"healings" poems
Vulnerability finally found its voice
I’m feeling fear
Willing and hopeful
Healings’ less frightening
When free to be vocal
Mindfulness and meditation
Unexpected belonging after years of isolation
Looking up at the same dark sky
Trying to interpret fading constellations
Realizing there’s more to us than just a rainbow of medications
And no matter one’s diagnosis
We all long to stay present and focused
And crawl out of the darkness for good
Because vulnerability finally found a voice
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 3:33 AM UTC
The feelings around me.
My empathic workings.
Screws tightening when he walks by me.
He's angry.
The world
Is nothing but a ball filled with anger and sorrow.
My fellow empaths.
Are here to help.
And none of you know it.
What a weird place this is.
It's dark and scary room.
Is nothing but a scream.
Will it get me through to my next lifetime?
So I can be one of the empaths working the healings and feelings,
Of my fellow friends.
I'm an Empath.
And nobody...
Knows..
Jan 4, 2011
Jan 4, 2011 at 3:15 AM UTC
Well hello twenty four
Didn’t hear you knocking at my door
Woke up to happy birthday baby
Me wondering where good morning went
Out the door to early you just missed him
Dancing in the breeze on a whim
Here I am now twenty four
No surprise, there’s still skeletons beneath the floor
The darkness didn’t go away
Like we had hoped
Getting older doesn’t cure it
Just makes it easier to hide
Still wish I had died
Yet here we are at twenty four
In the dessert heat
No reprieve from the sun
But the suns healing
And the healings only begun
So much left to do
With no idea how to start
Just hoping that I can find my heart
Buried it years ago
Now at twenty four
Hoping I can find it, when I open the right door
Jul 22, 2022
Jul 22, 2022 at 8:03 AM UTC
I believe that we are the church, in the ways that we worship, love, and give praise.
As a community, and as individuals throughout years, within days.
With a roof over our heads and walls surrounding, or within the open air, creation abounding.
I believe that the church is embodied within the proclamations that are preached.
Within the prayers and the praises, sufferings and healings that are reached.
I believe faith resides in the church.
Most importantly, as people are tested by God, but also in the ways that Christ is searched.
As love is spread and salvation proclaimed,
grace given, as Christians are no longer ashamed.
The church is upstanding, high on a hill.
In every way, shape, and form, Christ has come to fill.
Within every heart that is burdened, the gospel rings true.
I know of the church, because the church is in you.
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 11:08 PM UTC
I shall write of simple things.
I shall write of dark skies and
black dogs, gardens full of red
tomatoes and green spinach,
of small streets where children
walk through the haze of distant
summers. I shall write of mountains
and men, of the sea, of fishes and
porpoises and whales. I shall be
among the plains and write of
old ranch hands with gnarled
fingers and leathered countenances.
I shall tell of cities and concrete
and lies, of schools and scoldings,
of hurts and healings. I shall whisper
of things human, of love and lone-
liness, of suffering and supplication,
of tender moments and terror. I
shall write of the simple and profound,
for they are one, borne of the same
center, which we call infinity.
TOD HOWARD HAWKS
Jun 18, 2019
Jun 18, 2019 at 11:46 AM UTC
Depression was gained
Brains were strained
As we enter the game,
We knew it couldn’t be the same
We were supposed to be anew
But we all knew
School is only a prison
Even though we listen
We have finally risen
Speaking about the feelings
Like the red roses
Blooming in the fields
Causing healings
School has been causing friction
So I use fiction,
To stop a restriction
So I wouldn’t let the tears glisten
As school ends,
I hope for a happier time
But I can get in line
As I’m not the only one
Who has been inflicted
And restricted
Jun 10, 2021
Jun 10, 2021 at 5:56 PM UTC
Softly softly
I breathe thee in
Gently gently
I let love in
Slowly slowly
The healings doth begin
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 11:58 AM UTC
Sunshine please continue shine,
In this dark world we need your light.
Your soul has so much to offer this world,
to feed it the creative healing work
the King has taken time to piece
and puzzle together, so that YOU
can see how you’re truly defined.
Please yearn to reach
the days in this world
where your light invades
in the darkest of places.
Where when you touch you illuminate,
where you speak Gods healings begins to form. His word & Grace makes all new
Yes!! He chose you to perform miraculous
things, all because you chose
not to dim your light.
Oct 28, 2019
Oct 28, 2019 at 10:33 PM UTC
We follow our vision
And we don’t need no permission
The gifts that we are given
Are what sent us the soul mission
I’ve reawakened now
Cannot be forsaken now
While my heart is breakin
I’ll gain power through creation
I’ll be a great sensation
This healing that I’m spittin
Will revitalize the nation
You feel that?
It’s all reverberatin
You’ll see the revelation
When you reach recalibration
If ya hearin what I’m sayin
It’s the reconciliation
Of the positive vibration
Through mental emancipation
You feel the synergy
It’s all positive energy
If you have been a friend to me
You’re ****** with the ministry
Never seen a guru
That could send vibration through you
Watch you while you do you
I’m watching how you move true
Ain’t doin no voodoo
It’s really pure and true
Who
do you see when you look
Into the mirror
As your vision gets clearer
We are divine reflections
Nobody is in fear here
We are superior
To the wicked theories here
Meek men are the weary there
Cannot be hysteria
It’s so mysterious
How they are in fear of us
But let us feel like we are the ones
Who are inferior
I’m livin grateful
Because I am the faithful
I’ve been so graceful
You can see my face full
Of smiles
We do it all the while
Even as they broke me down
Since I was a child
We’ve traveled miles
To reach the promise land
Yes we teachin and we preachin
As we reach out all our hands
To our brothers, yes, our fellow man
I hope you overstand
Why we reject their commands
Make our own demands
To move only with God’s plan
We keep it moovin
We never loose the groove and
We tie up all our loose ends
Countin all these dividends
You feel the synergy
It’s all positive energy
If you have been a friend to me
You’re ****** with the ministry
I’m letting go now
Following the flow now
Never seem to let up
Not likely to slow down
You’ll never see us frown
Smiling while we’re feelin down
Even in the tears we drown
We take our power back
Use that **** to cleanse
Because tears are so sacred
Because we are the huemans
No need to pretend and
Every time they send them
Rewriting rewiring
Send it to the fire and I’ll
Then we start to rise again
Like a phoenix
Straight up out the ashes
And if they don’t like it
They can kiss our heady *****
While we count the assets
No need to go flashing
Abundance we receiving
Looks can be deceiving
We are the healing
Faces and hearts we stealin
And when we reel ‘em in
They’ll see who they’re dealin with
It is within
Absolution from sin
Send it all to the sun
Because we know that we are one
And when all is said and done
Know the healings just begun
You feel the synergy
It’s all positive energy
If you have been a friend to me
You’re ****** with the ministry
You feel the synergy
It’s all positive energy
If you have been a friend to me
You’re ****** with the ministry
We follow our vision
And we don’t need no permission
The gifts that we are given
Are what sent us the soul mission
Nov 13, 2023
Nov 13, 2023 at 7:28 AM UTC
When I first met love,
Love was... She waaaasss,
Well She was rude.
Just by the way she looked at me,
The tone of voice she used
The feeling that she bared was crude
But I could never elude
Does the inconsistent affection define her?
The every now and thens
The almosts
The barelys
Hardlys
The healings then the scarring
The massages then sparring
The statements
Like ******** and darlings???
Her, and hate always seemed to be divided by a single line
Overall I got use to her, but
I don't know I jus got annoyed by the intimacy alloy
It was hard to mix because she didn't give a ****
...And I gave roses
And when I sent flowers
She sent some back
The same dozen ...
to be exact
The confusion
The illusion
The tears that kept oozing
And almost in the same emotion we gave a sense of devotion
Question!
If we close our hearts,
Could our minds stay open?
And if we lost interest,
Could our hearts stay focused?
Love was hell of an experience
Since I dealt with her I have confidence with anyone else
...
I think my past can bring a present to my future
...
I thought of deviating from her
But I know she don't come with only one person
There's others that carry her, similar to mothers
With innocence that will greet you to her,
Similar to ushers
Dec 14, 2012
Dec 14, 2012 at 1:20 AM UTC
There's a friend I know, I think his name is Joe
Though between us are thousands of Miles of Space
Together we Battle Dragons, Wielding Elfin Swords
Forged at the Beginning of time, in a Forgottten Place
Antique Relics they Be, Still are a lot like Him and Me
Their Jewels shine, and Graven Marks are Dark and Deep
The legends ne'r we tell, of troll Heads we Split and Fell
Or Carried each in swoon, for Elfin healings of our Wounds
And sharing Elfin Wine, The Pleasure of these Folks we find
Till on the road we go, and so far apart You'ld Never Know...Shamus
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:19 PM UTC
Diggin', delvin'
Such a melvin
Rattling ruins
Boston bruins
Did you get what you wanted?
Did it help with your happiness?
Did it help with those feelings you felt?
Do you feel enlightened?
Does the knowledge feel solid?
Have you started to ...melt?
Does it help with the pain?
Did you get what you wanted?
Are you where you want to be?
Shoveling crud
Dig in the mud
Turning thoughts over
White cliffs of Dover
Fumbling forward
Awaiting the watchword
Dialectic dealings
Headaches and healings
*"Did you know when one leg is longer
That it shows - or the likelihood's stronger
That the patient probably had father issues."*
...Now hand out the tissues
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 12:54 PM UTC
Maybe i don't talk much
Maybe m off a kind or such
Maybe i don't hold that touch,&
Maybe m duffer as much
But,
The words i speak carry feelings and who likes to talk about their feelings?, the kind i bear have healings who's into crystals ,who's into peelings, confident i am but that if u wander around all i bound is to a zero,
Duffer i am i know but with you, all i grasp that someday u gonna call me ur hero
Jul 4, 2016
Jul 4, 2016 at 2:35 AM UTC
words are written
with surgic precision
to reveal septic wound
through careful arrangement
infection abated
use rhythm and timbre
to make the pain lessen
after words are all down
the wound is still there
but you see that the healings
begun
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 10:35 AM UTC
The darkest hour of every night
When the evening star does shine
The moon, the sun, colliding
My mind, your touch, our hearts
Brighter than the brightest sun
Warmer than the hottest desert
Buy why are we here
In this horrid place
Where the sky's never see the day
The stars never see night
Yelling and screaming does us no use
Our violent screams and beligerent abuse
Healings in our time
Or what we have left
So let's not waste it
Pretending to be friends
The brightest hour of every morning
When thoughts of you creep in my mind
I smile but then cry, because you're no longer mine
But this heart is what is ours.
Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 2:27 PM UTC
I want to bleed like beautiful poetry,
Drown in a sinister Scarlett and fall asleep forever.
Instead, I filled my body with poisonous healings and watched them ooze from my precious wounds.
Death is a dark beauty, and I'm a mere animal. I am
lucky to have touched it.
To scrape my fingernails across its surface and wonder how I'd feel if I were engulfed.
Since death was around the corner
my body has been wracked with disappointment.
I'm still sad and I'm still alive.
Feb 4, 2016
Feb 4, 2016 at 2:58 AM UTC
grab a pen
and express your feelings
because then
you'll feel the healings
Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 9:50 AM UTC
It is inside me,
the happiest girl in the world
but you can never see
the happiness which flew away with a bird
It is inside me,
the courage of a sword
but you can never see
the courage cause you ain't the Lord
It is inside me,
a heart full of love
but you will never see
because it has gone above
It is inside me,
the joy of a laughter
but you can never see
the joy cause of all that happened after
It is inside me
And it will always be
But everything you have should not be shown to the world
Because people don't value feelings
and then you'll be left broken &
there will be no healings.
Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 12:24 PM UTC
The only thing more painful than you, is you loving me the way you do,
one thing I learned from loving you is. Scars never heal - but wounds do. And, even if you break an heart in two, the odds are against you, Karma, takes as much time as healings do. every things, soulmates heal wounds.
Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 1:39 PM UTC
Poets were born to suffer here on the earth.
Its brings out better poems when we do hurt.
It can bring the pain, and suffering out of us.
Christ can use our sufferings in our poems.
To help heal others , through our sufferings.
We as Poets have an great gift, that we should use.
To help others, whom are hurting now here.
We can be the Light, in the dark places here.
For there is so much much darkness here on the earth.
We all, should allow Christ to use us to help others.
Whom are in the very midst of dark sufferings here.
Feb 15, 2017
Feb 15, 2017 at 8:23 PM UTC
You never gave a chance to
You never made a life so
You’re coming but how soon
Been always lies no true
I love your poetry, nice
You stop writing, why
Your poems are touchy
Your words are hearty
I don’t care if you lie
Mr poet, look at my eyes
I don’t want you to stop writing
Your poems is filled with healings
I won’t stop neither will I leave
Cos they’re the pills that makes me heal
They are full of love and emotions
Sensual feeling and affections
Dec 4, 2022
Dec 4, 2022 at 6:12 AM UTC
Smile, smile , smile hey human,
Not just because the world expects it .
Smile because,
Your soul needs it ,
Your heart needs it ,
Your mind needs it,
Your victory needs it ,
Your dreams need it,
Your love needs it,
Your courage needs it ,
Your strength needs it ,
Your journey needs it ,
Your fears need it ,
Your tears need it ,
Your healings need it ,
Your failures need it.
Hey human, don't let your precious smile fade.
Smile, smile , smile, hey human,
Because your happiness lies within you.
Apr 3, 2025
Apr 3, 2025 at 4:50 AM UTC
Our stories shared
Healings unfold
Connections being made
Our truths being told
We are not alone
There's someone out there
Like you
Like-minded
Someone who cares
Someone who feels you
and shares what you're going through
Someone who hears you
when all you need is to be listened to
Someone that lifts you
when you're down so deep that no-one sees you
Someone to be that friend to you
when there is no-one around to be there for you
We can find that someone
that someone like you
to connect with,
to grow with
and to never feel alone with.
--Someone like you
Dec 4, 2020
Dec 4, 2020 at 9:13 PM UTC
thoughts and feelings
and prayers and healings
and ceilings in bedrooms
that i'm staring at
while railing
and holding onto the railing
as her legs are flailing
and she's moaning and screaming
but i'm still just thinking
about another girl
that i used to be with
used to please
and sleep with
under the covers
she kisses me
while i talk to my friend on the phone
i'm in so much bliss
and my stomach
is sending signals
to the rest of my body
and saying
here u go, feel good
i'm under the knife
the IV in my veins
it's flowing too strong
don't pull it out
because i won't be able to live
without it
****
****
****
I pull out
and bust
and lay there
silent
as the music plays
and the heavy breaths
she puts her hand on my chest
but i have no response
i just stare up straight
at the ceiling
with this same feeling
and the same thoughts
and prayers
and wishes
that the girl lying next to me
was someone different
but it isn't
and so
i live to see another day
and say goodbye
let her out the door
and head back
to my life
which i thought
would be nice
if i took a break
and had this other girl
to sleep with
like that would solve all my problems
but they're still here
waiting
and the drug is gone
luckily
i'm still breathing
another night
another sound
another girl
but still not her
so i still feel
this same way
man
i can't wait
til i see the day
that my new love
rescues me away
from this empty
May 9, 2013
May 9, 2013 at 5:29 PM UTC
From the day I was born, my life has ******
For the longest time, I had no hope, I knew I was ******
Then, I met someone and a shred of hope was found.
Together my fate with her was bound.
But I was too afraid of change, so I pushed her away,
But, like a good friend, she cared about me no matter what I’d say.
Then, I caused her more pain than anyone could bear,
By fabricating a lie so horrible that forever would she have it to wear.
Torn by betrayal, anger, loss, and guilt,
Around her mental barriers she built.
She vowed to never again trust another,
Not even her wonderful mother.
While I, spiteful as could be,
Laughed, and enjoyed her pain greatly.
Farther and farther into her shell she would recede,
While I continued to marvel at what I could achieve.
Then came a second wind, and with it I felt that which I could not name.
I began to fell empathy, guilt, disappointment, and shame.
And even though I fought all those feelings,
It was evident that I was experiencing a multitude of healings.
However, the healings took far too long,
Because all of those I cared about, her included, were gone.
I thought about what I had done day after day,
Until I finally realized that I could not make my past go away.
I forgave myself and moved on,
But the consequences of my actions were far from gone.
I know that I am a good person now,
But to convince others of that, I don’t know how.
It seems as though people enjoy spreading rumors about me,
But I think it’s the pain they cause me they love to see.
However much pain they cause me, I will not return the attack,
For if I did, into my own self, I would go back…
Aug 25, 2011
Aug 25, 2011 at 2:07 PM UTC