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"obstacle" poems
When I say I love you more, I don't mean I love you more than you love me. I mean I love you more than the bad days ahead of us, I love you more than any fight we will ever have. I love you more than any obstacle that could come between us. I love you the most.
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Nov 26, 2016
Nov 26, 2016 at 1:41 AM UTC
I Love You More
Delilah baby I can feel the weight of you in my arms. I can feel my k to z love for you and see how that laugh of yours makes people cry and how that smile pierces my heart because it looks just like his did. I can feel the sun kissing each one of our toes as we sit overlooking the grand canyon in the kaleidoscope sunset. your spider fingers are wrapped in my hair like a plea to never be left alone your spindle legs are all knobby kneed and pale entwined with mine. baby he left me not you. I was a hurricane and he loved you too much to look afraid that one glance and he'd be head over heels reeling out of control like you were the drug and he was the addict. they say everything happens for a reason and you are my reason. Delilah baby you are the here and the now of forever. the stop sign on the corner is an obstacle for street racers but its a godsend because its just enough of a pause for me to kiss you between the eyes. and I can't ever finish anything so this story isn't complete and at the top of the pass where the air is clear enough if we sing loud enough maybe he will hear us and remember who he left behind.
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Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 12:20 PM UTC
Delilah Baby
Why was I born an obstacle? Why is being a woman, considered as one? For I can learn and I am capable Yet none of it matters, for I am not a son If you truly need more soldiers Please just take me instead My father knows no limits, but I do Just treat me as one of your men I will fulfill my role as a soldier I am a female and a fighter I am a woman and a warrior I may not be perfect But I will fight for her The girl in the looking glass Who has failed as a daughter She will fulfill her role as a soldier She is a woman, she is a warrior She is the girl worth fighting for
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Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 1:52 AM UTC
The Girl In The Looking Glass
When you come across a Brick "the wall", Don't hesitate! Kiss him! Maybe he's not so bad at all?
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Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC
"A lovely obstacle"
Listen My skin glistens The sweat drips ~n~ I feel the motion The rise of my emotions The tingle in the spine Expands in time Engulfing my muscles With adrenaline, hustle **** reason Incite treason Don’t back down Don’t turn aroun’ Introduced, an obstacle Beat it like a rock, unstoppable Heart, rhythm, momentum Breath, flex, go get ‘em Never rest, There is no success As soon as you think you won, Something hits your chest So stand up, strong This fight is gunna last long In 1 second, You could be gone ViKing By GeoEthE
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Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 12:25 PM UTC
Viking
Body, remember not only how much you were loved, not only the beds on which you lay, but also those desires which for you plainly glowed in the eyes, and trembled in the voice -- and some chance obstacle made them futile. Now that all belongs to the past, it is almost as if you had yielded to those desires too -- remember, how they glowed, in the eyes looking at you; how they trembled in the voice, for you, remember, body.
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Remember, Body...
~Modesty & Respect has been lost and now the tears are too hot to turn into frost~ ◄►◄►◄►◄► Sickness in the mind is revised As the eyes are revealed to a non-existing surprise Pretending that the colorful pills are sweet tasting skittles While tears forms into a spiraled riddle Generations are messed up because good-teachings are slack So in the young minds rightfulness lack There is peace even if chaos may seem to consume In dark tunnels a dim light will soon loom But if you perceive To conceive Not to believe Then tell me how will you ever achieve? Life is not a game, but a vivid reality So save every special moment of sensuality Remember that you are an instrument Play your life story, sing your mind, and bleed your words out loud with contentment You’re not useless Humanities truths…believe every single bit of it, release your stress Strength lies within your heart You’re such a beautiful sculpted art Do the opposite of what depression tells you, you won’t lose Your fate lies in each choice you make, carefully choose Your future is the next moment Make each obstacle your stepping stone and then you can easily avoid torment Then spectral corruption Will never be able to destroy your inner emotion ◄►◄►◄►◄►
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Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 6:05 PM UTC
Spectral Corruption
The pathway to the hidden falls, greenest trees and ivy walls, Humid day and rain a threat, Forest living, thick and wet. Pebbles on this path to be, Never ending, fast to me. Flip flops make an obstacle, For me to keep the pace we go. The peach in hand is almost eaten, When roaring waters reveal this Eden, The water falls so quick approaching seems to stick my memory's poaching. We climb the uphill train of rocks, more like boulders, need for socks, Majesty miracle's tickle my senses, Like watching babe ruth swing for the fences. Something here is overpowering behind the force field something is flowering, Wet smooth rocks lay geometric, something alive and something electric. Native American premonitions, Thoughts of the beginning of all of this swishin', Waterfall dreams sparkle like diamonds, Foam and water, slippery minded. Brain chemical explosion. Somethings been bound. Something is gone something I found Burned in my imagination is this place that I visited on my vacation.
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Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 10:35 AM UTC
Waterfall Dreamland Memories of Yesterday
Everyday, hell every minute I get to call him mine I fall deeper and deeper in love. I decide that I'm going to give myself to him. Time doesn't slow down, And so I decide to follow my heart. Trusting him with everything. We pick a playlist, a date, and a time; Then we make love for the first time. It was everything I wanted and so much more. His gentle embrace afterwards assured me that I had picked the right guy. But life happens, and and after a few more times, my parents find out. Two months. We had only been dating two months And what seemed like the end of my world had begun. Tears fell like snowflakes on a cold December night I expected him to leave me But see, this is the first time my luck changed when I needed it too. He held me through the tears Picked me up when I was hurt Reassured me that he would never leave He was strong for the both of us and made me smile when he could Possibly the biggest obstacle a high school couple could face was thrown at us early in our relationship I guess we should've waited. But I don't regret my actions. We endured it, grew closer, and loved each other like nothing had changed. Loving him was the biggest epiphany I've ever had, I stopped trusting the universe and put some faith in myself And the ones I loved The world has been brighter ever since. Hard months pass. We attend his Junior Prom I slow dance for the first time And the Star Wars series is completed. Before we realize it, summer is in the air, along with it our half year milestone. 6 months pass with this boy and I feel as if he asked me out just yesterday. We spend the day together and I thank him for the wonderful date and kiss him goodnight Under that full moon which has watched my relationships end, he holds me close after our kiss. With teary eyes he thanks me for the best 6 months of his life. I hug him teary eyed as well. I shut my eyes and take the moment in. His scent, the cold breeze, and the cicadas singing to us in the dark. If there is a love anymore true than this, please tell me. I look up at the night sky at the distant worlds and ponder our own Earth may be my home planet But I know that I'm holding the other half of my life in my arms. My parents begin to ease up Theres talk of college in the air I start to feel happy once more. I paint my canvases with bright colors And begin to stain blank pages with my life story once again. A new sun is rising.
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Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 2:44 AM UTC
The Sanctuary Part 7
Everyday, hell every minute I get to call him mine I fall deeper and deeper in love. I decide that I'm going to give myself to him. Time doesn't slow down, And so I decide to follow my heart. Trusting him with everything. We pick a playlist, a date, and a time; Then we make love for the first time. It was everything I wanted and so much more. His gentle embrace afterwards assured me that I had picked the right guy. But life happens, and and after a few more times, my parents find out. Two months. We had only been dating two months And what seemed like the end of my world had begun. Tears fell like snowflakes on a cold December night I expected him to leave me But see, this is the first time my luck changed when I needed it too. He held me through the tears Picked me up when I was hurt Reassured me that he would never leave He was strong for the both of us and made me smile when he could Possibly the biggest obstacle a high school couple could face was thrown at us early in our relationship I guess we should've waited. But I don't regret my actions. We endured it, grew closer, and loved each other like nothing had changed. Loving him was the biggest epiphany I've ever had, I stopped trusting the universe and put some faith in myself And the ones I loved The world has been brighter ever since. Hard months pass. We attend his Junior Prom I slow dance for the first time And the Star Wars series is completed. Before we realize it, summer is in the air, along with it our half year milestone. 6 months pass with this boy and I feel as if he asked me out just yesterday. We spend the day together and I thank him for the wonderful date and kiss him goodnight Under that full moon which has watched my relationships end, he holds me close after our kiss. With teary eyes he thanks me for the best 6 months of his life. I hug him teary eyed as well. I shut my eyes and take the moment in. His scent, the cold breeze, and the cicadas singing to us in the dark. If there is a love anymore true than this, please tell me. I look up at the night sky at the distant worlds and ponder our own Earth may be my home planet But I know that I'm holding the other half of my life in my arms. My parents begin to ease up Theres talk of college in the air I start to feel happy once more. I paint my canvases with bright colors And begin to stain blank pages with my life story once again. A new sun is rising.
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What are obstacles to some, hurdles to be overcome, For others spring boards will be, Stepping stones to destiny. From this could it be construed That with the right attitude Anything is possible No matter the obstacle? Is it Attitude no less that is the key to success? Letting nothing get in the way Of you reaching your goals one day.
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Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 8:37 AM UTC
Attitude!
*oh, these messages, you send, invitations to a gala, a black tie affair, but only if willingly pay the exorbitant fare, your money's no good, you must dare, find and write the poem hid within how cold are the carpenter's hands, the weather, but an added obstacle, this heat, makes dying different difficult, the wood bearing cross requires additional nails and flesh, for the extra load he's bearing, when it snows blood in Jerusalem the whole world can transition when one man dies and another is risen, where oh where lies then, the juxtaposition? there is none, for man is man, his divine spark, embedded, to his maker's mark, wedded, neither snow or sun, can ever, either, extinguish* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ any message you send can and will be turned into a poem
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Mar 14, 2017
Mar 14, 2017 at 9:10 PM UTC
"cold are the carpenter's hands"
The dove left awhile ago. The flamingo stared as it flew away. The sparrow sat silently, watching and observing, Knowing that eventually one would break. What the flamingo doesn't know, hurts it. The dove, in fact,has had its wings broken before. It was said that the wings were broken to no repair. The dove was paralyzed, could feel no pain. It was numb, it was in vain. The sparrow sat patiently on the side. It helped the dove get back in line, Time was the true healer. The sparrow watched as the dove failed, The sparrow watched as the dove grew, The most important part, is that the dove overcame. Even the sparrow thought there was no return, though it never said it, it believed it. Until one day, the sparrow looked out, and saw the dove flying away. The dove had healed, the dove was free. The numbness went down and it began to see. Now, this is a message for the flamingo to hear, The sparrow has everything to fear. The dove never wanted to fly away and not come back, Yet the flamingo desires exactly that. The dove was able to overcome their pain, so I believe the flamingo can do the same. It takes time, it takes patience, but in the end, it is worth it. The world will be clearer, and the flowers brighter. The sparrow can not wait, until the day the flamingo can fly away. But to fly away with its own wings, with its own strength, to have overcome this obstacle, and finally be free. The sparrow will wait patiently for that day, Helping all the way. The flamingo will soar high, not has high as the heavens, because it will be low enough to where it can fly back, Back to where the sparrow sits patiently, for the help it can give once more.
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Sep 19, 2016
Sep 19, 2016 at 5:23 PM UTC
The Sparrow Speaks
The dove left awhile ago. The flamingo stared as it flew away. The sparrow sat silently, watching and observing, Knowing that eventually one would break. What the flamingo doesn't know, hurts it. The dove, in fact,has had its wings broken before. It was said that the wings were broken to no repair. The dove was paralyzed, could feel no pain. It was numb, it was in vain. The sparrow sat patiently on the side. It helped the dove get back in line, Time was the true healer. The sparrow watched as the dove failed, The sparrow watched as the dove grew, The most important part, is that the dove overcame. Even the sparrow thought there was no return, though it never said it, it believed it. Until one day, the sparrow looked out, and saw the dove flying away. The dove had healed, the dove was free. The numbness went down and it began to see. Now, this is a message for the flamingo to hear, The sparrow has everything to fear. The dove never wanted to fly away and not come back, Yet the flamingo desires exactly that. The dove was able to overcome their pain, so I believe the flamingo can do the same. It takes time, it takes patience, but in the end, it is worth it. The world will be clearer, and the flowers brighter. The sparrow can not wait, until the day the flamingo can fly away. But to fly away with its own wings, with its own strength, to have overcome this obstacle, and finally be free. The sparrow will wait patiently for that day, Helping all the way. The flamingo will soar high, not has high as the heavens, because it will be low enough to where it can fly back, Back to where the sparrow sits patiently, for the help it can give once more.
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Today, I wear nothing. I strip away the hot heavy shoes, the tights that constrict my airway. My underwear, lacy and uncomfortable and unseen by everyone but me. My deepest darkest most sacred secret is held down             slipping between my legs is my moist wet womanhood not stopped by any obstacle and you try to touch me there on my pink love button, touching it to understand a different part of me that you wouldn't have been able to see otherwise. I keep it hidden. it comes out when they come off Release
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Aug 16, 2011
Aug 16, 2011 at 6:01 PM UTC
****
I think about him often and on Father's Day, I dwell... upon the things he gave to me and taught me oh, so well. I go back to those early years when on my father's knee... he'd give to me a special hug and then he'd say to me: *"...life is what you make. Don't look for special breaks. Keep your chin up when the world seems doomed, for goodness sakes. Always keep love in your heart. on that you'll always count. And when you do...well.. there's no obstacle you can't surmount. You can be, all that you want for you have that kind of power. You're not as fragile, as it seems though, I see you as a flower. Do not be afraid to love freely, with all your heart I will protect you always but you must also... those times when we're apart That day will come along when my body falls apart. And then, I must be moving on but I'll remain forever... within your heart!"* He left me in 2013 to go and be with God. I knew he would someday of course… yet still, I find it odd... that I can still recall his voice from all those years ago. And I'd just like to say that... I listened, and I love him so!
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Jun 18, 2017
Jun 18, 2017 at 12:13 AM UTC
I Still Recall His Voice
you aren't less worthy less important less powerful because you're b r o k e n. your brokenness is no obstacle for light to shine through you. the light shines through the cracks.
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Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 2:40 PM UTC
light shines through the cracks.
Permission to speak, I am the ally of the silenced and unheard. I am the noise you can't shake. Two sharp points like the accents I carry on my tongue. I slither and squirm as I observe what they have done to you. It's a tragedy what they think of you and how arrogantly they use you for self proclaimed prophecies. No! I am not that! I yell loudly, but only the echo replies. Incarceration, deportation, degradation, gentrification some of the words that burn as I spit them out. False ideologies are accepted as realities ignoring the facts. I am not illegal and you don't have the right to label or decide. I am not a criminal, never was. Don't obstruct my academic path, I will jump each and every obstacle one by one. I was born free, you labeled and shackled me with lies and hatred but I broke loose. With my forked tongue I battle your double sided knife. I am not content with the destructive pattern that has emerged with your avarice. I will not **** for you and I will not die in vain. My snake like tongue has no mercy and will not cease until I see dignity and peace obtained.
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Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 6:40 AM UTC
Snake Tongue
I saw you staring blankly in your room You were lying down, like energy has nowhere to bloom Mama always deliver you food You don't eat with us anymore I heard you cried, Mama told us about it I understand why and my heart wrenched I wish I can do or say something, anything But I don't know what act or words will be soothing I know your body misses to puff that smoke from a cigarette It is hard to stop, friends who've been there told me about it But you had to, we've been telling you to And because your body is also disappointing you I wonder where your sweetness has gone to Maybe they literally seeped into your blood and runs through Maybe I had inherited it in my veins too Don't worry I am proud, because this is from you Worrying has been your hobby lately Because our youngest still has one more year 'til she finishes her college degree The house, electricity, water expenses, and the money Because you could work no more, as per your exhausted and old body I wanted to tell you that everything's gonna be alright But, Papa, I cannot lie I honestly don't know if it will I am also doubtful, I am also worried But Papa, as your eldest, I am ready To take on the responsibility you carried I know, I know, it'll be heavy But I can do it, don't worry about me You have worked hard enough See, we already came this far If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have had The best family I can wish for, and the best of life So please, be energetic again Please eat with us again Please dry your tears Please get well Please tell us those sweet-nothings Or the corny jokes that had us laughing And we'll tell you, you're still the most handsome being Our eyes have ever seen So get a lot of rest This is just an obstacle, a test Sit back and relax Just watch your eldest, just watch
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May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 5:28 AM UTC
To Papa
I saw you staring blankly in your room You were lying down, like energy has nowhere to bloom Mama always deliver you food You don't eat with us anymore I heard you cried, Mama told us about it I understand why and my heart wrenched I wish I can do or say something, anything But I don't know what act or words will be soothing I know your body misses to puff that smoke from a cigarette It is hard to stop, friends who've been there told me about it But you had to, we've been telling you to And because your body is also disappointing you I wonder where your sweetness has gone to Maybe they literally seeped into your blood and runs through Maybe I had inherited it in my veins too Don't worry I am proud, because this is from you Worrying has been your hobby lately Because our youngest still has one more year 'til she finishes her college degree The house, electricity, water expenses, and the money Because you could work no more, as per your exhausted and old body I wanted to tell you that everything's gonna be alright But, Papa, I cannot lie I honestly don't know if it will I am also doubtful, I am also worried But Papa, as your eldest, I am ready To take on the responsibility you carried I know, I know, it'll be heavy But I can do it, don't worry about me You have worked hard enough See, we already came this far If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have had The best family I can wish for, and the best of life So please, be energetic again Please eat with us again Please dry your tears Please get well Please tell us those sweet-nothings Or the corny jokes that had us laughing And we'll tell you, you're still the most handsome being Our eyes have ever seen So get a lot of rest This is just an obstacle, a test Sit back and relax Just watch your eldest, just watch
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Plastic bags are my super villain and no I am not Aqua Man I am Michael a normal male civilian of some young-adult age, whom is still willing to inconvenience himself. Not so old, where holding multiple objects sounds like an obstacle too acrobatic for the limbs to handle. One can too many knock's off the balance of the elderly and cast them off the trapeze of a sidewalk into a net of asphalt, where being caught is a broken hip. No that is not me, although it does remind me of my grandma, because to her plastic bags are her life-savers. It is a struggle to convince my grandma that I am a great trapezist so we can leave these bags to their solitude and finally defeat this enemy. Although with plastic bags it is never so easy they have plenty of goons who are willing to do the ***** work forcing themselves upon us at any opportunity, even those that don't make any sense, even for my grandma. I Went to Best Buy and bought a brand new movie,"Unfriended" and I got it for my grandma to watch, since she's a bit technophobic. This movie will haunt her; for ghosts **** people through the internet. What will haunt me is Destiny, the worker, handing me a plastic bag: with a 13-ounce, smaller than a piece of paper Blu-Ray inside ...without even asking if I wanted a plastic bag.
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Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 6:34 AM UTC
Superhero's Do Not Use Plastic Bags.
I ask you, I beg you…not break my heart Not now, this time, I break apart The past doth visit, this night of all My heart, responds to whom that call Though you no longer walk this land My heart remembers each grain of sand That time when you have grasped my heart Our dreams we swore we’d never part Almost one year, you’ve asked from me To take your hand, so forever we’d be And Yes, I said...my heart spoke true That forever, I will stand, and always love you And so we dreamed and planned our lives With child and more, our hearts contrived Alas, God spoke and needed thee To take you early, and set you free From life on earth, where you’ve made your mark To Heaven you land, new roads embark God recognize your worth so true And so he made known his need for you Up there you shine, and your heart is known For all to see, how you have grown For me, its clear I've learned some truth Though I have lost, God has me soothed To know you serve our Lord with trust And be the Light, to fight for just So do not see me as one that’s broken I know that you and God has spoken I will soon take my place along your side As we have planned to be your bride And so I shall wait the time ‘til then Know that I always love you, until then end For now, I bide the time I’m here No obstacle, nor hardship shall I ever fear For I know in the end, I will meet you there When God, shall agree our time to share The love begun at the first hello Through time, shall be clear, we both shall know Forever, our love, forever we last Through millennia, and more, whatever past
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Nov 15, 2012
Nov 15, 2012 at 1:26 PM UTC
Always - For You, My Jeff
I ask you, I beg you…not break my heart Not now, this time, I break apart The past doth visit, this night of all My heart, responds to whom that call Though you no longer walk this land My heart remembers each grain of sand That time when you have grasped my heart Our dreams we swore we’d never part Almost one year, you’ve asked from me To take your hand, so forever we’d be And Yes, I said...my heart spoke true That forever, I will stand, and always love you And so we dreamed and planned our lives With child and more, our hearts contrived Alas, God spoke and needed thee To take you early, and set you free From life on earth, where you’ve made your mark To Heaven you land, new roads embark God recognize your worth so true And so he made known his need for you Up there you shine, and your heart is known For all to see, how you have grown For me, its clear I've learned some truth Though I have lost, God has me soothed To know you serve our Lord with trust And be the Light, to fight for just So do not see me as one that’s broken I know that you and God has spoken I will soon take my place along your side As we have planned to be your bride And so I shall wait the time ‘til then Know that I always love you, until then end For now, I bide the time I’m here No obstacle, nor hardship shall I ever fear For I know in the end, I will meet you there When God, shall agree our time to share The love begun at the first hello Through time, shall be clear, we both shall know Forever, our love, forever we last Through millennia, and more, whatever past
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a home, above all else, is familiar. it does not have to be comfortable, nor does it have to be full. a home is probably a favorite place to be, or maybe it houses some of the cruelest memories. I like homes where I can drive quick and still avoid each upcoming pothole-- ones where old neighbors and new couples hunker down for their respectful chapters of life. I like homes where I can walk around each obstacle in the kitchen with my eyes shut tight and only bang my shins a little bit. a home is a sense, an intuition. it is a place where you can dance while no one is watching. you can fling your tears and regret at the walls and let them absorb your true feelings, hushing you with their pillows and soft sounds and views. a home is a home anywhere you choose it to be, but above all else, a home is familiar, and that is a home to me.
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May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 6:23 PM UTC
A Home, Defined
It's where I'm meant to be, But you're standing in my way. You're not a harmful subject, Yet you're not asking me to stay. It's where I'm meant to be, My heart said it's the only way. You're standing before me, Turning my mind into your clay. It's where I'm meant to be, I thought my final signs were screaming. At me, of course, who else? You're standing there listening and watching. It's where I'm meant to be, I thought God finally heard my call. My call to Him was not for you, but for a path, The one you're still standing in strong and tall. It's where I'm meant to be, For how much more must I pray? You're still my growing obstacle, Hey Ganesh, lost options for games to play? It's where I'm meant to be, I call the place my mother, my home. You're there standing like a sacred idol, Hey Ganesh, please make your message to me, more known.
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Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
It's Where I'm Meant To Be
I need to focus and to find, This desire and obstacle that renders me blind. Broken images of smiles and laughter, leaves me sweating fearfull and lonely after. Eyes wide they drown in passion, Feel natures design hidden secret and perfectly fashioned. Her waist so tiny and so small, Her hair cascading like golden waterfalls. Rap around embrace and bind, In this ecstacy caught captured and mine. Bite the lip and scar the skin, Every weakness invoked by delicious sin. Till i arrive and rip the curtain, In actions so precise innocent and certain. Sterile unfeeling killing all infection, so quickly so completely it goes without detection. You pass me by without attention, **** my control and social discretion!
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Jul 5, 2011
Jul 5, 2011 at 2:54 PM UTC
Attraction
Because I was born first I must always be well spoken Because I was first born I have to take the first leap no matter how high the cliff is Because I was first born I have to be both Dragon and Knight Enemy and Defender Obstacle and Protector My shadow must cover her but let her light shine Because she was born second she has to scream to be heard Because she was born second she must make the biggest splash Because she was born second she must fight the dragon and be its captive She must shine so bright my shadow disappears
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Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 11:57 PM UTC
Birth Order
What is inside? Something I do not know Building in my veins Will it help me grow? I come across a wall And moving to the side I see another obstacle That I can’t reveal or hide I turn to my left, Then right and around I see my mirrored self She doesn’t make a sound Too long she’s been standing Waiting to take control And find that ***** girl That some ******* stole She is fierce and fantastic Wanting to explore Taking any sensation To become a slutty ***** That ******* didn’t ****** you I heard myself say You’re a **** hungry woman But are you ready to play? I thought I was prepared For ******* and the feast Though I’m scared to show the world The carefully hidden beast Pressured stirring mounts Like an ******** ***** fever It is time for slutabration And unhinge to receive her
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May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021 at 12:10 PM UTC
That ***** girl
Can anyone tell me why I let myself live in this? Am I stuck in a room with no windows or doors? I used to bang on the walls with bruises on fists over tattooed wrists and faded scars that led to a hole in my chest that I filled with love for myself. “Love for myself”: You probably think that sounds conceited, right? But in all truth, it is the bitter opposite. I didn’t need any of you to save me. I figured it out on my own, like I always do. The fight in my gut emerged beyond skin, but I was never good enough here. I will never be good enough here. I spend my weeks on a seesaw between the highest praise and the lowest blows. Every word that takes off from my lips must turn and tumble in flight before reaching your ears. You hear me. You don’t listen. You twist me. You don’t illuminate. No, I am not like a daughter to you, and if you were my mother, I would have disowned you long ago. In fact, you really don’t know **** about me, because I don’t want you to. Too many people try to tell me how to live, as though I haven’t come to learn what is best for myself. I think, as someone who used to fantasize about her own death but has overcome that obstacle and must continue to work to keep that fight alive in herself every **** minute of her existence, I have the right to write you off as an imbecile to my life. You don’t own me. You don’t know me. You don’t even see me. I ripped away the heart sewn tightly to my sleeve a while ago and placed it in a treasure chest kept in a safe haven to which few hold the key. I hold the key. But I don’t go there often. You see, I never really get the chance. I just want the chance, just a little bit of time to hear the quiet hum of a life reformed, to stop and feel the breath in my chest, to feel each lung fill to the brim, and picture it nourishing every inch of my body as I press the “release” button. Can I press the “release” button? Can I close my eyes and be… just be, not do. Can I whisper my desires to the wind that moves around me? Can we tell secrets of our confusion, our struggles, our victories? Can I reside to the treasure chest, simply to fill back up? “E” is for empty. I was designed differently than you. I wasn’t made for this.
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 12:38 AM UTC
Loyalty
Can anyone tell me why I let myself live in this? Am I stuck in a room with no windows or doors? I used to bang on the walls with bruises on fists over tattooed wrists and faded scars that led to a hole in my chest that I filled with love for myself. “Love for myself”: You probably think that sounds conceited, right? But in all truth, it is the bitter opposite. I didn’t need any of you to save me. I figured it out on my own, like I always do. The fight in my gut emerged beyond skin, but I was never good enough here. I will never be good enough here. I spend my weeks on a seesaw between the highest praise and the lowest blows. Every word that takes off from my lips must turn and tumble in flight before reaching your ears. You hear me. You don’t listen. You twist me. You don’t illuminate. No, I am not like a daughter to you, and if you were my mother, I would have disowned you long ago. In fact, you really don’t know **** about me, because I don’t want you to. Too many people try to tell me how to live, as though I haven’t come to learn what is best for myself. I think, as someone who used to fantasize about her own death but has overcome that obstacle and must continue to work to keep that fight alive in herself every **** minute of her existence, I have the right to write you off as an imbecile to my life. You don’t own me. You don’t know me. You don’t even see me. I ripped away the heart sewn tightly to my sleeve a while ago and placed it in a treasure chest kept in a safe haven to which few hold the key. I hold the key. But I don’t go there often. You see, I never really get the chance. I just want the chance, just a little bit of time to hear the quiet hum of a life reformed, to stop and feel the breath in my chest, to feel each lung fill to the brim, and picture it nourishing every inch of my body as I press the “release” button. Can I press the “release” button? Can I close my eyes and be… just be, not do. Can I whisper my desires to the wind that moves around me? Can we tell secrets of our confusion, our struggles, our victories? Can I reside to the treasure chest, simply to fill back up? “E” is for empty. I was designed differently than you. I wasn’t made for this.
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