The days are growing close now, the final days of the year are now here.The wind is slowly blowing through the trees.she stands at the cliffs edge looking out into the world.The winds pick up and the clouds begin to cover the skies. As the sun starts to set.Tears running down our angels face her pain is being felt by all who walk sanctuary.her guardians are by her side, they are are secretly worried for their angel.They feel her power and her strength pushing out to the world,they see she has finally released all the pain she as carried on her shoulders and wings for so long she stops at the spot she always rests on while looking in on all the souls below. She sees the roses and clouds again. She sits upon them she calls to her guardians.my friends it is time.i have released the pain and anger I have held in for so long.i look out into the world and I see so much pain, deseat, dishonor.where as the way of how we was taught to be gone.i stand and protect so many. The pain I take and I endore is something not many can handle or cone back from.this is the time I sat with the one who raised me, one who taught me so much I needed to know.and yet I still find ways to keep going I am at a loss.i see no reason to keep being the angel of many.why should I keep giving the hope and strength to others, why should I keep showing them how to believe in their self's and each other. When all as lost that in me.take and go out and prepare for this storm, give the protection. And care to the lost and broken.my time of doing it is done. The guardians now hold that. I will always watch and protect the lost,i will always continue to be the one of Many.but it will be in different ways I am lost I have been wounded deeper then before my father is gone I don't know what to do.yet I say to the ones below who I always watch over and send into peaceful sleep away from the pain and scars.how can I do this for u when in this time I can't heal myself fully. We all list faith in each other we lost faith in our country.my story is going into a different chapter.remeber to always be their for the ones u love.because one day they maybe gone.then how can you say I'm sorry or I love you.stop fighting, stop tearing one another apart, jealousy and envey.stop tearing families apart. Be one again and not apart.the world is dieing and my strength is fading.how can I do my calling when I'm just as broken...
