To conform is to hide
To stand is out is to be alive
We are judged by the eyes
of people of the wish to die
We are told to be fools
because we didnt get the highest gpa in school
we are told to be rude
when we are being honest to the cruel
We want to change
yet i see no action to explain
the sad reaction in society's reign
to be controlled and told to obey
The kids are told to look as pleased
yet we are being judged and teased
our weight isn't under 90 so we are obese
so we try to throw it up, over the toilet on our knees.
we are taught to be contained
our actions must be behaved
yet someone in the crowd must rage
to take a stand for us today
society is falling apart at the seams
and most of the problems effect us teens
and the struggle has yet to be seen
until you see all of the blood that we bleed
we are just children
and we are told we must make the right decision
if we don't then our life will be different
no house no car no life to live in
but we are teens
who have uncontrollable needs
we have unexpected mood swings
we don't understand most things
but how would we know
how our life is going to go
when our parents do not show
the love we need to grow
we are just teens
most of us are unseen
so the blood that we bleed
should fix everything
right?
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 4:04 PM UTC
Love is just a word that has no meaning
It sneaks into your heart with plans of deceiving
It's used by evil, meant for good
Never to know if they ever could
Hope is just a word to heal the broken
To make them believe the doors are open
Help them forget about the scars and their hurt
But when they fall it only makes it worse
Happy is just a word that hides the pain
Just a smile to hide the rain
To make them think that you're okay
That you're strong enough to survive the day
Forever is just a word that makes us cry
That makes us think we'll never die
That loved ones will always be by our side
Thinking that we'll never have to say goodbye
Words are just things
That people never mean
Just giving us false hope
To make us believe
That everything will be okay
But yet there's always someone crying
At the end of the day
Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 11:27 AM UTC
There are tears in my eyes
I'm looking toward the sky
Will I ever be up there
Soaring with pride?
There's an ache in my chest
My eyes I just cannot rest
How can I sleep peacefully
When your not near my nest
There's an urge in my mind
Myself I must find
Is today finally the day
When I soar through the sky
I pick up my wings
The wind starts to sing
I begin to rise
Air whistles beneath
I'm floating through the cloud
There's no way I'm coming down
I find you in my soul
On my face there is no longer a frown
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 1:01 AM UTC
I will never win
with you under skin
Creeping into my every thought
Even if I tired to hate you, I could not
You know me better than I do
Something I thought could never be true
Will you hurt me
Look me in the eye
Tell me these beautiful things
That will soon turn into lies
You hold the key
That unlocks me heart
But will you throw that key away
Tearing it apart
How do I know you're telling me the truth
I've been told so many lies
I don't think there's any proof
What will make you realize
I've been broken to many times
For you to come and fix me now
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:50 AM UTC
You're only remembered to be forgotten
Loved to be hated
Needed to be unwanted
Agreed to debated
He only want me so I could hurt
To stay is to leave me deserted
A cruel game he plays
Leaving me yearning for the words he'll never say
Never loving could keep me safe
But sadly you're the one I'll never replace
Always have your spot in my heart
No matter how many times your year it apart
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:37 AM UTC
I wish you were here
So I could pull you near
Hug me so tight
That I felt like I would die
I loved you to death
And I still do
And when you're gone I still think of you
When my heart aches
My eyes betray
Memories of you escape
And roll down my face
Your missing in my world
But you'll never be replaced
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:20 AM UTC
I was your second best
But nonetheless
I tried so hard
To win your heart
It's all fun and games
Until someone gets blamed
For a heart they didn't break
From all the ugly words you say
Now I'm torn apart
From heart to soul
Your feeling for me are so small
And mine were just too old
My love was so strong
But only I was not
I loved you for so long
I suppose you forgot
Maybe you knew
That everything you would do would rip me to shreds
And now our love is dead
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:17 AM UTC
The ache in my chest
Tears in my eyes
All my joy is durresed
Why is it a suprise?
You didn't try
You didn't fight
Your the reason I cry
All through the night
Why is it a suprise?
Blood on my wrists
Heaviness on my soul
My story you put in a twist
I'm losing my self control
Why is it a suprise?
Rope on my neck
Tears on my face
Now you want me back
Wasn't I your disgrace
Why is it a suprise?
Now there's an ache in your chest
There's tears in your eyes
I was trying my best
I was your blessing in disguise
But why are you suprised?
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:14 AM UTC
You held my hand
But know your letting go
You took your final stand
Now it's the end of the show
Your final breath
Spoke my name
But you didn't say the rest
And things will never be the same
Without you here
It feels so strange
Not able to pull you near
As you take me in an embrace
You died a fighter
And I'll always be proud
But even in my nightmares
It's you who I see in the crowd
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:09 AM UTC
The words you have said,
The things you have done,
Have all burned to ashes,
I hope you've had your fun.
The hearts you have broken
The tears that have fallen
I wish were to be left alone
But they're all but forgotten
The knives in my heart
The blood on my wrists
Has written my apology
But I know I won't be missed
The love I felt
The joy in my heart
Has all been mistaken
For something that tore me apart
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:05 AM UTC