This is a little shade of depression,
my younger days I'm remembering,
thinking of all the pain I'm in.

I'm feeling like I've been so caught up in my own dam lies,
I have never seen the fires this bright,
I burned,
I forgot all the lessons I learned,
I'm hurt,
and I've been suicidal for a while,
and still, I'm in denial,
my thoughts are being vile,
while going through this trial,
called life, it brings strife,
the trial of fire brings desire,
I'm tired, of being tired,
I'm getting told to keep on trying,
I'm fighting,
cuz there's no more hiding,
listen to what I'm writing.

(Singing chorus)
I'm hearing voices all around me,
I'm feeling darkness creep upon thee,
I'm giving up\nIve had enough
No more smiling it's too tough. (X2)

Every since day dot I've thought a lot,
maybe too much, but I Never thought of such,
don't touch,
this is precious,
I take the measures,
I curve the edges,
I burn the letters,
my verse it betters,
my curse it feathers,
the earth it tremors,
my demons are mad,
and they feen when I'm sad,
they beam when I'm mad,
but I feel kinda glad,
with a glass in my lap,
my pen and my pad,
the first smile I've had,
my rhyming is back,
yes, my demons are black,
they carry an ax,
but I carry a sword,
chop, chop I'm bored

(Singing chorus)
I'm hearing voices all around me,
I'm feeling darkness creep upon thee,
I'm giving up
I've had enough
No more smiling it's too tough.
(X2)