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Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014
Itdoesn't matterwhat I do
Nothing seems to go right
I'm so ******* stupid
I write to get rid of everything
But I upset the greatest guy ever
He's my best friend
It kills me seeing
That I made him disappointed
I just want to curl in a ball
And cry, try to
Turn back time
So I could've never hurt him
Im sorry, I love you
I never picked up a blade
Please believe me
Your my reason
Why I stayed,
Why I was strong,
Why I fought,
Why I dreamed at night,
Instead of fallingin the dark.

I wish I could hug you tight,
And say Im sorry to your face
But we're so far apart
So Im sorry between this space
Aikin The Deadman
Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014
You are my savior.
My reason I still live.
My reason for being here.
My reason I've not disappeared.

You’re my best friend.
I love you so much.
If you look in the mirror,
You’ll see my favorite person.

We've only known each other
For over a year.
It feels like forever,
Seeing how close we've gotten.

Would you lay with me and forget the world?
Would you take a bullet for me?
Would you cry along side me?
What would you do if we had to say good-bye?

I miss the sound of your voice.
I wanna feel the touch of your skin.
Watch you smile like a *****.
When I do something cute.

You’ll make me blush.
You’ll make me smile.
You’ll hold me close,
Even if its just for a while.

You are everything,
To me and more.
I’d pretty much die,
If you walked out the door.

I’d be so lost.
So alone and confused.
I’d blame myself for it,
Even if it wasn't my fault all.
I’m surprise I’m writing so much.
But you’re just that special.
To have me pretty much write a book.
To tell you how much you mean to me.

I’d want you to be my last friend.
My last dance
My last hug.
My last kiss.

When I’m on my death bed.
I want you to be there.
So I’m not alone,
Going through that fear.

Our hands together.
My last breath on your cheek.
As you’d cry a single tear.
And my face goes pale.

I’d wish for you to be strong.
Let me be the strength in you.
Like you’re the strength in me.

My handsome sweet wolf.
A true friend to me.
My amazing lil Aikin.
My protective Dommikinz.

My loving twin.
You will always be my savior.
Til the very end.
Inspired by
the best guy I've ever know
Aikin The Deadman

Please look at his poetry.
It's amazing :)
I hope you like both of ours

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