"imprecise" poems
incorrect
something that should have
never been
incorrect
a being of disillusioned
experiences and truths
inaccurate
proportions and measurements which
define me as a logical fallacy
inaccurate
colors and hues which
do not correspond with my inner being
imprecise
ideas and beliefs spilled onto a canvas
with little to no direction
imprecise
translations of my true self
with no attempt to fix it
mistake
didn't think it through
because I didn't think I had to
mistake
didn't predict the real outcome
because I thought they'd understand
failure
with nothing more than a swift brush stroke
and some applied use of sense of self
failure
was the only thing I could think of
as I opened my eyes by the burning candle light
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 2:46 AM UTC
Like happiness, sadness is ephemeral. Nothing last forever.
So use your energy instead to improve your future endeavors.
The imprecise nature of our real existence,
Is an approximate level of our understanding
They say a calm mind and an optimist view
Can even save a Crash landing
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 6:30 PM UTC
Refreshment, in form king size bed
Big fluffy pillows, sink disheveled head
Silken other body touching beside
Night's dreamless comfort, into it did glide
How exist delusion, tranquil pie in sky
Consulting limbs, spooning of thighs
Imprecise discoveries, feeling more at ease
Theories both wound in bed, confidently pleased
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 9:48 AM UTC
I am ugly.
Maybe not in the way the human race perceives the word, but in the way I perceive the word.
I am ugly,
whether that is in the way I smile, look, dress or the way I see the world.
Maybe,
life isn’t about seeing the yourself as beautiful; maybe it’s about seeing yourself
as ugly,
as dull,
as plain,
as unappealing as it is and still, above all of that,
loving everything ugly, dull, plain and unappealing.
I don’t mind being ugly,
because ugly is what I want to be.
You hear someone say the word ugly and you think negatively. Ugly, in my mind, is even better than beautiful.
Everything has beauty, but only real things have flaws.
Being ugly is not about being unappealing to the eye,
but being appealing to the heart.
I embrace the fact that I am and always will be ugly.
I like it that way.
I am full of flaws.
I have crawled my way out of hell and got a little banged up along the way,
whether that is what someone means by the word ugly I am okay with that.
I am banged up.
I am flawed.
I am imperfect, defective, faulty, distorted, inaccurate, incorrect, erroneous, imprecise, fallacious and most of all ugly.
The most shocking part of all of this is that,
you are too.
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 1:57 PM UTC
And over the specks of dust and rose-colored evenings,
in the melancholic fate of soliloquy;
yet as wretched as her soul be, her very first breath was, “Have mercy.”
The pale, starry-eyed of April’s sky ends, and it’s pouring; the trees are swaying in their places; the sun is impressed by the rising of the lilies.
Daunted by the ray of light, quietly caressing its innocence.
She looked over the moon, as if it were painted by someone she knew.
In hope, she clenched her fist and whispered again and again and again.
Like the petals of dried daisies fallen from the moon.
She knew it’s written on the stars; someone knows her name.
The airy summer between spring and March’s language, an imprecise grief of longing,
a desert of bones starved on
an ethereal ghost of past summers and the sickening void of the night sky,
she needed to endure
something in her holler with violence—some rage kept on the other side of her old pillow.
And yet it’s still written on the stars—someone knows her name.
Where the river flows, she follows.
In hopes she’d be directed to the one who wrote her;
achingly believing she’s the muse this time.
Who else could have written her the way she is?
With her eyes the same as the earthly sand,
her lips alive in light gray, with the way she lit up when the moon reveals himself to her,
the sea pushes upon the land as if it were longing to kiss her weary feet.
With the way her hips dance when she walks, when she closes her eyes, only she can hear her author’s note at the back of her heart. Slowly yet surely whispering, “It’s written on the stars. I wrote your name, my love.”
And so she follows the flow of the river, faithfully locking her eyes in the waters' steepness. She gently brushes the cold river, and so it quietly blushes at the thought of her.
That someone like her was cared for enough by her own artist.
Apr 27, 2024
Apr 27, 2024 at 8:57 AM UTC
1. (photographs; kaleidoscopes)
I tried to capture you
in words, the way you were, the way
with each relentless second
you would never be again.
2. (words were not enough)
because
a) language is a frail medium
for the powerful; the overwhelming;
b) emotions are shifting, & imprecise.
3. (I tried, a thousand times, to say)
how I found in you the wonder I had always looked for;
always missed.
4. (we can choose how we react)
how rare and beautiful
it is — to me — that you exist.
5. (you)
your hurricane eyes
twilight smiles
shoulders
where
have you
been?
6. (define morning as a feeling, not a time of day)
what did you think about when you poured your coffee and did you feel relieved when you heard the sound of rain? what colour was the daylight; and does love ever happen to you, in the traffic of rush hour?
7. (I said)
“come on --
let me take you home”.
“I am here” she said “you are it”
8. (he asked me)
"have you ever been in love with someone you knew you couldn’t have?”
I’ve never been anything else.
9. (a single green light across the bay)
I will rearrange my life around your meaningless smiles —
when love is not returned to us,
we will never stop looking for it.
10. (holding on and letting go)
there is a space between breaths and heartbeats — an endless moment, the infinite, an entr’acte in the operas of unrequited love.
11. (simply because I found her irresistible)
and yet that’s what we do, isn’t it?
we hang onto hope —
in every hopelessly irrational way that we can.
12. (and so part of me is always a fool)
I will wait for you forever.
Sep 25, 2015
Sep 25, 2015 at 10:44 AM UTC
It’s the year of gloom and the day’s morbid
Never morning enough, clouds – they forbid
The mood is on the brink – of an imprecise dawn
Chugging on like a mundane mover in lawn
Sanity is in the black – grief is at peak.
All is fine with the world – not but with me.
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 8:30 AM UTC
Remember art class in the big room
with spray painted concrete ground
where you were given a tiny mosaic
square and asked to recreate it on a
much larger piece of canvas when
you knew full well you weren't an
artist and you never would be? You
spent the time mixing blue and white
acrylic paint together on a small piece
of a former gallon of milk, adding and
adding until there was more than you
would need but the color matched
perfectly and of that you were proud.
Now you're older and you know a bit
more about hue and saturation and how
difficult it can be, working with imprecise
mediums, to do that, to make something to
fit a very precise set of guidelines with no
missteps, no miscalculations, no question
as to its perfection. You wonder if the color
really did match back then, or if you are
remembering something that never really
happened, if you wanted it bad enough
that it changed your recollection.
That day, everyone's large square canvas
pieces went together into designated
spaces on the wall to make a composite
image and all the blues were different
shades and that made you frustrated
and nervous and disappointed in the
other third graders sitting around in a
circle on wobbling stools wearing dad's
old dress shirts as smocks and throwing
brushes at each other and giggling as
eight-year-olds do. You stared at the
tidal wave on the wall made up of all
these disparate pieces and you told
yourself that you'd notice when things
matched as though they were meant, as
though they were destined and divine.
You see the waves lapping at the beach as
we stare out at the vast Pacific. We stand
on the shore and you tell me that my eyes
match perfectly the colors of the Sitka spruces
reaching their arms out wide behind me. Your
flannel shirt matches the gray November sky.
It took all the way to Oregon until it happened
again, but you keep your promise to yourself.
You notice the matching colors. You
smile to yourself and look down at me.
You grab my hand and pull me closer.
Oct 18, 2013
Oct 18, 2013 at 6:29 PM UTC
there's a mafia don
operating on the verse's patch
if anyone ticks him off
the eraser does a fast dispatch
you'll be completely rubbed out
with an instantaneous flick
by his quick 48 revolver's
rapid fire trigger click
the Sicilian mobster
is a regular Al Capone
*clearing they who ******
at his most tactile bone
Luigi strikes fear on
issuing a list of target dots
which so irritate him in
the imprecise spots
Mar 3, 2017
Mar 3, 2017 at 9:12 PM UTC
In a hope of life, I hope to retire
Riot and renown, mind of desire
Full of people, still alone as hell
Free and Alone, buried in shame
In the world of spring, I bear winter
Cold and freeze, my path squeeze
Behind all, mind full of suspense
Unturned and locked, left scorned me
In the course of time, I share desert night
Dark and still, my heart imprecise
All of all, Life full of dare and fear
Undecreed and undared, suspense of all
Breathe in hope, one day of rise
Ascend high such history will revise
Dream to stand together in destination
For the world of will and Inspiration
Dec 28, 2013
Dec 28, 2013 at 2:38 AM UTC
On wet sand
my own hand lethargically drags index nail into unplanned pierced hearts
The deep blue babble froths
disparaging echoes spume in unison
moon lumen
proffers effulgent glints of my own frame
Imprecise recollections
Intone lackadaisical exhalations
Plunging my fist into the dune
I seek shells to listen to mottled heart
None found
I drop my curls onto the punctured heart
Listening to the ocean’s instead
Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 8:49 PM UTC
i am so imprecise a silhouette
that i waver in the midst
of swirling seas
i am so detached a soul
so unfocused and blinding
(a galaxy, loosened)
that i cloud and distort the senses,
stand between a body
and its needs
the garish outline of my necessity
grinds landscapes to a neat
unforgivable dust
Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 7:45 PM UTC
*Uncertainty is the name of the game
Putting things in jeopardy God in shame
A particle’s position is immeasurable so its momentum
An imprecise arbitrariness for the Seeker a conundrum!*
Drunk in the wine of Creation God had no inkling
Uncertainty would be inherent in his nature of things
Little slips He would make would be a stumbling block one day
One would affect the other's behavior without a remedial way!
It appears such a twisted thing making so little sense
The objects you measure with will themselves influence
The particle to be measured its velocity and speed
Discarding precise determination not yielding a perfect read!
*Lovers take heart from this though her heart you may win
There’s no way with precision her love you can determine
She remains as yet unknown in her love’s position and quantum
You the Seeker can do little than to live with the conundrum!*
Dec 26, 2013
Dec 26, 2013 at 6:17 AM UTC
The scent of your elegant body deadens my mind and leaves it imprecise
I want nor wine nor **** your resuscitative breath alone shall suffice
I cannot say what loves have come and gone, but in your arms I come alive
There is a sacred sign in your silent sight, which bring forth the scent of paradise
Nov 24, 2015
Nov 24, 2015 at 3:41 PM UTC
what is it about you that has me constantly wondering how your world is at any precise or very imprecise moment
you are consistent in that sense
you seem to sprint through my mind
long enough for me to acknowledge it is you, but not long enough for me to figure out what the reason behind it is
or the copious knowledge of your day to day to be able to pinpoint what it is that you could be doing at that moment…
drives me mad.... you, the thought of you, the realization of the thought of you...
May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC
You put me to sleep
Every night
But i write
My own history
It sounds like water
Falling from the rooftop
Through cracks in the ceiling
I drink your lightning
It pours through your toes
As I place my nose in your silence
I am absorbed in your river
Longing for your fingers
To put an end to my pain
Let's stand naked for several days
Pantomiming our stories
In the pouring rain
If you ****** my library
I’ll make love to you in a poem
You harvest all my feelings
As imprecise millionaires waver
Over your laughter
Indecisive waiters and maitre d’s
Dance upon your dinner tables
We are all crazy lovers
Hovering in the sunset
Tuning into your brilliance
We become the music of the butterflies
Merging with the sun in my insides
I rise with the moonlight
And birth a new tune every hour
For love is my shower
And it is an honor to serve her
Life is a goddess
With plumes of breath and feathers
We take her into our hearts
And leave our accounts unsettled
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 2:24 PM UTC
Nineteen.
Clueless and unprepared, I am diving headfirst
Into a world for non-nineteen-year-olds,
A system so precise and so imprecise that I cannot win
A universe so unpredictable that I was better off eighteen.
But now it’s time to reach out to destiny,
Blow out twenty candles (one for good luck)
And live life like everyone is watching.
Ideas and goals have been ingrained into my mind
Whether I like them or not does not matter,
As they’ve made homes in my skin but don’t pay the rent
And I cannot kick them out because we are symbioses
******* the poisonous vitals from each other’s bloodstreams.
Suddenly, it isn’t so insane to think that my success
Is not successful enough and that my wedding gown
Could be my clothes on someone’s floor late at night
And the future fades into never, not as a beautiful ripple
But as a vicious surge, and I realize that
Once upon a time is once upon a dream and
My dreams are nightmares and I scream
Through the night and I’m modestly nineteen
So no one else is responsible to wake me up.
Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 10:28 PM UTC
Dress me with your comments,
I will dress in blackness,
Adorn me totally,
With your hearts desires,
Hit me only with sweet kisses,
Your love fills my wings,
My heart's so hot,
She's burning,
So full of fire,
She melts for you,
No longer,
Drift through cloud cover,
I know I have your heart again,
You know I really do!
Have danced with rampant demons,
Through imprecise dusky shadows,
Kept me imprisoned within your cryptic heart,
Locked away in chains,
Like minded imps,
You and I,
Poke fire with fire,
By way of feign,
Smoke machine makes fabrications,
While in your dreams you play,
In fantasy,
Behind your eyes,
Try to delude yourself,
Pure In mind's eyes sweet illusion!
Your honey ****** will catch you,
Keep you stuck in sticky touch,
When from the heights you tumble,
As a supporting crutch,
Truly deeply,
I believe,
That good love never dies,
Lying in his shadows gloom,
Only cos he cries,
Hell on earth sweet baby boy,
While somewhere saturated,
Lost in space,
Abridging his demise,
In words where darkness waits!
Livvi Kent 2013
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 8:02 AM UTC
I am writing to you in tar.
It dries quickly on this leaf of paper;
the room is hot and dry,
I fear it may ignite.
It doesn’t feel right;
this makeshift pen is imprecise
try as I might
to colour within the lines.
I guess it’s me and you really.
The moment says what I mean,
not me. It bursts like
a Molotov cocktail when it wants to,
but until then it waits
and waits
and waits
until I need to say it myself,
and eventually I do,
but it's clumsy and in the end
I say things I don’t mean,
and then, and here’s the kicker,
I feel bad, not you.
So if and when you read this,
and the tar sticks your fingers together,
and the paper bursts into flames
and singes your hands,
don’t think of self pity,
because you’ve drowned
in that too much already.
Think of the times
when you’ve wanted to say something
but ****** up the delivery.
It will scorch your skin, and leave a blister,
and it will hurt, of course,
but I’ll have a damp cloth ready
if you want it.
Jun 6, 2011
Jun 6, 2011 at 3:13 PM UTC
companionship, not compatibility.
i have chosen immobility.
once i lived in instability but now i live
in his advice.
so water melts to ice,
my science trusts the imprecise,
thus in this world,
such comfort will suffice.
thus in this world,
that i created,
my latest, unadulterated:
i will live in shallow vice
i will allow
such comfort to suffice.
Jan 30, 2017
Jan 30, 2017 at 6:50 PM UTC
As my heart grew more enamored,
And as I felt this burning flame,
It was then I knew what mattered—
It was to give Beauty its name.
Her image would not go away,
But all the words I spoke would err,
So overcome I could not say
A description that suited her.
What should perfect Beauty be called?
There is no name that could suffice.
Overwhelmed I was too enthralled—
My language was too imprecise.
You simply are so beautiful,
That any name would be inapt.
Your Beauty makes my heart so full—
That I am speechlessly enrapt.
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 10:40 PM UTC
I was drunk last night
My breath was tight
Nothing felt so imprecise
I was lying on the floor
Frozen and paralysed
My life savoured to solitude
The pain was in my heart
I closed my eyes and saw him
Such perfection
He was like an art of fiction
But then i realized
My love was just an illusion
He's long gone now
Shining into those stars
Resting in peace
And I'm here numb
Watching him from down.
May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 7:50 AM UTC
In a world so full of muddled dichotomies and clumsy classifications,
Of spectrums and ranges and imprecise definitions,
Of moving targets and sliding scales,
What is a woman?
When your definition’s solid, sorted, and sold
Am I an archetype or anomaly in the sordid taxonomy?
Here are my chromosomes:
Two Xs to mark the swirling twirls of DNA
Properly paired to provide a guide for my curves.
Here is my body:
Ripe and rounded and ready for perusal
By those who find art in a classical form.
******* that are not perfect,
*** that waggles as I walk,
A waist that looks even better when I’m angry
(Hands on hips and arms akimbo).
Here is my ***
Excited by the touches that evolution would predict.
I respond when kissed by stubbled lips,
When stroked by calloused hands,
When rocked beneath a man that biology would call
“The fittest.”
Our coupling is a pledge to survive.
Here is my womb:
A wonder of chemistry and medicine,
It has been occupied for defense against bearing fruit.
I have declared my selfishness to doctors,
To family,
To strangers.
I will not house another life
Because my own heart is sufficient.
I will not nurse another’s hunger
Because my appetites are wild.
I will not be a mother,
And you will not change my mind.
Here is my hysteria:
I cry sometimes when books are sad,
Or when commercials are touching,
Or when I’m angry,
Or hungry.
Or confused.
Or happy.
Or whatever.
Here is my meek and mild nature:
In the hand that covers an ornery smile.
In the hesitation before I swear.
In the blush of a lover surprised.
In the warmth that you must lose, not earn.
Whether I am a winning or a wanting woman
I am finished with apologies.
When all is counted/sorted/labeled
My tastes and brightest talents are as tame as I can bear.
Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 12:29 PM UTC
There was once a world where everyone and everything mattered;
Where happiness was as easy as waking up in the morning and being alive;
Where trust existed and was a tangible thing that one had in oneself and could give to other people,
Where flawlessness and beauty were real and simple and true.
And this world did exist,
It was solid and functional and realistic and perfect.
And it even had its place;
In my head.
But then one day, one day not so much unlike any other,
One day where the sun rose and the moon followed and life happened as usual,
This world, my world, my reality, shattered.
Was smashed like a rock through a glass window, collapsed like a mirror with a fist though the center,
Fell apart like a beautiful home into which a wrecking ball collided.
A wrecking ball, cold, hard,
Steel, solid, unbending,
Permanent, never going back, never controlled,
Always destroying, always hurting,
Imprecise. Flawed.
My heart the home,
The never going back to okay,
The flaws like small holes through everything ever known or loved,
Growing larger with every second, with every thought becoming and merging as one,
Until reality was a hole and everything I was and ever knew was falling, disappearing,
Becoming lost inside of it.
And I was at the center,
The forces of everything pushing me, pulling me, dragging me in their tides,
The people I’ve known, the choices I’ve made,
The pressure welling up like thunder ready to burst.
The weight of the world not on my shoulders,
Where it could be carried,
But inside me, tearing me apart.
And I was left there,
Alone,
Destroyed and defective and broken and torn.
And yet, somehow, still breathing, still functional.
Alive.
And with the strength that only comes forward when needed,
I took a deep breath and stood up;
Pulled together whatever fractured parts of me and my life remained,
And took a step forward.
Into the future, unknown and scary and marvelous,
To begin the construction of a new reality, again.
Apr 10, 2012
Apr 10, 2012 at 10:07 PM UTC