"issa" poems
this world
is a dewdrop world
but yet... but
Master Issa wrote this after the death of his beloved daughter from smallpox...
Even though he understood that we are dewdrops only here on earth for a moment, he was devastated
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 1:01 PM UTC
“cold winter sky—
where will this wandering beggar
grow old?”
— Issa
I. Stories
A ranch north of Spain,
his woman, their child... a dream
painted over, gone.
His... (unrequited)
...own tragedy for himself—
young death in Paris.
Quiet night at nine,
inside a café... gunshots—
being... nothingness...
II. Histories
A cold monochrome,
the winter hue of darkness:
umbra of despair.
Portraits of torment:
beggars, drunkards, prostitutes,
1901—
Lapis lazuli
thinned, turpentined—bleu de France—
ennui of sorrow.
III. Images
Melancholia
—the impotence of the will—
in Barcelona.
Barefoot on the street
corner, sitting on the ground,
he leaned on nothing.
A half-stringed guitar......
Germaine’s ******* distracted him..
he laid his revenge.
IV. Meanings
No can a beggar...
no steel strings a guitarist...
—a friend’s eulogy.
The cadaverous
curves of the bones torqued the flesh—
tedium of old age.
An allegory:
artists, poets, mendicants...
****** or broke oglers?
V. The Painting
His evocation:
the grave of Casagemas—
a guilt exorcised.
A mute’s discontent,
a blind man’s desolation,
an oil masterpiece!
An old guitarist,
blind, begging for an audience—
a blue Picasso.
Jul 28, 2017
Jul 28, 2017 at 7:22 AM UTC
Life hasn't been easy, sometimes it gets really tough,
I grew up in Plymouth, a place that's really rough,
My parents both drug addicts, didn't show me love,
And now I always wonder, if I'll ever be enough.
All the kids at school used to sit and make fun of me,
The girl that always had clothes which were *****
Then I glowed up, starting growing *****
Now the same kids wanna slide in my DMs like, "what's new?"
I worked hard just to get where I am,
So please forgive me if I flex on the gram,
Hustle in silence, everyday I grind,
Always made sure that my bills paid on time.
Moved out of home when I was just 17,
Started realising that I could live a dream,
Went from living on the streets,
To paying so all my friends could eat.
I had to grow up fast, so I could see the world,
If I hadn't, sure I'd still be a little girl,
No worries, no stress, no tears in the bed,
Nothing to complain about, no anxieties in my head.
Talking about anxiety, depression and stress,
Let me tell you, I still know how to impress,
Bury the anger, the pain and aggression,
Only thing to shout about is progression.
Enemies of progress, will never see you succeed,
So is that really the type of energy you need,
Started meditating so I could just be free,
Now all these fake ******* tryin' to be me.
Apr 6, 2019
Apr 6, 2019 at 8:33 PM UTC
apathy, is me with you,
i am
the oceans,the rivers&lakes,the
mountains&valleys,the atmosphere
the Earth,Jupiter,Venus,so on,
i am the Milky Way,Andromeda,all
other galaxies known&unknown,all
the stars&constellations,the asteroids,
alien planets&blackholes all curled up in
the fabric of the Universe
but
nothing specific mind you
my dear
...with you
Love is philosophy
safe in its reach
apathy is me, with you
strung-out on the antidote
with you,
the sickness issa comforting creature;
the aquamarine-moon cradles
madness like a fetal daydream
—with you
love is scientific,
boring in its dissection
love is petty
in its honesty
apathy,is me.
with you,i am un
being un
dulating b/t there
& there
nowhere near here;
apathy, is m e
and y o u inna vacuum
i am? with you—cut
me
T(in)WO;
apathy,is me, with me and you,
i am
body inna fever
&
(my) voice dis
embodied
inna tomb;
send your fever meat thru a tube
kiss&kiss my blistered
bliss
we’re necro
philiacs
apathy, is me with you
Jun 21, 2017
Jun 21, 2017 at 3:28 AM UTC
My day ****** Walk down the street and flash smiles at familiar faces. Deep down though you feel that its nothing. People walking past, keeping up their appearance, never letting down their guard or letting people know their true self. No one walks past really caring how your day went, what you are going through, or what is motivating you to keep going. They walk past flash their fake smiles and keep on with their day because just like your day, their day ****** too. It seems like we are on a hamster wheel never-ending, continuous, and just draining. Each day we get on and wear ourselves out, for what? Searching for answers, seeking purpose, guarding our emotions, and hiding our true selves. Why can't we just open up? Why not just let loose and just say whatever, who cares, eff it, because in the end does it really matter? Do the small talk and the fake smiles really make a difference for other people in our lives? Or are we putting on appearances that are unnecessary and relentless and simply just exhausting? We must make other people's days while our days **** day in and day out. We don't need a world full of Oscar the Grouches, but why can't we just try to be real and find true human connection. The more we seek this, the less happy we all become, so why not just stop acting and start being real, so you can help other people realize that their is possibly a light at the end of their tunnel, just like their could be for you. Who knows, your sucky day could just be the start of something great, or not...but you won't know until you push through and make it your journey, your adventure, your week, your day, or even just your little moment. So when you think your life ***** know that issa mood. -ZZ
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 2:53 AM UTC
I chanced upon a note one day,
I looked askance, then looked again,
It said, "Do you want to join us today?"
The Mafia application form reads this way.....
"Whattsa you name?"
"Whattu say?"
"Spella dat again!"
"You gotta gun, you say?"
"You gotta shades today?"
"Whattsa car you drive this day?"
"Issa big one, black or grey?"
"You shoota someone, one day?"
"Free cement shoes, our way!"
"Congratulations, eh!
You joinna da Mafia today!"
Mar 20, 2017
Mar 20, 2017 at 10:05 PM UTC
soaked with dew
one thousand dandelion puffs
glitter in the slanting light
from a distance - crystal blooms
close by - a yard full of weeds
and yet... oh Issa
and yet...
Tom Spencer © 2019
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 6:31 AM UTC
Ma
Inħobbok
Mhux dejjem naraw għajn b’għajn
Imma nħobbok
Naf li dejjem pruvajt mill-aħjar li stajt
Biex tagħtini dak li int qatt ma ngħatajt
Imma sfortunatament mhux dejjem irnexxilek
Il-Mulej mhux dejjem provdilek
Jien qatt m’għidtlek meta nqasstni
Meta bin-nuqqas tiegħek warrabtni
Qatt ma ridt niksirlek qalbek
U ngħidlek li ħadd mhu qed jisma talbek
Imma iva Ma,
Weġġgħajt
Għaddejt minn ħafna u int ma taf b’ xejn
Alla ħares tkun taf kif u x’ fatta u fejn
Bħalek Ma,
Għaddejt minn dak li m’ għandu jgħaddi ħadd
Ġarrabt id-dlam
U bkejt fis-solitudni
Imma issa Ma
Sa fl-ahhar...
Inħoss li sibt il-kuntentizza
Inħoss li qbadt it-trejqa li qed nibni jien
Ma rridx nibqa naħbilek iktar
Għajjejt nigdeb u nħaref
Allura għidtlek
Ma flaħtx inżomm iktar
U għidtlek
Kienet diffiċli għax kont beżgħana
Imma ridt naqsam din l-aħbar ferħana
Stennejt li ser tifhimni
Stennejt li xorta waħda ser tibqa tħobbni
Imma
Ir-reazzjoni tiegħek ma kienetx dik li stennejt
Ma kienetx dik li f’ moħħi pinġejt
Għalfejn Ma?
Għalfejn ma tridnix?
Għalfejn mhux taċċettani?
Għidli Ma
Lil min inħobb ma għandux jaffettwa kemm inti tħobb lili
Lil min inħobb ma għandux inessik li jien xorta waħda bintek
Mara offritli dak li dejjem fittixt
Mara għallmitni nagħraf x’inhi l-imħabba
Mara urietni kif jidher id-dawl fost id-dlam
Mara qed tgħini nsir inħobb lili nnifsi
Iva Ma
Inħobb mara
U mhux raġel
Għalfejn qed tħares lejja b’ dak il-mod Ma?
B’ ħarsa ta’ diżappunt
B’ ħarsa ta’ diżgust
Bintek għadni Ma
L-istess **** li kont tgħannaq miegħek
Meta kont tħoss li d-dinja qed tikrolla
L-istess **** li kont tiftaħar tgħid li hi tiegħek
Lil kull min taf meta tilmaħni fost il-folla
Ħobbni Ma
Nitolbok
L-istess għadni
Biss, ħrigt mill-moħba
15/10/2018
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 6:35 AM UTC
hermit crab
never at home
for long
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 1:09 PM UTC
I bit my nails down to a nub
Am I a ghost? A long forgotten
Memory, eased into your backburner, well
Oiled with the sweat of my lust?
When may I emerge from the
Shadows and proclaim that my
Love may be silent, but
It screams so loud in my ears.
Hey, I am hurting here!
Can you put down your life for one
Moment and just sit and justfucking
Listento me?
Or perhaps the image of myself I held so dear is
Now a killer, destined for
Damnation along with all the other
Souls that murdered everything they touched.
I swear, I didn’t mean to.
But it all just crumpled in my
Hand like ashes and I tried to be delicate, but
I pressed too hard.
I wanted to know if it was alive.
I wanted to be sure that this
Love was real, and not just some
Plastic penny-box letter.
I cannot escape for you.
These bars bind me down and
These walls close me in No
Matter how much I runorrun
Or run into them they won’t
Budge.
Please, just this once?
Maybe, this time if I am strong enough they will
Move
And I will taste freedom
Please **** them
Every single one'a'em ********
I'm gunna shootemdead.
Gunna gunnemdown
We is gunna get ourselfs happy, fer once.
Issa great game, this "life" thing.
Nov 1, 2011
Nov 1, 2011 at 9:25 PM UTC
*The world of dew
Is a world of dew, and yet,
And yet...*
- Kobayashi Issa
Two dozen dew drops dazzling:
twenty four worlds; one more year?
An expectation, and yet
Issa's words are clear.
Oct 5, 2013
Oct 5, 2013 at 6:03 PM UTC
Invincible?
Yes you are.
Consequence is like a dream,
it fades away.
The lessons.
Those are what I teach.
As if I truly look after you.
I am what your friends have warned you about.
I will send you walking on glass with bare feet.
I am the animal in you.
Issa rebellion.
Issa wreck.
Issa waste of life.
Dec 4, 2017
Dec 4, 2017 at 11:40 PM UTC
i have been in such places
where i felt
"this must be like paradise"
well..
sure thing this issa paradise.
not only places
i have been with friends
we had been together
we felt some kind of togetherness
something special..
we're elated and
we felt like in paradise.
Jul 27, 2021
Jul 27, 2021 at 10:04 AM UTC
I knew a poet once.
He was the top of a tall mountain
of all the best words.
Fighting.
His words were a war
against social injustice
of all times.
His face was beautiful
with scars and lines
that remembered
every battle.
There was Issa, and a bowl of soup.
I remember the fly that buzzed
in the windshield
and tears behind sunglasses.
Why do poets set
like suns?
Jan 31, 2017
Jan 31, 2017 at 8:45 AM UTC
I sit alone, cold,
in a room I call my own
where no one visits.
Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 7:41 AM UTC
little mosquito net
stocking
catching morning dew
drops
idyllic street corner
still cool
calling midnight's
breeze
morning starts at five
O'clock
spill drunken time's
broth.
Jun 12, 2015
Jun 12, 2015 at 6:36 PM UTC
I be stuck in my ways,
all of the homies that I know they be grindin for days.
Pulling up in that coupe,
driving through the metric system through dark and light in the city.
Ni**as swear they rent me,
calling a chick for therapy,
Callers be sizing me up, popping me off.
******* be knockin me off,
when they betta run me up my money.
Its coming alive.
I'm not ashamed of me.
Straight clowning, silly *** could be.
They said, Silly rabbit, tricks are for magicians.
Abracadabra! Now you see me, now you don't.
Its coming alive. You know that ***** coming alive.
****** be talkin all that noise, issa vibe.
ro ro I'm dolph. topping me off.
migrate to my inner circle like the petals of a lotus flower expanding through the mist of troubles like a diamond emerged in a cave of darkness.
still watch me shine, because I'm coming alive.
its amazing to visualize the dreams that I had are now my reality.
one minute I'm riding through the rural fields as a little black girl curious about the world. **** wowla! now I'm hot, because the God is in me.
Blazin through galaxies,
passin blunts by.
smokes up in the air.
growling for success, like the hair standing up on a bear.
got on my knees and I press to sky .
no matter what you hold head uphigh.
evolving. rotating.
as the Saturn rings,
knocking for success
Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 12:45 AM UTC
When town starts to feel good at night
Heaven isn't your place anymore
Maybe thats your calling
Or devil issa your colleague
Doesnt matter blud
Live
Coz we will all
Once leave
Oct 26, 2023
Oct 26, 2023 at 2:12 AM UTC