"myheart" poems
Were I now, like you in heaven,
In estranging me, you escape in agony
To the deepest bottom of a cavern,
Wheresoever you are, with you,
Mylove shall take a plunge too.
Since I hardly find a way, let us hug and part
I can’t let you have more of me, no more…
I’m done, ‘m glad with all my heart
Oh such easily, I can free, free me of all dirt.
At the last gasp of love’s latest breath,
Trust, ashamed, kneeling by its bed of death,
Friendly lies being brought into,
Tear drops proving, they love the lashes too.
I woke up in a pool of sweat,
‘Nightmare!’; ‘Reality’, for that to happen,
Do you think I will ever let?
And hey, do you think, you play it fair?
You had myheart, thrice to tear!
I wonder what eyes, love put in my head,
They can image nothing beyond you,
Only if I knew where my judgement fled…
I swear, I would have never let go of you.
Oh I remember it was the tears,
That hid the marvel in you,
Leaving me with destiny and fears.
I don’t fear a loss now,
Untrue love, Untrue love, Untrue love;
Your mind is light, soon lost for new love,
I know such evilness doesn’t brew in you!
I was the one who leapt, across the night
You were right there, even when I wept.
I won’t let unease topple me,
With you not near; Have had enough
Of toiling, with you sarcastic afar!
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 12:49 PM UTC
deephate
lossand anguish
it all mixesinto onelargemess
somewords dont eventouch thisfeeling
myeyes areallout of tears and hanghalfclosed
or is it halfopen to you whofeel
myheart—does itevenbeat
hard totell
youcant know
whati befeeling
howcan you foolsunderstand
youwant tohelp then LEAVEMEALONE
theresnothing youcando
tosave mefromthis
pit
of
des-
pair
ilike theblack
ofthis smallroom
iusedto likepink
iwanted
tobe
apretty princess
andlive inacastle witha
kingso kind
butdreams dont
cometrue
learnthisnow
youfools
dreams
are
like
pa-
per
burningin
theFLAMES
OFHELL
just
like
me
.
.
.
.
do
not
give up
myChild
I still loveyou
myChild
youvegone farther
than
rockbottom
butlisten
to
Me
listen
listenlisten
toMe
.
.
.
.
I
THOUGHT
I GOTRIDOF
YOU
HOWDARE YOU
COMEINTO
THIS
SOULOFMINE
LEAVEHER
ALONE
you are
so
alone
myfriend
cantyousee
noonecares about
you
theylie
when theysay
dothose fools
listentomee
tome
listen
to
me
.
.
.
.
thischaos
inside
icannotcontrol
itatall
iwantto
SCREAMAND
SHOUTbut
icant
i wantto
crybut icant
letgo
of
me
setme
FREE
p
l
e
a
s
e
.
.
.
.
up
uplook
upMy
Child
iamnot faraway
letyourheart
beat
beat
beat
again
takemy hand
myChild
iwill
neverleave
younor forsake
you myChild
istill
love
you
.
.
.
.
is
that
alight
itsbeenso
dark for solong
imnot evensure what
lightlooks like
do i dareto hope
dare tolook
up
up
up
.
.
.
.
YOU
FOOL
thereis nolight
light doesnot exist
ithought youwould have
LEARNEDTHIS BY NOW
theonly waytogo is
down
down
down
.
.
.
.
here
iam
myChild
here i am
take my
hand
please dontlook
down
dontlook
down
i
still
loveyou
myChild
ido
i
do
.
.
.
.
i
cant
lookdown
doi darelook up
amieven worthit
thelight
is
faint
butican
see
it
clear
as day
.
.
.
.
NO
YOUFOOL
you arenot worthy
you cannot hope
donteven try
hope
is
frail
youcant
trust
hope
.
.
.
.
i
surprise
myself
istill
look up
ithink maybe
there is a littlehope
maybethere
is a little
hope
.
.
.
.
yes
myChild
there is hope
still look up and see
the light gets
bigger
warmer
see me here
I still love
you
myChild
I still love you
.
.
.
.
NO YOU FOOL
no you fool
no
you
fool
.
.
.
.
the
light
is warm
the light is
bright
i
like
the light
i like
the
light
.
.
.
.
no
dont leaveme
here alone
listen to me
one last
time
.
.
.
.
LEAVE
MYCHILD ALONE
myChild
you are
safe
here in
the
light
you are safe
here in the light
i still love you.
Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 11:01 AM UTC
My heart is just a body part
That pumps my blood around
So how come when I see you
It starts to pound and pound?
The sound of love is deafening
It booms and bumps about
A smile becomes a crazy grin
All logic just flies out
You eyes fix on mine
Your hand strokes me calm
Your laughter lifts my spirits
And soothes me like a balm
And when you read out poems
With glee and childish pleasure
The love that drives my blood around
Is impossible to measure
Just kiss me
Please
X
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 5:00 AM UTC
Its breath submerges me a circle deeper.
I can feel the tar serpent slither and slide like thick, murky fog– toxic.
Artic; so cold. Chaotic, like a mold,
festering, blistering, growing far too quickly.
Lovingly, the demon touches my neck with its black, blunt fingers;
Drawing a little, light, line through me even further.
My spine is Parkinson's.
M..myheart isn’t ready.
I fear it’s touch.
May 1, 2017
May 1, 2017 at 9:42 AM UTC
This battle that I'm fighting
Is taking its toll
These feelings I'm faced with
Are eating my soul
So many thoughts
My brain has to review
I'm starting to think
That this chapter is through
My reflection stares back
All withered and drawn
As myheart starts to take
An unconscious re-form
Before my very eyes
My completion has changed
And my emotions are twisting
They've become re-aramged
This uncontrollable vibe
That my body can feel
Has released a dark secret
I wish not to reveal
The confusion is strong
And my resistance is weak
And my outlook on life
Has turned suddenly bleak
I am not one to moan
Or gripe about life
But this roller-coaster ride
Cuts deep like a knife
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 4:36 AM UTC
The sun took it's first breath.
The moon flew downward,
Attempting to take a rest.
The beautiful rays of the sky,
Drew a question mark written across
The blue oasis asking "Why?"
That's when I first saw you there,
Oh, and if any words could tell you where
Myheart is,
it is lost.
Disappeared in an invisible relm,
Washed away by numb feelings
To overwhelm my body, my mind, my soul,
To grasp every word drawn up in my
Occupied mind would surely be a blessing,
For you have definately, undeniable, amazingly stole my heart
I don't understand what went wrong;
My love,
Or my song,
Sung for you.
Which one came first?
My reasoning or my verse
Read to you?
What made the words form oh so
Perfectly?
But where did I leave you?
Marked up,
Bloddy, lain upon a road I only wish I knew.
Fell past behind an opposing fate.
On that road, I left my soul.
All smiles slid down to my shadows,
My shadow smiles now.
My mind stole my words,
My mind speaks for me now.
My body breathes,
My body lives now.
My soul has a voice,
My soul screams now and cries
For you.
Every breath departed from these lips
Sings a song only for you.
Line by line,
Layer by layer,
I express every feeling for you.
When your palms rested against my skin,
My whole entire being felt you.
Pumping gratefulness through the veins.
I feel beyond myself in your grasp,
The warmth of your touch.
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 5:25 PM UTC