My lovely star, why can't you see that your actions are taking over me? It's like you're on a mission to tear me up inside. Do you really like to see it when I cry? Your lack of effort kills me inside, I don't know what to do about this situation. Yet I know you need your education. But it always seems that you act so secluded avoiding the things that need to be met, acting excluded from a group or two. Saying (the school got the best of you!) or your mom and dad degraded you. Saying everyone hated you/hates you. But my dear i'm still right hear, it can't get anymore clear. But the fact you say you'll try harder, but you lack the effort to show me. Disown me if nessasry. Is it too much to ask for the effort in return that I excert? Or are you to blind and lost by all the hurt people have cast upon you? I don't want to hear (babe I'm trying my dear!) Show me the effort you so kindly hide in this lost void of disguize. I know deep hurt lerks behind those pretty little brown eyes, and big smiles of yours. But all I ask his that you be the star I know you can and sweetheart it's not all that far away. I'd follow you until the end anyday.

Babe I'm slowly dieing inside, even when my heart cries. The only name it calls is yours all through the night. I try and I try all for you but I'm still hiding in disguize. Afraid from hurt lingering on my past. So blind from hatred, pain, agony. I forget you're right beside me. Baby I know you want me to trust you and trust you I do. But sometimes its hard when I've ran for so long. Ashock and astonish she's so perfect more pressious then the rarest of diamonds. She's my all, slowly driving me to the brink of madness only to find out its because my love for you causes my heart such madness.