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"gambled" poems
I saw you from across the gym and the second my eyes laid on you I knew I was never going to be the same. Is it possible to fall in love with a stranger, because I think I just did. Your posture resembled the self-confidence that filled your ***** Your hair a blonde hue that I have never been attracted to before. How could it be, you already have a piece of me. I couldn’t take my eyes off of you, you see. For you were already starting to seep into me. Maybe it was the idea that I can feel love like this, for someone I don’t even know. Or maybe it is that I looked into your blue eyes from across the room and felt like I knew you. My emotions were wired, and my thoughts gambled. I had to remind myself  how to walk and remember that staring in awe isn’t generally socially acceptable. I can’t believe I just fell in love with a stranger. You tossed the basketball with such grace, it sliding off your fingers so effortless. Your shoulders broad and your stamina grounded. The way you slid across the floor so smoothly chasing after the ball that went perfectly into the net. When the smile grew on your face as your friend shot the ball, my soul felt warm as I looked into the happiness of yours. Your teeth, strategically placed by God’s fingers. Resembling how perfect we will all soon be. I can’t believe this is me. Falling in love with a stranger, what else is new. The second I saw you I knew My confidence was back and I began to come to life again. So maybe you were an angel sent from God. Teaching me that I still do have hope. Showing me that my heart is still in enough pieces to love. What ever the case and outcome of this, I feel happy. I feel at peace that maybe, just maybe, someday I will lay eyes on someone and know they will embrace me for the rest of eternity.
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Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 3:09 AM UTC
I fell in love with a stranger
I saw you from across the gym and the second my eyes laid on you I knew I was never going to be the same. Is it possible to fall in love with a stranger, because I think I just did. Your posture resembled the self-confidence that filled your ***** Your hair a blonde hue that I have never been attracted to before. How could it be, you already have a piece of me. I couldn’t take my eyes off of you, you see. For you were already starting to seep into me. Maybe it was the idea that I can feel love like this, for someone I don’t even know. Or maybe it is that I looked into your blue eyes from across the room and felt like I knew you. My emotions were wired, and my thoughts gambled. I had to remind myself  how to walk and remember that staring in awe isn’t generally socially acceptable. I can’t believe I just fell in love with a stranger. You tossed the basketball with such grace, it sliding off your fingers so effortless. Your shoulders broad and your stamina grounded. The way you slid across the floor so smoothly chasing after the ball that went perfectly into the net. When the smile grew on your face as your friend shot the ball, my soul felt warm as I looked into the happiness of yours. Your teeth, strategically placed by God’s fingers. Resembling how perfect we will all soon be. I can’t believe this is me. Falling in love with a stranger, what else is new. The second I saw you I knew My confidence was back and I began to come to life again. So maybe you were an angel sent from God. Teaching me that I still do have hope. Showing me that my heart is still in enough pieces to love. What ever the case and outcome of this, I feel happy. I feel at peace that maybe, just maybe, someday I will lay eyes on someone and know they will embrace me for the rest of eternity.
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what is more gentle, than this pillow of the light? a life narrowing, in a bright feather dance that sweeps across the sea or covers our faces in shadows. where do you go when you leave me? now I am nocturnal, a bliss bandit, cooing at stars one thousand miles high. shaking like a tea kettle, I am the black *** black, shaking, shivering. Swallowing pieces of your light, in the back-room jungle where I sew, tears to the bottoms of my eyes, where no one ever goes. I know days, hours, one minute where I gambled time and stood behind you with my fingers on your shoulders and my mouth on your neck. What it takes to be apart, split in half, shucked from birth; it takes every thing I ever owned, every note I ever sang, each breath that I will make- some thought I stand up on, my knees quivering below me. five kinds of drugs just to see straight, to hold my hands steady or sleep at night. your lavender flavor is still in me. you in me. one. two. soaking in this forgotten city, Earth's heroes drifting away. I could never eat again, or cast a spell, or touch the same. while burning I may never stand on these same two feet again. four years, a photograph. one voice, softening into my skin, that I never may forget. that this beard is of an old man, should I never count again blessings or songs. I dive into the flame and study this journey backwards. so I should never forget, everything so serious as this as you, in me.
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 6:58 PM UTC
/hours\light/pe[n]guins/spirits\incantations/l[o]ves/ May 15, 2013 at 8:21pm
There's holes in all my pockets No more money do they hold My hands can't go much deeper Trying to shield them from the cold I've got 'bout fifteen dollars Rolled and stuffed inside my boot Got it from a pawn shop Where I went and sold my suit The road to where I'm going Is one I've never been before I've gambled all I own away I'm looking for a score All my life's possessions Are scattered cross the land In pawn shops and casinos In the mountains and the sand I gambled with the devil Didn't win, had no chance Now, I'm hitching it to nowhere With empty pockets in my pants A dealer with a lucky streak And me on my last legs Now, I'm one step up from dying I'm now one of the worlds dregs The money in my left boot Won't last long when I hit town I'll find the first casino And my sorrows I will drown Be it on the tables Or at the bar telling my tale It won't last long no matter But my soul still ain't for sale I gambled with the devil Didn't have a chance at all It's amazing that the distance That there is for one to fall It didn't take a decade And it didn't take a year But, I'm one step from the bottom Aching hard for my next beer I'm hitching it to nowhere But, I'll know when I arrive Don't know how long I'll stay there Or how long I will survive I've got holes in all my pockets All I own is on my back I gambled with the devil He took red, and I took black.
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Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 11:04 AM UTC
I gambled with the devil
150 down a main road Ditched the 5'O ****** off, angry Him running his mouth's the only music playing Different dealers on hold Oh baby, please don't lose control I've gambled makin money (in not so good ways) lots in my time, & each time I did it, made myself a pretty dime But this round fella's This games gettin old Drop my cards to the table I'm out I fold.
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Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 12:48 AM UTC
My Bad Boy Highschool Love Story/The End of Chemical Days
The world is full of stereotypes, not that all are bad I don't agree with them, a person is a person not a type but their's a saying about writers, writers are addicts drugs, alcohol, gambling. What's your addiction? Those who choose to write, those with the calling we're said to be depressed, we use addictions as a way to escape from the clutches of a world we can only change in our writing. As a writer, covering these stereotypes seems like a course in myself I've been depressed, I've gambled, I wish to change the world. A stereotype or just a person living in the 21st century.
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Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 7:50 PM UTC
Stereotypes
Some time ago in the furnace below Grew restless the ruler of sin; He dug through His closet Composed a composite Consisting of a violin. The underworld rang with Delectable twang As Lucifer plucked on His strings; E'en angels flew down Allured by the sound Til Cerberus plucked off their wings. Eventually Satan grew bored of this, too; That thrill-seeking ******* must capture the new; So up to the land of the living He flew; Disguised as a figure whom everyone knew. First on the agenda of any pretender: Extinguish the genuine soul; He arrived in Genoa Disguised as a boa And silently swallowed him whole.   With Europe His playground The Devil, He made sound That no one alive had yet heard; He fiddled and plucked, Gambled and ****** Until inside Him syphilis stirred.   His physical shell He now had to retire; Back to the depths of the black and the fire; Forever above will the humans admire; The legend of strings; the king; the sire.
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Nov 8, 2012
Nov 8, 2012 at 12:48 AM UTC
Paganini
our lives are all lotteries. a game of chance, at best. we have all succumbed to it, gambled our freewill away. to those who haven't, who are still unchained, it calls *sit down at the table, let me deal you a hand* read the fine print young man, for once you sit, you may never leave
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Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 11:30 PM UTC
Poker
**today words don't play the hearts game . feelings my ace to play blackjack.. they say words and words are all the same you gambled I'm dealing my broken heart playing a Switch you emptied my hand foolish ! merely did I trusting my cards that's how you won leaving the game bland you gambled making me your trump card . Ah! I remember you played** a Blackjack
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 10:18 AM UTC
Blackjack
I gambled with fire, Gave my mind away, It turned my heart to dust, And now it turned way.
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Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 8:16 AM UTC
Gambling
We flew to Las Vegas and Atlantic City a lot in our gambler years. Walked down the Strip or Borgata bathed in city lights pumped up on drinks. Lester got snatched for counting cards, Derrick went away, drunk driving, we don’t care we just keep drinking and keep losing. Practicing poker faces at the table makes it easier to lie to our wives. And we don’t talk about our kids while at the tables or in the bar. College funds gambled away or spent on prostitutes. We know we’re letting them down.
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Apr 5, 2014
Apr 5, 2014 at 3:20 PM UTC
gambler's anthem
Of ***** friends I've had but seven, Despite my years are ripe; I hope they're now enjoying Heaven, Although they're not the type; Nor, candidly, no more am I, Though overdue to die. For looking back I see that they Were weak and wasteful men; They loved a sultry jest alway, And women now and then. They smoked and gambled, ****** and swore, --Yet no one was a bore. 'Tis strange I took to lads like these, On whom the good should frown; Yet all with poetry would please To wash his wassail down; Their temples touched the starry way, But O what feet of clay! Well, all are dust, of fame bereft; They bore a cruel cross, And I, the canny one, am left,-- Yet as I grieve their loss, I deem, because they loved me well, They'll welcome me in Hell.
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Birds Of A Feather
I loved you in the same way the water loved the shore, even when you tried to drown me, I came swimming back for more You told me it was just fun and games, you told me it was cool, you rolled the dice and bet on our love, I guess I really was a fool. It felt like someone had made a dagger out of ice, dipped it in poison, then stabbed me thrice. Now I know to never trust you again, nobody, not anyone, has to tell me twice. You had gambled our love, now you must pay the price.
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Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 11:47 PM UTC
Gambling our Love
"Shelter From The Storm" Bob Dylan 'Twas in another lifetime one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue, the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness a creature void of form "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." And if I pass this way again you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death and men who are fighting to be warm "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Not a word was spoke between us there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." I was burned out from exhaustion buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes and blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile ravaged in the corn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Now there's a wall between us something there's been lost I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Well the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker he blows a futile horn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." I've heard newborn babies wailing like a mourning dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question man, is it hopeless and forlorn? "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." In a little hilltop village they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence, I got repaid with scorn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Well I'm living in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm."
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Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 10:20 AM UTC
For Florida: Shelter From the Storm
"Shelter From The Storm" Bob Dylan 'Twas in another lifetime one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue, the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness a creature void of form "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." And if I pass this way again you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death and men who are fighting to be warm "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Not a word was spoke between us there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." I was burned out from exhaustion buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes and blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile ravaged in the corn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Now there's a wall between us something there's been lost I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Well the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker he blows a futile horn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." I've heard newborn babies wailing like a mourning dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question man, is it hopeless and forlorn? "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." In a little hilltop village they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence, I got repaid with scorn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Well I'm living in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm."
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"They call him a magic man" "There's no such thing as..." "As what, magic?" "..." And the coffin hit the banks in Burma Mud on the feet of a white man, stranger "I came in search of truth, can you help me?" The two men sat awake, drinking alcohol Fermented and brewed by hand and the locals watched Flaking hut, the bamboo was broken, he wondered how "They say he has the power to heal" "And yet I don't believe you" "Find him" The trees were dusted and the Antelope were grazing In the Kalahari I found my guide, we smoked and died By the fireside, I lied about the tide He took my hand, I lost my stride The Nile ran red and I awoke covered in sweat Phantom structures of glass and brick, apparent not to I A world of stars and the translucent eyes of a ********** The grinning dawn was mournful as we fell from barriers The guards were boiled alive but their guns survived And the California beaches were beckoning I lay down on the road, calling out to Kerouac and receiving nothing but a jolt as the cars massaged my flailing back, and the monkeys were howling as a witch doctor calls The small boy read the lacquered book with glistening nails adorned The tide was vile, washed him away with a sly smile A great **** at the doors of a church, masks discarded The preacher man watched with a snarl, upturned lip Gripped by fear the small boy clawed his way to the banks He banked on life Gambled with a choice and won Burmese man-child, hashish in the pipe Tell me of the story of your life The bamboo pipes A lighter falling through space, as the astronaut suffocates Nicotine daze and a greyish haze, through the eternal maze And we lay awake for days and days A tank would fall from the mountain top Crushing just one daffodil and the bamboo mourned Muddy river ran dry Today, the day I die
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Apr 10, 2013
Apr 10, 2013 at 9:48 AM UTC
The Personification of A Million Bloodied Hands (Cold Turkey)
"They call him a magic man" "There's no such thing as..." "As what, magic?" "..." And the coffin hit the banks in Burma Mud on the feet of a white man, stranger "I came in search of truth, can you help me?" The two men sat awake, drinking alcohol Fermented and brewed by hand and the locals watched Flaking hut, the bamboo was broken, he wondered how "They say he has the power to heal" "And yet I don't believe you" "Find him" The trees were dusted and the Antelope were grazing In the Kalahari I found my guide, we smoked and died By the fireside, I lied about the tide He took my hand, I lost my stride The Nile ran red and I awoke covered in sweat Phantom structures of glass and brick, apparent not to I A world of stars and the translucent eyes of a ********** The grinning dawn was mournful as we fell from barriers The guards were boiled alive but their guns survived And the California beaches were beckoning I lay down on the road, calling out to Kerouac and receiving nothing but a jolt as the cars massaged my flailing back, and the monkeys were howling as a witch doctor calls The small boy read the lacquered book with glistening nails adorned The tide was vile, washed him away with a sly smile A great **** at the doors of a church, masks discarded The preacher man watched with a snarl, upturned lip Gripped by fear the small boy clawed his way to the banks He banked on life Gambled with a choice and won Burmese man-child, hashish in the pipe Tell me of the story of your life The bamboo pipes A lighter falling through space, as the astronaut suffocates Nicotine daze and a greyish haze, through the eternal maze And we lay awake for days and days A tank would fall from the mountain top Crushing just one daffodil and the bamboo mourned Muddy river ran dry Today, the day I die
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’Tween hither and thither we wended our way skipping, dancing through sand dunes, in seascape croquet. While woven in waves watching dolphins at play I first tasted her lips in the ocean’s wild spray. Mystic moonbeams, suffusing clouds’ shimmering sails, unleashed us and whisked us down sensuous trails, soon evoking the trills of untamed nightingales as our passions pervaded green valleys and dales. Being spectres of splendour in wanton sashay we mastered our meaning in love’s matinee – the breezes, in passing, slowed down to survey blazing bodies embraced in youth’s blooming bouquet. With the wind as our wings, till the Never we flew, two gypsies, on junkets through dusk’s residue gently floating like pollen to everywhere new, so eluding pearled teardrops that paint the past blue. Yes, we gamboled and gambled, two waifs led astray, with our shackles afire and anchors aweigh – rising higher and higher, the sun lured our sleigh, teasing time was our temptress, night’n day after day. Having stars in our eyes and all time as our view, we’ve drifted, like dreamers where sprites rendezvous and feasted on laughter and sipped morning dew while rambling forever as one made of two.
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 4:07 AM UTC
Ramblers
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, the burdens that we hold are for our backs to curve years of wisdom---to reach peace:} hard for me to express the things you left in me are in mess the buildings so high scared to my ******* believed things come now to their bests acceptance of the unknown faces that bloom on the yellow stairs moments I found it a burden to bare then you another ranger in those brown tiles made me drink that blue liquor made me smile laughter in the wooden walls I will uncover soon even when the visits brought a past gloom searching is something I was meant to do on those borders never will I know or remember unless I read the folders feel the flies in the green lands a tingle plastered on the hands but nothing more than that stance you ****** put a lot of grace because of a simple caring lace is it okay if this while took a late that mere second has been stuck written on my fate those arms gambled with my noes even though a little lie didn't hurt didn't go far from the beyonds that red sweater a path to the wallpaper to the given weather -------ravenfeels
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Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 5:22 PM UTC
Blue Liquor
**Shelter from the Storm by Bob Dylan** 'Twas in another lifetime, one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness, a creature void of form Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm And if I pass this way again, you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her, on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death, and men who are fighting to be warm Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Not a word was spoke between us, there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm I was burned out from exhaustion, buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes an' blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile, ravaged in the corn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Now there's a wall between us, somethin' there's been lost I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Well, the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much, it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker, he blows a futile horn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm I've heard newborn babies wailin' like a mournin' dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm In a little hilltop village, they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence I got repaid with scorn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Well, I'm livin' in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge, someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm
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Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 2:20 AM UTC
shelter from the storm
**Shelter from the Storm by Bob Dylan** 'Twas in another lifetime, one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness, a creature void of form Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm And if I pass this way again, you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her, on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death, and men who are fighting to be warm Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Not a word was spoke between us, there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm I was burned out from exhaustion, buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes an' blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile, ravaged in the corn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Now there's a wall between us, somethin' there's been lost I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Well, the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much, it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker, he blows a futile horn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm I've heard newborn babies wailin' like a mournin' dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm In a little hilltop village, they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence I got repaid with scorn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Well, I'm livin' in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge, someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm
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Nothing is going to protect us from the human condition We can have fortune and fame Be on the top of our game We can be a rocker in Lost Wages We can be a woman with a small child Trying to do welfare to work We can dance the tango with a Friday night **** We can be busted for another dui We can be the head of the corporation We can even be Paul McCartney Michael Jordan Kennedy may be our name But nothing is going to protect us from the human condition I've gambled and won I've gambled and lost Millionaire wives die of cancer Joanie's Johnnie gets SARS Steve Jobs takes the last dive. A truck driver falls asleep A thirty seconds delay winds up catastrophe So sorry! Nothing protects us from the human condition There are mine fields all around us, most we don't even see We can be in Mosul We can be in Aleppo We can be in Somalia We can be in Mozambique One ember, a conflagration One breath of air, a hurricane One drop of rain, water everywhere Twisted Bill Cosby his son murdered while changing a tire Your name can be Whitney Houston mother and daughter have died Ronald Reagan's dementia he didn't remember a thing The list of the names it never really ends all that fame power and fortune All of the pain loss and suffering of me and you Bad moods ain't seen nothing yet There is no protection from the human condition You can set me up another one I'm drinking to "how it goes " I hide out I come out I'm probably like you I don't know what I'm supposed to do except find slices of delight when able There is no protection from the human condition.
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Dec 8, 2016
Dec 8, 2016 at 10:19 PM UTC
The Human Condition
Nothing is going to protect us from the human condition We can have fortune and fame Be on the top of our game We can be a rocker in Lost Wages We can be a woman with a small child Trying to do welfare to work We can dance the tango with a Friday night **** We can be busted for another dui We can be the head of the corporation We can even be Paul McCartney Michael Jordan Kennedy may be our name But nothing is going to protect us from the human condition I've gambled and won I've gambled and lost Millionaire wives die of cancer Joanie's Johnnie gets SARS Steve Jobs takes the last dive. A truck driver falls asleep A thirty seconds delay winds up catastrophe So sorry! Nothing protects us from the human condition There are mine fields all around us, most we don't even see We can be in Mosul We can be in Aleppo We can be in Somalia We can be in Mozambique One ember, a conflagration One breath of air, a hurricane One drop of rain, water everywhere Twisted Bill Cosby his son murdered while changing a tire Your name can be Whitney Houston mother and daughter have died Ronald Reagan's dementia he didn't remember a thing The list of the names it never really ends all that fame power and fortune All of the pain loss and suffering of me and you Bad moods ain't seen nothing yet There is no protection from the human condition You can set me up another one I'm drinking to "how it goes " I hide out I come out I'm probably like you I don't know what I'm supposed to do except find slices of delight when able There is no protection from the human condition.
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I've got many things on my mind I might as well talk to you. I'm twisted I'm disturbed I'm vice ridden I'm desperate too. You look okay I might as well talk to you. My life has been spent in shadows trying to emerge I've swept the floor washed the windows did the dishes too I guess that is what they call this life. I've seen the tunnel on one too many codeine Grandma sent me away I've gone astray I blew up my future behind ******* My children say I gambled it all away. One mellows in their old age No time for anger No time for drama too. I've learned to accept myself Accept you That testerone it blows up it calms down Sleep it goes way too fast I wake up to another day. I've rubbed myself raw I know what it means to be deranged I know what it means to long for it too. You understand. Don't nod off now I'm coming to the most interesting part But I woke up in another horizon Woke up on another plain Another dimension has called my name This life I now savor. As you have said I know it is predictable moves A complicated game I never learned to play. Another opportunity to prove I'm never what I'm supposed to be. I've done the best I could with what I've got With that I am at peace I apologize for everything I have ever been, But I am alive I'm still breathing have another day to prove it all again I've got things on my mind I might as well talk to you.
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Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 9:54 PM UTC
Therapy Session
I was in another lifetime one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue and the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness a creature void of form "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". And if I pass this way again you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death and men who are fighting to be warm "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Not a word was spoke between us there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". I was burned out from exhaustion buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes and blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile ravaged in the corn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Now there's a wall between us something there's been lost I took too much for granted got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on a long-forgotten morn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Well the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker he blows a futile horn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". I've heard newborn babies wailing like a mourning dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question man is it hopeless and forlorn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". In a little hilltop village they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and they gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence and got repaid with scorn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Well I'm living in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm".
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 8:00 AM UTC
Shelter from the storm( bob dylan lyrics) amazing song soo beautiful!!!
I was in another lifetime one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue and the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness a creature void of form "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". And if I pass this way again you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death and men who are fighting to be warm "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Not a word was spoke between us there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". I was burned out from exhaustion buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes and blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile ravaged in the corn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Now there's a wall between us something there's been lost I took too much for granted got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on a long-forgotten morn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Well the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker he blows a futile horn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". I've heard newborn babies wailing like a mourning dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question man is it hopeless and forlorn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". In a little hilltop village they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and they gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence and got repaid with scorn "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm". Well I'm living in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born "Come in" she said "I'll give you shelter from the storm".
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My Grandmère and I have long, gossipy conversations, where we fall into our own chatty, slumber party rhythms. She’s met or knows everyone important, and people tell her things. They DM her or whisper secrets of lives ordered but loveless, of careers choked by excesses and indiscretions. She gets stealthy, leaked business reports of purported fortunes gambled and lost or of innocence wasted in bittersweet embrace - delicious, tangled narratives that expose the gaps between facades and realities that can’t be purchased. Sometimes we pop popcorn on our private ends of the Atlantic, watch Netflix, share secrets and laugh conspiratorially. . . Songs for this: Us by Regina Spektor Young And Dumb by The Bird and the Bee
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Jul 30, 2024
Jul 30, 2024 at 7:44 AM UTC
gossips
As I reflect on my reflection, I can't help but think I'm forgetting something. Another year, another birthday, another love. But what am I forgetting? I climbed to new heights, fell to new lows. Crawled with crippled arms, and even fought to stay standing. Sometimes I was successful, sometimes I wasn't. But still, what am I forgetting? I made new friends, lost old ones, laughed at jokes, and even cried when I watched "The Boy In The Striped Pajamas". I felt feelings that honestly, I had never felt before. I climbed mountains, and scaled walls. I built bridges, then burned them down, only to come back, and build them up again. And yet I still ask myself, what am I forgetting? I gambled, and beat the odds. I gambled, and lost. Like when I put down twenty dollars on the record high Powerball, and didn't get any numbers right. But what of all things am I forgetting? As I reflect on my reflection, and ponder upon the year, I remember, I'm one year stronger, one birthday stronger, one love stronger. I'm not a new man, I never will be, I will always be me. But I can always get stronger, and I always will.
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Jan 1, 2013
Jan 1, 2013 at 12:10 AM UTC
Reflecting On My Reflection
Heart stuck in gray dawn. Subtle remembrances, consume. Longing for more. Lingering for, "used to be".  Vulnerability in pain gambled for strength in love.  Held in place by promises. **Spoken words deny Actions scream in love and pain Hearts splinter and crack** Time cannot heal what was not meant to be broken. Change is slow coming.  Dreams of warmth take hold, trying to leach into reality so abruptly ripped apart.  Something once so perfect, so beautiful in its purity, in its simplicity. Forever tainted by selfless gestures turned selfish motives. **Promises broken Dreams relive yesterday's bliss Stopping tomorrow** What's good for one, not enough to sustain.  Love enough to last, pushed under, forgotten. Lost to fear. Submerged in darkness.  Yet, there lies the sun.  Warm and alive.  More than a seed, a field of flowers ready to bloom.  Still, flowers of love do not bloom in tears of despair. **You are the warm sun Watered by my salty tears Flowers turned to hay**
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Jun 23, 2011
Jun 23, 2011 at 8:28 AM UTC
Motionless (a Haibun)
Dizzy, the rush of thoughts incapacitate synapses firing, neurons     throttled, a crescendo     of dendrites branching Experience roots inwardly, tearing the humus            of pregnant dreams, scratching to see the blood beneath the scab.      The greater the itch, the greater         the disturbance of sleep,             bound by a tangle of vines,             deafened by the cobbling-together                 of thrushspeak, the cry of clouds                 contorting into unthinkable                      and suggestive shapes            Bleary-eyed, the lost wages    of sleep gambled away    on a ticking clock.
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Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 12:11 PM UTC
Nightmare Hustle
Swiveling chair Clicking mouse Clattering keyboard Replaced by the steady glare at the monitor until it is naught but a blank stare, a blank stare that begets a long pause You wish could last forever with you lost in it; Lost in your benevolent and untainted thoughts Before the abrupt jolt out of your reverie keeps you yearning for the luxury and solitude of your room… Times flies and it’s almost the close of business Yet, your table is in such a mess On it, lies a pile of work undone Tons that require your expert attention with little time left to tidy up You don’t plan to work overtime 'Cause if you gambled that, you won’t make it in time to catch the bus So you pack your bags and hurry down the stairs in time to catch the bus Thinking of how to make up for the time lost all through your journey home You can’t help the thought that taunts as it lingers. Blaming you for leaving a pile of work undone Reminding you that if and if only you had concerted for just a minute longer You could have only left behind papers the cleaners can trash with a toss. -r3d-
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Sep 13, 2012
Sep 13, 2012 at 4:24 AM UTC
The Loop