"myside" poems
It's frosty outside.
Just simple cold.
Just standing in the grass almost make my hands froze.
Here I am standing out in he Monday morning cold.
It was just a few minutes ago.
With you by myside.
I was feeling Monday Morning warmth.
If it wasn't for love.
I wouldn't be outside.
But you came up with this idea to take a walk.
Cause you wanted to do something different.
Listen if it wasn't for love.
I know I wouldn't be here.
Cause Monday morning cold will never be my best friend.
Now, as for the Monday morning warmth.
Which I extremely enjoyed.
You just might get me to journey once more.
Nov 19, 2012
Nov 19, 2012 at 7:30 AM UTC
IF you stand by my side,then you can lean on me
I will care for you,
throught the rough &bad; times,
Stand by myside,and I'LLpromise to love you forever,
Stand by my side,and I will show you a
rainbow after a good nights rain.
Standby my side,I can protect you from
the devil himself!.
IF ,you stand by my side,I'LL,
even pull out a star from the skies above,and give it to you .
Stand by my side,and we can watch the sunset .
Stand by my side .and ILLgive you the world.
Stand by my side ,and I promise to never hurt you.
Lean on me ,for I am strong.
Stand by my side ,and together we can make dreams
come true ,with just one snap ofour fingers.
I can promise you'll never cry anymore or
ever be alone again.
Stand by my side,and I;LLgive you paridise,
But all I want in return,is your love!
SO please wont you stand by my side?.
Jul 18, 2010
Jul 18, 2010 at 7:04 AM UTC
The dream I dreamed tonight
Was me with a cabin light
A cliff by the seaside,
I watched the falling stars
The sky turned purple
and I heard the singing grass
You flew to my side
and together we laughed
on how silly is the night owl,
to be drinking tea at night
I had a pet white tiger
and a carriage made of clouds
And a set of picnic materials,
I had you by myside
Was it a paradise?
The joy I felt was everlasting,
I did not wish to say goodbye
We listened to invented melodies
and slept to mythical charms
of how happiness will always stay,
how undefeated we will be
I heard you plead, "Don't leave me",
I responded with a smile
There, I promised to fight,
for you I will thrive
I am brave in a dream,
I am strong in a dream
Was it paradise?
I dreamed a dream tonight
And never will I wake up
I dreamed of you tonight
I missed your little laughs
Goodbye to you my love.
Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 11:17 PM UTC
You're so beautiful.
I love the way your eyes look.
I love the feeling i get when i stare into your eyes, and i get amazed and trapped in them for hours.
When I look at you it makes my heart beat faster and faster.
You tell me constantly how you hate your "chubby cheeks," but I holding your face while i give you a kiss that has a thousand meanings.
You say how much you hate your body, but the fact that its yours it means a lot.
I fell in love with the way you are.
I love that i get to hold you in my arms and kiss your head.
I feel special having you by myside and being able to call you mine.
Every kiss that i give and gave you has a meaning.
I love that you are you.
You have accepted me for myself and that meant a lot. I Love You
May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 11:36 AM UTC
Falling asleep beside you tonight
It makes me realize that I have nothing better to wish for
I have you by myside
You're thoughts in my dreams
and when I wake, reality is at my best.
Nov 16, 2011
Nov 16, 2011 at 5:09 PM UTC
You're the air in my lungs
I'm turning blue
And without you by myside
I have the flu
Nothing else can make me better
Than you.
Like my favorite sweeter
You keep me warm
Your my shelter in this storm.
Sometimes I feel like you aren't around,
Silent not marking a sound.
Trying to hear your voice and see,
I began realize it wasn't you that walked away... but me.
Never will I leave your side again,
It's not the end.
But just the beginning
With you I'm always winning
I need you more than ever before
No longer closing the door
I always knew
I needed you
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC
*Lately the pain is driving me a little crazy
but lately I am getting through it faster
Lately the pain is driving me a little crazy
Lately I feel as if you will soon move on
And
Life will soon move on
and I will always think of you
but as time goes by I know you will stop being on my mind constantly
even tho all I want is you
for you to be right by myside
because with you I feel the best
the happiest
Im in love with you
I cant help that ****
I feel for you
but im losing it for you
cause baby as time goes by
Im not feeling like I used to about chu
I still want you I really do
but as time goes on I realized that you aint right for me
you never ****** treated me like you shouldve
you never loved me like you shouldve
been there like you shouldve
but baby lately
im losing those feelings for you
and lately im not thinking so much about chu
lately Ive been getting that money like im supposed to
and lately im alot happier with myself
like i shouldve been along while ago
and lately I realiezed
I can make money without chu
I can be better without chu
I can grind without chu
I can be alot happier wihtout chu
I dont even need you
I dont know what I was thinking
some reason I had it in my head that I needed you
but baby lately
I been feeling like **** you. *
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
Mom… I still can’t believe that you’re gone. As I sit in my office chair and stare.. I can’t even express my pain, I don’t even know where to begin. Everything feels so within – yes I know it was your time to spread your wings and fly; but yet at night I lay in bed and I cry & I find it so hard to breath, wishing I could stand up tall through this all.
This world is just not enough, I still feel so empty and lost… Your presence is no longer by myside – all I feel is summer wind blowing through my life.
I can still picture the day you left me & the sound of your last breath – a day that will forever live within me. You left so peaceful, I can still feel the smoothness of your fingertips.. Oh Mom… I can feel your last kisses.
As I walk, everywhere I go I still talk to you when I’m walking in the road. I might look like a fool but I know you up there listening to every word I say without a stutter in my mutter.
There is so much more that I’m longing to say but I think I’m going to leave that for another day. With tears in my eyes I long for you my darling Mother that was always by my side.
My darling Mother❤️
Sep 24, 2018
Sep 24, 2018 at 4:31 PM UTC
To live my life with out you guys thats my biggest fear
And Im steady failing in my efforts to get you hear
Look at it here, Now
this green faced man
burning my hand
Keep you around,how?
Old white men i dont want to see
Even tho without you i cant eat
Philantropist providing me with a place to sleep
But I cant keep you around me
You run through my fingers
for hopes to gain more
as my posession walk out the front door
Left from my pockets lint still lingers
Dead men of honor
that I loose on the battle field
with hopes to have my accounts filled
only leaves Fields of horror
As Me, My Hands and I's
Loose sight of saving
and look for Winnings
Assasination of the living, hope dies
As You leave myside I shed my many tears
Lincon,Jackson,Frankilin,I just cant keep you near
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 11:03 AM UTC
Curled by myside you purr
Wet careless lips dampen me tenderly
Resting on your head on my shoulder
Your contentment nestles
Cradling me from my sorrows
Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 11:23 AM UTC
I keep thinking I did something wrong
But I'm trying so hard.
The internal stuggle to follow my heart keeps howling at me snapping, bitting from the inside
They keep calling, a computer- to tell me my bills are past due.
Where am I suppose to get this money? I've been applying and crying. Dipping into my savings to patch up the glue.
I'm grateful for my loans, I'm looking for work, I say.
I can't go back and wait tables my education will be thrown away, I scream but its never heard:
"Congraduations with your opportunities but you do not qualify for this or that"
An empty good luck as they turn their back.
On the brink, I'm going to sink, the flood, Im drowning...consuming this fire
That's been forcing me afloat.
I want just to let go. I want to hide when I find out He can't even stand by myside.
I'm terrified. I'm worried to the point I sob. Wiping away my tears, shaking my fears.. With no one to help.
I am alone.
I'm trying so hard, I jump up at night. I push the voices out of my head that wake me up from debts and evils unsaid.
Why did I want to grown up so fast when now in my age I'm nostalgic for my past
Oh youth and promise of tomorrow.
A brave face for a little girl looking to take on the world of green and the red
Of past dues and credit scores, the negative sign in my bank account... The whites of my eyes just red.
All my hopes and yet, I'm so sad.
at least at the end of this poem, it's not all held in, everything that's killing me, everything I'm chain smoking away. It's out and open.
It's alive in me and in you alive enough I will push through.
Aug 28, 2013
Aug 28, 2013 at 8:53 PM UTC
Lately you've been on my mind
While I was thinking about my problems
It's 5 am
the thought of you
Is peeling back my eyes
Laying in this bed of mine
I see you come through my bedroom
And lay by myside
As your tender hand carress
My outer thigh
I feel you breathe down my neck
You are the reason why I can't listen to the same songs that I use to
I doubt I go through your mind
It's 5 am
And the though of you peeled my eyes
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 9:45 PM UTC
Somethings are kept better put away, locked up with no display
But what I have to share with you must come out right here today
I've liked you since the day we met, the way you looked at me made my palms sweat
I cared for you about a year ago telling myself I can't let go
I miss you when you leave myside feels like a part of me has died
I hate when you do me wrong like make me cry because you lie
I love when you apologize , kiss me soft whisper I love my Wife
I care that you put me first
Like special places in your heart
I hate so many people keep their love locked up and put away
I should know it use to be me
For I love you so hard I must display
All the love, care, miss and hurt
I love the fact that I like you
And care enough to miss you
I like the fact that I hate you
Only to love you even harder
You are my World it consists of you
But I forgot that's what most Husbands
Live up to..
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 9:23 AM UTC
Crisp white duvet twists into self with pastel trees
I see the trails along the fabric with the bumblebees
Long haired brunette, printed t-shirt,
Watermelons and cherries, I watch them flirt
His arm tenses I watch his muscle animate
He yawns he says it’s getting late
She curls into him lays her head on his chest
They stay in a loving embrace while they rest
I’m sat beside with an empty space both in my head and heart
There is nothing for me but an end to another start
I watch, I observe I stay quiet as their murmurs fill this room
Their openness terrifies me, I store everything of myself in my stone tomb
Intimate touch I feel the electricity fly, it bounces from these four walls
Their feelings grow but like a ghost my tortured soul haunts these halls
Because I watch these two creatures share a moment we all crave
Then I look at my life and want to return to my loveless cave
In the mountains of solitude where I choose to reside
With no love no one by myside
I watch this innocence hopeful and true
Maybe someday the man I want will love me and I pray that I can love him too
Until then I’m in a bed made for three
I’ll keep fighting this war in my mind against me
Tangled together skin on skin hair through his fingers
My desperation and my needs stay to linger
Maybe I’ll have the same one day…………….
One day, I hope for a bed only made for two where I can forever lay.
Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 7:00 PM UTC
When I am in my darkest hour, a place where I feel trapped
I try to find the light, something to bring me back
For all the pain that has hurt me, for all the good that had turn wrong
I still discover that love that brings me home
And its you, you heal my pain and suffereing
Give me the strength to carry on
Because of you, I am no longer lost
Your embrace holds me close, a place where I finally belong
I wish I could turn back the hand of time
Fix all I had left behind
But if life is ment to hurt, then erode into good
Then I am glad I have you by myside
I couldnt do this on my own
This I want you to know
For love is beauty that ponders everlasting
Every touch exceedes to a masterpiece of endurance affection
The sun rises because of this connection
The moon shines with forever promises for you and I
Fear no longer exists
Pain is now put back in the dark ambis
The unchanted door is unlock
You hold the key to my heart
Your love abolished my hurt
You heal and mend my wounds
The rythum that beats steadly to the drum, finally plays the right tune
For our hearts beat as one
And when I fall, I only fall in your arms
The roses breaks apart and surrounds our love
Drifting through the wilderness
Nothing left to find
We have it all, just you and I
Nothing can compare to this affection
As time passes my love for you ceases deeper, growing everlasting
I long for you as the desert calls for rain
As the father and son needs the holy ghost
The mountain climb is endless, theres no limit of this road
I long for you, every night and day
And I pray that it will never change, til forever stopps existing
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 2:11 PM UTC
I asked you when we were knee high
to a blade of grass would you look
after me, never to let me go..
I asked you when we were but a breath
of years if you'd always stand by my
side, two peas in a pod you and I.
I asked you when you were a kiss away
would I be your forever, as the rings eloped
on our fingers, we both said yes.
I asked you, I remembered that promise you
gave to be always here to be by myside.
now I'm asking you to relinquish that promise.
I asked you, with a tear falling like snowflakes.
You'll always be here, but now I need to release you.
Tears fell and peace woven like silk blanketed your eyes.
"You made a promise,
"You stood by it, ill forever embrace you in my dreams.
May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 7:35 AM UTC
Sun blaze
casting shadows in my mind
Sue walking behind me again
seams you can keep my footsteps
sometimes you lead
then there again by myside
left or right
does not matter
as long as you are there.
Nov 6, 2015
Nov 6, 2015 at 3:34 PM UTC
Why?
Why do I allow this to happen
Weakened without you, impossible without you
Why do I allow this to happen
To pretend not to care
To pretend not to show emotion
Deep inside I'm weakened without you
Though the days are hard without you I cry
Weakened by the days I spend without you by myside
Some people think to just let go and give in
To seek love from the weak, when I want you again
To be without you, to truly be without you Is nearly impossible
Just tell me you love me
Whisper it to me softly you love me
Not that I be satisfied, but that you should love me back?
Whatever it is I can do
Tell me, tell me, so my actions can prove the words I say is true
That I cannot spend another lonely day without you
Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 9:04 AM UTC
by: Jhon Prietse Tacaisan
Can you please!
please be here
here to hold me tight
so tight that you’d never go
can you please!
please don’t leave me alone in the dark
so dark that i might forget you
can you please!
please look at this
this mask that hides it all
all my sorrow and pain
can you please!
please say something
something that my heart wants to hear
hearing it might mend it whole
can you please!
please be mine!
Please be mine again!
mine to hold again!
mine to be here by myside again!
mine to remove my sorrow and pain,
mine to love!
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 9:43 PM UTC
God stopped your heart at such a young age, and ever since then our lives have never been the same! we will never forget your sweet laugh and gentle hugs, and your quote will live forever "smoke tires not drugs"!
They say give it time the pain will start to fade, but ever since you left its been a constant heart ache! I miss those nightly phone calls that seemed to last all night, and that goofy little chuckle you'd give me when we would play fight!
I miss your tight bear hugs as your long hair tickled my nose, and that sweet subtle scent you had just like a red rose! If there was a chance to turn back the hands of time, id be greedy and make sure your attention was completely mine!
I must admit my life was truly blessed in very way, when you stepped into my world, and spent by myside those couple of days! The summer of '18 will live forever in my heart, thank you for blessing it my guardian angle, FOREVER and ALWAYS my summer love! <3
Jul 26, 2019
Jul 26, 2019 at 3:26 PM UTC
For the time, that you have
And the time, that you don’t.
For the time, that you want
For the time, that you need.
For the time
For that time
For this time
For then
For now
For just more time
With you
By myside
Just to be, by your side.
For the time, that’s gone by
And the time, that hasn’t.
For just being there
Only when, it’s you, and me.
During, this time together.
When, there’s no one else
‘Nothing else matters.’
Because, that time
It's, with you, and me.
For all, these times
For all, those times.
That’s/this is what matters
Just, being there
with you
When, time allows
Us to be present
Together.
For then
For now
For you
and for me.
Just give it time
In time
This time will happen
For you, and me.
Let’s continue, to enjoy this time,
and set, our hearts free.
© By HF-Whisper
11/04/2022-11:12AM &11:18AM
Apr 10, 2022
Apr 10, 2022 at 9:37 PM UTC
On good days, you were tender to me
Kissed and loved me with kindness
Other not appealing moments
You filled me emptiness and not worthy of your love
You love me and I you
Where did we fail?
Was the lies too much
Was the distance too far
We started at our young adult life
We ended at the prime of adult responsibly
Did our love only work when we had no duties to fulfil?
Was that love or pleasure seeking?
I wanted you
I needed you by myside
I craved for the man you would become
Was five year not long enough for me wait?
Did my crying and rage for change not make you understand
In my countless hours by your side tending to you not equal the favor in return
I left
I left you
Now are just memories
Moments that came and gone
Next step?
New love?
Is that a real thing?
Can I achieve that?
Saddest thought..
Only time will tell
Patience with myself
Patience with my new partner
Jul 2, 2017
Jul 2, 2017 at 3:39 AM UTC