I just keep telling Me. "Its only getting better" -"3x"- when its not.

     Every day i tell myself.........i will finnaly find my soul.

Such a lonly ****** up place, where the women carry mase..

Deep inside this box somewhere, i finnaly found my soul.

   I dust it off, an use it up, what ealse must i do.

With a lonely ****** up soul like you, its the only thing to do.

   Maybe wright these ****** up words i say. Become something more one day?

Ha what a joke i say, with a lonely soul he may, Never be nothing more they say.
just a ****** that will pay, what ever comes his way.

just another ****** up day.. why cant it go away? Because i stuck to my soul, guns an all i roll.

Blacked out, hear me laugh out. "Im just another fool."

I can Not pay myself, much less me or you. If i could, i would.

beat myself away from you. just to save you two, from the struggle that i go threw just another fail.

  What more can i give an take, when i have nothing more to make? Such an angry soul i tired to give it way

  Take it back or let me pay. just to give it way.

Why should you give up?
When you can still stand up

Why should you breakdown and cry?
No way, you are not going to die

Why should you fall?
When you never try to bounce back
and be brave to face it all?

Why should you fear ?
When Its clear,
you aren't  in danger.

Why should you be a pessimist?
When only good things happen
once you decide to become an optimist...

Why should you end your life?
When you could save so many lives

Why should you  turn away and say Good Bye?
If you don't even care to give it a try

  Please try ....
Choose to throw your pathetic hat today
and start wearing your positive hat everyday...

You choose to live or you choose to die
Only you can choose
Not me.. Not anybody ealse
Only you...
Choose what you want to be...