May 4
This is the day it all began
5 years ago in Misawa, Japan
I took your hand, you stole my heart
Its hard to believe that we’ve grown apart
But really its not, all the **** that i did
You held us together like peanut butter does bread
I was the knife that cut us to pieces
Now our relationship is left in the ashes
I still believe that we can rise like a phoenix
But you dont anymore that we have no fix
I find it hard to believe you have not one little piece left
Of love,If you once loved me as much as you said did
Like i said before i dont want what we had
That relationship was bad and you were nothing but sad
I want to be better i want us to be the best
I want to stand as your husband when you get that pin on your chest
You still have my heart but i dont have your hand
But like i told you before, i still believe in us so ill still take a stand
But the more i do the further you get
So i need to let go and start to forget

Misawa,Japan 2013
A girl showed up and changed my whole scene
The first thing i noticed was the thing on her thighs
But nothing compared to her icy blue eyes
That flowing blonde hair, a smile so intense
I was attracted so quick it didnt make sense
We started a romance so crazy and wild
It burned like a wild fire not at all mild

She was my favorite thing in the world

After two weeks i told her i loved her
She said it back to me after that its a blur
We came back to the states, we created a life
A few months later i stabbed her with an emotional knife
I made a mistake and along came a daughter
The biggest problem? She wasnt the mother
We talked and we talked and it all seemed so good
But i know now that i misunderstood

She was my favorite thing in the world

She went on deployment and came back for a while
And when she headed back she was with child
9 months later we had a beautiful son
Little did i know that our problems had just begun
We had a daughter and one day a bad temper
I struck her little face and left it amber
I got arrested and got sent to jail
I couldnt believe i had struck our daughter so frail
I had to move out for a couple of months
We talked and i thought she forgave me but it wasnt at once
It was hard but we created a life
After all that she still became my wife

She was my favorite thing in the world

I kept messing up the **** kept stacking up
I dont know why i did it, her heart became shut
Didnt know this but she loved me no more
To her, loving me had become somewhat of a chore
She kept hanging on to the love we DID have
SHE didnt even know it had gotten so bad
I didnt trust her, she couldnt have friends
My minds my worst enemy, it soon comes to an end
I asked and i asked what was wrong
Then one day she told me “the love is gone”
She asked for divorce, she just wants her freedom
How could i have been SO DUMB?

I BROKE my favorite thing in the WORLD