"lunchbreak" poems
The thrill of it
nicking a Twix
from the corner shop,
a lunchbreak one day
in the mid-nineties
looking inconspicuous
between the chocolate
and packs
of smoky bacon crisps.
Sam pilfered
a Snickers, a Wispa,
we dashed outside,
ran back to school,
couldn’t believe it,
looking at our stolen goodies,
not a splash of guilt
alive in our minds.
Oct 15, 2016
Oct 15, 2016 at 2:51 PM UTC
When you walked in the room
I think time froze
I lost my thoughts
I forgot my next move
My hand remained in the bag
My lips remained chapped
Unable to chew
Unable to swallow my food
I became a statue
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 4:20 AM UTC
I. That night, I placed a pillow over my head; I dreamt that I was dead. I had cut my wrists over the bathroom sink. I was laying down on the floor. On the bulge of my stomach, written in blood were the words: "I feel better now." Over by the side, in blood too, the wall proclaimed: "This is my version of okay."
II. I dreamt of going to school on Monday and spending my lunchbreak crying in the bathroom. Hiding in the library when I'm full of tears, showing up to class empty. Seventeen is hard. Life is hard. Tell me what you wish for me. (I don't like going to bed sad.)
III. It's so strange that I still feel so alone, maybe worse than before. I am tired of falling apart; I will try holding myself together. Like a scarecrow, mummy, dandelion puff. I will not fall just so I don't have to pick myself up again.
IV. Give me a reason to surrender, or a viable way out of this mess. I don't want to break my heart, or anyone's. I just want to stop hurting. (I knew it wasn't going to be a good year.)
V. I told you "no promises" because I don't need to promise. I have no control when it comes to you. I'm stuck with this overpowering love. I'd drive myself crazy missing you. I'd forget to be happy in the search for you. I promise I won't stop loving you; I can't promise I'll survive it.
Sep 24, 2016
Sep 24, 2016 at 11:54 PM UTC
Lunch breaking
The favorite part of the working man
Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC
We all know those songs
That we really hate
And yet it's those songs
That play over and over again
In our heads, we have no say in it
Now Lisa in particular
Has a problem with this
Some days it drives her up the wall
Especially those repeterive songs
... Like the 7 Nation Army
Quietly I sing it all morning
Should suffice by 12 o'clock
Lunchbreak.
I let it go and stop singing
Shouldn't be long now
"Tummm tum tum tum tumm tumm"
Lisa starts slowly
I let her go on untill she loses her patience
She just can't get it out of her head
I laugh and she knows why
"I hate you"
Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 6:41 PM UTC