"kpk" poems
He is a memory i cherish
and i fear there won´t be another
how will I meet someone
who will look at me
like he did
intense, piercing through my soul
letting me know it all
how he cherished me
how he saw beauty in flaws
how he smiled when i did
how he sighed when i moved
how he wished to touch me
how he kissed when i looked away
how he followed my moving eyes
how he listened while i talked
how he loved in all i had
how how how
for him i was a fairy
for me he was my kermit
how how how
how could it be
how could he let it slip
how could he let me go
how could he ...
KPK©
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 10:45 AM UTC
There is a deadline to every forever,
There is a hesitation in every commitment,
There is a lie in every promise,
There is a fear followed by all of them...
KPK
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 4:41 AM UTC
Life is just
*a bunch of hopes,
memories,
moments,
spur of joy,
running for euphoria,
fighting harder,
looking for security
but
essence lies in
Beautiful sadness*
KPK
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 5:44 AM UTC
Silence is blind
Silence is deaf
dark and scary
just a long tunnel
with no light in the end
longer you resist
longer you suffer
and
deeper it sits within
Then
light appears
Silence becomes noisy
Silence becomes beautiful
a bunch of sounds within without
world is filled with colors
strangers become unsaid stories
world is like a walking movie
heart prevails as a narrator
and
Silence is just Silence
not dark but bright
KPK
Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 6:31 AM UTC
it's a walk
in a long dark tunnel
it's a journey
of the unseen
it's a lesson
to learn to let go
it's we need to learn
to let it flow
KPK
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 8:37 AM UTC
She knew it
But she was scared to say it loud
She knew it was love
But she couldn't do it
She knew it will ruin her
But she couldn't help it at all
She knew it was too late
But she could just hope for it
She tried fighting it
But in the darkness of night,
It wrapped her like a blanket
She loved letting herself loose
But she kept drowning
She wanted to walk away
But day or night she couldn't hide from it at all
She kept dreaming
But day dreaming was it at all
KPK©
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 1:06 AM UTC
I wonder
what is with falling in love
with a burning fire
we run,
with a burning desire
we chase,
till the fire starts fading away
while one has fallen
and other still holds the power
and Nightmare begins,
Runner starts chasing,
Chaser starts running,
Maybe we don't fall in love
Maybe we are running a marathon
With a name of Love
With a race in a circle
With just a motion
a motion of back n forth
KPK
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 8:23 AM UTC
The time we met
you were bright and right
like the love I believe in and I deserve.
May be today you are not the same
but
I still believe in the love I had found.
KPK
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 10:37 AM UTC
Heart is the key to all
a key to hope
a key to dream
a key to love
a key to courage
a key to all
yet
it needs a key on its own
KPK
Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 5:33 AM UTC
I was so drunk on you
I was in love with you
I drank on you
Every single day,
from morning till night
I was so drunk on you
I couldn't let you go
I couldn't set you free
I wanted to put a leash on you
but I was so drunk on you
I wanted more,
I tried drinking more
But you pushed me away
and i was so drunk on you
Today, i act sober
like it is all okay
like we are still in love
but it is intoxicating to me
and am so drunk on you
But now i am nothing but ruins
and i am angry with you
and i blame you
and i want to run away from you
but i am so DRUNK on you
KPK
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 9:07 AM UTC
He was not the stars
I wished upon,
He was the moon
I couldn't take my eyes off.
-KPK
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 8:39 AM UTC
There will be times
when people will come
and bring you to heaven
Faster they come,
higher their flames of love are,
and faster they burn out.
Faster they burn,
higher will be the pain
and longer will be healing.
Demons were Angels once
KPK
Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 5:48 AM UTC
I saw her each day
But each day she left me in awe
Her eyes had a story to tell
Like a deep ocean of pain
Like a deep ocean of secrets
Like a deep ocean holding tsunami
Her barefoot walk reflected her journey
Like those stones with sharp edges
Like those burning coal
Like those nails piercing through her
Her laughter was endless
Like a beauty hiding scars
Like an eclipse hiding moon
Like wildness hiding heart
Like an anger hiding tears
Her soul was not hidden
Her voice, her gestures, her beauty and what not
She was the soul, she was the HER
And I looked at her like I was her
KPK©
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 9:52 AM UTC
I know you do, i know you love me, trust me i do...
You love me enough to let me rot,
You love me enough to judge me,
You love me enough to let me drown in my darkness,
You love me enough to leave me while i take death´s
hand in mine,
But
Don´t worry love, i know you do,
i know you love me
KPK
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 4:29 AM UTC
I kept looking for you
I kept waiting for you
I kept holding on to you
but you were not to be seen
with my powerless heart
I tried reaching you out
My memories were pushing me
they were like nourishment to my soul
i ran for you
but all in my head
i want to run after you
but i felt in a cage
a cage you built around me
filled with heavy words
possessive, pushy, or nagging
i kept my distance
hoping you will come back
i kept my hope
hoping it will be us
i kept falling
knowing you won´t return
and my crushed heart
kept saying no no no
it can´t be
it is us us us
how can there be any fuss
now i live with your ghost
walking with me
like my host
i wonder if it will ever go
i wonder if i will ever grow
i wonder i wonder i wonder
and then again
i hope i hope i hope
it will be us
it is us
it was us
KPK
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 2:14 PM UTC
I loved her so much,
even my love lost the meaning.
I showed her a life through my love,
and She loved me more than i could ever.
I guess that's the beauty in loving her.
-KPK
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 8:45 AM UTC
I wish you could see how she kept tossing around whole night,
her heart kept waking her up with a glimmer of hope,
she waited for morning to come
till it came and her hopes were burnt to ASHES.
KPK
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 3:59 AM UTC
When i say i love you, I am trying to say that
I have feelings for you, you are important to me,
and i am committed to you.
I might be wrong with the word love as love
is a free flowing source of energy to grow,
and i am my own love.
If you are lucky i will love you some day.
-KPK
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 7:29 AM UTC
I took off from flower to flower
I enjoyed the sweet smell
But
You were always my favorite flower
You were like a home i always returned to
KPK
May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 10:39 AM UTC
You don´t even know,
how you are wrapped in my words.
You don´t even know,
how you are entangled in my life.
You don´t even know,
how my heart still finds a way to live with you
while you don´t even exist anymore.
KPK
Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 4:06 AM UTC
Stay closer,
You will be further
Stay further,
You will be closer
KPK
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 9:21 AM UTC
I knew it was gonna be hard one
yet i didn't see it coming
I watched some emotional drama
knowing it will unfold my inner hurricane
yet i didn't see it coming
it starting with a tear rolling down
turning into a flood soon
i clinched my fists so hard
nails dig into the flesh with bleeding marks
my cries turned into screaming
and i tried hiding in the blanket
i still heard my screams like whistles blown in wind
i could smell my own fear
i breathed my own misery
my mind played many games
my heart ached like never before
shiver in the body
rolled up in a ball
holding tight like it's gonna fall apart
my heart was racing
my breathing was breaking
i knew it has to pass
but i knew i won´t survive it tonight
my eyes cried all out
till tiredness took over
and body went to slumber
waking up again and again
and a blink woke me up
finding him out there
was like a dream coming true
knowing it was a nightmare
not a dream i hold onto anymore
yet i let it console me
i looked in the light
again and again
till my heart paced
and there was no race
i drifted on and off
knowing it so well
tomorrow will be another night
and i will fight once again
if not i will look at light
and i will wait
KPK
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 9:13 AM UTC
My heart whispers in night
I did let you in
But it wasn't the way I wished
My heart whispers in night
I did let you be my friend
But it wasn't the way I wished
My heart whispers in night
And tears keep falling in night
And hopes keep fading away
And nothing but my whispers lay by my side
KPK
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 5:15 PM UTC