They say there is a song for everything
For every triumph
For each failure
For everything

Well ?

Is there a song for me?

A song that ranges from a soft operatic voice to a death metal voice
The chirruping almost sickening happiness voice
The soft melancholic voice
Is there a song like that?

Well?

Is there a song for me?

A song that will tell you about my smiles when I was younger
A song that will indulge you within emotions I never understood
A song that will take you through the fear of the first rugby game and the pain of the fractured wrist
The daunting experience of a first crush ....
The terror of being plunged in awareness.....
The horror of being ostrasized
Spending my time alone with my new awareness
Being taunted
Being teased

Well.....

Is there a song for me?

A song to show my emotions
My realization that I was different
My horror at being different
My hatred at the world
My hatred at god
And his falsehoods
My looking into a mirror and seeing naught but something you hate
My masochism
My scars
My life.....

Well

Is there a song for me?

I'm shoved into a box by society.
Labled without checking my contents.
Judged without knowing my full story.
Ostrasized for not being normal, banished for trying to conform.

I don't know who I am.
Not by choice, but because of  my nature, my surroundings.
Constant movement, constant growth makes me unsure of my certainties and questioning my facts.
How can you give an answer, if you can't find the question.

I'm so fragile.
Fragmented.
Torn apart too many times to count and left alone for much too long.
Shattered by the cruel truths that fill my life.
Crushed by dreams that want to suffocate me.

Who am I??
No, the better question is where am I.
I'm trying to find the pieces of a broken Me.