manvi-pant - Hello Poetry

that was the summer my mom quit her job. she had to stay home with me because i wouldn't stop crying and dripping blood on the carpet. that was the summer i started smoking cigarettes because tobacco tasted better than the ghost of your lips on mine. that was the summer i didn't leave my room. i was afraid to see the world. i was mostly afraid to see you again. that was the summer my dad tried to unload his gun in my head. he said he did it out of love. i think he was scared. that was the summer you broke my heart. you told me i was too difficult to love. it's been years since i've last held you but i still can't seem to forget the feeling of my hands on your waist. that was the summer i wish i spent kissing you that was the summer i wish you didn't leave.

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manvi-pant

Feb 25, 2015

Feb 25, 2015 at 10:09 AM UTC

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2012

that was the summer my mom quit her job. she had to stay home with me because i wouldn't stop crying and dripping blood on the carpet. that was the summer i started smoking cigarettes because tobacco tasted better than the ghost of your lips on mine. that was the summer i didn't leave my room. i was afraid to see the world. i was mostly afraid to see you again. that was the summer my dad tried to unload his gun in my head. he said he did it out of love. i think he was scared. that was the summer you broke my heart. you told me i was too difficult to love. it's been years since i've last held you but i still can't seem to forget the feeling of my hands on your waist. that was the summer i wish i spent kissing you that was the summer i wish you didn't leave.

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*Platter platter, raindrops sink as I breathe along. Like time do clouds melt, revealing the dark of the dawn. Grey in the blue as dreams fly, the clock haunts the night. Memories, like a two legged throne, feed some devils in disguise. Cold, as the sleep ripes, questions finally meet destiny. The throne now sees no might, light remains to be my darkest mystery.*

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Feb 25, 2015

Feb 25, 2015 at 9:45 AM UTC

manvi-pant

Day?

*Platter platter, raindrops sink as I breathe along. Like time do clouds melt, revealing the dark of the dawn. Grey in the blue as dreams fly, the clock haunts the night. Memories, like a two legged throne, feed some devils in disguise. Cold, as the sleep ripes, questions finally meet destiny. The throne now sees no might, light remains to be my darkest mystery.*

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There she stood, a few metres apart. Confused, tired, done. yet trying to stop me, one last time, Oblivious. Some metres are measured in miles.

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Jan 30, 2015

Jan 30, 2015 at 1:19 PM UTC

manvi-pant

Untitled

There she stood, a few metres apart. Confused, tired, done. yet trying to stop me, one last time, Oblivious. Some metres are measured in miles.

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Infinity is a mortal term. As the deep brown hazel, glittering through all of my favourite fears, seemed like a meagre sight, once capable of blinding mine. Once? I'll leave my infinity to decide

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Jan 21, 2015

Jan 21, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC

manvi-pant

Infinity

Infinity is a mortal term. As the deep brown hazel, glittering through all of my favourite fears, seemed like a meagre sight, once capable of blinding mine. Once? I'll leave my infinity to decide

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Thoughts, ideas, words, actions. People, enemies, friends, demons. Dear life, You've taught me a lot. But the only thing I'm gonna tell my children about you is, ' you will never stop teaching'.

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Jan 18, 2015

Jan 18, 2015 at 6:38 AM UTC

manvi-pant

This is me.

Thoughts, ideas, words, actions. People, enemies, friends, demons. Dear life, You've taught me a lot. But the only thing I'm gonna tell my children about you is, ' you will never stop teaching'.

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Grey dark spots of misery, Dancing through the outreach of his fingers, Breathing with every slice of his regrets, Haunting the power time held . Words can be judged, true, If only they exist.

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Jan 11, 2015

Jan 11, 2015 at 12:04 AM UTC

manvi-pant

NEVER RATE POETRY.

Grey dark spots of misery, Dancing through the outreach of his fingers, Breathing with every slice of his regrets, Haunting the power time held . Words can be judged, true, If only they exist.

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Runs across the boundaries Tears itself apart Takes all the grievances and gloom Still smiles my heart The lovely winter blossoms Smiles from the past Tears it turned into today Nothing ever lasts Fighting for wants Evitable how it was! Withholds all the petty Illusions was the cause.

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Jan 4, 2015

Jan 4, 2015 at 12:17 AM UTC

manvi-pant

January

Runs across the boundaries Tears itself apart Takes all the grievances and gloom Still smiles my heart The lovely winter blossoms Smiles from the past Tears it turned into today Nothing ever lasts Fighting for wants Evitable how it was! Withholds all the petty Illusions was the cause.

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Wearing my hand gloves and wrapping a cloth around my legs, I sit here in the class attending my extra winter lessons. This shiver in me and the cold breeze does nothing but reminds me of him. I remember the warmth in our hug, in his arms, whilst embracing him. Here, I sit and ponder about him making every tissue inside me content. I tried to stop myself from doing so, but couldn't help it! I recall the times which were similar to the present, though only on the outside and not on the inside.I remember how cold I used to get after our lessons got over. I waited for him on the staircase near the canteen and he came, looking at me as if I am the only person around.I recount the speed of our walks and the way he used to rub my hands to make'em warm. As I ponder upon it,I suddenly feel or perhaps just fantasized to feel his hug and how I thought that I would cry if I ever come across his arms now. I thought of his face when he smiled at me and said something sweet leaving a perpetuating effect in me. Whilst I think about it all, I feel a tear rolling down my right eye. It just feels as if he will be waiting for me inside the classroom after the bell rings. Thinking the same, I came out out of the class and stood still on the staircase. Imagining that he'll come to me, I stood numb at that place for about 10 minutes. Just then, my friend shouted at me, ordering me to move and bringing me back to my senses. I just realized that the exalt I was experiencing had receded my life long back and that he was not going to come to me anymore.I just couldn't react to my wonders and moved with my sister like friends to our homes.But one thing I am sure about is that no one can ever supplant his presence in my mind.

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Jan 4, 2015

Jan 4, 2015 at 12:13 AM UTC

manvi-pant

**#justrandomwritings**

Wearing my hand gloves and wrapping a cloth around my legs, I sit here in the class attending my extra winter lessons. This shiver in me and the cold breeze does nothing but reminds me of him. I remember the warmth in our hug, in his arms, whilst embracing him. Here, I sit and ponder about him making every tissue inside me content. I tried to stop myself from doing so, but couldn't help it! I recall the times which were similar to the present, though only on the outside and not on the inside.I remember how cold I used to get after our lessons got over. I waited for him on the staircase near the canteen and he came, looking at me as if I am the only person around.I recount the speed of our walks and the way he used to rub my hands to make'em warm. As I ponder upon it,I suddenly feel or perhaps just fantasized to feel his hug and how I thought that I would cry if I ever come across his arms now. I thought of his face when he smiled at me and said something sweet leaving a perpetuating effect in me. Whilst I think about it all, I feel a tear rolling down my right eye. It just feels as if he will be waiting for me inside the classroom after the bell rings. Thinking the same, I came out out of the class and stood still on the staircase. Imagining that he'll come to me, I stood numb at that place for about 10 minutes. Just then, my friend shouted at me, ordering me to move and bringing me back to my senses. I just realized that the exalt I was experiencing had receded my life long back and that he was not going to come to me anymore.I just couldn't react to my wonders and moved with my sister like friends to our homes.But one thing I am sure about is that no one can ever supplant his presence in my mind.

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Can I touch you boy? Right through this sheet? Can you feel me? My love and my heat? Can you tell me please? Do I even cross your mind? And have you ever struck in rewind? Do you even miss me? Or is it all about the illusions I make? Do you even remember the places we thought we stake? Will you boy? Will you please understand? That my love is so **** pure It is not just a feeling, it is wide as universe Of this I assure! Can you even imagine the feel cause now I want to reveal You transformed my life into a holy shrine It is like being in cloud nine I don't know what you really think about me Or do you even think about me? All I hope is you to see That I am right here waiting for you And I'll always do I'll always do.

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Sep 3, 2014

Sep 3, 2014 at 12:39 PM UTC

manvi-pant

Feel me!

Can I touch you boy? Right through this sheet? Can you feel me? My love and my heat? Can you tell me please? Do I even cross your mind? And have you ever struck in rewind? Do you even miss me? Or is it all about the illusions I make? Do you even remember the places we thought we stake? Will you boy? Will you please understand? That my love is so **** pure It is not just a feeling, it is wide as universe Of this I assure! Can you even imagine the feel cause now I want to reveal You transformed my life into a holy shrine It is like being in cloud nine I don't know what you really think about me Or do you even think about me? All I hope is you to see That I am right here waiting for you And I'll always do I'll always do.

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How I wish to live in some island in the middle of some sea How I wish there lived only u and me I wud wake up every morning and make u tea How I wish there lived only u and me We wud just sit in peace and listen to the sound of humming bees We wud look at the stars, siting on a mat I wud feel ur embrace and die like dat How I wish this turns out true How I wish there lived only me and you.

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Sep 1, 2014

Sep 1, 2014 at 10:40 AM UTC

manvi-pant

Dreams do not come true dude!!!!!

How I wish to live in some island in the middle of some sea How I wish there lived only u and me I wud wake up every morning and make u tea How I wish there lived only u and me We wud just sit in peace and listen to the sound of humming bees We wud look at the stars, siting on a mat I wud feel ur embrace and die like dat How I wish this turns out true How I wish there lived only me and you.

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