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"goofball" poems
Call every day, because if you don’t tell me Every single detail of your life, You’re a liar and you don’t love me. I want to know who you’re dating, What ****** you off, why your brother is being An annoying goofball, oh did I forget to mention? If you don’t tell me when you’re going out You don’t want to spend any time with me And I take that offensively. I need your opinion on everything, Even if you have to be brutally honest Because if I look fat I would wanna know But don’t tell me I look fat because It’ll hurt my feelings and I won’t let you forget it. Hold grudges because when we get into fights I want to bring up things from the past that I can use against you. We’re supposed to love unconditionally, no judgment, But I get to judge you because that’s what best friends do. I need to make sure I’m right, most of the time. You’re wrong. And I get the last word. By the way, I need 30 minutes to an hour of your day, every day, because if you don’t give it you’re a bad best friend who won’t make time for me. My boyfriend is equally as important as you But sometimes he needs extra attention So don’t get mad when I ditch you for him or anything. Because if you do you’re a bad best friend for not Letting me be happy. You need to support me even if you don’t agree with me, Love me when everyone hates me, Oh, and did I say, You have to be beneath me, because if you try to beat me, you’re too selfish for your own good. So would you like to fill out an application?
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 2:38 PM UTC
The Requirements of a Best Friend (or so she says)
Call every day, because if you don’t tell me Every single detail of your life, You’re a liar and you don’t love me. I want to know who you’re dating, What ****** you off, why your brother is being An annoying goofball, oh did I forget to mention? If you don’t tell me when you’re going out You don’t want to spend any time with me And I take that offensively. I need your opinion on everything, Even if you have to be brutally honest Because if I look fat I would wanna know But don’t tell me I look fat because It’ll hurt my feelings and I won’t let you forget it. Hold grudges because when we get into fights I want to bring up things from the past that I can use against you. We’re supposed to love unconditionally, no judgment, But I get to judge you because that’s what best friends do. I need to make sure I’m right, most of the time. You’re wrong. And I get the last word. By the way, I need 30 minutes to an hour of your day, every day, because if you don’t give it you’re a bad best friend who won’t make time for me. My boyfriend is equally as important as you But sometimes he needs extra attention So don’t get mad when I ditch you for him or anything. Because if you do you’re a bad best friend for not Letting me be happy. You need to support me even if you don’t agree with me, Love me when everyone hates me, Oh, and did I say, You have to be beneath me, because if you try to beat me, you’re too selfish for your own good. So would you like to fill out an application?
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I look at you and I see beauty. The way you look so peaceful as you sleep is simply breathtaking. The way you smile makes me get that cliche fuzzy feeling in my chest and tummy. The way you laugh gives me a reason to smile. I look at you and I see a goofball. The way you get so serious when you're playing Skyrim is simply priceless. The way you "dance with me" makes me want to be dancing at our wedding. The way you make a **** noise with your mouth every time you mess up when you're trying to be serious gives me the giggles. I look at you and I see a lover. The way you kiss me is simply exhilarating. The way you want me makes me shiver. The way you say you love me gives me butterflies and goosies to this very day. I look at you and I see a fighter. The way you keep strong is simply inspiring. The way you still give me everything I could ever ask for even though you are going through so much makes me want to give you everything I have and more. The way you kick depressions *** every chance you get gives me aspirations. I look at you and I see my wifey. The way you hold me is simply heart-stopping. The way your body fits perfectly with mine makes me realize we are made for each other. The way you are always there for me gives me a reason to live.
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Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 2:29 AM UTC
I look at you
Light drizzles gently brushing on my cheeks Misty pitter-patters A butterfly flutters A solitary stroll in the orchard of mystique The dewy grass glitters I am Mother Nature’s daughter I saunter in the womb of the cherry orchard Light-hearted tip taps The squirrels take their catnaps Gaily skipping under the falling blossoms Spinning with laughter Time is not a factor From a distance, a pianist plays a chirpy tune The jazzy anthem A tune of welcome Arm with passion, I caper windward One with the flowers and trees The birds and the bees Mild winds gently combing my tresses Soft, rhythmic strokes My senses they provoke Then reality came in a soothing ring My baby calls Oh, my busy, silly goofball!
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Oct 20, 2011
Oct 20, 2011 at 4:54 PM UTC
The Cherry Orchard
I'm sixteen I still can't exactly swing on a swing without being scared I suppose it's a metaphor for life To have fear of such a childish contraption I'm afraid of the motion I'm scared of falling off But I'm not scared of falling into you I will do it over and over and over again I will collide I don't fear it I don't fear you and I I was swinging yesterday My stomach felt awful I told myself to stare at something To get lost in the thought of you Concentrate on what I was doing It was nice to drown in something for once To not hate the feel of not being able to breathe when I thought of something Maybe because it was not something dark, it was you I drowned in your magnificence I probably looked like an idiot sitting in a swing, smiling like a giant goofball But I didn't really care in that moment Because even though you were not there in person I held you in my heart My mind My smile Nostalgic settled upon my bare shoulders Like the last rays of sunshine A profound hush smothered my neighborhood I never had a swing set when I was a kid But ironically now that I'm sixteen there is a swing set In my backyard a couple years too late Another life metaphor Sometimes the best language is the unspoken kind But I'm here screaming out with every word That I love your everything in the loudest voice I can The miles between us might muffle my voice I just hope you can feel my heart beating as loud as a locomotive train
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 8:03 PM UTC
Swings
If I had to say anything I would have to say wow.  I can't believe that you are so perfect. I almost hate leaving. If having countless people hurt me in the past to lead up to being with you then I wouldn't go back and change a single moment. I'm not good with being emotional and talking about my feelings around you so that's why I'm writing them. You are amazing, sweet, caring, perfect  every word I can think of you are. How could I want anything more then just laying around and being a total goofball with you. Why would I want anything esle then being as happy as I can be. Why would I want anything esle then sleeping with you and actually sleeping all night and not waking up constantly cause I feel nervous or panicky. I don't think I could have it any better. You asked me what do I like about you and I couldn't give you good answers but I don't like your voice and I don't like your hair and I don't like your singing randomly. I love them. I love that you feel comfortable with me I love holding your hand when we are at target or the mall. I love being around you to not even caring if I come home or not. I always thought that I never was good enough for someone that everyone always would Leave me and never look back but I feel different with you that I feel safe. Safe. I do love you and those three words only have came out once before and I got totally riped apart because of it. I'm trying to put everything out on the table and rip away from any of the nagtive feelings I have towards love and open up let it all go and start new.
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Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 10:11 PM UTC
Kinda prefect
If I had to say anything I would have to say wow.  I can't believe that you are so perfect. I almost hate leaving. If having countless people hurt me in the past to lead up to being with you then I wouldn't go back and change a single moment. I'm not good with being emotional and talking about my feelings around you so that's why I'm writing them. You are amazing, sweet, caring, perfect  every word I can think of you are. How could I want anything more then just laying around and being a total goofball with you. Why would I want anything esle then being as happy as I can be. Why would I want anything esle then sleeping with you and actually sleeping all night and not waking up constantly cause I feel nervous or panicky. I don't think I could have it any better. You asked me what do I like about you and I couldn't give you good answers but I don't like your voice and I don't like your hair and I don't like your singing randomly. I love them. I love that you feel comfortable with me I love holding your hand when we are at target or the mall. I love being around you to not even caring if I come home or not. I always thought that I never was good enough for someone that everyone always would Leave me and never look back but I feel different with you that I feel safe. Safe. I do love you and those three words only have came out once before and I got totally riped apart because of it. I'm trying to put everything out on the table and rip away from any of the nagtive feelings I have towards love and open up let it all go and start new.
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I remember the first time you Said we will be best friends I scoffed at the idea me? Having a best friend? No But you showed that you were I told you my darkest secret Thinking you would bail after Hearing the awful story….But No you stayed by my side Sticking to the idea that you Will be my best friend. You have been there at my good The bad, and the downward Spiral. You were my lighthouse In the mist of the storm giving me hope to see the land Those days where we went mini golfing and me making Fun of the way you played and beat you on the last hole Sinking the ball in a hole in one and winning free ice cream The days when I invaded your study hall, lunch table, locker Just for a laugh and to see you to do our signature pose When we went to prom and had a super great time dancing Picture taking and making memories that stick like paper to glue I’m hours away, miles apart but I know you will be there no Matter what. You’re the single most blessed thing to ever Happen to me. Every night I look at our goofball picture From homecoming and look at how great high school Was, but now I’m in college. You are my Un-typical spirited silly cheerful white girl and many things have changed but One thing will never change in my life and I know it I love my best friend.
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 2:06 PM UTC
An Un-typical spirited silly cheerful white girl aka my best friend
I broke up with her for good reason but now all I can really do is remember how good we were. I try so hard to remember her flaws and faults: how selfish and narcissistic she could be. how her loyalties were elsewhere. how I was never enough. but they don't compare when I remember: how she kissed me around strangers, and ran after my train every single time, just to be a goofball and show the world that I was hers. how she could make me feel better by just being there. I try my best to ignore her but even if I don’t see or talk to her for weeks she’s still in my mind, always, because I can find her in everything. I find her when I smell her perfume or see something from Nevada, when I eat Twix and ignore the word mhm and the colors blue and green. When I make mac n cheese and eat all of it. when I go to school and when I come home. and whenever I see a rose, especially if it's red. I don’t know how people can give someone so much of themselves and then have their heart broken. I gave her pieces of me that I can never get back and I don’t know how to continue being Sammy without those pieces.
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Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 6:02 PM UTC
the problem with loving
"You're a goofball" she muttered "And you're a typo queen" I smirked at her "But you're my goofball" she smirked back "Forever and always like you are my queen" Yet now I'm reminiscing and a total wreck..
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Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 8:39 AM UTC
What happened to Forever and Always?
~ ***Nobody Loves me Nobody really cares*** But I do my darling Just take a look into my eyes I've been through hell and back with you Together we have touched the skies From the beginning to the end We've seen each other through it The lies and deceit, heart stopping truths Where others would have split We made it through our youth When we first met you were smol Barely even my height A friendship made through stripper jokes And you being my favourite white Casual racism erupted A classic joke among our friends During a time where we were once happy Innocent even, before that bitter end Slowly you grew taller Quite frankly you have changed No longer that touchy goofball Reasoning for that we leave unexplained Though I still love you dearly No matter what kind of person you become Even if you turned into a vile beast I would still act like your mum From your oddly perfectly shaped eyebrows Those glistening endless voids you call your eyes Hair roughly pushed to the side Matched with a cheeky grin that people seem to idolise 3 Years I would say its been Though clearly its the wrong number Knowing all about your weird life Sharing memories from past summers An ungodly collection of hats littered throughout your room The ugly ones shoved above the closet That black one with green splats I presume We went to that amazing concert together Rocking it out within the mosh pit I'll never forget that amazing day As we reconnected even if it was just a bit Your escape through street fighting A dark time for both of us I remember But it looks like we stuck it out We made it past that December Even if we wanted to end it all The depression still hitting us in waves The relaps of that fateful period Still echoes within my brain But like I've said once And will say a million times over I love you my dear boy Even if you feel like a complete loner I'll continue holding my hand out Incase you slip and fall Even if you don't need it Just don't forget its there is all *I want you to know I love you Remember that Riy* ~
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Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 8:49 AM UTC
Mr Whiteside
~ ***Nobody Loves me Nobody really cares*** But I do my darling Just take a look into my eyes I've been through hell and back with you Together we have touched the skies From the beginning to the end We've seen each other through it The lies and deceit, heart stopping truths Where others would have split We made it through our youth When we first met you were smol Barely even my height A friendship made through stripper jokes And you being my favourite white Casual racism erupted A classic joke among our friends During a time where we were once happy Innocent even, before that bitter end Slowly you grew taller Quite frankly you have changed No longer that touchy goofball Reasoning for that we leave unexplained Though I still love you dearly No matter what kind of person you become Even if you turned into a vile beast I would still act like your mum From your oddly perfectly shaped eyebrows Those glistening endless voids you call your eyes Hair roughly pushed to the side Matched with a cheeky grin that people seem to idolise 3 Years I would say its been Though clearly its the wrong number Knowing all about your weird life Sharing memories from past summers An ungodly collection of hats littered throughout your room The ugly ones shoved above the closet That black one with green splats I presume We went to that amazing concert together Rocking it out within the mosh pit I'll never forget that amazing day As we reconnected even if it was just a bit Your escape through street fighting A dark time for both of us I remember But it looks like we stuck it out We made it past that December Even if we wanted to end it all The depression still hitting us in waves The relaps of that fateful period Still echoes within my brain But like I've said once And will say a million times over I love you my dear boy Even if you feel like a complete loner I'll continue holding my hand out Incase you slip and fall Even if you don't need it Just don't forget its there is all *I want you to know I love you Remember that Riy* ~
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It's been four years But the little goofball is still the same. He is pampered and doesn't know how to fight Instead I caught him yesterday running behind the butterfly resting on his nose. And then! rather than eating the grasshopper, He tried to jump higher than it...and ended up into the wall! His friends are strong like warriors but... He is like the shepherd's boy grazing the sheep His big black eyes say it all And his shine is like no other. Even though he doesn't like me much... But there are nights when we sit together counting stars with fireflies.
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Aug 7, 2020
Aug 7, 2020 at 3:20 AM UTC
The little goofball
Keep your friends close But your enemies closer, So you can punch them whenever you want to. Fool me once, shame on you Fool me twice, shame on me, If you can still fool me thrice, you're really clever. Success is 1% inspiration And 99% perspiration Plus a thousand prayers, just for good measure. There's a rainbow Always after the rain Just make sure you don't look at the clouds at night. It's always darkest Before the dawn So set your alarm to six or seven in the morning. There's always light At the end of a tunnel A claustrophobe has two things to worry about.
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Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 4:18 PM UTC
The Goofball's Protocol
tides come and go people live and die memories are like a parked car made to be filled with love making days gone friends forgotten stand by my window sill forget why we have names true we were never friends days gone monotonus religion jazz looses tune **** its luster my life spins fluid fills a strangers eyes tears from her cheek she was a goofball he was Asian as **** my life filled his ears my friendship founded in the first impression bagpipes make you cringe sunlight makes you wince your breath ******* reeks you were ****** for weeks why did you hate me was it simply to spite me maybe you never liked me but at least you never lied to me
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Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 12:47 AM UTC
The world is happy when the Asian smiles
She goes over to him and curls up around his feet he spreads his wings and folds them gentle around her small body rest now *** I've got you looks up at him and blinks her big blue eyes teehee an evil grin spreads across her face he looks down at her with his eyebrow raised Whaaaaat are you doing? she suddenly pounces on him and starts batting at his wings squeaking as she does A shrill screeches rings through the air as he lifts off the ground and shoot up into the night sky She clings to his back with her claws ears flat agaisnt her head looking around she realizes something *** I'M FLLLLLYYYYING Weeeeeeee Falls off the Bed Laughing Dear Goddess, panda  you are just a freaking goofball. smiles wide at him I know ^-^
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Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 12:08 PM UTC
The ONE and ONLY Role Play
Since when was I so **** serious?! I've been trying to change for you That I've lost my best features I've forgotten how to joke around But today I found myself Shook hands and reunited And it feels so ******* good I made jokes about everything I found myself out of my quiet shell I'm back to my old self Not being able to take anything I do seriously Laughing at myself is my favorite thing to do Being a ******* goofball That's what I am And it just feels so **** good Come on... Being serious is no ******* fun at all So from now on I will never change for anyone Because when I'm not me I don't know who I am Or who I'm trying to be And it feels so wrong That's probably why nothing has ever worked out for me before Cause I'm a ******* idiot
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Dec 6, 2012
Dec 6, 2012 at 3:09 PM UTC
Me ****** me
I wish I could stop their pain. What do they truly gain, When they're being put in all this pain? You don't think I know what it's like? LOOK AT ME!! I used to go through it everyday. There wasn't much I could say, but hey, you know what? I grew up, I stood up, I made them shut up. I became the alpha-male, I was the hammer to the nail. I made them wail. The cries still haunt me though. I became a monster, a foe. I looked into the mirror and yelled "No!" Who was I? A monster who wanted to die, Or just a guy? A guy who wants a new start. A guy with a passionate heart. A guy who will be a dart. I chose to defend, not destroy. No longer would I be a boy. I turned into a man who bring joy. A light in dark times, My flame constantly shinesMy love an compassion is my true weapon. Take my words into consideration. I am just a man. A man who sees the world differently. If you know me today, you know I don't plan things. I do them on a whim. I'm a jokester, a funny man, a goofball, but most importantly, I'm just a happy guy. I don't have a reason to be sad. Sure people attack that happiness, But I just smile back. My greatest gift IS my greatest weapon. Thus, that's how I get my name. Dan "The Man" Peters. It's not a name I chose. It's a name I earned There was a time I had to revoke it from myself, But after finding myself, I was reborn. But it's just a title. I don't let it be my definition. What I do defines me! I'm not perfect. Don't freak out when I mess up. Like before I'm just a man. A man who barely has a plan. There is more to me than meets the eye. So I must say with a sigh, Peace. Love. Equality. Only with those, can we achieve unity. The world might be dark. There might be dangerous sharks, but you know what? I'll be there to kick **** Until I can't breath, I won't give up. I will not shut up. I will fight. I will stand. I will remain a light. With my right hand, I vow to protect.
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 1:53 PM UTC
My Story
I wish I could stop their pain. What do they truly gain, When they're being put in all this pain? You don't think I know what it's like? LOOK AT ME!! I used to go through it everyday. There wasn't much I could say, but hey, you know what? I grew up, I stood up, I made them shut up. I became the alpha-male, I was the hammer to the nail. I made them wail. The cries still haunt me though. I became a monster, a foe. I looked into the mirror and yelled "No!" Who was I? A monster who wanted to die, Or just a guy? A guy who wants a new start. A guy with a passionate heart. A guy who will be a dart. I chose to defend, not destroy. No longer would I be a boy. I turned into a man who bring joy. A light in dark times, My flame constantly shinesMy love an compassion is my true weapon. Take my words into consideration. I am just a man. A man who sees the world differently. If you know me today, you know I don't plan things. I do them on a whim. I'm a jokester, a funny man, a goofball, but most importantly, I'm just a happy guy. I don't have a reason to be sad. Sure people attack that happiness, But I just smile back. My greatest gift IS my greatest weapon. Thus, that's how I get my name. Dan "The Man" Peters. It's not a name I chose. It's a name I earned There was a time I had to revoke it from myself, But after finding myself, I was reborn. But it's just a title. I don't let it be my definition. What I do defines me! I'm not perfect. Don't freak out when I mess up. Like before I'm just a man. A man who barely has a plan. There is more to me than meets the eye. So I must say with a sigh, Peace. Love. Equality. Only with those, can we achieve unity. The world might be dark. There might be dangerous sharks, but you know what? I'll be there to kick **** Until I can't breath, I won't give up. I will not shut up. I will fight. I will stand. I will remain a light. With my right hand, I vow to protect.
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I had the same dream before Not in the same context Maybe not in the same scenario But The same thing happened I kissed you and I still remember every detail We were wrestling each other and you know in those movie scenes Where the world seems to slow And their faces seem to glow That was what happened. You were on top with your hat, it was the red and black one And I was on bottom smiling like a goofball and just having fun. You leaned in slowly ever so slowly Like time itself was slowing down for us So we could enjoy the moment. I got lost in your eyes Got lost in the sea Got lost and didn't want to return You closed your eyes and I did mine I was in darkness for a moment But I could feel your warmth And that was all I needed For that particular moment Then I felt your lips on my lips And then I woke up and man did I give a Flying Flip! Now you told that you had a dream That you kissed me I don't know what happened in your dream I don't know what you felt I don't know But The same thing happened You kissed me It's funny how we had a similar dream
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Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 2:12 PM UTC
Dreams are weird aren't they
Matt, I still see you as an obnoxious, 6'2, fifteen year old goofball. Is that weird? To hold that image of you in my head? I was eight years old when you were fifteen. One time, you pretended to eat my cat and I cried. "MATT, WHY WOULD YOU EAT ANGEL?!" "Leigh, I didn't really! Look, he's right here!" My earliest memory of you. A fond one at that. You and my brother were close. Roughhoused together... Played every-kind-of-ball together... Grew up together. Our fathers have always been close, so naturally their sons would be. Your dad still calls mine "my dearest friend". They coached alongside each other for years. And who did they coach? You. My brother. Kids who needed a guiding hand. You stood out. (Of course you did, you were six feet tall by freshman year!) You controlled the basketball court like no one else. Rebounds, ball handling, 3-pointers; You could do it all. There was no stopping you... Oh yeah, you made the team what it was. How many career points? Over 3,000? Something like that. You were a star off of the court, too. Everyone looked towards you for a quick joke. You were funny, man. Your laugh was infectious, your smile was luminescent. You'd fuckin' light up New York City. No, you weren't the brightest guy... And your dad never let you forget it. But you tried. I wish you could see your family now. I hadn't seen your parents and brothers in ages. Parker's no longer that chubby, quiet kid, huh? Rob is as thin as ever, quiet as well. Your mom is as beautiful as I remember her to be. Your dad hasn't changed a bit. No, I take that back... He was crying. All 6'8 of him pulled my 5'2 father into a hug. "Come here, my dearest friend." My father cried. I haven't seen that man cry in years. And now both of them are crying over you. Over how beautiful, remarkable, and loved you were. There were a ton of people there, also crying for the same reasons. You were so valued. I wish you would've known that. So long, Matt. Until we meet again... -Leigh
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Aug 12, 2014
Aug 12, 2014 at 11:45 PM UTC
A Letter To A Ghost Pt.2
Matt, I still see you as an obnoxious, 6'2, fifteen year old goofball. Is that weird? To hold that image of you in my head? I was eight years old when you were fifteen. One time, you pretended to eat my cat and I cried. "MATT, WHY WOULD YOU EAT ANGEL?!" "Leigh, I didn't really! Look, he's right here!" My earliest memory of you. A fond one at that. You and my brother were close. Roughhoused together... Played every-kind-of-ball together... Grew up together. Our fathers have always been close, so naturally their sons would be. Your dad still calls mine "my dearest friend". They coached alongside each other for years. And who did they coach? You. My brother. Kids who needed a guiding hand. You stood out. (Of course you did, you were six feet tall by freshman year!) You controlled the basketball court like no one else. Rebounds, ball handling, 3-pointers; You could do it all. There was no stopping you... Oh yeah, you made the team what it was. How many career points? Over 3,000? Something like that. You were a star off of the court, too. Everyone looked towards you for a quick joke. You were funny, man. Your laugh was infectious, your smile was luminescent. You'd fuckin' light up New York City. No, you weren't the brightest guy... And your dad never let you forget it. But you tried. I wish you could see your family now. I hadn't seen your parents and brothers in ages. Parker's no longer that chubby, quiet kid, huh? Rob is as thin as ever, quiet as well. Your mom is as beautiful as I remember her to be. Your dad hasn't changed a bit. No, I take that back... He was crying. All 6'8 of him pulled my 5'2 father into a hug. "Come here, my dearest friend." My father cried. I haven't seen that man cry in years. And now both of them are crying over you. Over how beautiful, remarkable, and loved you were. There were a ton of people there, also crying for the same reasons. You were so valued. I wish you would've known that. So long, Matt. Until we meet again... -Leigh
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I know that it seems completely illogical to fall so hard For someone who’ve never even met before. But, that’s where I’ve always lost everyone. I have met him; I did know him. I did love him.. In fact, I think I still do. He was a complete goofball. It didn’t matter what we were talking about, I always had a big cheesy grin Plastered on my face. He could always make me laugh, He could always lift my spirits. And he always helped build my self confidence. He never had to say such sweet things to me. But it seemed as though it occurred naturally. No one had told me I was beautiful; Until him. It brought me to tears.
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Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 7:35 PM UTC
Unknown for Now-
goofball since i could first strike a one-liner destined to be the fat, funny kid from the age of ten. and that's great i can float wherever i want popular kids laugh just as hard as the weird ones but try and tell people the terrible unspeakable things that happened to you and they laugh all the same fine-tuned to only hear jokes leaving your garish mouth. i have to turn **** and divorce and abandonment and growing up too fast and taking care of everyone when all i want to do is come home and sit on a nice couch with christmas lights while my mother makes christmas cookies and gives me robes and socks and hugs and perfume for no ******* reason i want that so ******* bad but all i can do is make a joke about it because that's all you want to hear from me the fat, funny kid who lives to make everyone smile so i can for a little while but there are ugly, sad things inside of me that rip through my quiet moments when i'm not making a joke about **** - a real story masked with comedic error - the ugly parts sit on my chest and breathe into me while you like my posts on facebook and laugh at my silly snapchats.
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Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 1:15 PM UTC
the sad part about being the funny kid
If you were me, you would be making the world a better place. Or thinking about making the world a better place. Someday, after you learn being me makes you ******** Really, dead center on the spects, carazy smart seri-al-owzly simple minded regarding pre-literal ideas that few, if any besides you, me now, ever literally take for granted, for God's sake. Right, that's some good to be done- set that blasphemin', God-blamin', goofball free. If you were me, you would be hoping nothing you are thinking is really doing what you are thinking. But it did. You ever been in an angel bar? I know where some are, if I were you, I'd take the dole and hang out widimall day. They are here to serve. It's in their contract, and they love leading expeditions into the unknown unknowns, ain't never been this far before. Okeh. That did it. Conway Twitty, I could not have guessed... Serious poetry, Nietzschean twit. Is laughable. If you were me, you would know this is in the cycle. This is whatchamightcall, the way home, the short version-cut.
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Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 9:06 PM UTC
If you were
I am strong But I can be fragile too I am Stoic But I can be a Big goofball too I am a human But I am a individual too I am loving and kind I do not judge
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Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 4:48 PM UTC
I am...
sometimes I just want to cuddle & kiss & be cute with you because that's what you'd expect out of two teenagers then other times I want to smack you in the back of the head for being a goofball & mess up your hair that you seem to be so crazy about & laugh when you get mad because the face you make when you're embarrassed is the cutest whether you believe it or not. & sometimes I even want to be serious & I want you to tell me what's got your world spinning & for you to open up to me & finally for once just let me help because that's all I've ever wanted to do. & sometimes I want for you to read all the things I've ever wrote for you & take them to heart & realize how much I truly do care for you & appreciate everything you have done to help maintain my happiness in life when you didn't have to. but sometimes I just simply want to be together & know that you love me & I love you. because hell you're all I want. is that too much to ask for?
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Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 10:58 AM UTC
You're All I Want
What do you see when you look into These eyes? Do you see a cheerful Kid always pushing and cheering the Person next to them on during a race Or practice? Do you see a leader taking Charge? Do you see a loving boy waiting For a girl to steal his heart? Do you see that Goofball kid who is never serious? Or do you see that kid with one to many knocked Back in that dark room on the weekends? Do you see a kid who lets the smoke fill his Veins instead of love? Do you see the kid With a destroyed heart who’s close to Giving up on love together? What do you see when you look behind this Curtain of eyes hiding the monsters inside?
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Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 9:40 AM UTC
Insight
i think im falling in love with you, for ive never felt this way before. i miss you all the time and i know your mind so well. i know when you're being a goofball and when you're being honest. i know how deeply you care for your family and friends, though you may never admit it. i know you're scared of getting hurt, so love frightens you. but i know when you will fall in love, though it may not be with me, you'll be just perfect.
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Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 8:25 PM UTC
falling in love.