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"huffs" poems
Doctor Larch peers out the window, Pulling aside brocaded curtains to hide The grief that he will not show, The rending emptiness he feels inside. As his son Homer rides past the sunset, Not knowing where he goes But aspiring to see the wide world, The ocean at Mount Desert, Seeing wonder in the expanse And worlds inside a circle of glass. He has taken with him his heart, A dark picture of frailty. He finds unexpected work in an orchard, Leisurely harvesting round, garnet jewels. The nomads, dark and wary, Ask him to read about death and stars. There are rules for the workers. And Homer finds that they apply To no one, neither nomads or Curious young men. He sees in the errant father The reflection of his own, The man who made him good. “You are my work of art” He wrote. Like an artist with his painting, Who resists giving it away, So Doctor Larch holds on to him Hoping his adolescence ends And he returns. Finding peace at the last. The lack of rules bring about a sea change, Allowing forbidden love and pain. He ventures out once more into the vacuum Of conscience set free, He devises his own rules about the womb And how to help those in agony But eventually… With all the rules now open, There is nothing left for him to do. So he boards the migrant truck Just as the pilot returns, broken. He watches the struggle with a wheelchair Sees his lover watch him with her yellow hair Knows her future, years of sacrifice. And he admits at last That he has a purpose, The train to St. Cloud huffs slowly away, With Homer standing in the wet snow. There is the old asylum, The orphanage and home on the hill, Almost black, with the sunset behind, Homer begins the long climb. He approaches slowly. But then, a burst of laughter And children from the door Flock around him, dancing, shrieking, Some holding him like an errant dog, Who must be told to stay. “Will you stay?” they ask. “I think so,” he smiles in irony. He is home at the last.
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Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 10:58 AM UTC
Leaving St. Cloud
Doctor Larch peers out the window, Pulling aside brocaded curtains to hide The grief that he will not show, The rending emptiness he feels inside. As his son Homer rides past the sunset, Not knowing where he goes But aspiring to see the wide world, The ocean at Mount Desert, Seeing wonder in the expanse And worlds inside a circle of glass. He has taken with him his heart, A dark picture of frailty. He finds unexpected work in an orchard, Leisurely harvesting round, garnet jewels. The nomads, dark and wary, Ask him to read about death and stars. There are rules for the workers. And Homer finds that they apply To no one, neither nomads or Curious young men. He sees in the errant father The reflection of his own, The man who made him good. “You are my work of art” He wrote. Like an artist with his painting, Who resists giving it away, So Doctor Larch holds on to him Hoping his adolescence ends And he returns. Finding peace at the last. The lack of rules bring about a sea change, Allowing forbidden love and pain. He ventures out once more into the vacuum Of conscience set free, He devises his own rules about the womb And how to help those in agony But eventually… With all the rules now open, There is nothing left for him to do. So he boards the migrant truck Just as the pilot returns, broken. He watches the struggle with a wheelchair Sees his lover watch him with her yellow hair Knows her future, years of sacrifice. And he admits at last That he has a purpose, The train to St. Cloud huffs slowly away, With Homer standing in the wet snow. There is the old asylum, The orphanage and home on the hill, Almost black, with the sunset behind, Homer begins the long climb. He approaches slowly. But then, a burst of laughter And children from the door Flock around him, dancing, shrieking, Some holding him like an errant dog, Who must be told to stay. “Will you stay?” they ask. “I think so,” he smiles in irony. He is home at the last.
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And when I met that girl in San Francisco Off a dusty little pier with rotting wood and squawking seals And screaming bayside wind She caught me off-tropics and danced with the grace of a palm tree lines between the quaked concrete off telegraph avenue On an obscuring Sunday morning and no she didn't go to church or any silly thing like a temple or synagogue She said those were no places for god God was the trees We smoked cigarettes and got off to each other's carcinogenic practices oxidizing a little faster in conjunction with hopeful Formaldehyde Deriding the formalities of small talk and trivialities She liked her guitars with nickel-wound strings I with nylon But I couldn't play songs that sounded any good with them while she could and did. and girl did it ever sound good She'd laugh at the contests on the radio while we drove on a half-moon to half-moon full and whole of ourselves We'd stopped in the lobby of a cheap motel And waltzed to background muzak wacked out of our minds Sniffing in deep huffs of subliminal divinity Understanding loving that mind-numbing monotony muzak... ppsh. Who ever really listened to that? And then she left at the end of one fine winter day in a cloudless sky I waved watched her plane skip off towards the edge of a pale blue horizon back south to warmer climes to wherever she truly stayed The tugging on my heartstrings chimed grotesque in precise D minor.
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Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 9:23 PM UTC
Steel Guitar
EᔕᔕᕼI  ᑕOᑎT. ~ ⚪♫⚪ ~ Lyn sniffles as Ainhara gives her a handkerchief which she uses to wipe her tears. "Thank you, guys," Lyn whispers, giving them a weak smile. 'Well, at least she smiles,' Esshi thought. Ainhara has a bright smile. "My lady, your lady mother gave Bael orders to make this soup for you. She instructs that you eat this." ~ ⚪♫⚪ ~ When Esshi pushes the serving trolley to her Queen's side, she lifts the gold lid and Lyn looks at the soup; steaming kale in a beefy broth with chopped peppered sausages, lamb cubes, onions, garlic, mint chopped potatoes and carrots. ~ ⚪♫⚪ ~ "Kale, really? I hate kale," Lyn whines, gently pushing the bowl away. "I don't want it!" Esshi and Ainhara look at each other and smile. *'Still acts like a child when her lady mother commands she eats her vegetables!'* giggles Esshi. "Your mother says you must eat it, My Lady." Ainhara chuckles. "It will help with reduce your stress and help relax your body." ~ ⚪♫⚪ ~ Lyn sighs and mutters under her breath, "I hate it when she does this! She knows I hate the smell of kale! I swear, I'm going to outlaw the vegetable!" She held hers nose up and huffs at the end of her statement, making Ainhara and Esshi smile. 'At least she is in better spirits now.' thought Esshi.
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Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 1:18 PM UTC
♪♫♛♕ тнє мαѕкє∂ вαя∂ VIII ♕♛♫♪
Greenish hills and alice blue skies whimsical faeries wander along the timberlands play hide and seek around pine groves brimming the atmosphere with liquid of blithe. a pair of cerulean eyes glitter under a lucid sun, and reflected a thousand rainbows. the feet you danced, headed forth to the ethereal grounds. in those fleecy palms held a bouquet of fresh peonies. as the wind huffs and grins, the fruit trees leafs begin to compose as if in an orchestra house. around my body flew a rabble of butterflies, your psyche is surreal. "You came back" I grasp to his muscular limbs, to fracture and to feel with seraphic love. By the night the archaic moon hangs, all my dreamless night pulverized. gory scenarios in my brain surrendered for an escape. My heart pumps, my collarbones shrieks, on our old bed, up-down, up-down, in-out, in-out.... "ah." the hue of a merry-go-round. As the summer reborn, the reality seizes..                     our love is immortal without a fullstop -l.r
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Sep 17, 2013
Sep 17, 2013 at 11:20 PM UTC
As Summer Reborn
Two goats Push their heads Through the gate – Daintiness Huffs in the mist. Chickens march Pausing to mourn over lumps. Why don’t they straighten out Those stones? I said. I’ll do it myself. One day I’ll come here And I’ll do it my ******* self. The goats race away, Tripping into each other's backs - Chasing a happiness That comes for them every day.
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Dec 8, 2013
Dec 8, 2013 at 5:27 PM UTC
cemetery
He heard a last echoed clink of liquor-laden ice-cubes, Stuck between two stools that screamed for company, I gazed across his vacant stare to the barman –the silent DJ, Professionally ignorant as I gestured my hoarse thirst, I waited a little minute, another minute an’ just one more, Enter our businessman, full-schedule, long-hauled to drink, With a rib-eye steak of a face an’ breath surely barbecued, Two satisfied cheeks, pink-puffed with brows fit for burial, Teeth ground with tension but brighter than the lighting A fungal-lung nose perched upon a smile that I could smell, He plumbed himself wet-shave close to my stiffened neck, “..Hana Drink..?” (Silence) best to follow the DJ’s example, (Bullish huffs) (Lips licked) “.. Ya’ll wantin’ a drink, Mister?..” Flustered by the company, I replied “..Non, Je think eh Je chi..” A retort of sorts, faux languages not my degree, “..Leaba..Bed!” Spluttered just at the end – an insulting first impression, He seemed nervously joyous, loosened from being himself, Yet his trouser belt buckled, pulled tight to conversation level, An’ Redwood-trunk hands, alive with the latest deal struck, “..Bedtime for us..” he bare-bawled, splitting my weary eyes, His numbed arm clumsily flung around me, “..bedtime for us!..”, DJ unmuted, the music paused, I mouthed softly “..just the bill..” (Silence) “..Who’s Bill?.. a friend?…Is he cute?.. So this drink?” I panic still.
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Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 11:15 AM UTC
The Late Night Misunderstanding with the businessman in Bavaria
***** winds scorching through You've taken a single step, it's already heating up. An unbound elemental temptress, filled to the brim with confidence.... Overflowing even. Every man in here wants you; everyone fixated on your body to fulfil their deepest desires and fantasies. They cavort around you like chimps in heat, just looking for a taste... They can't afford you, you're not interested in small game. You lock eyes with him, the only one. He's sitting in the back of the room, not even glancing your way: He'll regret not giving you his attention. Striving over to the table next to him, you strike fiercely with your most seductive look, the flames of passion rolling off your tongue as you introduce yourself. A casual nod returns your best efforts with crushing force. You can't believe his audacity, you storm out of the club grabbing the nearest guy available, he'll get lucky tonight.. That'll show him. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I see her walk into the club, with an arrogance, she looks stunning, her personality is so unkempt: a source of altercation among the rabble, causing a cacophony wherever she strides. I'm not here to flirt or pull, I'm here for a night with my friends, I'm here for social interaction; not ****** She has plenty of others to give her attention, mine is not required to complete her night. After mere moments, I fear she's noticed my lack of interest, and with a twinkle and a flash, she's a table away from me: giving me her most seductive charm. I resist and return to my conversations, lest this burning seductress better my willpower and ****** me like so many other snakes. A scalding flash in her eyes that heat me to hundreds of degrees, a piercing, penetrating gaze... She huffs and grabs the arm of the nearest man.. He's getting lucky tonight, good for him. I return to my friends with the image of  that succubus eternally burned into my mind.
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Jan 11, 2011
Jan 11, 2011 at 6:18 PM UTC
Attention
***** winds scorching through You've taken a single step, it's already heating up. An unbound elemental temptress, filled to the brim with confidence.... Overflowing even. Every man in here wants you; everyone fixated on your body to fulfil their deepest desires and fantasies. They cavort around you like chimps in heat, just looking for a taste... They can't afford you, you're not interested in small game. You lock eyes with him, the only one. He's sitting in the back of the room, not even glancing your way: He'll regret not giving you his attention. Striving over to the table next to him, you strike fiercely with your most seductive look, the flames of passion rolling off your tongue as you introduce yourself. A casual nod returns your best efforts with crushing force. You can't believe his audacity, you storm out of the club grabbing the nearest guy available, he'll get lucky tonight.. That'll show him. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I see her walk into the club, with an arrogance, she looks stunning, her personality is so unkempt: a source of altercation among the rabble, causing a cacophony wherever she strides. I'm not here to flirt or pull, I'm here for a night with my friends, I'm here for social interaction; not ****** She has plenty of others to give her attention, mine is not required to complete her night. After mere moments, I fear she's noticed my lack of interest, and with a twinkle and a flash, she's a table away from me: giving me her most seductive charm. I resist and return to my conversations, lest this burning seductress better my willpower and ****** me like so many other snakes. A scalding flash in her eyes that heat me to hundreds of degrees, a piercing, penetrating gaze... She huffs and grabs the arm of the nearest man.. He's getting lucky tonight, good for him. I return to my friends with the image of  that succubus eternally burned into my mind.
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She looks out the window At the thick sheen of ice That covers the road. People huddle and shuffle In great huffs of warm breath As they try to move on in their lives. They try to ignore their wobbly legs And shifty, slidey, slippery feet On patch after patch of ice. They've got great things to do And many places to be, So they battle the weather That is set to defeat them. But she sits amongst pillows With fuzzy blankets and cocoa, Content to let the world go on outside. She'll just recline at the window Reading her poems with satiated sighs.
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Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 5:33 PM UTC
An Ode for Winter Poems
Heat slips up our shirts, sweaty beads of *** We twist our clothes, grabbing at flesh, groping for *** The hard squeeze and pressure is scooping out the soul— Please, push it out, we want to be left bare and have *** Our skin is strung together, our bodies hollowed, dry; Blind to the heat and the mess, we’re swept up by a blissful, empty *** The sheets, salted with sweat, are heaved off the bed, Pillows gone, clothing gone, here there is nothing but *** Gasping and shouting, we purge ourselves, we are nothing— I am pure and vacant, I’ve rushed my blood to my groin for *** And moments like these are strained and stretched. Then, release, the moment falls from us as wet as *** Like sheets, pillows, clothes, the rest of me returns: Too tired to move, I listen to our breathing, short huffs in the air after ***
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Feb 1, 2010
Feb 1, 2010 at 6:58 PM UTC
Ghazal: We Want to be Left Bare and Have ***
Gentle breaths, huffs, escape your sweet kiss-swollen lips. At the feel of your heartbeat, my own wildly skips. I am content right here with your head on my chest. I will hold you close, dear, while you’re taking your rest.
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Feb 25, 2021
Feb 25, 2021 at 11:47 PM UTC
Right Here
summer sky aloft a massive cloud bank disbands       lacing into gills wind huffs make spastic punches cooling my agitation
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May 25, 2022
May 25, 2022 at 9:24 PM UTC
00000 01
And in a pickle i find myself hard pressed to not attempt to impress this one. She seeks it like a lost pack of cigarettes. It is in her eyes, and it is in her hair. its in her shoulders and its in the way she points her **** She wouldn't say it in any other way than with the heavy gin soaked breath, faintly and subtly in-between huffs and sighs. She wanted the colour of her words to match the red of her cheeks. She told me that she had heels cause of me, and i denied that i had anything to do with it. The way she spoke reminded me of Daisy Fay.
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 12:47 PM UTC
Daisy
me and the old lady in our cabin, chillin livin off the grid livin off solar panels and psychedelic drugs roastin meat and makin sweet love. knock knock knock. i turn to her in disbelief; we live in the woods south of nowhere in a **** cabin who could that be? she huffs, shrugs the knocking intensifies so i go naked to open it (we're nudists) it's a grizzly ahhhh! i freeze but he's wearing a suit, cradling a briefcase in his paws what the **** he asks me if i'm interested in being mauled i ask him how can you talk you're a bear right and then he mauls us and then i wake up and it's just me, my bed, and my beloved *****
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Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 4:41 PM UTC
cabin fever
He is screaming with frustration, throwing objects like fits, trying to contain his shrills but they break through in shrieks so I hold him. He grumbles and growls wanting me to leave. I just rub his back. Slow circles; with my other arm wrapped around him like he is still a child. I remind him to breathe and tell him to try again tomorrow and he huffs but I can feel him releasing his anger relaxing. The tension in his body dissipating until he is ready for me to let go. He picks up broken pieces from the floor tries to put them back together the best he can I leave him to do this. He never questioned my fear of the dark when I would sneak away at night, he eagerly awaited to hear my stories and would hug me no matter how hard I pushed him away. This is a love that can withstand fights for the mirror battles over school. He is ever changing, becoming someone new everyday but when I hold him he is still five and braver than I. He is stronger and kinder. When I was his age he could not understand why I would cry in the other room and bite at the ankles of anyone who dared to step too close. But I understand him. The anger that lingers beneath skin always ready to consume and dominate. This household is like a pack of matches once he ignites he is forgotten because we all burn up and out without listening to his pain. I remember that feeling, it never fully goes away. It is not something we speak of but something we feel and when he needs me to hold him I will never be too far. He has my ears, my arms, and always my heart.
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Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 11:44 PM UTC
Growing Pains
He is screaming with frustration, throwing objects like fits, trying to contain his shrills but they break through in shrieks so I hold him. He grumbles and growls wanting me to leave. I just rub his back. Slow circles; with my other arm wrapped around him like he is still a child. I remind him to breathe and tell him to try again tomorrow and he huffs but I can feel him releasing his anger relaxing. The tension in his body dissipating until he is ready for me to let go. He picks up broken pieces from the floor tries to put them back together the best he can I leave him to do this. He never questioned my fear of the dark when I would sneak away at night, he eagerly awaited to hear my stories and would hug me no matter how hard I pushed him away. This is a love that can withstand fights for the mirror battles over school. He is ever changing, becoming someone new everyday but when I hold him he is still five and braver than I. He is stronger and kinder. When I was his age he could not understand why I would cry in the other room and bite at the ankles of anyone who dared to step too close. But I understand him. The anger that lingers beneath skin always ready to consume and dominate. This household is like a pack of matches once he ignites he is forgotten because we all burn up and out without listening to his pain. I remember that feeling, it never fully goes away. It is not something we speak of but something we feel and when he needs me to hold him I will never be too far. He has my ears, my arms, and always my heart.
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Candied black licorice. Hair made of silk. Memories mix dissolve meetings Of love's labor of leering. A warning between the moons. She said her name in a whisper. I knew by her eyes that I couldn't keep her. Nightingale look razor strap barren. Secrets between two torn in caring. A can full of roses. Dog dares in a moment. Build me a fire With two seats and the stars We can look off in the distance Not caring how far. Since then I've never been able to hold A thought longer then three seconds. Leafing through these worn pictures, Seeing these faces red and blistered, I try to recall what I was feeling back then, And what letters I wrote and what I didn't send. Cabin alone up on the mountains slope I take my canister and my four foot rope. The sun's behind me, big and bright. Gotta' make camp before the fall of the night. When my name was misery, everyone knew me. When my name was love, not a soul did. When my name was honor, no one even bothered. When my name was jealously, everyone writhed righteously. Telling doorman upset by the Autumn; He says it is too cold for him. I - taking the things from its pockets - Offer him my black, woolen pea coat. He huffs and puffs and leaves, Without even a word being spoke. A simple sentence can change the world.
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Oct 17, 2013
Oct 17, 2013 at 9:27 PM UTC
A Simple Sentence
The spout Of the battle Shouting In inconsiderate Babble about bling While i'm saddling My steeds Manning the machines And breathing easy Before i speak Clearly to your dreams Interjecting the theme Of the losing team Cheering in victory Snickering in mockery I remarkably sing In drowned out tones And zings And i'm gonna be Everything you been In a week And its weak That i win And you grin With your arms up Hooray!! But you lost today Too dumb to know it But showin it To everybody Rhyming Isn't about money Its about diction Metered rhymes And harmony Arming the Alarmingly Disarming memes Of scattagoried kings Euphorically Seized In the lean Of delivery Creativity key The breezy Sleezinous Sheened In the has beens Gassed up Gin drunks Grunting whats In response to love Callin bluffs On the tuffs Of your huffs And shrugs Whatever punk I got a foot on you And your **** On my side Talking over you Until you shut Out the light With your mouth Over your eyes And your house Of flies sized up In tough love And shoved off the shores To the unexplored oceans In the notions Of severed portions Aborted with a snorkel In the cortex Of Oxygenated Brains showing you A thing or two So ******* vein Watching you strain To speak To breathe To think When your ready Il be brief A pat on the back And declaration of king Before you bend over to be Blessed by the best In this contest Im tested Only of my patience In the vagrancy Of your empty words Freshly matured In manure Skewered In the lured Obscurity Muraling The masterpieces Stealing thesis-es With the soul content Of cheeseless pizzas Sauceless in the lossless Belligerence And im tempted To kiss My fists And commence To smash out the comments To astonished onlookers Booking for Brooklyn When im shooting Blood across the pavement With fury of a patient To fairfax and back To break the bones Of your home Set your soul apart From the heart That pumps lumps Of ******** From the start Of your every sentence Ill take two seconds To count on your blemishes To settle this In nubbish ******* Stumbling From a kid Im only kidding In my giving a single **** Get with it The mic is yours And ill freely admit To being bored Here you go ....
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May 5, 2013
May 5, 2013 at 4:44 AM UTC
spew1n
The spout Of the battle Shouting In inconsiderate Babble about bling While i'm saddling My steeds Manning the machines And breathing easy Before i speak Clearly to your dreams Interjecting the theme Of the losing team Cheering in victory Snickering in mockery I remarkably sing In drowned out tones And zings And i'm gonna be Everything you been In a week And its weak That i win And you grin With your arms up Hooray!! But you lost today Too dumb to know it But showin it To everybody Rhyming Isn't about money Its about diction Metered rhymes And harmony Arming the Alarmingly Disarming memes Of scattagoried kings Euphorically Seized In the lean Of delivery Creativity key The breezy Sleezinous Sheened In the has beens Gassed up Gin drunks Grunting whats In response to love Callin bluffs On the tuffs Of your huffs And shrugs Whatever punk I got a foot on you And your **** On my side Talking over you Until you shut Out the light With your mouth Over your eyes And your house Of flies sized up In tough love And shoved off the shores To the unexplored oceans In the notions Of severed portions Aborted with a snorkel In the cortex Of Oxygenated Brains showing you A thing or two So ******* vein Watching you strain To speak To breathe To think When your ready Il be brief A pat on the back And declaration of king Before you bend over to be Blessed by the best In this contest Im tested Only of my patience In the vagrancy Of your empty words Freshly matured In manure Skewered In the lured Obscurity Muraling The masterpieces Stealing thesis-es With the soul content Of cheeseless pizzas Sauceless in the lossless Belligerence And im tempted To kiss My fists And commence To smash out the comments To astonished onlookers Booking for Brooklyn When im shooting Blood across the pavement With fury of a patient To fairfax and back To break the bones Of your home Set your soul apart From the heart That pumps lumps Of ******** From the start Of your every sentence Ill take two seconds To count on your blemishes To settle this In nubbish ******* Stumbling From a kid Im only kidding In my giving a single **** Get with it The mic is yours And ill freely admit To being bored Here you go ....
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Suddenly So randomly Everything becomes too much Too bright Too loud Too full Too Much Suddenly So randomly The lights coat my eyes They're shinning down Into my eyes Blinding me Flooding my senses Assaulting me I cannot see Suddenly So randomly I cannot breathe There is no air left for me I'm choking Little huffs of breath Escape past my quivering lips It feels like nothing is coming In or out Suddenly So randomly I can hear everything My mind will not shut off The noises feel as if A loud speaker Is blaring directly into my ears I cannot turn it off Suddenly So randomly The room is so full Everyone is surrounding me They haven't moved, Yet they are all around I cannot escape Suddenly So randomly My heart feels as if it will burst The pounding of my heart Echoes in my head Jumping against my chest Threatening to break free I am assaulted by my own senses I cannot turn them off They're there All at once Too much Too much Too much
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Dec 27, 2017
Dec 27, 2017 at 12:59 AM UTC
here's to more panic attack poems
She wraps the presents with cheap paper on the desk against the wall, lit by dim Christmas lights. All the unwrapped toys are in the pink plastic basket at her feet, and she stacks the finished ones at the foot of the bed. I’m propped up on the pillows, touching myself and stroking my chest as I watch her work, charmed by how her bones and muscles move beneath her skin. She turns around with a finished gift and sets it down. Her eyes meet mine and she simpers, biting  her lower lip, then turns and picks up another toy. I leave the bed, careful not to knock anything off, and walk up behind her. She keeps working on the present as I pet her shoulders and brush my fingers along her back. I press my body against hers, wrapping my arms around her waist and planting kisses on her neck. She stops working and places her hands on mine, tilting her head back and letting her hair drape my shoulder. I move my hand down her stomach and across her hair, and I rub her. She huffs and brings my other hand to her ******* beckoning me to caress her. I circle tighter, faster, harder, and she moans and reaches her hand back to caress me. I nibble at her ear, and she lets out a heavy moan, and I whisper in her ear “You are a wonderful mother.” Her breathing slows, and she nudges my  hand from her. “Don’t say that” she whispers. We stand there, frozen, before she continues working on the present. I stay there behind her, realising my best intentions were a mistake. “I’ll just go then.” I put my clothes back on and remove the trash bag from the bin to take with me to make sure her husband doesn’t find my condoms. “Merry Christmas.” I close the bedroom door and leave her home, careful not to wake her kids. - by Aleksander Mielnikow | Alek the Poet
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Dec 25, 2019
Dec 25, 2019 at 2:19 PM UTC
Best Intentions
She wraps the presents with cheap paper on the desk against the wall, lit by dim Christmas lights. All the unwrapped toys are in the pink plastic basket at her feet, and she stacks the finished ones at the foot of the bed. I’m propped up on the pillows, touching myself and stroking my chest as I watch her work, charmed by how her bones and muscles move beneath her skin. She turns around with a finished gift and sets it down. Her eyes meet mine and she simpers, biting  her lower lip, then turns and picks up another toy. I leave the bed, careful not to knock anything off, and walk up behind her. She keeps working on the present as I pet her shoulders and brush my fingers along her back. I press my body against hers, wrapping my arms around her waist and planting kisses on her neck. She stops working and places her hands on mine, tilting her head back and letting her hair drape my shoulder. I move my hand down her stomach and across her hair, and I rub her. She huffs and brings my other hand to her ******* beckoning me to caress her. I circle tighter, faster, harder, and she moans and reaches her hand back to caress me. I nibble at her ear, and she lets out a heavy moan, and I whisper in her ear “You are a wonderful mother.” Her breathing slows, and she nudges my  hand from her. “Don’t say that” she whispers. We stand there, frozen, before she continues working on the present. I stay there behind her, realising my best intentions were a mistake. “I’ll just go then.” I put my clothes back on and remove the trash bag from the bin to take with me to make sure her husband doesn’t find my condoms. “Merry Christmas.” I close the bedroom door and leave her home, careful not to wake her kids. - by Aleksander Mielnikow | Alek the Poet
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Whistling wind howls in your ear Your breath comes out in fogs and huffs Standing atop a flat hill of red sand the sound of thin, dry branches scratching rocks a flash of grey fur and a squeal breach the silence once so heavy you could hear your own heartbeat The Sun has begun to set The rays seeming to match that of water Staining the blue sky with oranges and pinks ****** fingers tearing at the mountains As the Sun fights to see your face longer. You breathe in the dry dusty air And scream until there is none left in you
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Dec 9, 2020
Dec 9, 2020 at 12:40 AM UTC
Screaming in a Desert
I like to imagine my neighbors having *** Familiar faint squeaks catch my interest while **** cooks red with my lips at the tip of the **** pipe. First faint then foot to floor driving the grand prix while exhaling and pale I stare up at the ceiling. They're ******* That smooth and dark brown, long black and kinked hair having, bare hairy belly in leather jacket wearing strange and tasty cut of chubbed up muscle overpowering with his plowing, the the soft plump curves of her in alabaster white, coif cut long but both the sides, inside her just so open walls, pounding deeply in snycopated beating rhythms, in love or lust, it's left to be wondered. My favorite balancing act, knee wobbling daring to throw me from the one legged stance where I perch with my ear in a glass, glass to asbestos, living vicariously through them as if it's my sole chance to live, Claire's mystical 1/8's blare in the stale air from the lone speaker on my TV and my breathing flickers. Huffs to gasping puffs to sighs leading to huffs again, I can't help that I spend time inside my head. I want it. I dream of my neighbors ******* Open. Bent down. *** up. Deleting the question marked space between faces I make outside and in heat, alone under sheets in a bedroom. I want to be ****** **** me. Pound me. Press me down and wrap your hand around my ribs. Touching. Taking.
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Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 12:15 AM UTC
Ear to Glass, Glass to Ceiling
August 23, 2014 12:25 pm All I want to do before I die Is to write something so beautiful,  people leak emotions from their eyes and sigh with huffs of wind strong enough to be heard from London. I want to put life back into eyes of the broken. I want all of these rotten human beings to feel something other than the numbness and anger that consumes their soul
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 9:59 PM UTC
Before I Die
We sip our coffee and cream and drink our whiskey and beer Then listen to wolves dressed as doctors with deaf ears and big empty eyes and blood stained teeth Who tell us to dull the pain with pills and drown emotions in prescription prayers refillable at the small cost of our souls And we sit in front of flat screens and smart phones and insta-gratification and press the illusion of our face between pages of a metaphor disguised as a book And the imagined life is better than what is really going on so we script our day to day lives and step into the ring and wrestle like big men pretending its not just another form of ballet We've doubled down on dumbing down and we're losing more than we're gaining but we keep spinning the wheel and the barrel and pulling the trigger playing the game of suicide and Russian Roulette There is two bullets for every name and a bomb of every size waiting for its time to go BOOM and war is just a business for the rich payed for by the innocent and the ignorant Death is big money and blood is cheap pump up the world population and the rise of inflation keep education at a minimum as well as a wage Keep the poor hunger and give them an illusion to hate divide and separate fear is the season of reason needed to segregate and dissipate any sympathy or empathy or kindness or love We live in a nation of sheep being lead by a pig and it sounds like fiction but it's horrifyingly real and he tweets and he oinks and he huffs and he puffs and he is just a sad little man having a bad hair day day after day The world is watching and laughing a nervous laugh Maybe it's nothing to worry about maybe I'm just late for my pill and my beer and my whiskey and maybe I just need a little cyanide and cream to lighten the mood of the black coffee news
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Jul 1, 2017
Jul 1, 2017 at 8:58 PM UTC
Black Coffee News
We sip our coffee and cream and drink our whiskey and beer Then listen to wolves dressed as doctors with deaf ears and big empty eyes and blood stained teeth Who tell us to dull the pain with pills and drown emotions in prescription prayers refillable at the small cost of our souls And we sit in front of flat screens and smart phones and insta-gratification and press the illusion of our face between pages of a metaphor disguised as a book And the imagined life is better than what is really going on so we script our day to day lives and step into the ring and wrestle like big men pretending its not just another form of ballet We've doubled down on dumbing down and we're losing more than we're gaining but we keep spinning the wheel and the barrel and pulling the trigger playing the game of suicide and Russian Roulette There is two bullets for every name and a bomb of every size waiting for its time to go BOOM and war is just a business for the rich payed for by the innocent and the ignorant Death is big money and blood is cheap pump up the world population and the rise of inflation keep education at a minimum as well as a wage Keep the poor hunger and give them an illusion to hate divide and separate fear is the season of reason needed to segregate and dissipate any sympathy or empathy or kindness or love We live in a nation of sheep being lead by a pig and it sounds like fiction but it's horrifyingly real and he tweets and he oinks and he huffs and he puffs and he is just a sad little man having a bad hair day day after day The world is watching and laughing a nervous laugh Maybe it's nothing to worry about maybe I'm just late for my pill and my beer and my whiskey and maybe I just need a little cyanide and cream to lighten the mood of the black coffee news
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Concrete beneath seats of listeners Chalk artists creating frames for the next rainfall Wash away sun burnt big toes beads of sweat on sunglasses Spoken word next to handrails The river below huffs the wind Spits it to the current of artistry waving back from shore Cancel the 12:50 replace the interruption with impromptu colors of the rainbow Let children wander under bridges and pop balloons filled with water Color paint Let the world around us drink water of guitar strings and gaze at ambient light with star-struck eyes Let the world revolve around lightning bolt revolt Protect sacred performing stages Say yes to Art-spired revolution
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Jun 21, 2017
Jun 21, 2017 at 5:00 PM UTC
Galvanízo̱ (for Artspire 2017)
A grown child falls a young child flies, a gray man huffs and rolls his eyes a smiling nurse in all white sighs a hand flings up to answer tries a spoken comment was not wise a star is given as a prize envy consumes all the lies a mother buckles down and cries, some mental fuse is blown and fries as masks are raised to form disguise to mute the sound as laughter dies
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Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 6:43 PM UTC
Laughter Lines
The Bar At The End Of The Earth- in progress... Still the faceless, formless shape of something behind the bar serves nothing to the man. “You need not always chase a dream so far, Sometimes you need to let it come to you. It is not death I will pour you today. You still love your dream. Cherish it. Carry it around everywhere- it is proof you are alive.” The stranger huffs indignantly. “My dream has gone. I’ve already told you. My heart is broken, it just won’t stop beating. I shouldn’t be alive. Give me a double of death, make sure the job gets done. I implore you.” The stranger holds up his glass defiantly. “My dear Sir, hearts won’t stop if they still have more to do. And dreams do not get lost, they are always there just waiting to be found.” “I am sure mine doesn’t exist anymore, if it ever did at all.” Second excerpt- The Bar At The End of The Earth It laughs from the shadows behind the bar at the end of the Earth. “Your pain is attestation you are still alive. Without pain there is nothing you fear to lose and nothing you will ever really love." “Is that so?” The man cries into the empty glass hoping only poison will drip from his putrid corpse, so that he may indeed drink himself - to death at last. He raises his glass again. It sighs. “Alas, you have truly lost your way. Death does not await you here.” Weak from his will to die, The man raises a hand to cover an eye. Here sunlight still finds me. Go away! Am I doomed to live Another mephitic day?. Silemce ensued. Then, from behind the barren, bleak bar came a voice. "You´ve found her, haven't you?" Slurring, and dizzy from thinking about not thinking about not sleeping. Hating the thief, who is no longer a robber, but a kidnapper- Damning him, "Found who?" He feigned an innocence lost some time before. "Her." The Bar At The End Of the Earth- Gerry Aldridge (2016)-work in progress,
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Nov 27, 2016
Nov 27, 2016 at 12:52 PM UTC
The Bar At The End Of The Earth
The Bar At The End Of The Earth- in progress... Still the faceless, formless shape of something behind the bar serves nothing to the man. “You need not always chase a dream so far, Sometimes you need to let it come to you. It is not death I will pour you today. You still love your dream. Cherish it. Carry it around everywhere- it is proof you are alive.” The stranger huffs indignantly. “My dream has gone. I’ve already told you. My heart is broken, it just won’t stop beating. I shouldn’t be alive. Give me a double of death, make sure the job gets done. I implore you.” The stranger holds up his glass defiantly. “My dear Sir, hearts won’t stop if they still have more to do. And dreams do not get lost, they are always there just waiting to be found.” “I am sure mine doesn’t exist anymore, if it ever did at all.” Second excerpt- The Bar At The End of The Earth It laughs from the shadows behind the bar at the end of the Earth. “Your pain is attestation you are still alive. Without pain there is nothing you fear to lose and nothing you will ever really love." “Is that so?” The man cries into the empty glass hoping only poison will drip from his putrid corpse, so that he may indeed drink himself - to death at last. He raises his glass again. It sighs. “Alas, you have truly lost your way. Death does not await you here.” Weak from his will to die, The man raises a hand to cover an eye. Here sunlight still finds me. Go away! Am I doomed to live Another mephitic day?. Silemce ensued. Then, from behind the barren, bleak bar came a voice. "You´ve found her, haven't you?" Slurring, and dizzy from thinking about not thinking about not sleeping. Hating the thief, who is no longer a robber, but a kidnapper- Damning him, "Found who?" He feigned an innocence lost some time before. "Her." The Bar At The End Of the Earth- Gerry Aldridge (2016)-work in progress,
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