It’s hard to let you go
The memories we had
Hurt so
When they cross my mind all day
The sweet things we would say
The little moments of love we had
Wish I could relive so bad
But our sparked died
I feel like I tried
But maybe I could have done more
My hearts on the floor
Do you miss me?
Do you think of me?
Like I do?
I’m on a hill and I’m the fool
Feb 23, 2025
Feb 23, 2025 at 2:25 PM UTC
Skin wrapped in blankets
I feel this anxiety fill me up
Skin on my skin
Sin on top of sin
Let me forget with a drink and a kiss
You’re eyes waver
It’s not the same, so I guess it’s goodbye
Let me forget with with the touch of skin
To soothe my sin
I wish it were, how it once was
Who knows if this is the right road to go
I’ll try to distract myself
With sin and a soft kiss
That’s unfamiliar
Jan 31, 2025
Jan 31, 2025 at 4:59 AM UTC
I’m so tired of loving people
Who don’t love me back
Dec 26, 2021
Dec 26, 2021 at 11:18 AM UTC
Remember when we used to keep waving at each other until we were out of sight
When I used to bike across the city to see you
Laughed until we cried
Drank until we danced
These memories fill me
And Gush out
Late night car rides
lonely train rides
dark bike rides
My mind riddled with your face
The peachy sunsets
And glittering stars are there to comfort me
The burning sun in the deep blue sky push me
The cotton candy clouds engulf me
“It’s just me now”
My eyes filled with tears now
the music soothes me to sleep
You’re so far now
And it’s because of me
I’m sorry
So sorry
Some times I just really want you back….
Jun 23, 2021
Jun 23, 2021 at 1:42 AM UTC
You drive me crazy
Memories of us
Keep me up
But I let my guard down again
And I’m the one who’s left hurt
You’ll always be my friend, I love you so much
But I must let go of my infatuation for you
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 6:03 PM UTC
The grey clouds cover the city
The streets seem empty
Yellow leaves have fallen in mid September
You drove away
In midst it all
With a smile and wave
I’ll miss you
Sep 21, 2020
Sep 21, 2020 at 10:15 PM UTC
I’ll write this
Yeah I’m drunk
But I feel good
I think you
But I don’t miss you
I hope your good
As our paths distance
Goodbye
Sep 19, 2020
Sep 19, 2020 at 10:43 PM UTC
Fall in early September
My legs are getting tired
My bike ,rusted from the cold wind
The sky cries and the trees leaves die
Fall in early September
This feeling I remember
It’s been a while
And maybe soon you’ll be gone
But at least the memories of you are warm
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 10:11 AM UTC
..not about you
Happiness doesn’t lay within you’re successes
The love of someone might tickle your heart
The money might make your mind calm
The house might make you feel secure
The clothes and vehicles might make u feel confident
But happiness does not lay within in any of these things , in any material thing or person
Happiness lays within you already
We’re just blinded on what happiness is
Happiness is in what you give to others
Love , help , time , laughter , a lending hand , a lending ear .
And it’s within the power of you pushing yourself everyday, exceeding your limit to grow and love.
You’re anxiety’s and sadness will consume you And the darkness in the tunnel will frighten you. Happiness won’t always be there in-spite of all these things. And the end of the tunnel not in sight
But you will find the fire
a smallest ray of sun through a crack
A small light
That will guide you
Aug 14, 2020
Aug 14, 2020 at 11:36 AM UTC
Days are dull
Grey skies and weeping clouds
The sun peaks through and says hello
And blue skies leaves you wanting more
Days are dull
Even when the sun blasts through and burns all the clouds in the sky
And you go home a different shade at night
This city , this open space ..
feels lonely without You
These morning and nights with empty beds and unspoken words ,leave me wondering
About you
Wanting you
You are far away In distance
But your galaxies away in spirit
When you talk to me
Your words fall like cement blocks on the floor
And pierce my chest and mind like knives
I sense it
My fear has finally settled in
You longer want me
You no longer have the need to talk to me
Oh how it breaks my souls
Oh how I want to cry on your shoulder and in your arms
But alas , that is no longer an option
I must comfort myself now
For you are just a mark
On the map of my past
You say “only you”
You say...
But i knows that’s ********
Jul 8, 2020
Jul 8, 2020 at 5:24 PM UTC