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"paracetamol" poems
(in heavy breath) my eyes take her in her body lying prone. her smile, smothered in her pillow. back arched, she releases a moan. (moaning, quite sharply) my hands stroke with her cadence staggered gasp and with a click i lock my screen as her moans send me to space. my own fluids are now the fluid for stimulus, for an eye rolling **** numbing high. but in thirty seconds i crash. i am tasting myself now with desire with disgust like raw eggs mixed with salt like water laced with crushed paracetamol exactly *** mixed with spit. i sink into the dark musty scent of stale air, *** and sweat. and i awake and once again my eyes do hunger and so does my **** Eshu, end your tricks now it’s not funny anymore. my gaze ***** everyone it meets. it strips them bare of their skin of their flesh it turns them into meat. it grinds a person into produce. these eyes are battered and harmful. may they now rest, please?
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Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 9:59 PM UTC
to rest in ruin
you can hear the echo via Zizek the Slovak, well, attire me in slavic myths and i'll be mumbling purrs in mud too for a helium bubble to become a comedian, i know a jittery ******* addiction when i see one... if one thing the catholic schooling system taught me was how to avoid sniffing glue and how to recognise a Freudian apostle - still, with all the hippy **** you'd think sniffing glue was what Ukrainian existentialism prescribed with paracetamol, catholic education just said: no no. **** me it's the late 90s and we're talking post-Chernobyl antics... but that's how i see the left, leftist politics, the right                utilises prefixes and suffixes in the old stance of simple pre- pro-                                     anti-                                             qua-                                                                -so so... the left? oh they're right in there... their prefixes are                                 Marxist- liberal-                                          Hegelian-              whatnot...                                                 they don't use abstract prefixes,                                           their prefixes are concrete,                         they want the porridge in their mouth to ensure a slur that never comes, among a range of onomatopoeias they argue from the perspective of the hushed and ushered crowd, via one observation: Stalin clapped after a speech to enjoin with the crowd, a real big brother, ****** never clapped, a sitting-duck method; i'm not advocating, but by a proxy placebo dynamo experimenting, it's called experimenting with thought rather than practising with will, former no chance of footstep evaluation for cult status imitable -                                       the left intellectual has no rubric of thought concerning to and fro - it has to be concrete layered and a shut off perfect architecture without fault - it can't be what it is -                                       con- has to be conservative                                                   pro- has to be socialist                                      you once said legitimate transparency - but you didn't say legislation - well, the left understood it as legislation, the right too wanted legitimate transparency - the green party said we could have neither but could have the replanting of a thousand oak trees with a Robin Hood placard on the first oak tree replanted in Sherwood Forest... b. ~ d. ~... shot ~100 bent arrows into a bullseye - hurrah! hurrah! maid marian lost her virginity too! to a broomstick rather than maradona's fingernail toothpick! at an essex market the cockney shouts (out of place): *** yer courgettes! *** yer courgettes! ta fa a pudding! ta fa a pudding! *** yer cucumbers! tooth firth 'un!
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 9:50 PM UTC
i don't talk
you can hear the echo via Zizek the Slovak, well, attire me in slavic myths and i'll be mumbling purrs in mud too for a helium bubble to become a comedian, i know a jittery ******* addiction when i see one... if one thing the catholic schooling system taught me was how to avoid sniffing glue and how to recognise a Freudian apostle - still, with all the hippy **** you'd think sniffing glue was what Ukrainian existentialism prescribed with paracetamol, catholic education just said: no no. **** me it's the late 90s and we're talking post-Chernobyl antics... but that's how i see the left, leftist politics, the right                utilises prefixes and suffixes in the old stance of simple pre- pro-                                     anti-                                             qua-                                                                -so so... the left? oh they're right in there... their prefixes are                                 Marxist- liberal-                                          Hegelian-              whatnot...                                                 they don't use abstract prefixes,                                           their prefixes are concrete,                         they want the porridge in their mouth to ensure a slur that never comes, among a range of onomatopoeias they argue from the perspective of the hushed and ushered crowd, via one observation: Stalin clapped after a speech to enjoin with the crowd, a real big brother, ****** never clapped, a sitting-duck method; i'm not advocating, but by a proxy placebo dynamo experimenting, it's called experimenting with thought rather than practising with will, former no chance of footstep evaluation for cult status imitable -                                       the left intellectual has no rubric of thought concerning to and fro - it has to be concrete layered and a shut off perfect architecture without fault - it can't be what it is -                                       con- has to be conservative                                                   pro- has to be socialist                                      you once said legitimate transparency - but you didn't say legislation - well, the left understood it as legislation, the right too wanted legitimate transparency - the green party said we could have neither but could have the replanting of a thousand oak trees with a Robin Hood placard on the first oak tree replanted in Sherwood Forest... b. ~ d. ~... shot ~100 bent arrows into a bullseye - hurrah! hurrah! maid marian lost her virginity too! to a broomstick rather than maradona's fingernail toothpick! at an essex market the cockney shouts (out of place): *** yer courgettes! *** yer courgettes! ta fa a pudding! ta fa a pudding! *** yer cucumbers! tooth firth 'un!
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you see, i like partying, these celebrities ain't partying, they are popping pills in the wrong way, you see i have thoughts that athena heals me in my sleep and sometimes those pills could help, but really dudes paracetaol is good, it's just that that people want to be so ****** perfect, like, i just woke up from a dream where an old mate named james taught me all the mistakes i made when i was young and a bit of mum and dad was thrown into the conversation, when i wasn't paying much attention to what james was actually saying, you see i know i was a crazy mother ****** but that doesn't mean i approve of their partying, but a lot of people don't approve of my partying, but i don't care, athena is helping me, with coke and paracetamol and fluoride and seroquel and serenace, some people hate partying because they are too old, i just say, hi, old i am brian and partying is going to community events and dancing by the stage and i know, that looking and examining this documentary, it shows hos partying can lead to rotten religion, but i believe in rotten religion i believe if you wanna have *** go ahead and have *** and if you like to party into the night, go ahead, just because you party doesn't mean you ain't grown up. it just means i like partying and another thing i am a grown up dude, i loves to party, with coca cola, you see i feel my voices are trying to make me a fucken moral citizen, what is the hell wrong with partying at community events, my motto is learn about your drug your taking, saying, do you really want this kinda life that the drug will provide for you and stay with partying with sugar or alcohol and leave illegal drugs alone, paracetamol is a pill you take to release pain and if you believe it, send spiritual healer athena to you ATHENA WORKS WONDER, take paracetamoil let's party at community events you don't have to look like you party, just say, at least i am out i don't want to be the kind of old dogie who says no to going out partying well, i don't think much of nightclubs anymore
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Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 11:38 AM UTC
partying the right way, i still like it
you see, i like partying, these celebrities ain't partying, they are popping pills in the wrong way, you see i have thoughts that athena heals me in my sleep and sometimes those pills could help, but really dudes paracetaol is good, it's just that that people want to be so ****** perfect, like, i just woke up from a dream where an old mate named james taught me all the mistakes i made when i was young and a bit of mum and dad was thrown into the conversation, when i wasn't paying much attention to what james was actually saying, you see i know i was a crazy mother ****** but that doesn't mean i approve of their partying, but a lot of people don't approve of my partying, but i don't care, athena is helping me, with coke and paracetamol and fluoride and seroquel and serenace, some people hate partying because they are too old, i just say, hi, old i am brian and partying is going to community events and dancing by the stage and i know, that looking and examining this documentary, it shows hos partying can lead to rotten religion, but i believe in rotten religion i believe if you wanna have *** go ahead and have *** and if you like to party into the night, go ahead, just because you party doesn't mean you ain't grown up. it just means i like partying and another thing i am a grown up dude, i loves to party, with coca cola, you see i feel my voices are trying to make me a fucken moral citizen, what is the hell wrong with partying at community events, my motto is learn about your drug your taking, saying, do you really want this kinda life that the drug will provide for you and stay with partying with sugar or alcohol and leave illegal drugs alone, paracetamol is a pill you take to release pain and if you believe it, send spiritual healer athena to you ATHENA WORKS WONDER, take paracetamoil let's party at community events you don't have to look like you party, just say, at least i am out i don't want to be the kind of old dogie who says no to going out partying well, i don't think much of nightclubs anymore
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THE BOXING DAY SALES WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THE BOXING DAY SALES WELL, THE MALL IS OFTEN A PLACE FOR PEOPLE TO DO THEIR STUFF, BUT BOXING DAY EVERYONE IS PUSHING OVER EACH OTHER THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH GOING TO THE MALL ON BOXING DAY BUT BE PREPARED, IT’S LIKE ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE YA SEE, PEOPLE BUY THINFS THEY NEVER USE AND THE MOTHERS BUY KIDS LUNCH, NEVER GETS EATEN KIDS RUNNING AROUND, SAYING YEAH WE AIN’T AT SCHOOL LET’S CELEBRATE LET’S CELEBRATE YOU SEE BOXING DAY IS THE FRANTIC DAY IF YOU LIKE THE REGULAR DAYS AT THE MALL NEVER GO ON BOXING DAY CAUSE, THEY CALL IT BOXING DAY CAUSE PEOPLE AT THE MALL BOX YOU OUT OF THE WAY TO EXCHANGE THE TACKY COAT YOUR MOTHER BOUGHT YOU TO A STYLISH RED LEATHER COAT, LOOKS BETTER AND COSTS THE FUCKEN EARTH YA SEE IN MELBOURNE, THE BOXING DAY TEST, WITH AUSTRALIA AGAINST THE REST AND THEN IN SYDNEY, IS THE SYDNEY - HOBART YACHT RACE, AND THAT IS RAD AND OFTEN PEOPLE ARE CAMPED OUTSIDE SHOPPING CENTRES TO GET FIRST GRASP AT THE BOXING DAY SALES WITH ME, I SHOP FOR THE MOMENT, SOM I DON’T GET DISSAPOINTED I DON’T NEED TO FALL ASLEEP OUTSIDE WESTFIELD BELCONNEN MALL I AM USING PANADOL CAUSE ATHENA’S METHANE IS POUNDING BUT THAT IS PREVIOUS LIFE TRAUMA, YA SEE THE PARACETAMOL IS REALLY GETTING IN AND I CAN FEEL, WITH THE COCA COLA, AND REGULAR BRUSHING THERE WILL BE ON INFECTION IN MY MOUTH, I DON’T WANT THAT I PUT MY VIDEOS ON SOCIAL MEDIA TO ATTRACT A COOLER KIND OF PERSON YA SEE, I DON’T NEED THE FIRST THINGS IN THE BOXING DAY SALES I GET WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE, I REMEMBER A SONG THE FESTIVAL OF SYDNEY IS OUR DAY, SYDNEY SYDNEY SYDNEY OI OI OI I HAVE MY HOME NOW, SO I DON’T NEED TO HANG AT THE MALL AS MUCH BUT CURRENTLY I AM DOING A TAPESTRY ON PATRICK DUNBARS LITTLE LEAGUE BASEBALL I FEEL COOL, I FEEL ON TOP OF THE WORLD, LOOKING, OVER CREATION, LOOKING THE ONLY SOLUTION I CAN FIND, AND AS I SANG FINE, PETER BUCHANAN A MATE IN WOODBERRY IN THE 1970S, DID A REALLY COOL FINNNEEE WITH A DEEPER VOICE, HE WAS COOOL MAN I FAKED HIM TO PROVE A POINT TO THE YOUNG DUDES SAYING JUST BECAUSE THE OTHER YOUNG DUDES UNDERSTOOD DAD’S WAY DOESN’T MEAN I DID, HE LOOKED LIKE A REAL PAIN IN THE *** TAKING MY COOL KID AWAY, BUT MUSTN’T DWELL, WE MUST HAVE FUN I AM OFF TO THE CAVALRY MATCH TOMORROW, TO SEE THE FIRST BUT I AM LEAVING AFTER THE FIRST MATCH, NO BUSES IN THE NIGHT AND THE BOXING DAY SALES BRINGS OUT THE RIFF RAFF THE ROUGHER TYPES AND THE CHEAP SUPERMARKET PUDDING JUNKIES LIKE ME WHO NEED TO GO TO THE MALL TO LEAVE THE HOUSE BUT BOXING DAY SALES ARE FUN, IF YOU AIN’T IN THE INITIAL LINE THAT CAN BE FRANTIC
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 3:07 PM UTC
the boxing day sales can be frantic
THE BOXING DAY SALES WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THE BOXING DAY SALES WELL, THE MALL IS OFTEN A PLACE FOR PEOPLE TO DO THEIR STUFF, BUT BOXING DAY EVERYONE IS PUSHING OVER EACH OTHER THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH GOING TO THE MALL ON BOXING DAY BUT BE PREPARED, IT’S LIKE ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE YA SEE, PEOPLE BUY THINFS THEY NEVER USE AND THE MOTHERS BUY KIDS LUNCH, NEVER GETS EATEN KIDS RUNNING AROUND, SAYING YEAH WE AIN’T AT SCHOOL LET’S CELEBRATE LET’S CELEBRATE YOU SEE BOXING DAY IS THE FRANTIC DAY IF YOU LIKE THE REGULAR DAYS AT THE MALL NEVER GO ON BOXING DAY CAUSE, THEY CALL IT BOXING DAY CAUSE PEOPLE AT THE MALL BOX YOU OUT OF THE WAY TO EXCHANGE THE TACKY COAT YOUR MOTHER BOUGHT YOU TO A STYLISH RED LEATHER COAT, LOOKS BETTER AND COSTS THE FUCKEN EARTH YA SEE IN MELBOURNE, THE BOXING DAY TEST, WITH AUSTRALIA AGAINST THE REST AND THEN IN SYDNEY, IS THE SYDNEY - HOBART YACHT RACE, AND THAT IS RAD AND OFTEN PEOPLE ARE CAMPED OUTSIDE SHOPPING CENTRES TO GET FIRST GRASP AT THE BOXING DAY SALES WITH ME, I SHOP FOR THE MOMENT, SOM I DON’T GET DISSAPOINTED I DON’T NEED TO FALL ASLEEP OUTSIDE WESTFIELD BELCONNEN MALL I AM USING PANADOL CAUSE ATHENA’S METHANE IS POUNDING BUT THAT IS PREVIOUS LIFE TRAUMA, YA SEE THE PARACETAMOL IS REALLY GETTING IN AND I CAN FEEL, WITH THE COCA COLA, AND REGULAR BRUSHING THERE WILL BE ON INFECTION IN MY MOUTH, I DON’T WANT THAT I PUT MY VIDEOS ON SOCIAL MEDIA TO ATTRACT A COOLER KIND OF PERSON YA SEE, I DON’T NEED THE FIRST THINGS IN THE BOXING DAY SALES I GET WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE, I REMEMBER A SONG THE FESTIVAL OF SYDNEY IS OUR DAY, SYDNEY SYDNEY SYDNEY OI OI OI I HAVE MY HOME NOW, SO I DON’T NEED TO HANG AT THE MALL AS MUCH BUT CURRENTLY I AM DOING A TAPESTRY ON PATRICK DUNBARS LITTLE LEAGUE BASEBALL I FEEL COOL, I FEEL ON TOP OF THE WORLD, LOOKING, OVER CREATION, LOOKING THE ONLY SOLUTION I CAN FIND, AND AS I SANG FINE, PETER BUCHANAN A MATE IN WOODBERRY IN THE 1970S, DID A REALLY COOL FINNNEEE WITH A DEEPER VOICE, HE WAS COOOL MAN I FAKED HIM TO PROVE A POINT TO THE YOUNG DUDES SAYING JUST BECAUSE THE OTHER YOUNG DUDES UNDERSTOOD DAD’S WAY DOESN’T MEAN I DID, HE LOOKED LIKE A REAL PAIN IN THE *** TAKING MY COOL KID AWAY, BUT MUSTN’T DWELL, WE MUST HAVE FUN I AM OFF TO THE CAVALRY MATCH TOMORROW, TO SEE THE FIRST BUT I AM LEAVING AFTER THE FIRST MATCH, NO BUSES IN THE NIGHT AND THE BOXING DAY SALES BRINGS OUT THE RIFF RAFF THE ROUGHER TYPES AND THE CHEAP SUPERMARKET PUDDING JUNKIES LIKE ME WHO NEED TO GO TO THE MALL TO LEAVE THE HOUSE BUT BOXING DAY SALES ARE FUN, IF YOU AIN’T IN THE INITIAL LINE THAT CAN BE FRANTIC
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Alcohol you little devil My BFF You did it again Snook up on me from across the room and flirted, Unrepentantly Woooooo! I ****** love you! Love your pints, your halves, your cocktails, I crave your sweet wine breath on mine, I love, love, love you! My mind is hazy, crazy! We dance *** Karaoke! The special kebab with chilli sauce. Haha, stumbling, falling into the taxi Then... I wake and you are gone and your taste is all that remains, oh and the stains On my blouse and I wake beside another all too familiar friend “Hangover from hell” He laughs at me OH JESUS! PLEASE STOP! My head bangs from his taunts I need paracetamol, Coffee, double espresso Kickstart me , reanimate me! I wind my way to work looking like a car wreck Just want this day to end... But you have me, Alcohol you devil My BFF Will I see you tonight? Same time, same place? I’ll be there Yeay!
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 8:17 AM UTC
HUNGOVER
Today I had an abortion. I held the foetus in my hands, still hot, covered in blood, so tiny, yet so recognisable in its incomplete finishedness. I was at a loss, it hit me slowly at first, then all at once, I started to cry. It wasn't unexpected, I've been having this weird feeling lately, as if I knew that I wasn't going to see it live. I felt like that from the start, to be honest, my stupid paranoid head couldn't avoid the thought, but why worry? Everything was going fine. I don't know what caused it, if you ripped it out, if my body rejected it, or if it just wasn't the right time; maybe all these things together, in the end it takes two. And so there I was, looking at this unborn being, staring back at me with your eyes, finally ending the dying life we put on it from the first moment. The organs and the limbs all at the right place: I could see what they could have been, if they hadn't been so weak. It looked like that undeveloped Polaroid I took of you that still lies at the bottom of the drawer: I know what it is, but no one else can see it. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to let it go, I couldn't throw the remains away, not yet. I put them in a shoebox, under my bed. I'll have a beer, sleep on it, tomorrow I'll see. I have to get used to the emptiness first, I have to untangle myself from around your fingers, get some paracetamol for this ******* headache.
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Oct 14, 2020
Oct 14, 2020 at 6:33 PM UTC
Today I Had an Abortion
the update on my teeth worked on by athena you see, i take paracetamol, and brush my teeth and i am sure the coke helps it as well, and athena \ sprays a big dose of methane, i do this, to avoid going to the dentist, and with the paracetamol and fluoride and the gas in the coca cola, with the dose of methane it really leaves my mouth very clean, and cavity free you see i recommend athena to everyone who is poor fillings ain’t really good for you, no, what fillings do is put too much chemicals in your mouth, and your mouth feels cleaner from what i do anyway you see the paracetamol really relieves any ache or pain and the gas from the methane and coke, can get into the mouth and then the fluoride as you brush, can also clean and clean your teeth and athena’s way might sound unrealistic, but, dudes, it works and it’s more relaxing, and i can’t feel pain no more doctors and dentists on earth will disagree with this but why is it working, in my body so, who needs earth dentists when your got athena from above
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Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 6:39 PM UTC
athena heals my teeth
What can I say I'm trying to send a message A few words to portray Exactly what's going on in my head Things really aren't clear I feel a bit dead I don't know why I'm here I need to get up, and get ahead Outpace them all Like I know I can Scale the "impossible" wall An became a woman I know I'm strong I know I'm intelligent I admit when I'm wrong (can't find a rhyme but you get the hint) I'm a critical thinker I see through the lines But my mind's beginning to splinter I'm not actually fine The world's driving me mad And I'm feeling homicidal Then  stop feeling bad For being suicidal I don't like it here enough To put up with **** Lights out like ***** Don't think I tried well I did Four times in one year Guess I really wanna get out of here I spilled one last tear And knew death was near First time I cut a tad too deep Second time I took a little too much Paracetamol Next I tried to hang myself, failed and felt like a creep Then I thought a lot about jumping off of walls Finally I overdosed I was home alone No one knows It hurt a lot My life flashed before my eyes I knew I was going to die Somehow I woke up alive And now I'm here writing dumb **** And thinking about number five
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Jul 30, 2019
Jul 30, 2019 at 6:24 AM UTC
Lights Out
The bloodsuckers of the night Invaded my abode And with their unsterilized pipe Draw my blood ******* the life Out of my viens Injecting death Into the stream And in my pain I fight back Taaah! A clap, a slap But it ends in my pain For the invaders escaped Making a mockery of my counter-attack In the dark Upon the couch When my head Her rest do seek Then came their scout And huuuummmm goes my drum This is worst than a bite For insomnia do invite Another alien to my home So with teary eyes And shivering bones With lost appetite And a sour taste in my mouth A body feeble and frail Went I to see a doctor In the heat of my body Hot like a dozen furnaces Went I to the clinic But my testimony was not enough To convince the doctor That the invaders have left a stranger In my blood stream A parasite feeding on my life So the lab man I must see For the foreigner must be identified Home I went and back I came To see the doctor But I have thought what to do To these foreigners Both the invaders and the aliens For my health and my rest Are worth more than gold And now sitting before the doctor Wandering what they must have found Hoping it’s not going to be grave “Malaria parasite” Malaria?! “Yes malaria” the invaders left it in your blood stream Home I went from the doctor Armed with arthemether,  lumefatrin and paracetamol To fight this war Raging in my world Still I wonder What do I do? To end it all Once and for all For the invaders Still hide within my walls In my wardrobe and in my clothes Under my bed and in the closet In water left uncovered And the ***** pool outside my home In the gutters and uncut lawn They seem to be everywhere The “wipers” could not **** them They seem to make them strong For everytime they bounced back More angry and fierce No! one more pain, one more bite And my senses returned I have heard of ITN Insecticide Treated Net Convinced I was of just one try At last I found my warrior To defeat these aliens and invaders of my world Oh! How I love this net…. Gleefully I crawl under the net To take my sweet beautiful rest And no more of these alien care And my war against mosquito won And malaria defeated from the source Prevention and better than cure.
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Jan 14, 2021
Jan 14, 2021 at 10:03 PM UTC
MOSQUITO
The bloodsuckers of the night Invaded my abode And with their unsterilized pipe Draw my blood ******* the life Out of my viens Injecting death Into the stream And in my pain I fight back Taaah! A clap, a slap But it ends in my pain For the invaders escaped Making a mockery of my counter-attack In the dark Upon the couch When my head Her rest do seek Then came their scout And huuuummmm goes my drum This is worst than a bite For insomnia do invite Another alien to my home So with teary eyes And shivering bones With lost appetite And a sour taste in my mouth A body feeble and frail Went I to see a doctor In the heat of my body Hot like a dozen furnaces Went I to the clinic But my testimony was not enough To convince the doctor That the invaders have left a stranger In my blood stream A parasite feeding on my life So the lab man I must see For the foreigner must be identified Home I went and back I came To see the doctor But I have thought what to do To these foreigners Both the invaders and the aliens For my health and my rest Are worth more than gold And now sitting before the doctor Wandering what they must have found Hoping it’s not going to be grave “Malaria parasite” Malaria?! “Yes malaria” the invaders left it in your blood stream Home I went from the doctor Armed with arthemether,  lumefatrin and paracetamol To fight this war Raging in my world Still I wonder What do I do? To end it all Once and for all For the invaders Still hide within my walls In my wardrobe and in my clothes Under my bed and in the closet In water left uncovered And the ***** pool outside my home In the gutters and uncut lawn They seem to be everywhere The “wipers” could not **** them They seem to make them strong For everytime they bounced back More angry and fierce No! one more pain, one more bite And my senses returned I have heard of ITN Insecticide Treated Net Convinced I was of just one try At last I found my warrior To defeat these aliens and invaders of my world Oh! How I love this net…. Gleefully I crawl under the net To take my sweet beautiful rest And no more of these alien care And my war against mosquito won And malaria defeated from the source Prevention and better than cure.
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I wake up with a headache I knew I shouldn't have stayed up so late 'twas so foolish to hope that I'd understand your game I know what I gotta do Too lazy to get outta bed for you And gulp it down with a glass of water to ease this pain I see now what I saw before I didn't know what it was for sure Till it worked just like paracetamol I woke up There it was Once that killed Without a cause Those dreams that turned into nightmares Those arms that gave away time shares Feels like history since the last time I needed help but still There's life waiting to be celebrated It's no longer so complicated Thanks to my prayers from the day I wanted more from life And for the small white pill
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Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 1:36 AM UTC
The Small White Pill
the glow-in-the-dark stars on my wall are brighter than my ambitions, vicodin washes down with stone cold fear, and mercury is in retrograde- not that we felt the need to communicate. tiny planets on a string, we danced in the orbit that we shared. you had misgivings, told me pluto never made it around the sun, not even once. but earth created a moon with her soulmate. mercury doesn't return direct until february 11th; by then paracetamol and hydrocodone will have passed. opiates and human beings both sources of anxiety but i don't mind drowning in them both.
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 6:26 PM UTC
vicodin
hey mom, lately I haven't been okay don't you see as you look me in the eye everyday? the circles under my eyes are a little too deep although nowadays all that I do is sleep mom, last month, someone at school tried suicide downing a bottle of paracetamol as he cried I wanted to tell you about him, 'cause now he's dead, but I remembered some of the things that you said when the other day you were at the drug store you heard someone overdosed on paracetamol you laughed then you said, "why hold back at all? why not drink poison? that'll work for sure!" mom, I looked it up, it only takes fifteen tablets fifteen of paracetamol and it'll send me straight to a casket mom, what if I were that overdosing teen? if I take only fourteen, would you tell me the same thing? mom, I've been starving myself - I hardly eat I don't know how I'm still managing on my feet that's fine anyway, you told me I should go on a diet so go on and tell me that I'm fat, I'll just keep quiet hey mom, my arms are lined up with slits but you're worried about if my clothes still fit so I'll keep my mouth shut, I won't make things bigger maybe if I tell my friends I'll feel a little better mom, everyone keeps telling me I'm depressed that I've got all these emotions inside me supressed I only listen to you, mom, and I ignore the rest after all, doesn't the saying go "mother knows best"? mom, if I wanted to die, what would you do? 'cause if I tell you, I feel like you'd just say, "me, too!" don't worry, mom, if I'm suddenly gone one day I've learned to hate myself because of you anyway mom, everyday is becoming a little too tough I'm just holding on 'til I can cut deep enough maybe it would be a nice surprise for me and you if killing myself is something I finally do.
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Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 10:32 AM UTC
dear mom
hey mom, lately I haven't been okay don't you see as you look me in the eye everyday? the circles under my eyes are a little too deep although nowadays all that I do is sleep mom, last month, someone at school tried suicide downing a bottle of paracetamol as he cried I wanted to tell you about him, 'cause now he's dead, but I remembered some of the things that you said when the other day you were at the drug store you heard someone overdosed on paracetamol you laughed then you said, "why hold back at all? why not drink poison? that'll work for sure!" mom, I looked it up, it only takes fifteen tablets fifteen of paracetamol and it'll send me straight to a casket mom, what if I were that overdosing teen? if I take only fourteen, would you tell me the same thing? mom, I've been starving myself - I hardly eat I don't know how I'm still managing on my feet that's fine anyway, you told me I should go on a diet so go on and tell me that I'm fat, I'll just keep quiet hey mom, my arms are lined up with slits but you're worried about if my clothes still fit so I'll keep my mouth shut, I won't make things bigger maybe if I tell my friends I'll feel a little better mom, everyone keeps telling me I'm depressed that I've got all these emotions inside me supressed I only listen to you, mom, and I ignore the rest after all, doesn't the saying go "mother knows best"? mom, if I wanted to die, what would you do? 'cause if I tell you, I feel like you'd just say, "me, too!" don't worry, mom, if I'm suddenly gone one day I've learned to hate myself because of you anyway mom, everyday is becoming a little too tough I'm just holding on 'til I can cut deep enough maybe it would be a nice surprise for me and you if killing myself is something I finally do.
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Two paracetamol washed down with Gaviscon from the car stash, 7:57 Later, at break, if I’m feeling cheeky I’ll pop a couple of Nurofen from the desk drawer and ride that mild alleviation At lunch, if the planets align and I reach the toilet, in the muffled cubicle my eyelids will flutter as I stretch and let the Anadin Plus do its thing Medicate to educate
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Mar 12, 2022
Mar 12, 2022 at 3:11 AM UTC
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I remember overhearing at the tennis game   "I always take painkillers, I can't seem to get                  the doctor to prescribe anything else             and I never sleep, and so with my morning               coffee, I slip some liquor in it                       and take some Anadin, as simple as that."       I sat and listened. Just in earshot.             "It just calms me down and sets me off for the day."               I see her take out a flask.                Opening the lid she breathes in.              "And days like this," she giggles.          "I bring extra."      Both the women now giggle              I smile               maybe this will work for me.                     That night I went home and straight                        to the medicine cabinet                 they sold paracetamol in tubs of hundreds                    I was only 14                    I'd only take a handful at a time          not enough to harm me                     little enough to go unnoticed                          I felt the rush even before I took them                          I still have the journal from that time                    an off-balance teenager who never fit in                          a longing for freedom so deep                       maybe this could give me the wings                              to fly. © Sia Jane
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May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 5:32 PM UTC
Coffee mornings
I remember overhearing at the tennis game   "I always take painkillers, I can't seem to get                  the doctor to prescribe anything else             and I never sleep, and so with my morning               coffee, I slip some liquor in it                       and take some Anadin, as simple as that."       I sat and listened. Just in earshot.             "It just calms me down and sets me off for the day."               I see her take out a flask.                Opening the lid she breathes in.              "And days like this," she giggles.          "I bring extra."      Both the women now giggle              I smile               maybe this will work for me.                     That night I went home and straight                        to the medicine cabinet                 they sold paracetamol in tubs of hundreds                    I was only 14                    I'd only take a handful at a time          not enough to harm me                     little enough to go unnoticed                          I felt the rush even before I took them                          I still have the journal from that time                    an off-balance teenager who never fit in                          a longing for freedom so deep                       maybe this could give me the wings                              to fly. © Sia Jane
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The Sun was late today, Claims she was stuck in traffic, Surrounded by clouds that Would not give way. She apologises nonetheless, For any inconvenience caused The delays and/or distress. I suspect she simply overslept. Based on the smell of ethanol, Cigarettes upon the breath. Half popped packs of paracetamol Left discarded on the desk. The good mornings softly spoken That shows the will is bent, Not broken. Ignoring token take out coffee Cups of renewable confessions. It's quite the sight to see, The one that's always early Arriving this time dishevelled, Disoriented, unsettled. She stumbles through yawns Stretching out the groans of dawn. Still she manages a smile. So the world begins to brighten At least for a little while.
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Jan 23, 2024
Jan 23, 2024 at 9:13 AM UTC
Overslept
One's for stress The other for sleep This for sadness, crying That for anger, shouting One result It hurts like hell Thud goes your brain Deep breath Let go of the pain. Thud, goes your brain Sitting in class The teacher drills We repeat each thud Our brains Knocking like our fingers Tapping atop the table Can we go yet? Thud goes your brain Take paracetamol Medicate thought Desensitize. Copy, repeat Coffee, revise Thud goes your brain Again.
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Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 3:38 PM UTC
headaches
i party i party every single day i get my coke and beer my friend yeah it’s rather grand after that, i’ll grab a jack daniels and yeah, i will drink it down ya ****** bet i party with my coke mate yeah, it’s fucken, rad you see i knew person who invented beer it was a lady don’t ya know but her recipe was stolen by crooks but in hindsight it is fine because that lady invented beer and allowing crooks to steal her recipe it shows, she isn’t a rich arrogant **** she was a poor lady doing it tough ya see i party i party with coca cola, the drink, my medicine along with paracetamol and fluoride it helps athena heal my teeth, athena is coooool, man i party i party yeah i party every day with athena looking after my teeth, DUDES
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 8:57 AM UTC
I PARTY WITH ATHENA, THANK YA SO MUCH
Sharp pain side splitting, harsh words hard hitting. Sleepless nights, endless fights. Try as I might the pain remains inside... Unidentified, but never left, uncomfortability felt with each breath. Unbearable days and unimaginable nights, Take the pain away and turn off the lights. Heavy breath, wheezing tight chest, freezing and cold sweats, feeling so close to death, Paracetamol, paranoid to eat them all.
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Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 3:33 AM UTC
Paracetamol (update - just broke my ribs)
Headaches, Headaches that feels like a pain that can never be cured Headaches That feels like a battle going on in your brain Headaches That feels like your life is about to end no peace just sorrow Headaches That never be cured when you just use paracetamol Headaches you either cure it or no hope just expectation
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Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 5:24 AM UTC
HEADACHES
You'll catch me by the sidewalk sitting down and rocking Majority of people look down but keep on walking They don't understand the pain like electric shocks to the brain That make you forget your name, what you stand for seems insane Where chaos reigns and the brave die, it's easy to get lost Pulled into a vacuum so abyssal the will to live is forgot Where the blood is Paracetamol, where it hurts like it's physical Numb like a vegetable yet hungry like a cannibal Starving where food is plentiful Dehydrated when you're forgetful You know you're mental And it's as smooth as Butter Menthol Attached to your bed like it's the only safe haven Wondering if like a ruin, you're broken and breaking When vultures circle up high and your eyes are gouged by ravens The dark thick ooze makes you realise... you need saving
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May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 7:57 PM UTC
Negative Vibes
Justified How can anybody, Justify, Leaving me, With just a script, I have to pay, No money here, Till payday comes! Pain still lingers, So glad, It don't affect my writing, Wrist and fingers, Good, Be praised! Lived on varied diet of paracetamol delight! Two four hourly through the day, Off into the night, When sleep brings light relief! It's all so irksome, To have to go to work, Means nothing comes for free, Price of this prescription, Gonna crucify me! Guess I'm lucky, As health U.K. is free, At this very moment, Minus script's not helping me! By ladylivvi1 © 2013 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved)
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May 25, 2013
May 25, 2013 at 8:52 AM UTC
Justified!
A dose of 30 paracetamol And lithium to help keep sane You lie in a bed with drips Vomiting out your pain The veins on your arm stick out Blue against dark red scars There are bags under your eyes Black like a sky of stars I hold on to your thin arms And I hope it doesn't hurt "Don't hurt yourself again" But my words are lost in your shirt You're home sometimes, or not A long, long stay away I miss you when you're gone And you missed my birthday.
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Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 4:08 PM UTC
Grey&Blue Days
One man dead before another over and over, and over. I see them when i slumber I hear them when i feast. Rosy crimson waterfalls gushing from mouths Just lonely toy soldiers devouring masked boys These fresh open cuts know no salvation will never taste sweet paracetamol. One man kills another, without even a name exchanged Is this a man's worth? Can he even be blamed? The boy whispers to his father: When you go to war You're not a man anymore
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 1:21 AM UTC
The reason for War
in the age of super fast optic coptic broadband connectivity, writing had to leave the lives of respectable corset donning girls who’d lounge all day with balzac and long tennyson stanzas, who’d read for relaxation... sorry to break it to you huckleberry finn... but reading these days is all about distraction... distraction distraction distractions... plenty of them in the “real” world too... it’s called the goldfish salute... slàinte mhath... dheagh shlàinte... next time you hear an advertisement don’t think of promotion (that’s done through the ol’ word o’ mouth)... think more on the lines: ailing company... ailments in general... a public relations stunt... for those grandiose profit margins; true that... when a man is sick, has a cold a fever, he is prescribed paracetamol... when it's a company... the economic model prescribes the medicine known as advertisement.
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Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 7:22 AM UTC
hamza hamza hamza