I bring death to everything I ever cared about
I feel like a cactus in a party
Please understand why I'm pushing you away
Don't come closer and just make it easy
Oh how I wish things can be different
Your eyes told me everything I needed
Those eyes had never cried the way I did
You've never seen how deep wounds can go
The time it would take to start healing
The will it would need just stop hurting
So I'll keep you as far as I can
Keep you safe, away from my corruption
Keep the smile on your face
By hiding my tears with a smile
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 2:22 AM UTC
I was sleepy when I woke up,
My eyes was close when I saw the truth,
Still hoping for the best but the truth burns,
I have made myself a fool to your plays,
Inch by inch I pulled myself closer,
Been in a circle the whole time,
The truth is!
You think you need me,
you say you need me,
All you need is someone to be with,
you'll be just fine without me,
The truth is!
The flame was never hot
Just an illusion that hurts
Those spikes couldn't go through me,
The way your words cut through my heart,
As the night dies the morning grows,
A plant full of thorns and afraid of the flame,
Now with eyes open, no more an ignorant,
The truth is!
I had my eyes open the whole time,
Just my heart ignorant of the things you did,
The truth is!
I thought I saw an oases of my life
Just a mirrage of depression.
Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 9:56 PM UTC
For all the things I should tell you,
I was left with only one word
I can't recall that word, for it was cold that night,
we were under a street light, no one was around
Just us and the cold breeze
Surrounding us was the foreshadowing of the now;
A future that is just us cold as your hands when I tried to hold them
As you pulled your hands away, so did your promises;
promises that made a huge smile on my face,
those were just promises as light at paper;
that were blown away by the very wind that came out your mouth
I'm still here under the same streetlight where you left.
A streetlight that keeps on following me around;
showing to others what is left of me;
a scare, is all I have left of the memories of you
A scare that was made by you ripping the smile out of me
I keep on going back to that cold night;
seeking for answers to just one word
with only a scare to remind me of everything.
It's all coming back now
it keeps getting clearer, the word that I was left with;
but with it comes this gut wrenching feeling;
the word keeps echoing through my mind
why?
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 10:36 PM UTC
Thank you for cracking me up, no not the cheerful a joyful idiom. Bit by bit it just keeps on cracking! Here I am putting a double sided type on this crack. A crack formed by misunderstanding and decisions made by the demons inside out heads leading to a crack that keeps on cracking but thank you. Thank you for cracking this heart, without this crack I wouldn't had smile in the first place. Thank you for the broken heart.
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 9:53 PM UTC
How I wish you could see my right now!
I’m not sure of what I’ve become, so changed by sorrow;
Darkness may cover my image,
only a silhouette to be seen.
You say I’m negative, depressed, and even someone new;
someone who once been the source of your happiness;
but hear me out here, I just lost the light that guided me through,
I lost you! The one thing that made me smile!
a true smile, the kind of smile that didn’t fade after the joke has been said.
a smile that pops up when I randomly look at you from afar;
that smile is not this smile!
Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 6:39 PM UTC
by: Jhon Prietse Tacaisan
Can you please!
please be here
here to hold me tight
so tight that you’d never go
can you please!
please don’t leave me alone in the dark
so dark that i might forget you
can you please!
please look at this
this mask that hides it all
all my sorrow and pain
can you please!
please say something
something that my heart wants to hear
hearing it might mend it whole
can you please!
please be mine!
Please be mine again!
mine to hold again!
mine to be here by myside again!
mine to remove my sorrow and pain,
mine to love!
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 9:43 PM UTC
looking at you,
makes my dreams come true,
like a child,
who has an innocent mind,
always so happy,
in the arms of their family,
i would be crazy,
to grab this opportunity,
but it's crazier,
to make this feeling disappear.
i ask myself,
if this is possible,
but then i feel it,
the feeling is indescribable,
holding it back is impossible,
all i ask now,
is to give this guy,
a chance.
one chance from you,
and dreams will come true,
you will never be sad,
in my heart you stay,
tomorrow will be a day away,
but it's worth it,
because you're in it.
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 2:08 AM UTC
We have moved on already,
But why am I not ready.
Things have change ,
But somethings just can't change.
I knew every inch of you ,
But now you're now hiding in the shadow.
I once asked you to be more then friends before,
Now I'm asking you to be my friend once again.
I know things did not work out for us,
But you should know that I did every thing I could.
We trusted each other,
But trust is what we need now.
It's there a second chance in life?
Or will it hurt twice as much?
Can we ever be friends again?
And maybe this time will be different from the last time.
Because when you fall in love with someone,
There is no going back to "just friends"
~ jhonpritse tacaisan
Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 7:23 PM UTC
In this busy world we live,
we often forget the things
that's important in our life. Somethings just can't be
easily forgotten.
You only been in my life for a second but it seemed to be a lifetime.
the things we did,
the moments we had,
will always be
unforgettable.
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
Ever since you came in,
I was happy,
I put you before anything else,
I made you my queen,
I did anything you said,
But you did not see my efforts
You did not laugh,
You saw someone else,
You said yes to him
You Should Have Stayed OUT Of My Life.
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 10:14 PM UTC