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How could I have been so close Yet so far away The gap in the distance is more intense than I'd actually like to say It feels like almost yesterday, where the smiles or frowns that came around Never settling in the crest we call a "face" It wasn't as fake as it was now The warmth of your smile turned the mood around Even if it was disappointing I couldn't help but try a bit harder for the sake of being friends Cause that's what they do, staying true, yes true Not saying I've caught them in a lie It just feels a little blue, on the other side I wish I could hold your hand, just to adore This, space that we once had It's not the same years later and I know things have changed Again this isn't a plead for help Just my old thoughts into an expression Takes it like the old way of written out confessions If I had to be convicted Id be in for a long sentence Like the, I broke a promise and left without saying a word, Sad how we make it seem like it was the another's fault that we're this way... Though in the end, it was selfish actions... selfish actions...selfish actions...and self-indulgence That pushed the gap and broke the space apart Id like to say sorry as a start in the right way Though I don't think that would mend the nasty tear that's been every slowly gashing We've been on the rocks thrashing about in a glass cup smashing with fruit juice and ***** I remember the sweet cheers of that kiss and the hard rocks on the bed I understand it, I do I lived in the misery of your happiness that shined through I wanted to use your opening and vent without considering what your feelings meant That this was a special event, and I wasn't just getting experience but giving it too Where sweet words never left the heart Where promises were meant to last I formally apologize, I can't take it away for what has happened But I'll keep moving forward regardless of forgiveness I don't expect to walk back into a life that I created so many problems for And I understand completely if these words cannot pierce through like a sword It's no point that way

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Oct 9, 2018

Oct 9, 2018 at 10:07 PM UTC

RichyKay

Bitter Sweet Memories

How could I have been so close Yet so far away The gap in the distance is more intense than I'd actually like to say It feels like almost yesterday, where the smiles or frowns that came around Never settling in the crest we call a "face" It wasn't as fake as it was now The warmth of your smile turned the mood around Even if it was disappointing I couldn't help but try a bit harder for the sake of being friends Cause that's what they do, staying true, yes true Not saying I've caught them in a lie It just feels a little blue, on the other side I wish I could hold your hand, just to adore This, space that we once had It's not the same years later and I know things have changed Again this isn't a plead for help Just my old thoughts into an expression Takes it like the old way of written out confessions If I had to be convicted Id be in for a long sentence Like the, I broke a promise and left without saying a word, Sad how we make it seem like it was the another's fault that we're this way... Though in the end, it was selfish actions... selfish actions...selfish actions...and self-indulgence That pushed the gap and broke the space apart Id like to say sorry as a start in the right way Though I don't think that would mend the nasty tear that's been every slowly gashing We've been on the rocks thrashing about in a glass cup smashing with fruit juice and ***** I remember the sweet cheers of that kiss and the hard rocks on the bed I understand it, I do I lived in the misery of your happiness that shined through I wanted to use your opening and vent without considering what your feelings meant That this was a special event, and I wasn't just getting experience but giving it too Where sweet words never left the heart Where promises were meant to last I formally apologize, I can't take it away for what has happened But I'll keep moving forward regardless of forgiveness I don't expect to walk back into a life that I created so many problems for And I understand completely if these words cannot pierce through like a sword It's no point that way