out Then, we are a We:                                              - my cavities house her, She, Poetry is of Ruth (1) born,           - Poetry, She, reminds me, ”whither thou goest, I will go” This duality:           - where the haunting of words providential,              emanate, both inhabiting & inhibits my breathing               She, a fearsome creature, a fearful-something, for it tears me and shreds tears its demands be wrung from with in to with out She, Poetry:           - leaves me gaping, hollow, fills me with             depressurizing boreholes exposed to the elements  of             externalities of an admixed atmospheres, that nature demands             be refilled, fresh in, stale out, for which the artifice trick is knowing which is which when Poetry’s  birthing:           - chest pounds, heart-rate beats heavy metal,             abdomen contracts, there then, no languid in my language,             no help untangling the alpha-bet jumbling,             product of the screams of pushing, squeezing it forth* *you’re hoping to quick-catch newly formed combinations, for if you fail, a poem noisily crashes to and through the floorboard cracks, where poetry’s chaotic glinting etes maliciously glimmer~winks at me with a sarcastic thank you* *“ah, too bad, another creation stillborn, gone to rest, biting the nether dust, without hope of resuscitation…”* just another unfinished work in progress periodically a survivor clean caught, transcribed, edited to be finished, amniotic fluids cleared, poem resurrected blessed with eternal life, readied to be shared and delivered, affirmed and you say to no one and to everyone: this poem will be our poem, wither it goes, ascending, descending, all live in the house of poets, one house, many apartments, each poem a god, and my God will be our God, your God, my God, in the House of Poetry
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Jun 21, 2023
Jun 21, 2023 at 5:55 PM UTC
I, too: Live with-in the House of Poetry
(and I cannot live from with-out) <> a poem in appreciation to Rossella Di Paolo <> I, too:           - am an embryonic work in progress, well into my seventh decade, with no ending in sight                                 I too,     live in the house of poetry, the address likely differs, but suspect the innards of the houses differs little, the decor,  quite similar          - my house shrewdly requests a rethinking,                                     noting, it lives my artifice, with in & with out Then, we are a We:                                              - my cavities house her, She, Poetry is of Ruth (1) born,           - Poetry, She, reminds me, ”whither thou goest, I will go” This duality:           - where the haunting of words providential,              emanate, both inhabiting & inhibits my breathing               She, a fearsome creature, a fearful-something, for it tears me and shreds tears its demands be wrung from with in to with out She, Poetry:           - leaves me gaping, hollow, fills me with             depressurizing boreholes exposed to the elements  of             externalities of an admixed atmospheres, that nature demands             be refilled, fresh in, stale out, for which the artifice trick is knowing which is which when Poetry’s  birthing:           - chest pounds, heart-rate beats heavy metal,             abdomen contracts, there then, no languid in my language,             no help untangling the alpha-bet jumbling,             product of the screams of pushing, squeezing it forth* *you’re hoping to quick-catch newly formed combinations, for if you fail, a poem noisily crashes to and through the floorboard cracks, where poetry’s chaotic glinting etes maliciously glimmer~winks at me with a sarcastic thank you* *“ah, too bad, another creation stillborn, gone to rest, biting the nether dust, without hope of resuscitation…”* just another unfinished work in progress periodically a survivor clean caught, transcribed, edited to be finished, amniotic fluids cleared, poem resurrected blessed with eternal life, readied to be shared and delivered, affirmed and you say to no one and to everyone: this poem will be our poem, wither it goes, ascending, descending, all live in the house of poets, one house, many apartments, each poem a god, and my God will be our God, your God, my God, in the House of Poetry
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You need to pay a sin tax for the way you talk smack, calling me your property your syntax is making me over. the. hill. I’m heels over head with you making me crazy the way that you speak your diction’s too weak. “you’re so nice” how boring, I choose more elegant words to describe your glory I could write a five-page double-spaced essay about you and get accepted to your ivy league I could wrap my arms around you like ivy on stone hang you up to dry on the clothesline til you answer the telephone I could cling to you like static on your sweater you better not flick.me.off. Hell, my poetry ain’t free it’s about as free as slaves I have confines, rules bats in caves It costs me thoughts and time and frustration costs me more than just greenbacks and a vacaction. you need to pay up talk isn’t cheap your words cost you attention even if my love don’t cost a thing I train you like a golden retriever you retrieve my orders like a wide receiver my language is figurative but your actions are derivative you’re confusing me like trigonometry love triangles are not my thing. our l θve i ∫ a sin(x) cos we go  off on tangents and don’t know where to begin first we’re infatuated then we’re done next we’re inebriated then we have some fun happens so fast then we come together at last This rollercoaster of emotion has me puking again I’m trying to calculate this algorithm in my head. its so complicated I’ll need something else instead. in this kaleidoscope I see many sides of you and me I spin it round to try to understand all I see is a blur of colors even when I hold your hand. I wish I could see the thoughts you hide from me I want to understand you’re radioactive your face is glowing even in pitch black your smile is showing but, I never get to see your eyes make me crazy hazy they trip me up and pull me down periodically, you’re in your element and everything clicks then we stick and the chemistry’s quick but then you open your mouth garbage spurts out I think it’s about time I take you out
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Oct 7, 2011
Oct 7, 2011 at 2:06 PM UTC
Syn-tax
You need to pay a sin tax for the way you talk smack, calling me your property your syntax is making me over. the. hill. I’m heels over head with you making me crazy the way that you speak your diction’s too weak. “you’re so nice” how boring, I choose more elegant words to describe your glory I could write a five-page double-spaced essay about you and get accepted to your ivy league I could wrap my arms around you like ivy on stone hang you up to dry on the clothesline til you answer the telephone I could cling to you like static on your sweater you better not flick.me.off. Hell, my poetry ain’t free it’s about as free as slaves I have confines, rules bats in caves It costs me thoughts and time and frustration costs me more than just greenbacks and a vacaction. you need to pay up talk isn’t cheap your words cost you attention even if my love don’t cost a thing I train you like a golden retriever you retrieve my orders like a wide receiver my language is figurative but your actions are derivative you’re confusing me like trigonometry love triangles are not my thing. our l θve i ∫ a sin(x) cos we go  off on tangents and don’t know where to begin first we’re infatuated then we’re done next we’re inebriated then we have some fun happens so fast then we come together at last This rollercoaster of emotion has me puking again I’m trying to calculate this algorithm in my head. its so complicated I’ll need something else instead. in this kaleidoscope I see many sides of you and me I spin it round to try to understand all I see is a blur of colors even when I hold your hand. I wish I could see the thoughts you hide from me I want to understand you’re radioactive your face is glowing even in pitch black your smile is showing but, I never get to see your eyes make me crazy hazy they trip me up and pull me down periodically, you’re in your element and everything clicks then we stick and the chemistry’s quick but then you open your mouth garbage spurts out I think it’s about time I take you out
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* where I live now is very hot it's the dry desert mountains encircle the valley where the rainbows lay for short breaks on periodically sprinkled grass
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Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 6:21 AM UTC
Where I live now rainbows lay
I abuse words verbally like my voice is Bobby and the dictionary Whitney/ Like a literary hyperbole properly arranged to explain this deranged brutality perfectly/ Force the English language to work for me like a particularly dark time in history/ Optimistically take the tongue twister trickery and aggressively attack a vocabulary vocally and personally/ Not physically but a barrage on your psyche, almost psychedelically/ Use words medically, like a surgeon I expertly plant thoughts whispered softly but assertively/ Moving letters like chess pawns to express thoughts masterfully and creatively/ Gruesomely grotesque but gorgeous thoughts written down beautifully/ You can't help but hear the perplexity of mythoticly placed words with comradery/ An oddity with the audacity to raise the bar and up the capacity/ Because what comes out of me has to be exactly what you see because it is me/                 Not just a part of me but all of me/ I'm not a fallen tree sitting in the forest silently, quietly all by my lonely/ It's just the opposite actually and factually/ I will attack with a dialect so violent you violently retract causing you to react cowardly automatically/ I don't even have to lift a pinky, leave it stinky/ Let my words linger there in the air like **** smoke, thick and sticky/   Periodically come back to peek and see if you've figured out the mystery and found the key/ One that'll decipher decisively what it is that I've let out of me and spread to all humanity/ I could never have planned it, see, it had to happen naturally, organically if you will/ And not to build it up falsely but I honestly, back then, didn't have the ***** to let it out of me and it cost me considerably/ So now this mastery I hold of word delivery bestowed to me gets jotted down feverishly/ With an intensity equal to none inside of this ******* century, can't censor me/ Got a consistency that forces me to constantly cross the border of insanity repeatedly/ Time only to watch my talents as they literally wither away for all of eternity/ Such a tragedy to see such agony but please, no apology brought on by sympathy/ Just let me be as I drift farther out to sea to a place you'll never see/ To let these words mold me into someone you could never be/ ©2018
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Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 4:00 AM UTC
~•§•~ Verbal Abuse ~•§•~
I abuse words verbally like my voice is Bobby and the dictionary Whitney/ Like a literary hyperbole properly arranged to explain this deranged brutality perfectly/ Force the English language to work for me like a particularly dark time in history/ Optimistically take the tongue twister trickery and aggressively attack a vocabulary vocally and personally/ Not physically but a barrage on your psyche, almost psychedelically/ Use words medically, like a surgeon I expertly plant thoughts whispered softly but assertively/ Moving letters like chess pawns to express thoughts masterfully and creatively/ Gruesomely grotesque but gorgeous thoughts written down beautifully/ You can't help but hear the perplexity of mythoticly placed words with comradery/ An oddity with the audacity to raise the bar and up the capacity/ Because what comes out of me has to be exactly what you see because it is me/                 Not just a part of me but all of me/ I'm not a fallen tree sitting in the forest silently, quietly all by my lonely/ It's just the opposite actually and factually/ I will attack with a dialect so violent you violently retract causing you to react cowardly automatically/ I don't even have to lift a pinky, leave it stinky/ Let my words linger there in the air like **** smoke, thick and sticky/   Periodically come back to peek and see if you've figured out the mystery and found the key/ One that'll decipher decisively what it is that I've let out of me and spread to all humanity/ I could never have planned it, see, it had to happen naturally, organically if you will/ And not to build it up falsely but I honestly, back then, didn't have the ***** to let it out of me and it cost me considerably/ So now this mastery I hold of word delivery bestowed to me gets jotted down feverishly/ With an intensity equal to none inside of this ******* century, can't censor me/ Got a consistency that forces me to constantly cross the border of insanity repeatedly/ Time only to watch my talents as they literally wither away for all of eternity/ Such a tragedy to see such agony but please, no apology brought on by sympathy/ Just let me be as I drift farther out to sea to a place you'll never see/ To let these words mold me into someone you could never be/ ©2018
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Restless hungry, found a tiny scrap of a brownie in the back of the refrigerator, wrapped in plastic about the size of a large 35 cent quarter.   Gobbled up and gone. Eye had purchased it a week ago, maybe more.   Actually it was more like eye was held up at gunpoint by a sad young face for a large and green single dollar Bill. In return, was bequeathed said brownie eye dropper-ful. The  apartment I live in a big city, many apartments were recession empty for a long time.  But in the last few years, the empty apartments in the building were almost all sold to foreigners.   Now the bldg is an amulet melted of the lucky overseas fortunate, those overseers overseas seizers, who come to reside in the most fabulous site in these United States...and buy a piece of the dream away from the be-headers, secret police or governments that decide you are now an enemy of the state, as of this morning. No judgement. anyway, this doe eyed child of estimated six or eight years of age accosts me in our large lobby, proffers me the brownie scrap for a Bill. me a sucker of a salesman myself, and an eye affician-doe, well those doefuls, those eyes, no one could resist! so eye asked her name, but all she could say in Anglais was... "Brownie One Dollar?" laughing out loud for no apparent cause, the hanging about lobbyists looked at me staring... Why was eye laughing? laughing cause eye realized this elfin child had become fitfully but fully Americanized. and I loved her eyes in mine, and when I see her periodically, I say: "Hey! Brownie One Dollar, How are ya!" and everyone snicker smiles at the old man with the even stupider grin upon his eyes. That would be eye.
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 7:02 PM UTC
the brownie salesman (the codes between us)
Restless hungry, found a tiny scrap of a brownie in the back of the refrigerator, wrapped in plastic about the size of a large 35 cent quarter.   Gobbled up and gone. Eye had purchased it a week ago, maybe more.   Actually it was more like eye was held up at gunpoint by a sad young face for a large and green single dollar Bill. In return, was bequeathed said brownie eye dropper-ful. The  apartment I live in a big city, many apartments were recession empty for a long time.  But in the last few years, the empty apartments in the building were almost all sold to foreigners.   Now the bldg is an amulet melted of the lucky overseas fortunate, those overseers overseas seizers, who come to reside in the most fabulous site in these United States...and buy a piece of the dream away from the be-headers, secret police or governments that decide you are now an enemy of the state, as of this morning. No judgement. anyway, this doe eyed child of estimated six or eight years of age accosts me in our large lobby, proffers me the brownie scrap for a Bill. me a sucker of a salesman myself, and an eye affician-doe, well those doefuls, those eyes, no one could resist! so eye asked her name, but all she could say in Anglais was... "Brownie One Dollar?" laughing out loud for no apparent cause, the hanging about lobbyists looked at me staring... Why was eye laughing? laughing cause eye realized this elfin child had become fitfully but fully Americanized. and I loved her eyes in mine, and when I see her periodically, I say: "Hey! Brownie One Dollar, How are ya!" and everyone snicker smiles at the old man with the even stupider grin upon his eyes. That would be eye.
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Decency is very  immaculate. Yet these women lack it. Showing so much skin that the men can probably taste it. These men  insinuate women into *** objects. But pushing them to become a despised icon. Now a days reputation seems to be the stereo type. Males are pigs waiting to be slaughtered. Girls will rant consistently about how they use and manipulate them. Yet you live up to being a back porch baby, as well show off those curves anonymously for lustful eyes. False alarms wont save them. Cause they burn their own bridges. Yet others wear  their pride and keep what most are not aware of, which is class. Women who stay loyal to the core and Share their soul with nothing but a Heart full of ravishing intentions are indeed very rare. Beauty that would petrify you were you are standing. A delightful dream that you're scared you will wake up and suffer society's standards of a female. The lesson of this is nice guys finish last. My amazing charm and mentality of a gentlemen is ignorantly ignored. Nothing but remorse can be felt with this situation with them. Sorry that they will never feel the vibrations of the overrated word named "love". Things that would make Hester Prynne disgusted. But in all words, my sail with no compass will not be over. The storms might get heavy periodically, but then the waves will sail properly in my favor. My search will be fulfilled So on this long sail I'll never acknowledge these indescent sirens. So when they pass  "X" will mark the spot.
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 2:11 AM UTC
Ignorant Filth
Decency is very  immaculate. Yet these women lack it. Showing so much skin that the men can probably taste it. These men  insinuate women into *** objects. But pushing them to become a despised icon. Now a days reputation seems to be the stereo type. Males are pigs waiting to be slaughtered. Girls will rant consistently about how they use and manipulate them. Yet you live up to being a back porch baby, as well show off those curves anonymously for lustful eyes. False alarms wont save them. Cause they burn their own bridges. Yet others wear  their pride and keep what most are not aware of, which is class. Women who stay loyal to the core and Share their soul with nothing but a Heart full of ravishing intentions are indeed very rare. Beauty that would petrify you were you are standing. A delightful dream that you're scared you will wake up and suffer society's standards of a female. The lesson of this is nice guys finish last. My amazing charm and mentality of a gentlemen is ignorantly ignored. Nothing but remorse can be felt with this situation with them. Sorry that they will never feel the vibrations of the overrated word named "love". Things that would make Hester Prynne disgusted. But in all words, my sail with no compass will not be over. The storms might get heavy periodically, but then the waves will sail properly in my favor. My search will be fulfilled So on this long sail I'll never acknowledge these indescent sirens. So when they pass  "X" will mark the spot.
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Spent my day out sitting beneath the sun Drinking gin and tonics and Tom Collins Reading a novel I wish would never end But want to end So that I may move onto and into another book waiting patiently on my shelf Thinking about the past and the future But living in the present with only the cold drink and book on my mind Listening to the neighborhood kids Grow up faster than we did But never reach the age of maturity They play in the streets Dribble their basketballs And rob houses when they need some cash Listening to the insects make their noises And if you listen closely You can hear the spiders lying in wait Setting their traps Hoping to catch their next meal The clouds roll across the sky The sun hides and comes out again I squint my eyes in the light and relax them in the shade A slow strobe light of natures intent The wind blows and howls periodically Freezing the sweat on my chest And cools me down on the parts my drink doesn't touch There's work tomorrow but that is a decade away And even further from my mind Today I sit out in the sun Drinking gin and tonics and Tom Collins Reading a novel That never ends
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Aug 4, 2013
Aug 4, 2013 at 3:22 PM UTC
Sunny Days
words and whispers are just the same im numb again like the number on the scale that rises and falls periodically i will never be enough
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 6:36 PM UTC
weight
I always walk up the stairs with a cup of tea filled to the brim. Not even walking just taking small steps periodically just in case the tea spilled. Sometimes I made it to the top and sometimes I spilled it and I would have to come back downstairs, go the the kitchen, get a paper towel, wipe up the mess, throw the paper towel away and try again. It was a very tedious Task. My mother used to yell at me for the times I get too lazy to clean up the mess and just allow the tea to dry up on the floor to stick. When I was twelve I realized how many times I allowed the tea to dry up. Most of the time I didn't even care if all the tea spilled by the time I got to the last staircase. The boiling hot tea spilling on my feet and the carpet and the granite didn't bother me. My mind was wayward- somewhere unknown. My thought process didn't care to think about my mother after a hard days work coming home to yell at her old enough daughter to stop drinking upstairs. She used to get so mad at me sometimes wondering why I always said "I don't care,". She used to despise me for it, and I did too. Maybe I liked how the tea burned my feet causing me to walk faster, maybe I liked the pain. Maybe I was too busy to care about the abundance of spills maybe I wasn't. Maybe I just didn't care. The whole world stopped spinning for me but my mind didn't. I loved leaving a trail of sweet hot tea for me to follow again and again, my mother didn't. Finally my mother broke all the teacups and threw away all the tea we had in the house. In all honesty I freaked out. I could've ripped the whole house from its foundation and throw it toward the horizon. I could've take matches and burn the place down letting its ashes fill the toxic sky. I could've done all of that. But I didn't. I disintegrated into my covers and let my bed seep me in, like tea leaves brewing. I was brewing. And like the perfect cup of tea, I finally became that dark, rich color with the perfect amount of milk and sugar, placed onto a saucer that was the right size. I the ridges kept me in place and the walk upstairs wasn't so bad anymore.
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Jun 22, 2015
Jun 22, 2015 at 9:19 PM UTC
The Perfect Cup of Tea
I always walk up the stairs with a cup of tea filled to the brim. Not even walking just taking small steps periodically just in case the tea spilled. Sometimes I made it to the top and sometimes I spilled it and I would have to come back downstairs, go the the kitchen, get a paper towel, wipe up the mess, throw the paper towel away and try again. It was a very tedious Task. My mother used to yell at me for the times I get too lazy to clean up the mess and just allow the tea to dry up on the floor to stick. When I was twelve I realized how many times I allowed the tea to dry up. Most of the time I didn't even care if all the tea spilled by the time I got to the last staircase. The boiling hot tea spilling on my feet and the carpet and the granite didn't bother me. My mind was wayward- somewhere unknown. My thought process didn't care to think about my mother after a hard days work coming home to yell at her old enough daughter to stop drinking upstairs. She used to get so mad at me sometimes wondering why I always said "I don't care,". She used to despise me for it, and I did too. Maybe I liked how the tea burned my feet causing me to walk faster, maybe I liked the pain. Maybe I was too busy to care about the abundance of spills maybe I wasn't. Maybe I just didn't care. The whole world stopped spinning for me but my mind didn't. I loved leaving a trail of sweet hot tea for me to follow again and again, my mother didn't. Finally my mother broke all the teacups and threw away all the tea we had in the house. In all honesty I freaked out. I could've ripped the whole house from its foundation and throw it toward the horizon. I could've take matches and burn the place down letting its ashes fill the toxic sky. I could've done all of that. But I didn't. I disintegrated into my covers and let my bed seep me in, like tea leaves brewing. I was brewing. And like the perfect cup of tea, I finally became that dark, rich color with the perfect amount of milk and sugar, placed onto a saucer that was the right size. I the ridges kept me in place and the walk upstairs wasn't so bad anymore.
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I periodically Perpetuate hurricanes all around me manifesting my illusions filled with anomalies commonly I’m far from Common as these evil forces completely surround me crashing down to rock-bottom longing to no longer be lonesome but my loneliness is caused by my compulsions such impulsive behavior needs to get out of me, expulsion creatively i creep to seem casual and sane To a world that’s corrupt and crippled needing a cane ****** and staring into the eyes of the truth but with all this proof we can’t find who is to blame to some mentally my mind it is unglued broken into bits from so much abuse daily I’m terrified of torture I feel like I’ve got nothing to lose I’m black and blue Just one giant bruise Beaten and brought down to my knees Reluctant to beg. I scream out please No more In my tears I’m drowning A moment of silence as You Playfully tease But the kid with the magnifier Doesn’t hear the ants screams Only burns and burns Until their is nothing left But the shell of a man Who’s life is a mess
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Dec 29, 2020
Dec 29, 2020 at 2:08 PM UTC
Hurricanes
For William and Meredith For treatment of panic and anxiety disorders, short-acting anxiolytics are generally recommended to provide temporary bursts of clarity but should be reassessed periodically for usefulness and concerns regarding tolerance, dependence, and abuse. Xanax releases dopamine into the brain to function as a neurotransmitter to send signals between nerve cells including reward motivated behavior and pathways known to reinforce addictive neuronal activity Perhaps to build her, you had to break yourself amongst the glass of that summer day. Leave her waiting for your hair to peek around a weathered edge toward a forgotten living room corner You are still her Patron Saint. A long shadow cast across a small ghost. She still screams at the sky to stop raining beats her fists down the path to the house of death unceasing, and changeless. Prodding a dull, familiar wound. One that leaves its mark, with pain felt more from memory than from anything else. Withdrawal and rebound symptoms commonly occur and necessitate a gradual reduction to minimize the effects of discontinuation. Not all withdrawal effects are evidence of true dependence or withdrawal. Recurrence may suggest no more than the drug having the expected effect and that, in the absence of the drug, the symptom has returned to pretreatment levels.
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Dec 18, 2016
Dec 18, 2016 at 6:23 AM UTC
Alprazolam
Periodically I hide myself from the world Chastising them Punishing them with my absence My opinions are like bricks before the throwing With little compromise, I roll my eyes Hating them The ones oblivious Diesel burners, peaceniks, consumers Sitting contradictions Simmering catastrophes, an embodiment of what they’re making me Powerless, with no resort My impression on this society will be forever minimal And I bite my tongue with every syllable I type Holding judgment, holding on To the world I was promised The world I was conditioned for A world with angels, untouched by violence, corruption or greed A world we defiled, without animals A world achieved Where grass is preserved in museums In compartments behind glass I see my part in the reflection, I hate myself more My impression of this society will be forever minimal
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Jul 1, 2010
Jul 1, 2010 at 12:14 AM UTC
Grass
Fire                                            Like Fire, I’m brave                                                  Courageous                                                  I have spark                                                     Passion                                          Vigorous enthusiasm                                                  But, like fire,                                               I’m also irritable                                     I destroy love, relationships,                                           And I burn bridges                                      I burst into sudden anger                                                     Jealousy                                   Eruptions of past heartbreaks                                But, unlike fire, I can be calm like Air                                                 I’m carefree                                                 Kind-hearted                                            Too easily trusting                                             I’m independent                                                  Optimistic                                                    Diligent                                         Light and free flowing                                                  But, like air,                                            I can be dishonest                                                    Cunning                                                Backstabbing                                                 Inconsistent                               But, unlike air, I am forgiving like Water                                                 I am devoted                                                      Modest                                                     Intuitive                                                      Loving                                                But, like water,                                           I’m taken for granted                                              Often over looked                                                      Unstable                                                    Unreliable                                                        Rigid                                                         Lazy                                          Violent and moody                              But, unlike water, I am humble like Earth                                               I am cautious                                                 Resistant                                               Responsible                                                    Sober                                                Ambitious                                                Respectful                                                 Punctual                                             But, like Earth,                                                I’m touchy                                                   Timid                                                 Scornful                                   And periodically dormant
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Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 4:11 PM UTC
Elements
Fire                                            Like Fire, I’m brave                                                  Courageous                                                  I have spark                                                     Passion                                          Vigorous enthusiasm                                                  But, like fire,                                               I’m also irritable                                     I destroy love, relationships,                                           And I burn bridges                                      I burst into sudden anger                                                     Jealousy                                   Eruptions of past heartbreaks                                But, unlike fire, I can be calm like Air                                                 I’m carefree                                                 Kind-hearted                                            Too easily trusting                                             I’m independent                                                  Optimistic                                                    Diligent                                         Light and free flowing                                                  But, like air,                                            I can be dishonest                                                    Cunning                                                Backstabbing                                                 Inconsistent                               But, unlike air, I am forgiving like Water                                                 I am devoted                                                      Modest                                                     Intuitive                                                      Loving                                                But, like water,                                           I’m taken for granted                                              Often over looked                                                      Unstable                                                    Unreliable                                                        Rigid                                                         Lazy                                          Violent and moody                              But, unlike water, I am humble like Earth                                               I am cautious                                                 Resistant                                               Responsible                                                    Sober                                                Ambitious                                                Respectful                                                 Punctual                                             But, like Earth,                                                I’m touchy                                                   Timid                                                 Scornful                                   And periodically dormant
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A student of mine sat on the steps Clenched, clammy, and bulging with strained strength Periodically overcome by shadows of pathology This night he begged for help through gaps of cyclical consciousness A funeral trail for clarity ambled solemnly to the gymnasium He was surrounded, and they plotted, and advanced, and he was engulfed They were upon him like a ****** seeking seed or vulture carrion He seized on an arched back and suffered under octodemons On that hard wood floor under dead bulbs that swung like momentous pendulums My student transformed into a tiger leaking rage from rusty cage Explained in eloquent detail and prophetic tone his will to **** Blacking out to full extent He was amygdala, he was instinct Battling grown poachers until they stole his fearsome fangs Clipped his claws, and painted over his stripes with calm When contained, vicious umbra cat turned tranquil We sat circular and played lobster ball pass with our toes And talked about buses to New York His mother taught him to be a songbird While the streets moved his feet Goodnight Archery, we hugged I wonder how he's Breathing
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Sep 12, 2011
Sep 12, 2011 at 8:24 PM UTC
112. Tiger 9/13/11
We press our bodies together Forcing separate atoms to form one Of a new breed, But it will never be achieved We don’t bond Just periodically breathe.
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Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 10:46 PM UTC
Chemistry
The priestly poachers of belief within The solitudarianism of times wilderness Laughing at twilight, Condemning actions purifying justification The dark ages of Heaven Reigning Hell amongst men The mouth the mother of the spiritual pearl Attributing demonic accepting Exhaling death upon believing angels Periodically living bewildered Reckoning with love the feeling of caring; Calling the missing, missing the calling Within ones self forgetting the reasoning Watching the rain remembering Crying, over hallowed graves Collecting ivory teeth. ELEETE J MUIR.
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Jan 13, 2012
Jan 13, 2012 at 10:45 AM UTC
Messianic Becoming
Dark hair and dark eyes pale skin, you look a ghost Bright red lips drawing attention To the insane beauty you possess And no mortal man could resist The feelings of intrigue you radiate Biting your lip, periodically looking up through your bangs Writing away, sitting alone in a coffee shop A seat open across from you An invitation, if one dares to take it So take it I must For at this moment Knowing you seems to be the most important of pursuits Though I can't help but feel that nobody has ever known you For you are a mystery for any to behold And none to comprehend
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Feb 15, 2013
Feb 15, 2013 at 12:54 AM UTC
For Melanie
Nobody knows who you are until you've told them But you can't tell everything Therefore you won't be the same You wont notice it for a while They will make suggestions periodically to make you change Then when you find out you've changed You can't go back Which brings me to the point You never feel like you gained much But you lose the touch you had before Nobody knows you anymore
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Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 9:35 AM UTC
change
Tasting the tears of dreams, Deceptive comprehension. Trinity's discourse, perpetual Contrived silence discordant. The knowledgable fruit befallen Death, periodically living bewildered. Apparent reality diminishing Into the solitudarianism of Times wilderness. God contemplating mortal annihilation Beckons the ethereal plane Upon the horizon of a timeless shore, Whilst mans woeful thoughts Roll on like waves flooding the abyss, Amity aeolian becomingly Accepts hells fain fury As a corrupting enterprise of war; The autolysis of life subjected. Sound refracted through the farthest of lands The knell ringeth; Echoing the languished lamentations Of life bore by sin Unto heaven, lifes death. The second son of the first murdered, Banished from Eden walking the exiled path Crossing the Styx. 1997 ELEETE J MUIR
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Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC
The Exiled Path