So many fauqin  questions I want to know why why why
Are  we not allowed to feel and know and see and want and need
Why, why can we not have emotions and why is it wrong for me to be in love for the rest of my life
With one deserving person why
Why is it so wrong to want stability and peace
What is so wrong with that
Why do we have to suppress who we are as human beings so many foxin question, I want to know why why why WE are not allowed to want and need why can we not have emotions  not saying that we need and desire
What WE  have to have because that is just how WE human beings were created to want and need and desire and crave, yearn if WE so please
What am I doing wrong
Why cant I get it through my head what am I not understanding why am i hurting so much where is the  night in shining armor that white horse and better?
I never cared for any of that
Wanting piece cohabitating
Matrimonial union with my family and my loved ones peace what is so wrong with wanting that what is wrong with needing that,
Praying and yearning for simplicity, what is so wrong in that why can I not need my peace why can I not need to survive  in my peace and live my life in my existence in this piece that is necessary for me what is so wrong with loving God what is so wrong with knowing a god that loves you back if that is the only love you can conjure what is so wrong in that
What is so wrong in  me
Hiding myself in myself so deep because I'm so afraid to get hurt again what is the wrong in  hiding myself away from the rest of the world because I am so afraid
When did I become so afraid what happened to make me become so afraid of my own shadow I don't want to live like this
This feels really wrong.
There's just no existing like this
Like me, like us, like WE!!!R.I.P.