"familliar" poems
Groggy,
awoken by a harsh tone
unsympathetic to the delicate state
in which my mind remains
half clutching, memorizing the calm
A fragile existence
built to long upon lust and desires
buried so far below natural thought
unnaturally woven into undetermined
projections
The eyes and smile and picture of you
so familliar then
The electricity pulsating through
touch
the lyrics sung on the tip of my tongue
caressed carefully by consciousness
hidden by greed of selfishness
that you are mine
I am yours
But artificial yellows dank and austere
swell before me
which pale in comparison to
golden hues of fog employed
to haunt and taunt the waking memory
fragmenting a joyful slumber
into only a few definable visions where you remain
Mar 13, 2013
Mar 13, 2013 at 10:36 PM UTC
snow fell
on my city
and the grey clouds streched aross the sky's
i sit inside
drinking the tea of memories
oh how they taste good
i'll walk out later
with my friend
around the city we will go
on the snow we will walk
on the train we will ride
will i see familliar faces walking around?
who knows
i bet the snow as hidden everyone from me
i'll sit inside as i watch the snow
and my mind will melt
will the storie go on
or will end it a dramatic pause?
and never to resume again...
i hope the snow doesn't freeze
our storie
footprints will be left in the snow
just mine will be there i suposse
i'll wait for spring
when eveything will bloom
bloom
bloom
Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 1:07 PM UTC
Farewell now, peaceful dales, farewell to
Familliar hilltops that I call to
Farwell, familliar wood nearby,
Farwell, the beauty of the sky,
Farewell, glad nature that I cherish;
I am exchanging my dear peace
For noisey, glittering vanities...
Farewell my freedom that must persih!
Whither and wherefore do I strive?
What can I hope for in this life?
Oct 17, 2020
Oct 17, 2020 at 5:04 AM UTC
You were tiny, when we brought you home.
Just a ball of fluff that we claimed as our own.
You were full of life and happiness
You were no stranger to making a mess!!!
Oh boy we're you naughty, always in trouble!
But that didn't matter, you were part of our bubble.
We watched you grow bigger every day,
Never any doubt, that you were here to stay.
8 years later, it's not really that long!?
It's like you've always been here,
Like the familliar tune of a favourite song.
Two weeks go by, you are not yourself.
Something is wrong, we are trying to help!
It could be this, it could be that, we will figure it out, we will get you back!
You're not eating, you wont get up,
that's not normal, wheres our big pup?
Have a scan, find the problem
Whatever it is we'll find a solution.
One phone call later, from the vet.
Changes everything, we've lost the bet.
It all happened so quickly
This wasn't the plan!!!
Your the ronster monster
Our mundy man.
No "happy bark" greetings as we walk through the door, no tripping over you, as you sleep soundly on the floor.
Feeding time is easier now, almost stress free!
But I'd give up that in a millisecond to have you back here with me!!!!!
I guess it's just down to time now, to make this easier on our hearts.
I just wish we had you here for longer, or could go back to the start!
One thing for sure, you will never be forgotten, we won't let your memory fade away, our naughty ronnii rotten!!!!!
RIP Ronnii, Safeharbour Patrick Swayze. 16/01/2011 to 16/10/2019.
Be safe at rainbow Bridge, until we meet again my giant furry slobber friend.
F. U. Cancer!!!!!!!!
Nov 10, 2019
Nov 10, 2019 at 10:21 PM UTC
it's like when i saw you
i had woken up from a dream
only to realize
everything that came before
was a nightmare
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 8:23 AM UTC
I want to get lost,
stumble into a place of unkown.
I'll look around and see nothing,
correction nothing that's familliar to me.
My heart will race,
no sentence I mumble to myself
will sound right.
On my left I'll see a pairs of bodies,
they're all lifeless but smiles
are plastered on their faces.
On my right I'll see you, looking up
I follow your gaze and my
eyes thread together in confusion
I do see something
pale moonlight and stars splashed
across a midnight canvas.
I'll ask what we're doing here,
you'll reply,
"We're lost my dear,
just like you wanted to be"
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 7:03 PM UTC
The burning feeling in my stomach calms me.
I don't even mind.
You have been my friend for years.
Feeling myself starving makes me feel alive.
The crawling under my skin. Too familliar.
I'm in control of my destiny, or am I?
My body is disappering and I don't care.
Do I live or die? It's up to me.
My old friend. I haven't seen you in awhile.
All the years we've spent together, makes me feel close to you once again.
Do we go down together this time?
I don't care as long as you're with me.
You're the only one who never leaves.
With you by my side I'd do anything.
Even destroying myself in the process.
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 11:47 AM UTC
I don't know what you do
But you kind words
Always give me a smile
I don't know who you are
Yet I look foward
To every poem
I don't know why
You leave a those comments
But I do know
That I'm thankful that you do
Dec 7, 2017
Dec 7, 2017 at 10:43 PM UTC