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Melanie Munoz Jan 16
You were coffee cups and dark rooms,
Grey hues and poetry.

You were warm to the touch,
Burned like oak and green ivy

You were sweet like warm jazz,
Taste like soap and old candy

All the love you had left
Came from deep down inside me.

-Melanie Munoz
A better version of a poem I had written before
Open bars and drunkards
Cold feet and dark streets
Pink puke and white slabs
My love is far from me.

-Melanie Munoz
Sun you bring death
Yet I swim and I sweat
In the rays of you;
Bright yellow sun.

-Melanie Munoz
It didn't matter who he was, I was there for him.
Melanie Munoz Dec 2024
Off beat
Off key
I've never been comfortable
Never comforted

Common
Boring
I've never been interesting
Never impressed

-Melanie Munoz
We ask for a little and receive nothing.
Melanie Munoz Jan 19
I woke to the rain pattering on my window.
The dark clouds displeased me.
He lingered in my head as I laid on my pillow.
My arms burned blue
The pit grew deeper.

-Melanie Munoz
Melanie Munoz Dec 2024
I don't understand my feelings,
so,
I ignore them


-Melanie Munoz
The wet grass and thick trees forgotten completely.
These old trains,
Their rust beds,
This rotten graffiti.
I heat up.
I cool down.
You'll never complete me.

-Melanie Munoz
Stale smoke and spray paint.
Displaced and detached
These feelings,
unmatched.
There's nothing to say,
But I like it that way.

-Melanie Munoz
Melanie Munoz Mar 11
Does the sidewalk feel my feet?
Does the wind notice me?

-Melanie Munoz
I've grown to hate the warmth of foreign bodies
Their greedy lungs and sweaty pores
To feel love when they draw me close
To curse my broken bones

-Melanie Munoz
#BeKrule
I twiddled my thumbs and held my breath
As I waited for your sweet voice to call my name.
I ached for your warmth just being there, laying there, sitting there.
I listened to music you loved hoping the melodies
would connect our souls.
I smoked to see if the fumes would sway for me
The way they swayed for you.
Your silence was deafening
It burned holes in my conscience
I filled it with messages and songs you left me with.
The pain you left me with.
                        
                                              -Melanie Munoz
I felt the rush in my stomach  
My heart full and empty of oxygen
My lungs pounding
I felt it flow right out of me
Oozing like white ****
Burning like whisky on fresh cuts
I feel it flow right out of me

-Melanie Munoz
I’m sorry I can’t give you the love you deserve
Melanie Munoz Dec 2024
I walk the streets
See the slopes
And the valleys of fire
To be here with you is my greatest and darkest desire

-Melanie Munoz
I convinced myself that you would fix all my problems. You gave me more.
Melanie Munoz Dec 2024
My beauty is not beauty enough for I am not as pretty as my other friends.

My beauty is not beauty enough because men do not tend to notice me.

My beauty is not beauty enough for I have never been one to understand compliments.

    My beauty is not beauty enough.

I have never been beautiful.

-Melanie Munoz
Felt insecure and wanted it to stop.
Aching bones and bleeding flesh
My weary soul cries out for rest

-Melanie Munoz
This town gets quiet after dark.
The wind blows and the trains hum,
The old houses yawn as I pass by,
The pebbles tumble under the weight of my feet,
The corn fields snore, and the crickets whimper in their sleep.
I had looked up at the sky.
The flickering stars and weightless clouds,
The occasional planes filled with hundreds of people,
The rich navy hues in the dark of the sky,
And the big empty moon blowing bubbles in the night.

-Melanie Munoz
I like being alone.
Downtown my lost love
Three grams I smoked none
The bus screeched I stepped on
My drunk thoughts and vile tongue
The cars pass their lights die
The bus stops I walk off
My moms mad my phone rings
I keep on, my songs sing

-Melanie Munoz
I want to disappear somewhere far from here.
Johnny Noiπ Jul 2018
Miss Guam was held for first time in 1966;
the pageant selecting the winner for Miss Universe
and the runners-up for the Miss International
pageant; since 2001 Guam did not send a contestant
to the Miss Universe pageant due to lack
of sponsorship; In 2008, Miss Guam was renamed
Miss Universe Guam to choose representative
for the Miss Universe and Miss International pageants;
since that year, Miss Universe Guam has two official
licenses for the island. Meanwhile, the representative
for Miss World is selected by the Miss World
Guam pageant since 2011; Guam has competed
since 1964; There are four Miss Guam titleholders
for 1979, 1982, 1988 and 1991 & Miss Friendship
in Miss International history;

Margaret Frances Glover (Miss International Guam 1967)
is the only one Miss Guam who placed
as the Top 15 at the Miss International pageant;
Since 2010    the second title of Miss Guam
automatically will compete at the Miss
International pageant; on occasion when the
candidate does not qualify due to being under
age for either contest, another girl is sent:
1974 -   Elizabeth Clara Tenoria appointed to
represent Guam at Miss World 1978 in London;
1997 -   Due to lack financial support
there was no Miss Guam competition

1998 -  Joylyn Munoz previously declared
as Miss World Guam in 1995;    Later, she
won Miss Guam and competed at the Miss
Universe pageant, 1998 in the United States;
1999 - Tisha Heflin withdrew from the competition
due to illness; It was reported that she was pregnant
but no records show this to be the case;
[2001 - 2007: no Miss Guam pageant was held]
Sierra Monique Robertson won the title
of Miss World Guam 2011 and competed
at Miss World 2011 pageant. Since 2011
Miss World Guam has independently created
the "Miss Guam World" pageant;

2014 Former Miss Arizona 2010, Brittany Bell
was named Miss Congeniality in 2010; Bell
went on to compete in the Miss USA 2010
pageant held at the Planet Hollywood Resort
& Casino in Las Vegas, Nevada on May 16, 2010;
Bell was crowned Miss Guam Universe 2014
and competed at Miss Universe 2014
Melanie Munoz Jan 29
The noise has died away; the birds stopped their chirping
My thoughts are all I have
The crypt of darkness swallows whole
My thoughts are all I have
My bones ache my eyes have close
My thoughts are all I have
I take his hand within my hand
My thoughts are all I have
There is a burning in my heart
These thoughts are all I have

Melanie Munoz
I guess I really am unlovable. I've always been unlucky.
I dreamed it
The air was thick.
Smelt of fresh cut grass and beer.
I kept thinking of how bad my stomach hurt,
And how I missed my dad.
I walked barefoot through the pebbled parking lot
Passed by cars full, and empty of happy families.
The picnic tables to my right
The burning in my stomach
The blurry corn fields to my left
The trees,
The way they danced in the cool summer air
And how I missed my dad
Yet I stood.
Alone again.

-Melanie Munoz
Sometimes I miss my innocence and the father I used to know.
*** swishes in my stomach
Shock waves pulse in my blood
Anxiety hugs from within
This world will never know love.

-Melanie Munoz
Melanie Munoz Jan 16
There's a lot about me I don't understand.
The world came crashing down, again
And I ignored it, again

I chose to listen to the rustling leaves,
The busy streets,
The Laughter and the joy
The whimpers and the pain,
  Life.
     I chose to live.

-Melanie Munoz
Sometimes ignoring your depression, anxiety, and lack of sleep means obsessing over things that often go unnoticed.
My love was endless and my life was discrete.
In warm coffee joints and stable routines.
The dinner on Perk Ave, with pancakes and hot tea.
Now that's been forgotten, from history.
A lot has changed.
Now nothing means to me.

-Melanie Munoz
kingkrule
Melanie Munoz Mar 31
My body laid bare and forgotten
My stomach still pulsed like before
I know I can't fix what was broken
My love, I will suffer no more.

-Melanie Munoz
Melanie Munoz Mar 25
My eyes flicker like light bulbs
Colors bounce off my retina and into the cold depths of my stomach
Sound waves twist and pulse like my guts
Straining and thrusting inside me
I plucked the stars one by one
And hid them in my bathtub
The steam from the hot water filled my lungs like sweat heavy smoke
My skin glows bright red and melts off my bones
Oozing down the drain
To find a new place to drown
6 feet beneath this moon

-Melanie Munoz

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