I just want to die so we can kick it
Maybe spark up a blunt in little hell
Or say oh my god with a bottle of gin in heaven
I remember you used to say I don't care I'm going to die
I should have figured out and asked you why
Even if I knew all along, not just a hunch
My questions were far more than a bunch
Like a grenade you threw and kept me away
You said it's for my best, and I know this sounds cliché
I lost my girl, my ride or die
We said we would do so much
Get high, drunkdrive and fly
I hope you're good wherever you are
Maybe with Lil Peep on a big star
I'll never forgive this world for what it did to you
I'll spend my life to make it right for you
Try to give you some justice
Or maybe it's just me, trying to get through.